I really like the idea of open relationships

am i weird for wanting a polyamorous plot? muse a and muse b have been dating for awhile and both see muse c and damn they’re beautiful and both are like?? should we?? pitch this idea?? muse c could be this cute little flower that’s never had someone truly take interest in them let alone two ppl at the same time?? and it’s actually a healthy polyamorous relationship filled w/ cute dates and genuine honesty like give me this fluff, please!!

Maybe He Did Love The Rain

A/N: So I had this sudden idea and it turned out to be a little cheesy and stuff but I REALLY loved this. And since all my work was suddenly DELETED, this is the first fic i’ve started and finished. I hope you like it!!

Requests and Headcanons are Open! Ships are closed

Request/Prompt: Nope! Just a simple idea I had

Summary: It rains for the first time in months, you immediately take this opportunity to have some fun  

Relationship: Damian Wayne x Speedster!Reader

Warning(s): XX

Word Count: 500+

Note: XX

Damian stood at the door opening up to the backyard, leaning against the frame with his arms crossed, Titus was seated next to the teen with his ears perked as he listened to the rapidly falling water pellets hit the ground. Damian hated the rain, mostly because it distracted him from doing anything else, with the constant sound of water hitting his window or the crashes of thunder interrupting silence. However there were times when the rain was relaxing, rather calming with the humid air and light drizzle, on days he’d find himself outside with a book or even his sketch pad, but that didn’t mean he necessarily loved it.

“Titus,” Damian called down to his dog, his head resting against the doorframe as he thought about the things he could do. He looked down at the large great dane next to him as he felt his companion nudge his leg.

“Let’s go an-” He was suddenly cut off by a hard gust of wind and a dark figure rushing past him into the rain, laughing and squeals could be heard from the sudden figure. He quickly grabbed Titus’s collar to prevent the canine from running off towards the certain speedster.

“Y/N… What’re you doing..?” He watched as you twirl around, letting yourself become absolutely drenched. He couldn’t help but chuckle at the sight as you topple to the ground with a laugh.

“Damian!” You call out to your friend, speeding towards the other teen and grabbing both of his hands in attempt to drag him outside, “Come on! Have some fun!”

“Y/N… I think my definition of fun is far different than yours”

“Oh shush it! Come on, It’ll be fun I promise!” You tugged him into the rain, feeling him struggle as you throw him onto the wet grass. Giggling as you block out the sound of him complain about how you’ve probably gotten his shirt dirty.

“Damian! You’ve got to relax and take in this moment! You’ve been cooped up in your room or the batcave for the past month and we’ve barely had a full on conversation!” You twirl around the face the teen, smirking at his hard glare he gave you, “Oh stop your glaring, let’s dance” You reach your hand out waiting for him to take it.

For a moment you thought he would smack your hand away and march back into the manor, however it took you by surprise as you grabbed your hand and pulled you down next to him. You squeal and lightly punch Damians shoulder, heavily breathing while giggling like a hyena.

Damian simply watched and roll around in the grass, laughing uncontrollably while you try to stand once again, only to slip. He couldn’t stop himself from smiling, watching as you successfully make it back up to your feet, prancing all about the backyard.

He had sudden second thoughts, maybe he did love the rain. Well as long it was with you of course he’d love the rain.

Lana Del Rey on Religion

“My understanding of God has come from my own personal experiences… because I was in trouble so many times in New York that if you were me, you would believe in God too. When things get bad enough, your only resort is to lie in bed and start praying. I dunno about congregating once a week in a church and all that, but when I heard there is a divine power you can call on, I did.“ 

“Well, I mixed it with my studies in theology, because it was the best school for the Jesuit faith and all of the Jesuits taught philosophy classes. There was just a lot of talk about going back to that basic question: Why do we exist? How did reality come to be? Why do we do what we do? And how not to become the butcher, the baker, the candlestickmaker, the guardians of the middle-class—that really interested me. I don’t know. Yeah, I loved being around people who wondered why we were here.”

“I guess I would say that the beautiful thing about feeling connected to something greater is that even at my lowest point I always have a feeling that I’m being taken care of. “

“And Jesus—I mean, being raised Catholic, it was just a way of life. Spirituality and religion were strong. I was in Catholic school until I was 13. Like a lot of other people, I think foundationally I was hymn inspired—musical hymns, not Him, Jesus. [Laughs.]”

“Like so many people, they always state the difference between faith and religion. The faith that I’ve come to find is a science of my own through lots of trials and errors. I’ve been through so many different walks of life that I’ve needed to ask a lot of questions that no human power can answer. I’ve had to seek a lot of guidance. I’ve had to pray a lot because I’ve been in trouble a lot. But it’s not until you do that that you realize there are answers out there to be found.”

To thine own self be true. Seek and ye shall find. There’s a science to prayer, I would say. I think sometimes when you’re really faced with a huge life dilemma or problem and you’ve turned to every sort of thing for answers, sometimes the last resort is to pray and to put out a question to the universe in your mind. Even when you put your question out there, you ask that invisible whoever “What do I do?” you sort of get answers; you forget the problem all over again.”

“I went to a Catholic school called St. Agnes and I loved going to church. I was very interesting and curious about the idea of a divine plan and that there was something bigger than us out there. I don’t have a traditional Catholic view of religion or God though – but I enjoy the feeling of being looked after in the spiritual sense.”

She attended a Catholic elementary school called St. Agnes, and was the cantor of the church across the street. “I loved church,” says Del Rey. “I loved the mysticism, the idea of something bigger, the idea of a divine plan. For me, the concept of religion transitioned into a really healthy idea of God–I don’t have the traditional views of a conservative Catholic, but my imagination was opened within the big blue-and-gold cathedral walls. I liked the idea of being looked after.”

I would say, ‘I don’t know what’s going to happen.’ She’d say, ‘God didn’t save you from drowning just to beat you up on the shore. All you really need is patience when you have persistence.”

“I feel a strong relationship with God and I feel my ties are with him. That’s how I honestly feel. Everything I do, I do it for somebody I’ve never met before, something in the great beyond. That’s my primary relationship, really, is with something divine. I feel a connection as real with that as I’ve ever had with anybody on this earth.”

“There’s one song called “God Knows I Tried” which has a little gospel feel to it.”

Eternal Love: Chapter Two

Originally posted by jungkookpd

Bts Vampire AU! Bts Prince AU! Smut in upcoming chapters! Overall Sexy!

If you are new to the story please read chapter one first to understand what is happening!

Being sold into an arranged marriage was the norm in every kingdom known to man. It was never meant for a man to simply love his wife. A “relationship” was merely a source to increase the population. A ridiculous agreement made centuries ago in order to keep a kingdom stronger than others.

Except… you never expected not only to be sold off to the most powerful household in the kingdom, but sold off to marry not one man… but seven. Whom also just so happen to be vampires.


Previously on “Eternal Love”

“Hyung”, Jungkook spoke up, “ Do you feel that” he said gripping his chair, almost snapping the arm rest.

“Is that her?” , Jimin almost moaned at the feeling you ignited throughout the castle.

Namjoon turned to face his brothers, “ She’s the one “. Unwillingly revealing his fangs alongside his hyungs.

“ What is this feeling…?” Seokjin asked. The rest of the hyungs looking at namjoon for a response.

“It’s what father felt for mother… eternal love” he smirked as he licked his fangs.


After eating your hearts out, you and Annabelle looked at each other and laughed.

“Fat pigs we are”, Annabelle said, rubbing her full stomach.

“Who would want a pig any other way?”, you laughed, rubbing your own stomach.

You looked around the room, analyzing the beauty once more; Annabelle watching you, wishing she could read minds like her brother Seokjin in that moment. Everything about you was so fascinating to her; the way you smiled, your humor, the energy you brought into a situation most people would consider dark and lonesome. I mean come on, your own parents sold you away to some random family in order to make children. But that is what was so beautiful about you, you turned such a negative situation into something positive; making a friend minutes within waking up.

