I'M GONNA BE IN TEARS SOON

I was finally (almost) over that damn beautiful wedding and you all show my babies singing and dancing together on the bts footage of the musical ep, BEING SUPER CUTE, SMILING, HAVING FUN, BEING THE MOST PRECIOUS EVER and I’m suddenly crying OCEANS. AGAIN. I’M SO SAD FUCK.
WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT

Highly Suspect // Sentence Starters
  • "You kissed me on the head and left me out for dead."
  • "I just wanted to tell you I'm alive and doing fine, so how are you?"
  • "Your eyes are lined in pain."
  • "And I tied you to the tracks."
  • "Won't you let me in?"
  • "I'm dying to get in."
  • "These fellas are telling me I'd be better off dead."
  • "Nothing flashed before my eyes."
  • "No pretty angels and no bright lights."
  • "All I saw was the Devil's soul (and it looked a hell of a lot like my own)."
  • "You were the one that I used to love (and I'm still in love)."
  • "I never loved you the most."
  • "Black tears don't hide in rain."
  • "Fuck me up."
  • "I need you to aim straight for my heart."
  • "And if you're gonna miss, then hit my head."
  • "You're fatal but I love who you are."
  • "Cause lately I've been feeling so strange."
  • "They're painting me red."
  • "And no one told me which way to go."
  • "And every single night I get cold."
  • "I feel like death is coming soon."
  • "All I wanna do is fucking sleep."
  • "But at my best, I am the worst."
  • "Tell me, what's worse than this?"
  • "The echoes in the halls---they dance along the walls---the memories of your ghost."
  • "A pure love, unrehearsed."
  • "I can't breathe, much less believe the truth."
  • "I am a hungry shark, fast and merciless."
  • "My muscles will contract, your bones will crack."
  • "I am here to win this fight.
  • "Aim for the sun and shoot."
  • "I've never known your love."
  • "You know what you're doing, (you know that it hurts)."
  • "I'll follow you down to the edge of this earth."
  • "I'll kill for you."
  • "Your eyes, they could cut through diamonds and steel."
  • "Sharper than the blade in your hand."
  • "You grab the gun, I'll take the wheel."
things my boyfriend has heard me say in my sleep

- do you think sharks are slimy? like toads? I wanna pet a shark
- get dressed you scutter, the Queen’s coming
- oh no, the cheese!
- do you think the Queen likes cheese?
- no no, the cupcakes don’t go there. that’s for cheese
- get your sweats off the queen will be here soon
- do you want to come? the big blue bear in his big blue cave is having a big blue rave. I’m gonna tear it up on the cavefloor
- I like lots of cheese
- please don’t go. I’m scared of yetis
- dab at my funeral to make me mad enough to come back to life

Hurt

Word count: 1291

You and Kai have the worst fight that makes him storm out and cheat on you

‘You’re such an idiot, Kai!’ You yelled as you threw a glass right into the wall, watching it shatter on the floor.

‘You’re no better! Just accept that I’ll never change! I’ll stay the same sociopath who killed his family. You always say you forgave me but when we fight that’s the first thing you mention!’ Kai stated, watching you get lost. You didn’t know what to say because it was true. You never fully forgave him for being like that, even though you should have because you should’ve supported him in everything, no matter what because even thought he had his bad days, he was always there for you.

‘Because it’s true, Kai! I… Just, get out!’ You screamed and ran to your room, slamming the doors behind you, leaving Kai alone in the kitchen. The moment you closed the bedroom doors, you sat down on the floor and leaned on the doors, dragging your knees closer as you wrapped your arms around them. A scream traveled through the house, making your body shake. This time you crossed the line and you knew this might be the end of your relationship with Kai, but maybe you both needed this. Get out everything and just scream at eachother so you can later work things out and forgive eachother. You heard Kai slamming the front doors, knowing he left somewhere where he will either kill someone or run through the woods and then come back. A tear rolled down your cheek as you quickly wiped it away and got up. You always tried to keep the feelings to yourself, you wanted to act strong and this was also one of those moments. You laid on the bed and covered yourself with a blanket as you stared at the ceiling, thinking about everything you and Kai said to eachother before he stormed out of the house.

