I'M CRYING

Nothing’s okay. Wuntch, circling me like a shark frenzied by chum. The task force turning into a career-threatening quagmire. An internal affairs investigation casting doubt upon my integrity. And you ask, “Is everything okay?” I am buffeted by the winds of my foe’s enmity, and cast about by the towering waves of cruel fate. Yet I, a Captain, am no longer able to command my vessel, my precinct, from my customary helm, my office. And you ask, “Is everything okay?” I’ve worked the better part of my years on Earth overcoming every prejudice, and fighting for the position I hold. And now I feel it being ripped from my grasp. And with it, the very essence of what defines me as a man. And you ask, “Is everything okay?”

Thoughts on Kuroshitsuji 131

I am in tears guys. This chapter was so hard to read knowing the outcome of all it. Thank you @alsjdjd for posting English translations you are the true MVP. But I would like to talk about this chapter that showed the relationship of the twins, moments that where shown from old chapters, and how Our!Ciel grew up. So starting off with the twins relationship. I cried so much at the loving relationship because it remind me of me and my siblings but also the pain that comes with it. Been the youngest I can relate to OC because you are in the shadow of your siblings. OC was not meant to have anything which we got from lesson shared by fellow fans on what being a spare meant in the Victorian era. He also was sick and me being asthmatic I can also relate on that leave like others can too. Asthma is no easy thing to deal and make you isolated from the outside and others since you are keep indoors. RC never let that stop him from taking care of his brother. He stuck by his side and made sure he was happy and not left out. But OC felt he was nothing and a buried. That he was holding back his brother who was so much better at everything then him. That hurt so much too because he has done what others thought he would never do. We also go many flashback to old chapters that hinted toward the twin theory. Now we see RC present in all the scenes along with OC. It was made clear that OC was never close to lizzy because he was always indoors. That Sebastian the dog didn’t like him too much. We see that OC stayed away from diederich, undertaker, and others who came to the manor. He was really shy but he put that aside to follow his brothers wishes and make him happy. Tanka spent more time with OC too. One last thing was that OC is now face to face with the one person that he cared about the most. The one person that took care of him and spent time with him the most. This will not end happily and who knows what he will do. I can’t wait for the next chapter. Leave thoughts on what you guys think. Until next time guys. 😊😭👍

Originally posted by giphy

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