You then turned to Annabelle, I mischievous glint in your eyes, “ So Annabelle, what do you do for fun here”, you asked, obviously wanting to escape the big yet some what suffocating room.

She looked at you with an equal mischievous look in her eye, “ How about you and I play dress up, make ourselves look like princesses and then run a muck in this damned castle,” she suggested. You obviously shocked yet excited with her dropping of formalities.

“ I love it”, you squeaked, obviously excited to not only get out of this room, but to run around with your now , close friend. You stood up holding your hand out to her, “ shall we princess Annabelle?”, you asked in such a posh way you almost gagged.

She giggled, looking down at her lap, “ If only you knew what type of princess I was “, she thought to herself. Looking up at you.

She took your hand, feeling that spark you were to give everyone within the castle, “ we shall princess (Y/N)”, she said in an equally ridiculous tone. She then pulled you into a incredibly large closet full of the most beautiful dresses, jewelry, shoes, etc….

You looked around, one again in complete shock. “Now i’m positive this is all a dream”, you said, gawking at the gowns before you.

“ Meh, I’ve seen better”, Annabelle teased, looking at you from the corner of her eye. Stepping in front of you, “ Let’s turn you into a princess”, she said. You rolling your eyes jokingly and giggling.


“Hyung, Annabelle hasn’t sent us any notice on the princess”, Hoseok said as he paced the room back and forth.

“She’s keeping her all to herself”, taehyung said in annoyance.

Namjoon paying no mind to his brother’s concerns for their princess/ soon to be Queen.

“Hyung”, Yoongi approached his brother, “She’s absolutely extraordinary”, he said as Seokjin stepped to the opposite side of Namjoon. “She’s… definitely different from the other’s, she’s got the spark fathers always talked about”, he said.

Namjoon only turned around, ignoring their comments. “Hyungs, sit down”, he ordered; the rest sitting in the chairs that surround the room.

“There is no doubt that she is the one, her energy… well… there’s not much to say about that, we all feel it”, he said, watching the boys come down from the high your presence ignited in them, their fangs disappearing as they got use to the feeling you caused them to have. “If father were to still be with us, we all know what he would say to us, and we must follow his wish’s if we are to rule this kingdom properly,once and for all”, he said as he made eye contact with his brothers.

“She is our queen”, Jungkook said.

“Our light”, Hoseok added.

“Our strength”, Taehyung said.

“Our love”, Jimin added.

“ Our courage”, Seokjin said

“Our dignity”, Yoongi added.

“Our reason to live”, They all said in unison. Remembering what their father told them about finding their eternal love.

Their heads suddenly snapped towards their bedroom door, at the sound of your  door opening. A loving/ mischievous smile appearing on all of their face’s. Their hearts started pounding against their chest’s, excitement bubbling in the pits of their stomach’s.

“Our beauty awaits”, Jimin said as he rose from his seat, charmingly sweeping his hair back, walking towards the door.

“Jimin”,Namjoon called out, Jimin looking back to his hyungs. A smirk crawling across Namjoon’s face as he continued to look forward, avoiding eye contact from any of the boys in the room, “ Let our princess know”, he said, as he looked at Jimin, “That her king’s “, he paused, slightly cocking his head to the side. “ We’ll see her for dinner”.

A slight smirk now crawling across all of the hyung’s faces, jimin letting out a deep chuckle, “Will do hyung “, he said as he stepped out of the room, closing the door behind him.


“ You have a sense of style, I will give you that”, Annabelle said, impressed with the elegant light blue dress you picked out for her to wear. The dress fit her curves wonderfully, truly making her look like an elegant princess, maybe even a queen, but that’s what you were going for.

“Right back at ya”, you said, equally impressed with her choice of style for you. You wore a white dress with a beautiful golden floral pattern at the bottom. The dress was fitting at the waist and flows at the bottom, the light breeze making the dress show off your figure even more. You wore your hair down, as Annabelle did. Annabelle had braided two pieces of your hair, connecting them together in the back, giving you a more innocent look. A look she knew would drive her brothers crazy. You both wore matching diamond pendants, a cute suggestion made by you.

“There’s no way we will be able to run around in these dresses”, you laughed behind Annabelle as she stepped into the long hallway. Your back facing her as you closed the door behind you. “Plus, i’m a complete klutz, and these heels will not serve me… CRAP”. You yelped as you tripped over your own feet.

A pair of muscular arms found their way around your waist as you fell backwards, your eyes closed tightly, dreading the impact your body would make as it contacted the floor, but there was no such feeling. You slowly opened your eyes, making sure you didn’t just pass out from your fall.

“A klutz you are indeed”, a sweet voice, who was definitely not Annabelle whispered as he looked into your eyes. A slight smile spread across his face. Showing off his deep dimples.

“Is this heaven”, you said, earning a deep chuckle from the man holding you tightly.

“Charming, but cheesy darling”, he whispered into your ear, causing you to blush intensely.

“Jimin, you can let go of her”, Annabelle said in an annoyed tone, scolding how cheesy you and her brother were being.

He only chuckled, helping you stand up straight. You brushing off your dress, recollecting yourself. He looked at you, his head cocked to the side, waiting for you to look at him.

“I’m so sorry about that, like I said, i’m a klutz”, you giggled as you looked up into his eyes with a small smile as a way to say sorry.

He gave you his lovely smile, his eyes disappearing into crescent moons, making you swoon at his soft appearance. While his facial expressions were soft and charming, his attire was incredibly striking and intimidating. He gently grasped your hand, leaning down, leaving a gentle kiss. You gasped at the sudden spark left by the contact between you two.

He too felt the spark but chose to ignore it for your sake. It wasn’t just some electrical current Jimin felt, oh no, it was a sexual, longing spark that ignited in him. A spark that would soon ignite in his hyungs as well, given that you are their “soul mate”. He only smirked, looking into your eyes, seeing that the same feeling was released within yourself.

It took every bone in his body to not pin you against the wall right then and there to have his way with you, but he figured he would save that for another time.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you”, he said, stalking closer to you. Your body tensing up as he came closer.  “My princess”, he whispered seductively into your ear.

You let out an airy sound, a sound between a sigh and a moan, only giving him more confidence with his first encounter with you.

“Oh this is going to be so much fun my hyungs”, he thought to himself with a smirk.


Authors Note!

I really hope you all like the story so far! Just a warning so you all don’t get confused. The next few chapters will be focused on the boy’s one on one relationship with the main character; how they connect with her and what they do on their ”alone time” ;) .

Please keep in mind I am open to any ideas you all have for upcoming chapters! Any and every suggestion you all send me will appear in upcoming chapters so keep a look out !

And please let me know if you guys like the story! 

Dating Newt (The Maze Runner)

A/N: this is a long one

- Playing with his hair 24/7 and sometimes putting little braids in it. He never admits to this in front of the guys but he secretly LOVES this (mostly just cause he loves the feeling of you touching him)

- Getting teased by Thomas and Minho ALL THE TIME

- You guys were friends for a decent amount of time before actually getting together, both of you nervous out of your minds to admit feelings for one another.

- The relationship was well hidden to start with yet after a while you two stopped caring if people knew.

- He’s not a big fan of intense PDA but will always hold your hand or sometimes have an arm around you, just so he knows you’re alright and near.

- Newt gets jealous so easily, he’ll deny it but it’s true. He’ll try to keep it cool and hide it but you know right away cause he gets super silent and furrows his eyebrows in annoyance if someone won’t stop cutting in on your conversation or hitting on you.

- When he is REALLY jealous (like some shank is obviously trying to make a move on ya) he’s suddenly the biggest fan of PDA and will hold you in the death grip of his arms, just to prove a point.

- “You were totally jealous!”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about, love.”

- Despite how stereotypical and cheesy, he will always call you “love.

- “Accidentally” putting on his hoodie (stealing it) “You look better in it anyways.”

- To others he’s pretty closed off on terms of personal life yet to you he’s pretty personal and open.