Seconds, minutes, hours passed and there was still no sign of Kai. This was the first time Kai was out for so long. You had many fights but none of them was as bad as this one. Usually you forgave eachother after a few minutes, both realizing it was a mistake and that you were fighting because of a stupid reason. You thought this one would be the same, but after Kai not showing up, you knew something was wrong and that you both will regret fighting tonight.

You woke up and realized you were still in your room, not remembering at what exact time you fell asleep. You blinked a few times, waiting for your eyes to adjust to the dimmed light in the room. You got up and walked out of the room, your bare foot barely audible on the wooden floor that led straight to the kitchen. You poured yourself a glass of water and took a sip as you turned around and saw Kai sitting on the floor. You placed the glass on the table and walked over to him, kneeling down beside him.
His body was assembled into a ball, his head bent down, touching his knees. His arms folded in a weird way. You’ve never seen Kai like this so it was a really emotional situation to be caught in. His body jerked every few seconds as you realized he was crying. You swallowed hard and took a deep breath. Seeing Kai like this was very hard for you because you knew how emotionally hurt he was in the past and you tried to avoid hurting him like that as much as possible, even though sometimes you did just that.

'Kai?’ You laid a hand gently on his arm and then brought it down a bit as you rubbed his back. He still didn’t lift his head up and he kept the position you found him in.

'Please, Kai, look at me. I'm… sorry for everything I did. I- I know I’ve been hard on you and it’s fair of me to keep mention the exact same things when I should be there for you and I hope you can forgive me.’ Your voice trembled, trying to hold in your tears. Suddenly Kai lifted his head up, locking his eyes with yours. When you saw him, you eyes started watering. His eyes were red and puffy. He was crying this whole time. Some sort of fear entered your body, like you knew Kai was about to say something that was going to break your heart. He looked down again and closed his eyes, tears clearly visible on his cheeks.

'I’m sorry.’ He mumbled, his voice barely audible. You ran your fingers through your hair and sat down on the floor.

'I’m sorry too, Kai. I-’

'No, I’m sorry…for what I just did to you.’ He muttered, your heart suddenly beating rapidly. You swallowed hard and kept sitting, your body frozen and unable to move. You wanted to say something, multiple times, but you couldn’t find the words because you were scared. You were scared what was Kai about to say.

'It hurts me and I'm… I hope you can forgive me.’

'What did you do, Kai?’ You whispered, your voice shaking. He came closer to you, sitting only a few inches from your body. At first he hesitated, but he blurted it out.

'I…cheated.’ He whispered so quietly you barely even heard what he said.

'Can you… say that again?’

'I cheated on you.’ He stood up and kicked the chair with his leg, making it break. 'It’s eating me alive and I can’t change it! I can’t even explain how sorry I am. I’ll do anything, anything I can to fix this.’ He knelt down in front of you, taking your hands in his but you jerked them away and placed them behind your back. He looked at you wide eyed, knowing this wasn’t going in a right direction.

'Please…’ He begged, placing his finger under your chin as he lifted your head up, locking his eyes with your eyes.

'There’s nothing here you can fix, Kai.’ You said it, a little too calmly, making tears fall down Kai’s cheeks again. He started crying, placing his hands on his face.

'How could you do this to me? I thought we were ok, I thought… we can get through this like we always do.’ You mutter, your voice shaking as you started crying really hard, your cheeks stained with tears. Kai cupped your face and kissed your tear stained lips, but you weren’t returning the kiss. He pulled away and looked at your face, calm and it was unable to read your face expression, but deep down he knew you were breaking from the inside. He knew he just broke your heart and that he was going to lose you.

'Please, I can’t lose you. You’re everything I have. I need you, baby. Please.’ At those words, you stood up and looked down at Kai, still on his knees.

