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You’re Not Alone VIII part 5
( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oM38i6yZ0ZU )
~He start playing playing his Lisa smoothly, the audience were silence and look serious. Waiting for the part where it may get excited. He keep stiring the strings in his handle, as Kyou had a excitement face, while Mokka was curiously surprised already, and Satoshi look concern if he will manage to not cause anything bad. Suddenly after all the smoothing slow paced part, he stop… It was silent, the audience find the moment a little awkward. Zenchi look down on the ground, he didn’t make a move but just starring on the floor. Satoshi was worried, Seiji was concern to see what his up too. He then lift his head up starring at the ceiling of a big chandelier looking at it’s beautiful crystal light reflect himself, that sparkled his eyes. Suddenly he look at Satoshi and gave her a smile, as she felt nervous and confused starring at her at her same time. Then he look to other direction at Seiji with a stern look of his face, he quickly point his violin handler straight at Seiji’s direction. Seiji was utterly confused but he realized what Zenchi was trying to do giving him that post infront of him. “Brother….. Die” he said it silently without anyone notice, only Seiji recognized what he meant by that, with a shocking face. He smirk, and start having attention with his Lisa violin, he began to put on his violin post.
Suddenly, Zenchi lift his handler and started playing an excitement fast-forward eccrentic song, people were surprised by how fast his finger move. That’s when it hit Seiji.
Seiji: (When he point me with that handler in his hands, it’s like shooting a gun infront of me… Bang. Zenchi that song you’re playing) -covered his face-
Satoshi: (what was that about?) Ah!-look at Seiji- Y-You alright?
Seiji: Ehh? Y-Yes I’m fine. Just a little dizzy, y-ya know my comma hasn’t really been that long.. Hehehe ^^ (It’s like he was trying to curse me playing this theme, that was taught by our mom.)Satoshi, did you reallly understand what he just did with that move?
Satoshi: Early with that handler? Well -scoff- he always does weird stuff anyway…
Seiji: -laughs- Yeah he sure is… Satoshi I wanna tell you something…I think I know the reason why he want to have a competition here. Because he wants to get his revenge.
Satoshi: (Get this what? Music performance get people revenge?!) What do you mean…
Seiji: -looks down- There something you should know… Do you know what theme his exactly playing right now? -looks at her- I’d figured. You see, this theme was actually or originally made my our mother. Ever since, he was little, he love to listen the way our mom play the violin and some of it were his lullaby to make him fall asleep. Both our mom taught us every instrunment knowing every family and it’s meaning, for me I rather chose Piano the most, while Zenchy in the other hand, he would proposly chose violin his main instrunment. Everyday, he love to play it for mom, whenever she wasn’t in a mood or sick, he has a way of healing her by the sound of his own music. As time flew, our mom had affect an illnesses and she’d been staying in the hospital for quite a while. She ask Zenchi to keep violin name Lisa, just for her.
Zenchi’s mom: Promised to take care Lisa. She’s very special, and whenever you feel sad or dull, you should play her, so that she also has company with you. She’s also your speical friend. So don’t ever lose it, do it for me.
Zenchi: Mom…-tears- I promised I will take her of her. -hugs her- Please don’t go.
Zenchi’s mom: Life is’t fair, isn’t? Well it just how it works, your father and Seiji will always be there if I’m gone. So don’t feel sad when I’m not around. You can manage to grow up without me. -pulled Zenchi’s bangs showing his forehead as she wipe his tears- Your a man! Never forget that. No matter what the coincidience happen, never give up!
Zenchi: -stop crying- Yes, I promised, a-as your command! -make a salute post-
Zenchi’s mom: -laughs and pat his head- Now that’s what I want. I believe in you! >:)
Seiji: Although our mom can be a little tough and strong ya know, she was a-bit tomboyish back in her days, but she’s kind and lead a great support in Zenchi’s early life.
She was the best human we had ever been with. After that, well ya know, you may already know she pass away, it wasn’t a very pleasant day and well you get the rest.
Satoshi: But how come she was affect by the illnesses?
Seiji: Ummm…. (I don’t know if I can fully tell the whole thing…)
Zenchi: -playing violin, as he look at Seiji- (You realized the true reason of mom’s death was because of you. I will show everyone my sight of music.)
~Zenchi kept playing the violin as he was sweating, people keep gazing their eyes~
Zenchi: Hey what is this?
Zenchi’s mom: Ehh? -putting her earrings- Oh it’s just a hairclip, I’ve been looking for it. Actually, I had these since I was little. I still keep it ‘cause it’s just important to me.
Zenchi: -gazed upon at it- Ohhh…
Zenchi’s mom: -laughs- Since you kept starring at it, mhmm lemme see if it goes with you -puts it on- Aww, it’s really adorable, i-if that’s alright with you.
Zenchi: -looks in the mirror- :D *smiles* I promised to keep it just for you.
Zenchi’s mom: And your okay if your friends, kids or your brohter may find it silly?