- Never forget that your relationship isn’t thrust into the public eye of the Glade much and most of your encounters happen after work is over or behind closed doors.

- Always sleeping next to each other and cuddling.

- Him holding on to you while you sleep and cuddling you into his chest.

- If some shuckface ever comments negatively about his limp in front of you, you fire back right away (which usually doesn’t happen because most of them are deathly afraid pissing off Newt due to the whole “Second-In-Command” thing)

- Unlike what they may think, the mentioning of his limp doesn’t make him angry but actually makes him super upset.

- You both can tell immediately when the other is upset or if something is wrong.

- When he gets upset he’s the little spoon.

- You, Minho, Thomas, and Newt are literally all attached at the hip and best friends. No lie, you guys are the four musketeers.

- His hand on your thigh under the table at dinner ;)

- Gally detests the relationship because he thinks it violates Glade rules (He’s secretly jealous) This activates Newt’s sass mode.

- “Listen, Captain Gally, did I ask for your buggin’ input? No I didn’t.”

- You and Thomas tell each other everything.
Literal gossip pair.

- Giving each other piggy back rides (especially when his ankle hurts) Yes, you read that right, you both give piggyback rides. It may be a little bit of a struggle sometimes but it’s manageable to do.

- He’s sooo ticklish and considers it a weakness, pleaded for you to never tell the guys cause they would TOTALLY use it as a weapon against him.

- He supports you in whatever job you do (none of that “I’m not letting you be a runner cause I care about you” crap. He knows you can handle anything and believes in you)

- You two are: Power Couple™ of the Glade.

- Somedays he makes you to work in the Gardens with him just cause he misses you so much.
(if you aren’t a Trackhoe)

- If your primary job IS in the Gardens though, he literally never stops looking at you. He’ll steal glances all day and be 100% shameless.


- You get a little scared of a break up when another girl gets sent up but he doesn’t blink an eye, he really does love you.

- Post sex cuddling always happens. A L W A Y S.

- The first time was awkward and giggly, but very loving. Filled with prolonged eye contact and blushing

- Neck kisses. Neck kisses. NECK KISSES.

- Speaking of sex, he established from early off he wanted to wait until the relationship got serious.

- You guys ended up not waiting long lol (Cause you both find the other completely irresistible)


- Blushing Newt (literally bright as a tomato)

- He always wakes up before you but NEVER leaves without a goodbye kiss.

- Newt winks at you from across the Gardens during work or Council hall in the middle of a meeting if it isn’t serious. Basically anywhere you two are together and the others think he’s being flirty but he does it cause it makes you laugh.

- He’d do anything to make you happy and vice versa

- Somehow people end up walking in on you two making out every time it happens. Every. Single. Time.

- When Chuck walks in on it, Alby tells you two to “keep it in your pants” after calling you in to talk about it (with regularly scheduled inappropriate jokes from Minho and Thomas, who are listening through the door with their ears pressed against it)

Complete unconditional love.

- Overprotective™

i really like the idea of magnus and avi being emotionally open with each other and like kissing and generally being close and personal with each other but not actually in a relationship since thats canonically out of magnus’ comfort zone but hes also fine with (or at least fine with talking about) kissing boys, theyre just close and help each other out and sometimes give each other smooches and cuddle but dont consider themselves to be dating, NOT in a “no homo” way, tho, in a “these are where magnus’ boundaries are and avi respects that” way

anonymous asked:

Is it weird that I'm 21 and I've never been in a relationship or even kissed someone? I haven't found anyone that I really, really want to be with but I feel like everyone around me is moving on romantically while I'm at a standstill. And I'm getting very tired of feeling like there's something wrong with me. What can I do to deal with it?

There’s nothing wrong with you at all. I think it’s easy to feel like this (I’ve gotten a ton of messages similar to this) because people who are in relationships usually like to celebrate it. This means that on social media you can be bombarded with this idea that being in a relationship equates to happiness which isn’t always true. You’re still so young and if you’re wanting to fall in love, it will happen in time. I really believe that there is no normal time to fall in love. You can fall in love at any stage of your life once you’re old enough to understand it. So please don’t pressure yourself. Be open but don’t be worried. I think you’ll find someone amazing and you’ll be happy you waited for that special person ☺️

mynameisquiche  asked:

:OO can you give me hanahaki lance, but like hes with hunk already and hes poly but he doesnt know what that is so he feels like shit for being in love with keith too and hides both his attraction to keith and the hanahaki until ?? (its too late? theyre just in time to save him?? you decide fam) (also actually the whole time keith liked him too but he was with hunk rip) klunk isnt my thing, but you can do that! or just an open, understanding relationship would be fine too (what i prefer tbh) <3

hmmm, I’ve never really looked into the klunk ship tag before, but I’ve always thought it was a really nice idea, so hopefully, I’ve done this prompt some justice. I’m sorry it’s taken so long to get this out to you.

Lance loves Hunk. no doubt in his mind at all. he’s so lucky to have Hunk not only in his life, but to be able to call him his boyfriend is the best thing Lance could ever ask for. they’ve gone through so much to together, some of it good, others not so much. Hunk was there when he came out to his parents; Hunk was there for him when Lance had his heart broken by so many before him; Hunk has always been there for him, and Lance wouldn’t want anyone else to be with.

and yet, here he is, heaving into the toilet in the middle of the night alone. throwing up red and white flower petals as the burning in his throat makes it almost impossible to breathe. after minutes of clutching onto the toilet seat, he finally stops coughing out petals and is able to get a full breath into his burning lungs. this doesn’t make any sense; why is he coughing up red petals? he might need to talk with Coran about this, he might know what’s going on.


“ahh! yes, I have heard about this before. it’s called Hanahaki disease. it is when flowers grow in the lungs and around the heart, usually when it comes to unrequited love. lost a few Alteans to it long ago when traveling the universe, although I’m not sure how a human has caught it? it’s quite interesting.”

“Yeah, yeah super interesting, but there’s a way to get rid of it, yeah? I mean, if you’ve lost people because of it-”

“Don’t worry lad, there are ways of curing it. the simplest way is to confess your feelings to the person, but there is always surgery. but of course, there are drawbacks to going through with the surgery.”

“Alright, thanks Coran for the information.”

“glad to help number 3, I hope that your confession is well received and that you feel better soon.” Coran pats Lance’s shoulder before leaving Lance alone with his thoughts.

all he has to do is confess, and then this…hanahulahoop, or whatever it’s called, will go away. except…Lance knows that it’s not because of Hunk. he knows he loves Hunk, and those feeling are returned. but it’s also the fact that…Lance knows who it is about. it’s something that he’s been beating himself up about for weeks on end, and many nights he hates himself because of it.


it’s Keith. somehow that hotheaded, impulsive man has weaseled his way into Lance’s heart, creating chaos for his heart because he still loves Hunk, unconditionally. He wouldn’t want to do anything to hurt him, and yet he’s done the worst thing possible.  he’s found himself in love with Keith as well. And it’s been tearing him apart whenever it crosses his mind. He’s spent countless nights trying to figure out why…why did this have to happen.Lance hasn’t been able to figure out what to do, and now his health is on the line because of the debacle in his heart that has been destroying him mentally and emotionally.

he needs to tell Hunk. it’s unfair to him to keep hiding this from him. but even after everything they’ve been through, all of the ups and down, Lance is scared. He’s scared to tell Hunk, let alone tell Keith. He can’t do that to either of them. He loves both of them too much to bring that kind of pain onto them. Lance groans into his hands, unsure of how to solve any of this mess that he’s put himself in. he just needs time to figure out what to do. Just a little time to sort out his head.

He can hide this for a few days, just until he figures out how to tell the both of them.


Lance is hiding something from him. Hunk is sure of it. Lance has never been good at hiding stuff from others, especially from Hunk. Usually Lance will come to him on his own after a couple of days of trying to hide from him and they’ll talk things out about what’s been bothering Lance.