'It’s over, Kai. I guess you’re gonna have to find someone else because we, we don’t exist anymore. It’s just you. And there it’s just me. And there’s no going back.’ You said as you turned around and walked away, straight to your room, closing the doors behind you. As soon as you closed the doors, you threw the lamp across the room and dropped down to your knees.

'No!’ You screamed out, tears falling down your cheeks and onto your shirt. You felt like you were gonna pass out, like a part of you was just ripped out of your heart and your body and it hurt as hell. You’ve never felt more alone and the thought of never being able to be in Kai’s arms again, made your heart ache.

CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT HOW GOOD ZHANXI IS BEING RIGHT NOW?

He’s in an awkward position with his friend who recently came out to him, who happens to be drunk and clingy, annoying him, and he’s probably going through some kind of sexuality crisis himself,

but as soon as he sees Jian yi crying nothing else matters.

He just hugs him and assures him that he’s not abnormal, that he’s there for him.

Zhanxi is so good

3

The highlights of my time on ASC with Jae… The faces he made, being called pretty by THE park Jimin, making Jae tear up, making him choose chipotle…. And somehow getting the entire internet to ship this

But my favorite part:
“I’ll see you soon, Shannon!”

I went to see gotg 2 this afternoon and I may be going to see wonder woman tonight (tuesday is cheap day at the theatre and it’s easier to convince the parentals to let us go) and hoo boy I’ve already done a lot of crying about yondu and fatherhood today and it’s gonna be more tears about steve tonight

i got really invested in this comic yesterday so i used dallas as my model to experiment with styles and also try to get used to using markers lmao. pls update soon or i’ll die though i love eerie crests to DEATH

THE UPDATE WILL HAPPEN SOON I’M CRYING NOW WHAT TO HECK!! THANK YOUU

anonymous asked:

Today in class the teacher yelled at me and I actually started crying?? Could you write just a little something of Yoosung comforting MC, ahhh I'm sorry to bother !!

Aw sweet anon I’m so sorry that happened to you! And no need to be sorry, I’m happy to write this for you!


So sorry, I was gonna finish it on the day you sent this in but I had PSATs gahhhh! I hope that teacher gets what they deserve, they shouldn’t be yelling so harshly to the point of tears. Please feel better soon, and I hope everything gets well at school for you!

You can come up with any ideas you want with this one as to what Yoosung is comforting MC about!

This is super short and abrupt I’m so sorry Anon, please do forgive me.

Rating: PG

You were crying, that much he can tell.

Tears stain your flushed face, the little droplets dripping off your chin and leaving a dark mark on your jeans. Your chin is resting on your kneecaps and your arms are wrapped around your legs, pulled up to your chest as sobs wracked your body, shaking you to the core.

The pitiful sight makes his blood run cold, the hand on the doorknob tightening its grip on the metal. “_______?”, he calls out, lowering his voice when he sees you flinch, your watery eyes darting up to meet his worried ones. “Hey, what’s wrong? Are you okay?” He’s never seen you like this- so weak and vulnerable; it was as if, with just one single touch from him, you’d break entirely.

Yoosung shuts the front door as quietly as it would allow him and locks it, the loud click making him wince. He shuffles over to you in hesitant steps; the steady rhythm his heart beats to goes off its tempo and he struggles to catch his breath when the piercing sound of your cries grow louder the closer he gets to you.

“______…”, he dares to whisper, slowly lowering himself onto the couch, his knee bumping into your shin. Yoosung suppresses the urge to touch you; his hands tremble in frustration, twitching with longing. “______, please…” He’s begging now and you bury your head in the safety of your thighs, your snuffling the only response he’s given. The worry is eating at his insides and his eyes glisten with something suspiciously akin to tears.