Zenchi: Nope, I don’t care what people think I look like in your hairclip. I like it.
Zenchi’s mom: *smiles*
Zenchi(narrating): (Upon from days passes, both of our parents projects business were a little serious and strict. We didn’t have any free time ‘nor them. The city was busy and had cause lot of accident, problem and such as the water pollution problem. It was hard to deal such an occured ocasion. Me and Seiji were a little less talkative to them as they kept getting further and further from us. We had breakfast, lunch and dinners ourselves with butlers and maid, while our parents were still busy working and come home every midnight. We may have money and everything we ever wanted, but one thing we didn’t offer to that mansion was love. The most important thing we didn’t value from our home environment. Our mother understand how we felt. She talk to his husband that the business thing was getting out of hand and want them to have more family time with us. But he couldn’t agree and it was important for him and his city. They had a little fight, and mom finally decide she want to stay home just for taking care the 2 of us. That’s when our father was getting upset, and didn’t like her decision. They needed the most intelligent woman in the city while she choice to babysit 2 of us. She hug me and Seiji infront of our garden apologizing what’s been happening that she’s been caught off busy. And I also feel shame to myself, that this all happen that father getitng upset and had fight with her cause of me. Without me, I bet she’ll still keep on busy and accomplish her work leading a good environment the city if it hadn’t been for us. Next day, our dad brought us babysitter instead, since he wants mom to work badly. She didn’t mind. That’s when afternoon hit, we overheard a siren that someone had fallen collapsed during work and it was mom. Both of us rush in the main hospital and there was laying in the bed starring at the window. She had been getting stress and her body couldn’t take the stress itself overthinking of work work and work. Our father felt ashamed that maybe she was right, that she couldn’t handle enough of his business. Our doctor mention that some way can heal her was love and that’s that. ( https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=CjtFqXEGmog ) Everyday I go to the hospital and bring stuff she wanted to see, playing violin, chest shogi, want me to read a story, talk about life and etc… I had tried the best I can to let my best supporter in my life stay alive. While in the other hand, our father was still strict on his job, and only led his conversation to mom gotten worse. The more business and stress they talk, the weaker she gets. I was afraid that might have come very soon. One day when I was about to enter the door, I look the window door inside mom’s room. There Seiji was standing looking like he was yelling at mom, and mom had never look humiliating. After that, I entered as Seiji was about to leave. I was too scared to speak, but she let a smile on her weak face that everythings going to be alright. I hug her as she becomes weaker and weaker living in this horrible world. Next day, she deserves to live in heaven than in this nasty world of ours. I promised to not cry when she’s gone so I didn’t. I promised to become a man and make her proud.)
Crowd: So he is the youngest son of Maria Oriseiharu. This is him, his style and the way he flow his instrunment. And that theme was originally composed by her. Amazing
Satoshi: I didn’t know, that her mother was the most important thing he ever treasure.
Riko: I see how it is… -scoff- I could have known it earlier
Seiji: The day I yelled at mother, was because, I couldn’t let her kept on going like this. Even at this stage of health she has been, she still wanting to work and forgive us that she was weak. I would disagree and she deserve to live freedom happily. With such loyalness, she cares to much about us than herself.I don’t blame nether of us, or father. -looks down-
Satoshi: -pats his back- She sounds like the most kindest person I’ve ever heard.
Seiji: -look concern- From that day, our father became more strict after her death. He wasn’t the same father that sometimes play basketball or other free time with us. He never let out a smile and barely doens’t talk to us, just business, our talent and our strength of intelligence. Father’s attitude made Zenchi feel less happy and that’s when he gets a little dark underneath his heart. He wasn’t the happy little brother I no longer have. Everytime we meet, he always give me the stern serious face like I was the one to blame for everything. Maybe I was the one to blame about our mom’s death. I didn’t realized until now. -tears flow in his cheek as he watch Zenchi doing his performance-
Zenchi: -playing the climx part, as he surprisingly look at Seiji’s face with big smile meaning underneath, he gave him a hmmp face and look away as he was about to finally last finish his last 10 second of breath finishing the song. As he played few more notes with sweats and tiring cold fingers, he let out his hands away from the violin as he raise it in the air, with his last big breath. Suddenly he fell on the floor. ~
Satoshi:*gasp*Zenchi!~she start get up,but Seiji hold her arms to stop her~
Seiji: Don’t worry, his fine. Trust me. He always fell whenever he does long performance
~People were shock and worried if he were to faint or sent to the hospital. But then he suddenly get up ignoring what was he doing and let a slow bow giving them a smile. Everyone was confused but they let out a big applaused and cheered for him, he look at the bright light viewing his spotlight, he let out a small tear. And said.
Zenchi: “I tried by best. I hope to make you proud, mom.” *sigh* glad it’s over.
Satoshi: -she look at Zenchi and smiled, She wipe her tears letting a big breath of sigh-
Serah: -she look at Satoshi in the front, hopingly she’ll get to meet her~