My fucking, fucking parents. “Your fat, you eat like a pig, you eat too much, oh she eats BIG portions…” So I start working out. They never tell me to take a day off. They say no, they say I’m still fucking fat. I lose all the weight and suddenly they’re SO PROUD. But I’ve been mentally ill my whole life and suicidal and I can’t stop losing and obsessing. They look at me now and wonder why I’m all fucked and my Ed controls me. They say “why do worry? Your so skinny!”
I’m not blaming them completely but they helped scar me and they killed my confidence forever.
Thanks mom and dad. I fucking owe you one.