So when Hunk can tell that Lance is hiding something from him, he doesn’t mind waiting for him to come on his own accord.

But after two weeks of Lance avoiding Hunk and the others, making up weird excuses about why he’s late to training or dinner, Hunk is seriously contemplating about going to Lance and getting him to talk to him. Yes, it will be much harder than when Lance voluntarily comes to him, but Lance is worth it. He’s always worth it.

Hunk walks up to the blue Paladin’s door and gives it a few knocks. But there’s no response.

“Lance? It’s me. Can you open the door?”

There’s still no response. Hunk lets out a sigh and starts working on the panel to try and get the door to open, but finally, he door opens and Lance hangs out of it halfway looking paler than usual.

“Oh. Hey Hunk.”

Man, Hunk is pretty sure that he’s never heard Lance’s voice be so hoarse before, not even when he had to get his tonsils removed because they were affecting his voice.

“Hey, are you okay? You don’t look too good?” Hunk takes a step closer and places his hand on Lance’s forehead, getting a resounding hum from his boyfriend.

“Yeah, it’s just a….cold. I’ll be fine.” Hunk frowns a bit at the hesitant reply but is more worried about the heat coming from Lance’s forehead. “You might have a fever too. How about I bring by some space noodle soup and look after you.”  Hunk is a bit surprised when Lance moves away from him, hiding behind his door more than before. “ no. No, it’s okay. You don’t have to.” Hunk moves closer to the door, trying to get Lance to come back out again. “But I want to. I want to take care of my boyfriend.” Lance shrinks further behind his door, coughing raggedly into the crook of his elbow. Hunk is now extremely worried by how bad his cough is, Hunk keeps following Lance farther and farther into his room, and it’s when Lane tries to say something, Hunk sees the blood stain on Lance’s sleeve. Hunk immediately takes hold of Lance’s arm, his eyes trained on the large blood stain in such horror. How could it be so bad? Why didn’t Lance come to earlier? Why is Lance shaking his head? Did Hunk somehow break Lance’s trust so much that he didn’t trust him to tell him about how sick he was?! No. no, right now he can’t let himself worry about why right now. Lance needed serious medical help. Now.

Hunk is pulled out of his head as Lance starts to hack again, still trying to hide behind his free arm, but the coughing doesn’t stop. It only gets worse and worse with no sign of stopping in the slightest. Lance starts to go down to his knees, foregoing trying to hide the blood he continues to cough up in favor of trying to find a full breath. Hunk watches in horror as he watches the love of his life slowly die right before his eyes. He doesn’t stop to question the flowers and vines being coughed up with all the blood; he doesn’t want to stand by as he watches his boyfriend’s life bleed out of his mouth.

Hunk scoops up Lance and runs for his life for the infirmary. Whispering reassurances and support into Lance’s hair. He can’t lose Lance. He can’t. He can’t think about all the blood on Lance’s floor. He can’t think about how much blood and flowers into Hunk’s shirt. If he thinks about it too much he’s going to be sick himself, and he can’t save Lance’s life if he’s freaking out about how is boyfriend is dying in his arms right now.


Hunk doesn’t want to look down. He doesn’t want to see how pale Lance looks. He just needs to make it to the infirmary. He just passed the main deck, he’s almost there.

“-Hu-cough cough-Hunk…”

Just a little further. He’s almost there now. He barely acknowledges the rapid foot steps behind him. Just get to the infirmary that’s the only thing on his mind. Just get to the infirma- a weak tug on the collar of his shirt finally makes look down at the man cradled in his arms. Blood and red-ish petals sticking to his mouth. He looks so fragile, and yet he’s still trying to smile up at Hunk as if nothing is wrong in the world. But everything is wrong. Lance is dying and he doesn’t know why or how it got to this point.

Lance weakly reaches up and rubs at Hunk’s tear stained cheek. He coughs up more blood and vines into his lap, but he still somehow smiles up at Hunk.

“-unk, I’m so-sorry. I nev-cough cough-never wanted to hurt you.”

“You’re going to be fine Lance, I swear! We’re going to solve this like we always do. Together. Just hang on a little longer.”

Hunk practically runs down the doors of the infirmary, the rest of the team just behind them. Hunk looks around, not quite sure what to do now that he’s finally there. Coran doesn’t miss a beat and gets a pod setup for Lance.

“Hu-Hunk. ‘m sorry. I…Love you.”

“I love you too Lance, so don’t leave me yet. Please. Just hang on a little bit longer.”

“Hunk! The pod is ready!”

Hunk doesn’t waste any time and places Lance into the pod, the glass appearing between them and Lance as they watch with bated breath. Hunk praying to whatever god may be up there for Lance to be okay. For any sign that Lance is going to make it.

Just to even hear his heartbeat on the holographic monitor.


Dating Quiz

I was inspired by @wayward-sidekick’s quiz about dating compatibility to make one of my own. This is a quiz that will ask about dating-related stuff I care about and then give you a score based on how compatible we are. The quiz is just a joke, so answering it will not be taken as a sign that you actually want to go out with me.

Come one, come all! Check out how great we’d be together, or how terrible we are for each other. Anyone who comes across this post can play it. It’s only a five minute distraction, and it’ll allow you to place yourself in one of these tiers:

  • <100 points: The Anomaly
    • Wow, it should actually be difficult to score this low. I doubt this would end well.
  • 100-199: Incompatible Partners
    • It probably wouldn’t work out, though you’re welcome to try.
  • 200-299: Different Personalities
    • We have different desires and fitting together might require some work.
  • 300-399: Good Date
    • We have enough in common that we’d probably have a fun date, or even relationship.
  • 400-499: A Match!
    • We like a lot of similar things and would probably get along well. Going out would be a good idea.
  • 500+: Soul Mates
    • We would fit together really well and should definitely go on a date. I should move you to the top of my calendar.

(Noting again that everything here is meant jokingly, though my openness to being asked out is legit.)

If this sounds like fun, you can take the test here!

  • Q: In 2012, Donald J. Trump tweeted about your relationship with Robert Pattinson. You took him to task in your recent “S.N.L.” monologue, which you ended by saying “I’m, like, so gay, dude” — what some have called your first public statement about your sexuality.
  • Kristen: I’ve been really open about that for a long time. But I hated the idea that the details of my life were being turned into some commodity, so I was on full lockdown, total protective mode. As of late, it became really clear to me that as soon as you start hiding the fact that you’re dating a girl, it seems a lot different from hiding the fact that you’re dating a guy. Because in the situation when I had a boyfriend, I was just protecting myself. And in the situation where I had a girlfriend, it seemed like there was this implication of shame or something that I was so not O.K. with. And so I kind of opened that up a little bit — much to my chagrin to be honest, because I still completely disagree with the way that those details are thrust in the media and sold like popcorn. But yeah, I just thought it was pretty important. By the way, those terms — gay, queer, straight — they’re so black and white, I still don’t even really agree with them. It was just a simplistic way of saying, “I know you disagree with something that you don’t understand.”
  • Q: Did he respond?
  • Kristen: No, he didn’t. Which is kind of cool. [Laughs]
Star ASKS!

Hey, I got an unusually high volume of asks related to Star vs. the Forces of Evil this week. I’m replying to some of them in a couple of text posts. Here’s the first one!:

Anonymous said: FanTASTIC job on the song day episode!

Thank you!!

Anonymous said: Ilysm and ty for everything you’ve done for me and my fellow trans friends!!! 💜💜 im sorry you get aggressive folks coming at because of it. Just know that you’re so so so appreciated and im so glad to know that we have a voice for the lgbt community in children media !! No matter what happen with marco know that just the fact that you appreciate the theory is a lot more than we could ever dream of!!💜💜💜💜 and your webcomic is good too you’re just a genius tytyty!!

Hey anon! Thank you for your support (and for your kind words about my comic)! U_U I am not trans myself (I am only your friendly neighborhood cisbi) but I hope I can be a supportive trans ally! I of course cannot speak on Marco’s canon development as a character, but as for the fan theory itself, I am glad it is bringing you happiness!

