hey fam, ill probably delete this by the time morning rolls around, but i got some semi-serious shit to talk about. i run multiple sideblogs that are mainly for filtering purposes, but its come to the point where this blog is really my ‘personal’ blog anymore. im trying to cater to what i think my followers want in my desperate ongoing and never ending attempt(s) to try and please as many people as i can.
this leaves me in a position where i am not allowed to make Actual Personal Posts, about me, and my life, and how im doing and how i feel about things and what not. lately ive thrown three (3) more serious posts into the mix that highlight how im very glad that all of you are here and alive and existing (and how im happy all of you are just simply, With me) and how much i appreciate my friends and mutuals. however, its come to a point where im too embarrassed to literally make any post that might not be appealing or pleasing to everybody. im too shy to post what i want, im too nervous to be myself. my Actual Self.