It wasn’t until a hoarse whisper of his name graces Yoosung’s ears did he pull you into his arms, your legs slipping off the edge of the cushions lifelessly and hitting the ground with a soft thump. Your head is tucked in the crook of his neck and he heaves a shuddering breath when he feels the hot slide of your tears against his skin. “It’s okay,” he says and you relax in his hold, his fingers running through your tresses with familiar strokes. “You’re okay…”

I got all stressed out before bedtime and couldn’t sleep. Sure, it’s now three hours later, but I have reread three volumes of Fruits Basket, and let me tell you I TEARED UP ALL OVER AGAIN AT THIS SERIES I READ IN MIDDLE SCHOOL and IT IS SO CHOCK FULL OF MORALS AND SUCH WONDERFUL PHILOSOPHIES I FORGOT HOW CONSISTENTLY AMAZING IT IS.

kawatooru  asked:

oh damn. daaaamn. that klance art with mermaid lance with longass tail damn. i am weak for mermaids, and i am weak for glowy blue things, and i am weak for klance, and for good art. daMN. i cant stop s t a r i ng. i'm gonna set the close up as my wallpaper and there's nothing you can do to stop me im sorry wow this is so gorgeous shit. christmas is coming soon and i want that pRINT good lord bless i am actually fighting back tears watching this gorgeousness wow. bless you

  • me: *trying to hide my tears*
  • someone: ...a-are you okay??
  • me: the upcoming check please updates are going to destroy me. i've seen what's to come and i'm already dying. i've been watching ngozi's streams and honestly, i'm not going to be able to handle this. also, blueliners is coming out this week AND the nhl season is starting up again. my hockey heart can't take this. someone help.

anonymous asked:

Hi! Can I request a scenario where kuroo 's s/o gets her wisdom tooth taken out and she's all loopy so he takes care of her. Please? I'm getting my wisdom tooth out soon so I'm kinda nervous what's gonna happen to me in the aftermath...

Good luck! But don’t worry, it isn’t so bad :) 


Kuroo,” his s/o cried out, sounding pathetic due to the slur in her words and the fact that the cotton swabs in her mouth were prohibiting her from speaking properly, “Kuroo, wait, we can’t go!”

Kuroo looked up as he buckled his seatbelt. “What’s wrong?”

Her eyes began to overflow with tears. “We can’t leave like this!”

“Hey, don’t cry,” Kuroo said with a quiet laugh. She looked and sounded so pitiful, but he couldn’t keep from smiling due to her odd state from the anesthesia. “What do you need? I’ll get it for you.”

“No, it’s too late! I forgot, and now it’s too late.” She sobbed.

“What is it?” Kuroo asked, his curiosity growing.

“I forgot to say thank you!”

“Oh,” Kuroo’s smile widened even more and he pushed his s/o’s hair from her face, careful to avoid touching her cheeks. “Hey, you already said thank you.”

Her teary eyes made contact with his own. “Even the nurse who brought me out with the wheelchair?”

“Yeah, even her. In fact, you thanked everyone multiple times,” Kuroo assured her.

With this, her tears slowly began to stop falling and a slight laugh escaped her lips. “Oh. Why didn’t you say so?”

“Sorry about that,” Kuroo grinned. He had already told her this four times, but she seemed to keep forgetting. Not that he minded, though. He’d be willing to go through this a thousand more times if it made her happy in the end to know something as simple as the fact that she said ‘thank you’.

the progression of my watching HQ...
  • S1 Episode 1: I'm going to cry that orange haired kid just wanted to play volleyball so bad. *cries* He's gonna bang the blueberry eventually. *thoughtful nod*
  • S2 Episode 25: THEY FUCKING WON!!! *loud cawing as my babies are victorious* My sunflower and blueberry fucking did it!! *proud momma tears* They are definitely going to fucking bang SOON OMG *internally screaming*

I can’t wait for the day when I finally leave my home to achieve my dream job. As I head for the door, eyes glistening with tears of joy; at finally achieving my goal. I know to get where I want I’ll be leaving all my friends behind but; sacrifices have to be made. My dad would look at me with sad concern in his eyes, worrying about if I have made the right choice in life. Fear not father dearest, I will make you proud. My mum on the verge of tears, but that’s a given, her baby is leaving soon. She holds my hand as I open the door the final time and says, “Please don’t go.” I smile softly to her, my eyes full of happiness for once in my life; I say, “Don’t worry. I’m going to be the very best.” She cries as I then download Pokemon Go onto my phone.