Anonymous said: I love that anon is so entitled that they’re telling a storyboard artist which theories they aren’t allowed to like on the show they fucking work on

Yep! It would be one thing if I were openly supporting a popular “neo-Nazi Marco” theory or something but … that’s not what’s going on. Let people like the fan theories they like! As long as they’re not hurting anyone! 

Anonymous said: Did Ruberiot get killed after song day because he posible started a riot/revolution or is he okay?

No, no, he’s okay! He’s probably just super upset.

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3 -- for the Kent Parson Birthday Bash

“Nobody is know,” said Alexei. They were having Thai food before he left for Providence after spending a week in Las Vegas. “I’m sure. Everyone think I’m the man on your instagram – why you put those, anyway?”

“Well –” Kent flushed. Alexei was referencing some particularly ravishing photos of Jeff’s mostly naked body. “He looked good. I couldn’t help it. You saw that ass, obviously.” He took a bite of his pad kee mao. Alexei had green curry, but it was almost gone.

Alexei laughed. He had such a nice, warm laugh that Kent couldn’t help but smile in response to it. Alexei ruffled Kent’s hair a little. “Yeah, okay,” he said. “My abs better, but if people have to think I look like someone else naked, is not a bad choice. He looks good.” He swirled some of Kent’s noodles around a fork, stealing a bite.

Kent laughed. “I should put you both on there, keep people guessing.”

Alexei raised a brow. “What, not enough drama for you in last year?”

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Nine years. (Tyler x Reader)

Originally posted by antisepticdark

Maybe age isn’t that important? 

WARNING: heavy make out and Tyler trying to get some ;) 

You’ve been dating Tyler for a few months now but he’s been hiding you for the longest from his friends and family. You were his dream girl since you were smart, creative, athletic, kind, and just plain amazing in your eyes, but your age was holding you back from being a public couple. To be fair, you don’t look or act like your age but the minute you whip out your ID, you always receive a double take from people when they see that you’re 19. 9 years was one hell of a gap to the point that you could tell Tyler was embarrassed about it but you didn’t want to confront him about it. He does take you on dates but you try to do minimum PDA so you wouldn’t ruin Tyler’s reputation and make things obvious. As much as you like and care about him, you were tired of being hidden from the people he cared about.

“Gosh, you look so beautiful right now.” Your boyfriend was basically attacking your neck, and groping your chest, hips, and thighs leaving bruises for the next day. You came over just to hang out with him but then hanging out became light kissing and that led to making out, and before you were thrown over his shoulder, you heard the door knock. “Baby, someone’s at the door.” You whispered as he was trying to unbutton your shorts, “Let them knock. Right now, it’s just you and me.” His voice was full of lust and passion.  The knock kept getting louder and you started hearing, “TYLER!”, you quickly hopped off your boyfriend’s lap, “It’s fucking Mark.” You sighed and went to hide in his room like the usual procedure.

You laid in his bed for a good 30 minutes until Tyler came in and laid down next to you, “Sorry about that, Mark needed to drop some paperwork off and talked to me about some upcoming things for the channel. But he’s gone now so we can continue where we left off…” he tried to continue but you weren’t having it, “I’m not feeling it anymore. I need to start heading back to my apartment anyways since I have class in the morning.” You lied as you were going to grab your stuff but Tyler stopped you, “First off, today is Friday and you only have classes Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday and I know you’re mad at me.” You can tell he felt guilty about hiding you but you weren’t going to let this past easily. “Well if you know that I’m mad about this, then why not just tell AT LEAST your family about us.” You hissed, trying to leave but he kept holding the door closed, “Why can’t we just talk about this?” “Because Tyler, I’m tired of getting the same answer! I for once just want to relax at my boyfriend’s without worrying about someone coming over causing me to hide ALL THE DAMN TIME! I WANT TO BE SEEN AND NOT ASHAMED OF.” You shed a tear. Tyler sighed and wiped your tears off, “I know that baby, but…” “No. I’m not going to listen to it again.” You pushed him out the way and left the scene without saying goodbye.

“I can’t believe him!” your best friend raged as you two were eating a tub of ice cream. You only told your best friend because they were basically your sibling but they did walk on you two so there’s was no going back. “Ugh, he’s calling again. Why can men just get the memo to just give a girl some space.” You whined before shoving a spoonful of ice cream in your mouth, “You’re too good for him. You can get any guy on campus if you wanted to. You’re too smart and pretty for Tyler.” “I’m not that smart…” you mumbled, “When you enter college, you were halfway done with your sophomore year.”  “But I fell for a guy who’s almost 10 years older than me so I’m not that smart.” You counterargued before your friend left to go get more junk food. Someone knocked at the door and you didn’t feel like being seen at this moment so you let [y/b/f] open the door hearing, “Is [y/n] here?” your eyes widen and before you tried to run off, he already walked into the living room. “’I’ve been calling you for the past few hours. You almost gave me a heart attack.“ He ran over to you. "I’m still not talking to you.” You stood up, walking to your room and slamming it. “Look, I know I screw up badly and I understand if you don’t wanna be in this relationship anymore but I really do like you. I know hiding you isn’t the best idea but I love spending every moment with you.” “Tyler, you can stop lying.” You hissed, “I’m not! Whenever I see you, I still get the same feeling that I had when we first met.” Your heart ached when you heard that. “But I’m not going to push you to stay with me but if you want to continue this, I promise I’ll show you off to the world baby.” You let out a little giggle, “I heard that! What do you say?” you opened your door and gave him a smile, “Of course, I want to stay together.” You wrapped your arms around his neck, “But, you still have to find a way to make it up for all those months….” He gave a smirk before sweeping you off your feet and kicking the door behind him, “How about where we left off…”.


  • Mark wasn’t expecting Tyler to have a girlfriend
  • The whole team was thrown off by your presence.
  • But Tyler just flat out told them your age.
  • “Don’t call me a fetus. I’m only a few months younger than you.”
  • Amy and Kathryn are just happy to have another girl in the group
  • #girlsstickstogether
  • Chica loves you and you’re now her new best friend.
  • They’re amazed to find out you’re almost about to graduate
  • “But you’re 19…”
  • “I was in a lot of college classes over the summer during high school.”
  • “fucking nerd…”
  • They don’t care if you’re 19
  • You’re basically the coolest person they ever met.

I really need to write more than just Tyler… but I love him way too much. I ran out of ideas and I just did the first thing that pops in my head… I’m sorry if it’s trash and probably just going to delete this later. Anyway, I’ll see y’all later!  

Exo reaction when an old lady tells you that you look cute as a couple

 Scenario:You know each other quit some time now and you are pretty sure that the feelings you have for him are not one sited but you are simply too shy to tell him how you feel. So, one day you two went out shopping and an old lady approached you and said that you two are a really cute couple. 

Xiumin:  You  looked at each other, not really sure how to response. You shyly looked to the ground but couldn’t hold back the small smile on your lips. You continued starring to the ground for a few more moments until Xiumin started talking “That’s pretty awkward now…” he said while looking at you shyly scratching his neck. “Yeah…. your right” After another minute of awkward silence you decided to tell him the truth but he was faster. 

“Listen Y/N, I really do like you and I would love to call you my girlfriend alright?”

imagine you are baekhyun

Originally posted by jonginssoo

Luhan: “Of course we look cute together, that’s because we belong to each other.” he said totally confident … until the old woman left. 

“I mean… o-only if you want me to belong to you…”

Originally posted by cutie-hans

Kris: also pretty cocky about it. “I’m still working on our relationship status but thanks.”

after the old woman left : gif

Originally posted by wugalaxy

Suho:  “thank you, that’s what I thought too.”

Gets shy when you are alone again, stuffs his mouth with food and changes the topic.

“This stuff is really tasty, want some too?”

Originally posted by veriloquentmind

Lay: He explained that you two are not a couple and tries to act as normal as possible in front of you but he didn’t seem to be present for the rest of the day, always imagining you two together. 

“Y/N I’m sorry if the situation this afternoon made you uncomfortable but I couldn’t forget what the old lady told us, I really want this fantasy to become reality.”

Originally posted by drawien

Baekhyun: also confident af “Yes, I know we are the perfect couple, she only has to realize it herself.” he said while throwing one arm around your shoulder.

After you looked at him questioning.

“You can consider this as a confession Y/N”

Originally posted by glorious-soobooty

Chen:  “Well, she doesn’t have to be wrong if you know what I mean.” he whispered into your ear while looking at you teasingly.

Originally posted by chenrrerorocher

Chanyeol: is really shy about it but can’t stop giggling either. “Well…. em…. we aren’t in a relationship………. yet.” he said while looking to the ground.

“Yet?” you said teasingly.

“I mean…. I am open for everything…”

Originally posted by yeolhighness

D.O: I think he would be totally lost and has NO idea what to do. He would like to say ‘thank you’ but that would be a lie, he doesn’t even know if you feel the same way, so he would simply look down silently. So you decided to speak “Thank you but we are not in a relationship at the moment.”

He looks up to you…. “Ahh thanks for saving the situ….. wait …. at the moment?????”

Originally posted by jonginssoo

Tao: would tell you strait what he thinks.

“I like the thought of us as a couple too, wanna make it come true?”

Originally posted by onlykristao

Kai: couldn’t help but laugh. “That’s awkward now.” But would also tell you how he feels.

“Well… I think we should give it a try, what do you think?”

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Sehun: also sassy about it “Yeah, she is the only person who is nearly as perfect as I am.”

But he wouldn’t mention it after the woman left.

Originally posted by sebaeked

Q&A, babe (Crankgameplays x Reader)

Anonymous said:

Wowie I love your writing! Could you maybe write something along the lines of Ethan and Y/N filming a Q&A video together (they’re dating) but the cranky crew doesn’t know! I just think the dynamic of dancing around relationship questions would be cute and Eth would get flustered and like that’s rlly cute lmao

(I love this idea yes yes yes. Thank you anon ;^; Enjoy!!)

When Ethan asked you to be his significant other, you both agreed to keep it on the down low until you and him felt comfortable with sharing that part of your lives. Not that you were scared of the reaction by his fans, they loved when you pop into his videos, you just didn’t want to prematurely expose your relationship before it was entirely solid. The hype could ruin something that hasn’t even really started. Not only that, but having your lives so open, it was nice to have something to yourselves.

It’s been two months and you and him were filming a Q&A for his channel. You sat in his room, watching him set up the camera and lighting. He insisted on doing it himself, it was his video after all. Not that you minded, you got to see a nice sliver of skin from his abdomen whenever he lifted his arms.

“Alright, all set.” Ethan sat next to you. “Ready?”

You kissed his cheek. “Always ready.”

He blushed and looked to the side, a wide smile on his face. “Y/N…”

“Sorry, I couldn’t resist.”

He turned and kissed you, brushing a strand of hair from your face. “Neither can I.”

The next ten minutes was spent giggling and kissing, blushing, cursing when he realized he had to edit out the displays of affection.

“Okay, okay, let’s focus on the video.” You said, sitting up straight.

Ethan looked at you. “Want to do my intro?”

“I’m good.”

“Please?” He gave you puppy eyes.

“…Okay.” You took a deep breath. “What is up my cranky crew? I’m Y/N and this is Ethan and today we’re going to answer your questions.”

“That was perfect.” Ethan said, laughing.


He held up his phone, questions at the ready. “First question! Favorite kind of fruit?”

“Pomegranates.” You said.

“Strawberries for me. Though I’d like to try a pomegranate.”

“You should, they’re pretty good.”

“Next question!” Ethan looked at his phone. “Oooh, a romamce question.”

A sly smile crept onto your face. “Getting steamy in here.”

“Hell yeah.” He said. “Has anybody caught your eye since moving to L.A.?”

“Well, maybe. I don’t know. I’m not really looking right now.” Ethan snuck a look at you, smiling.

You hummed and shrugged. “I don’t know either. There’s been some cute guys, but not looking either way.”

You two paused so the next part was easier to edit out.

Laughing, you looked at him. “Technically true.”

He kissed your cheek. “Can’t look for what you already found.”

“Ethan…” You bit your lip, grabbing his hand.

“What?” He had that goofy smile you loved so much on his face.

“You make me blush so much.”

He kissed the top of your hand. “You’re cute when you blush.”

“Ethan please…” You squeezed his hand.

“Alright, alright.” He cleared his voice, keeping the hand holding out of frame. “Next question! What do you look for in a partner?”

You rubbed circles on his hand with your thumb. “Good question. Humor is important, as well as honesty. Being understanding, able to have fun, and caring are important. And of course, they would need to put up with my snoring.”

“I very much agree with the last part. I can hear your snoring from the guest room.” Ethan joked.

“Fuck you, Ethan.” You gave him the ‘look’.

He shrugged. “It’s true.”

“It is but fuck you.” You said, nudging him.

Ethan snickered, wiggling his eyebrows. “Fuck me later, though.”

“Ethan! Editing is gonna be bitch for you.” You laughed, your cheeks flushing. You and him haven’t reached that part of the relationship, but that didn’t stop you two from alluding to it.

He shrugged. “Worth it.”

“True.” An idea popped into your head. “I’ll make it worth it.”

“And how will you do that, Y/N?”

“I fit under your desk pretty nicely, you know.”

“Holy shit.” Ethan breathed in. “That’s more than worth it.”

The next questions weren’t romance related, ranging from what you wanted to be when you were a kid to favorite subject in school to earliest memory. In between questions, it was flirting and sneaking in kisses, along with statements on how editing was going to be a pain.

After some time however, the questions kept getting raunchier and raunchier. It started innocently, a question on favorite kinds of kisses.

“I like sweet kisses, like rotten sweet. On the cheek, on the lips,” You mumbled the next part, “…or on the neck…”

“What was that last part?” Ethan asked, smirking.

“Nothing.” You sputtered.

A sly smile spread on his face. “Oh, I heard that.”

“Well uh, what about you?” You countered.

“I got to agree with you. Sweet is the best.” Ethan looked at his phone. “If you had to wear lingerie, what kind would you wear?”

“I may or may not own a set of lacy black lingerie with matching garters and stockings. But I’ll never confirm or deny that.” You winked.

Ethan took a deep breath. “Please tell me you own that.”

“Maybe, maybe not.”

“Y/N…” He was flustered, imaging that very set of lingerie on your body.

“Maybe you’ll find out on your birthday.” You whispered in his ear.

Ethan turned red swallowed the lump in his throat. “Fuck.”

“What about you? What would you wear?” There’s a video to record after all.

“Uh…” He had to be honest, his mind was still on you. “I don’t know… Something blue?”

“Lacey or silky?” You had your own fantasies, of course.

Ethan shrugged. “Whichever looks hotter.”

“Next question?” You asked.

“What’s your favorite porn genre?” Ethan laughed, his face turning red again.

Heat rose in your face as well, the both of you staring at the camera. “No comment.”

“Ditto.” He scrolled through his phone. “Next question… Favorite sex position?”

You recoiled and stared at him. “What the fuck twitter? Not telling the world that.”

“I know, I just wanted to see your face.” Ethan explained, giddy.

“Or do you want to know for future reference?” You raised an eyebrow.

“What? No no no. Of- Of course not.” He looked to the side, very much flustered.

You smirked, leaning in to whisper in his ear. As naughty words swirled in his ear, his blood started boiling. When you finished, you kissed his cheek.

Ethan exhaled. “Oh… oh… oh boy. Holy fuck Y/N.”

You sat back, quite happy about the outcome of your words. “Yeah?”

“Just… Holy. Fuck.” He stared at you, mouth hanging open.

“I think the video is over.”

He only nodded. He took minute to recover before doing his outro and shutting the camera off.

“You’re really cute when you blush, Ethan.”

“This is more that just blushing.” He pulled you to his lap, his hands on your waist. “A lot more.”

You placed your arms around his shoulders, leaning in to kiss him. “Oh, I know.”

The next day you had to spend twenty minutes to find your scarf, knowing people would comment if they saw the hickey(s) on you skin. And while you didn’t take that step in your relationship to go completely physical, you did take a small step when you 'helped’ him edit.

Could It Be Love? Jessica Capshaw Teases New Romance on Grey's Anatomy | Popsugar
By Ryan Roschke

We may still secretly be mourning the broken marriage of Callie Torres and Arizona Robbins on Grey’s Anatomy, but at some point we’ll have to move on. In fact, it seems like this is exactly what Arizona herself is doing with Grey Sloan’s newest staff addition, Eliza Minnick. At this year’s Grey’s panel as part of LA’s annual Paleyfest, we caught up with actress Jessica Capshaw about the fresh romance. Could this woman be Arizona’s next big love? How will things play out as we approach the season finale? Read the juiciest quotes from the red carpet and panel.

On Arizona’s feelings toward Minnick: “She gets to fall in love again! … Maybe. I mean, I think it’s moving that way.”

On whether Eliza will replace Callie: “I have no idea if she’s the one, but it’s been really fun to explore their relationship.”

Why this relationship is so special: “You know what it is? It’s just the beginning of everything… . That beginning of any kind of relationship has a different quality. I always think about that when I think of the beginning of playing in a new relationship, because it’s full of something really special. And so, this is the beginning of that relationship for Arizona and Eliza, where it’s all full of anticipation. It’s like, when the elevator doors open, will she be on the elevator? Will she not? Are they going to have a sleepover? Are they not? Is she wearing the right underwear? Is she not?

On the possible drama from dating the "enemy”: “I think they just needed something that made it a little forbidden … and now Arizona’s going to have to own up to that. And her relationship with Webber is so dear, and she loves him so much. So, it’s not going to be a real problem. But you know, it added a little bit of fiction, a little bit of taboo, which is always fun to play.”

On how the other doctors will react: “You’ll find out.”

yes-everhopeful  asked:

Who do I have to bribe to get a hug out of Bellamy and Marcus? I feel like if they've gotten this painful part of their history out in the open maybe it's another step to actually being the father and son neither have known but it's really like a tease of when it'll happen. After kabby it's my favorite relationship.

So here’s what I think.

I think the theme of “from the ashes we will rise” is being applied very literally to a couple of these characters, most clearly so far Kane and the Blakes (which is ironic because a few episodes ago they were the three where I was the most concerned the show had no idea what to do with them, but they CLEARLY do after that fucking fantastic episode last night).  Kane, Bellamy and Octavia all are getting burned down to ashes.  They’re literally hitting their absolute lowest point.  We saw Octavia turn the corner in tonight’s episode, after being so distraught that she tried to kill herself by walking out into the black rain and then having sex with Ilian just to give herself something to feel besides crushing, miserable sorrow.  That was her “ashes” moment, everything burned away, reduced to her lowest, darkest point.  But then she woke up in the morning and she threw her knives into the water and left them behind, because after she almost died, she’s become a person who can’t kill anymore.  Ilian was right that whatever release that used to provide for her is gone.  And she’s already different, as we can see from the way she can see Ilian’s humanity in a new way that she couldn’t before because she was blinded by anger.  So now Octavia has come out of the ashes and she’s about to rise.  I don’t know what she’s gonna do but I know that every single person involved in the show who has been asked which character has the best arc this season has said Octavia, so it’s probably going to be something awesome.

I think for Kane and for Bellamy, both separately and together, what we got last night was their “ashes” moment, with the turnaround and resolution still to come.  Bellamy is overwhelmed by the sheer number of people he can’t save, by his feelings of failure, by his fear for Octavia, and by the collective series of losses he’s experienced that all came back up again at once when he was stuck in the Rover in the mud.  And Kane is in a similar position; all he wants to do is help everyone and he can’t help anybody.  He can’t comfort Bellamy, he can’t save his two stranded people, he can’t protect Harper from her guilt or heal the man she’s watching die, he can’t be there with Abby when she has to do the hardest thing she’s ever done in her life, he can’t bring Octavia home, and also - crucially - he can’t erase the things that he did on the Ark, even though he’s been trying since he landed on Earth to repent and be better as though that could wipe those sins away.  So they both end this episode at the lowest of their low points in four whole seasons, and I don’t think it’s accidental that it happens when Clarke and Abby - who are the people who keep both of them grounded and make them feel understood - are so far out of reach. 

But Octavia was down in the dark place too, and she turned the corner and came back around into the light.  She’s rising from the ashes.  So I think Bellamy and Kane are next.  I think Kane’s arc for the rest of the season was set up very neatly by this episode and that it’s going to connect in some way with Jaha’s, and that we’re going to explore the question of whether Kane becoming a better man made him a less effective leader, and whether Jaha’s political savvy and ability to manipulate a situation to his advantage was, as Clarke tells Jasper in that scene in the brig, a whole lot more vital to keeping the peace on the Ark than anyone (INCLUDING ME TBH????) ever gave Jaha credit for.  So I think a Kane/Jaha team-up where we see maybe an inversion of Season 1 (Jaha as Kane’s second-in-command instead of Kane as Jaha’s?) might emerge as the connective thread between the Cadogan story and the Arkadia story and that Kane is going to be instrumental in finding a way to lead his people and prove himself and save them.  And I think his relationship with Bellamy will be key to that; we got that “you turn the page and you don’t look back” moment from them in the season premiere that I think was really significant and it feels like the show is setting us up for their big “rise from the ashes” moment to be something that involves them working together. 

Because the important thing to remember is that every facet of their complicated relationship can be equally true at the same time; Kane is the man who floated Bellamy’s mom, and neither Kane nor we can dismiss that even if we want to; but he’s also one of the only characters in this entire show that Bellamy has ever opened up to like he does when he talks about his mom and baby Octavia in that heartbreaking scene over the radio.  So his anger at Kane for the loss of his mom, which is real, and which has always been there, does not erase the relationship they’ve built on the ground, because he’s still someone Bellamy feels safe enough with that he can let Kane see him cry.  I think looking at it like “ugh Bellamy was being a dick” misses the depth and complexity of all the different emotional truths that were contained in those scenes. 

This relationship is so, so hugely important to both of them individually and to the show, but they had to confront the one big thing between them that they’ve never confronted before - just the way Octavia had to finally, finally, finally really confront her grief for Lincoln - in order to burn all the way down into ashes so they can rise.

I’m not giving up on a Kellamy hug yet, and neither should you.  They’re still a family.

Box of Memories

The continuing story of Negan and Number 6

Catch up with Negan and Number 6 here

Negan x wife (reader - Y/N)

Y/N=your name

Ne - reader’s nickname for Negan

I switch between the reader and Negan’s POV in this, but I have labeled the changes

Warnings-sexy Negan times & language. Bit of angst, but Negan to the rescue

3000 words

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mage-of-words  asked:

I would LOVE to read more of jealous Tom so I had this idea that will be worth it. What if there is a monster, speaking gibberish, one of Ludo's new monster, and fell in love with Marco. The monster is nothing but sweet and charming to Marco like showering him with flowers and gifts.

I loved writing this so so so so so so much! It was so cute! I really like writing about people healing together and I really like writing about people in relationships helping one another become better and love each other! And I sort of got carrie away with that here hahaha! Enjoy!

Marco opened the door and smiled a bit when that same monster was there. “Star! He’s back!” Marco yelled up the steps. Star ran downstairs and dashed over with her wand. But once she saw the monster for earlier she rolled her eyes.

“Oh it’s just you.” She sighed. The monster gurgled something and handed Marco a batch of flowers. Marco sighed and looked up at the monster.

“Thank you very much.” He spoke nervously. “I’ll just… put these with the others.” Marco assured. This same monster from Ludo’s new group had been coming by to give him flowers every day for two weeks. He grinned big and Marco closed the door turning to Star.

“I’m guessing you haven’t told him yet?” Star asked. Marco bit his lip.

“I don’t know how! I think he really likes me.” Marco explained. Star nodded.

“Yeah! That’s why you have to shut him down. Before he gets the wrong idea.” Star told him. “Besides, you don’t want him to come by when Tom is here.” Star warned. Marco rolled his eyes.

“Tom wouldn’t do anything crazy.” Marco assured. Star laughed.

“He started a riot at your karate match because you got hit… AT A KARATE MATCH.” Star reminded. Marco made a face.

“Okay, so Tommy get defensive and protective. It’s sweet and, understandable considering what he’s been through.” Marco told her. Star put her hands up in defense.

“Hey, I’m not saying something’s wrong with him, I’m just saying that he will become a jealousy monster.” She teased. Marco laughed a bit and thought fondly about his demon.

“I love that angry little bean.” He giggled. Marco then set the flowers on the table with the other bunches. “Tom doesn’t need to know. It’ll just worry him and make him upset.” Marco explained.

“What will worry me?” Tom asked. Marco turned around and saw Tom standing in the middle of the living room with his arms crossed. The charred carpet around him showed that he just teleported there to see Marco.

Marco rolled his eyes. “Nothing Tom.” He assured. Tom narrowed his eyes.

“What are you keeping from me?” He asked, leaning forward. Marco turned around and Tom felt angry at seeing the gifts on the table. “Who gave those to you?” Tom asked. Marco took Tom’s hand and gave him a kiss.

“Promise not to freak.” Marco instructed. Tom grumbled a bit but nodded. “There has been… a monster who took a liking to me.” Marco admitted. Tom wanted to rage but caught himself.

“Okay.” Tom said calmly. “And you told him you weren’t interested?” He asked. Marco bit his lip.

“Not exactly… yet.” He admitted. Tom’s eyes lit up.


“Remember what we said about a healthy outlet for your anger?” Marco asked. Tom ignored him and kept raging.

“You must be KIDDING ME! How DARE he come in here and try and SNATCH YOU AWAY! I LOVE YOU! And HE thinks HE can WIN YOU OVER with flowers an cheap GIFTS!” Tom rambled. Marco looked over at Star.

“Just let him go.” He told her. “It’ll pass. He’ll eventually just burn himself out.” Marco explained.

“THAT’S WHAT YOU THINK!” Tom shouted. “I AM AN ETERNAL FLAME, BABY!” Tom yelled and set himself on fire. Marco just raised an eyebrow and let Tom go. A few moments later Tom’s fire got lower and lower and he began to feel weary before setting himself on the floor. He had tuckered himself out.

“What did I say about over exerting yourself?” Marco asked. Tom sat up, his ears were down and he looked wiped out.

“To not to.” Tom reminded himself. Marco sat down next to the demon.

“You know I’m not going to leave you for that guy.” Marco assured. “You’re the only one I need. I just didn’t know how to tell him I wasn’t interested, I get anxious about this and don’t want to hurt him.” Marco explained. “He’s nice and he doesn’t deserve to be shut down to harshly.” Marco told him.

“Okay, I guess.” Tom mumbled.

“Tom? You swear you aren’t going to attack him?” Marco asked. Tom rolled his eyes.

“No of course not!” Tom huffed. He then smiled lightly at Marco. “I promised… I want to but… healthy outlet. That’s what you said.” Tom beamed. Marco smiled and pulled Tom down into another kiss.

“I know sweetie, that’s why I love you. You try so hard and you do so well.” Marco gushed. He knew he being a bad person didn’t cause Tom’s anger. Anger hardly ever did come from that place. For Tom it came from a place of fear and trauma. And Marco would take any and all time he needed to help Tom work through it. “I’m proud of you.” He grinned.

“Thanks Mar-Mar… I actually… I’m pretty proud of myself too. That was the first time I’ve freaked out in a while but… it’s okay!” Tom smiled and Marco gave him a kiss.

“Good, I’m glad to hear it.” Marco smiled. “I’m going to tell that guy the next time he comes over.” Marco promised.

“I trust you.” Tom assured. “You can some time with it if you need to.” He assured Marco. “I’ve never had to shut somebody like that, ad it might be hard. I wouldn’t know. But I trust that you love me, and I’ll try not to get too jealous.” Tom promised. Marco smiled and kissed the demon again.

“Thanks Tommy.”

In which Kaity realizes she is an INFJ

SO I took the Myers-Briggs test a while ago - like years ago, and was originally an INTP, and then took it again and was an INTJ, but never really connected with those types, and then I took it again about 3 weeks ago, and I got INFJ.  

In getting this personality type, I realize that I am an INFJ, 100%.  YAY!

Originally posted by infj-way

(totally unnecessary gif of David Tennant, but I think it’s cute!)

Anyway - If you are an INFJ, or want to read more on INFJ’s, see below!  Enjoy!

INFJ - The Advocate

This type is apparently very rare, making up less than 1% of the population, which I think is pretty cool. 

INFJ’s tend to see helping others as their purpose in life

-but their real passion is to get to the heart of the issue so people don’t need to be rescued at all. (which I totally agree with - I wish nothing more than never to have to be a pediatric nurse, that no child would ever be sick, but it is a necessity, so I am here to serve)

-they are soft-spoken, but have very strong opinions and will fight tirelessly for an idea they believe in.  

-are assumed to be a Quiet Extrovert - but actually are quite introverted - needing time to recharge and decompress after a long day with people. 

INFJ’s will act with creativity, imagination, conviction and sensitivity not to create advantage, but to create balance.


-Creative: combine a vivid imagination with a strong sense of compassion. 

-Insightful: see through dishonesty and disingenuous motives - step pass manipulation to see how people are connected and get to the heart of the matter (I do this all the time). 

-Inspiring and Convincing: fluid, inspirational writing style that appeals to the inner idealist in their audience - can be astonishingly good speakers, if they are proud of what they’re speaking for. 

-Determined and Passionate: will rock the boat if they have to, if they have a goal or conviction, something not everyone likes to see. 


-Sensitive: when someone criticizes their principles or values, they can lash out quickly - highly vulnerable to criticism and conflict. 

-Extremely Private: (This is where I REALLY connect with this type) INFJ’s present themselves as a culmination of an idea - using this idea to keep themselves from having to truly open up, even to close friends. 

-Need to have a cause: if a cause is not determined, or there is too much administrative or maintenance work in the way, they can get restless or disappointed. 


-INFJ’s take this process seriously - take time to truly connect with people.  

-if a potential partner is manipulative or lying, the INFJ will see right through it, and the wrong-doing is unlikely to be forgiven. 

-they aren’t afraid to show their love, and can feel it unconditionally, creating a depth to the relationship that can hardly be described.  

-looks for a connection that goes beyond the physical.  

Career Paths:

-most corporate career paths are not designed for them.  

-struggle to begin a career early on because they see ten wildly different paths forward - hard to choose (this was me sooo much!  I had to take a year off after high school just to decide what I wanted to do)

-need to find meaning in work - to know that they are helping and connecting with people - mostly careers in healthcare (go me!). 

-any productive work can be rationalized to be meaningful, as any productive work helps someone, somewhere.  

-INFJ’s in these rolls are free to follow their hearts, apply their personal touch, creativity and altruism to everything they do. 

-they are the authors of many popular blogs, stories and screenplays and are elegant writers and communicators (hey look at me!)


-few personalities are as sensitive and mysterious as INFJ’s. 

-full of imagination and empathy makes you someone who not only cherishes their integrity, but also are deeply drive and execute their plans effectively. 

That’s it!  That’s basically me in a nutshell, so welcome to me!  XD