Day 5 - Double date
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Adam and I are on our way to a fancy restaurant. We’re actually going on a double date, something I’ve never done before. I’m really excited for it, but I’m also kinda nervous. It was actually Gigi’s idea, she has a relationship with Zayn, since a few weeks ago. It’s very new, but she really likes him and she just wanted to try this out. Adam was totally down for it and that got me won over too.
Adam pulls the car to the parking lot and parks it somewhere close to the entrance. I glance outside of the window, looking out for any paparazzi, but as far I can see it’s all clear. I get out of the car before Adam can open my door for me. I can see him looking at me with an disapproving look, he always wants to be the gentleman. To make it up to him I wrap my arm around his waist and pull him closer. He puts his arm around my shoulder and presses a kiss against my hair. A little smile appears on my face, I enjoy these kind of moments so much. They are so little, but they mean a lot to me. I’m so lucky to have him on my side. He’s a really special guy.
We walk to the entrance and he opens the door for me. I smile to him and walk inside. I look around to see if Gigi and Zayn are here already. I see Gigi waving at me from a secluded table in the back. At least we’ll have some privacy. I grab Adam’s hand and we walk to the table together. I great them both with a hug. Then I take place next to Gigi, while Adam sits down on the chair next to Zayn.
We start talking about everything and nothing and I’m actually having a really good time. Zayn gets my approval too, he’s nicer than I thought he would be. I think he’s perfect for Gigi.
The dinner is amazing, too. The food is delicious and I totally want to come back here another time.
“I’ll take you here again sometimes.” Adam says with a little smirk on his face. I smile and let a soft laugh escape from my lips.
“I think it’s actually time for me to go,” Gigi says, “I’m really sorry, but I have a shoot early next morning.”
“Oh yeah, sure, you should go catch some sleep.” I tell her. “I’ll pay the bill.”
“No no no let me do that, it was my idea, so that seems fair.” Gigi protests.
Before I can say anything back, she stands up and walks up to the bar. Adam excuses himself and goes visit the bathroom.
“So, are you enjoying yourself tonight?” Zayn asks me curiously.
“Yes, actually. I enjoyed myself really well.” I smile at him.
“I think you’re the right guy for Gigi, she’s lucky to have you. But remember one thing, if you hurt her, I’ll make sure I’ll hurt you ten times as hard.” I warn him.
“Is that a threat?” He asks me, his lips curved in a slight smile.
“Yes, and you should take it very seriously.” I say with a very serious face. But then a smirk appears on my face, “You don’t know the power of Taylor Swift…”
He laughs too.
“Well you know, I also think you and the Adam guy make a nice couple, but you should know a thing…,” He begins, “Harry wants you back.”
“What?” A gasp of disbelief escapes from my lips. Then I frown my eyebrows.
“I thought you guys weren’t really speaking anymore?”
“Well, maybe you know yourself, not all rumours are true.” He says softly.
I let his words sink in as I see Adam and Gigi walking back to the table. Zayn and I exchange one quick look before I focus my attention on Adam. I smile to him, but the smile doesn’t really reach my eyes. I’m still thinking about what Zayn just said. Does Harry really wants me back? I mean he was the one that put me down three years ago. But then I look at Adam again and I come back in reality. The fact that maybe he wants me back, doesn’t actually mean that I want him back too. I’m happier now than I’ve ever been in my entire life. Adam is the one guy I want to be with. I love him unconditionally and irrevocably.
We walk to the exit and we greet the bartender goodbye. Then we need to separate our ways. I hug Gigi and Zayn goodbye and we arrange to hang out again soon. Then Adam and I walk to the car. I press a kiss on his cheek and he looks at me surprised. I didn’t even know why I did that either, but there is this guilty feeling racing through my body. That’s ridiculous, why should I be guilty? It’s not that I cheated on him or something. Although it kinda feels like that. But why? Just the fact that Zayn told me that Harry wants me back doesn’t mean that I’ll actually go back to him. I try to shake the feeling off and get in the car.
Adam starts driving and there are not many words said. Until Adam suddenly starts to speak.
“What did Zayn tell you?” He asks me.
I look up surprised. I didn’t expect that.
“What do you mean?” I act like I don’t know where he is talking about, even though I do know.
“Oh come on Taylor, you know where I’m talking about. I saw the look in your eyes, you were upset about something.” He looks at me from the corner of his eye. Still trying to focus on the road. I really don’t know what to tell him. Should I just drop this on him?
“It was nothing, Adam. He just…” I don’t finish my sentence.
“He did what, Taylor? You can tell me everything, you know that right?” He looks at me with pleading eyes. And I just can’t resist them.
“He told me something about Harry, but it was nothing, really.” I confess.
“Why do people always have to bring hím up?” He looks annoyed. “I just… I mean, I don’t want to see you hurt in any way and I can see that this does something with you. I mean, your breakup with him wasn’t really a smooth thing.”
I hesitate a little before I tell him this, but eventually i decide to just say it.
“Zayn actually told me that Harry wants me back.” I try to sound as casual as possible.
“He did what?” Adam looks at me with widened eyes from disbelief.
“Adam I told you, it’s nothing. I don’t even want him back…” I begin, but Adam interrupts me.
“Why did he drop this on you like that? I mean, doesn’t he understand what this can mean for our relationship?” He wants to continue, but now it’s my turn to interrupt hím.
“Adam, shhh, just let me talk.” I say. Meanwhile Adam parks his car in front of my house. “Do you please wanna come inside with me?” I ask him. He nods quickly and we both get out of the car. This time I let him open my door. We walk to the front door together and go inside. We go sit on my couch and I start talking again.
“Okey, so Zayn told me that Harry wants me back. So what? Adam, this doesn’t mean ánything for our relationship. I don’t want him, I want you. You are the one for me. You are the guy I feel comfortable with, that I can be open with, that I can count on, that I can trust. Adam, you are the guy that I’m in love with, not him.” I finally take a breath and look Adam in the eyes. Then he suddenly moves his face close to mine and presses our foreheads together.
“I love you so much, Taylor Alison Swift.” He says, right before he presses his lips against mine. I immediately start kissing him back. He presses my body against the couch. I can feel his body lying above me, he is leaning on his arms so that his body weight doesn’t flat me. I wrap my legs around his waist and pull him closer. I press my body up against his and let my hands slide under his shirt. Then I interrupt our kiss and grab the hem of his shirt to pull him over his head. I let my hands slide over his muscular chest. He moves his lips to my neck and starts kissing me gently.
Then I suddenly stop him and he looks at me with a questioning look in his eyes.
“Bedroom. Now.” I command him.
He lifts me up in his strong arms and drags me upstairs, to the bedroom. He kisses me intensely and things get all heated up. Pieces of clothing are getting pulled off and our bodies are strangling together.
After we both reached our climax, he carefully gets of me. He falls back on the mattress, lying next to me.
“I won’t let him take you away from me.” He whispers to my hair.
“You don’t have to worry, how in life can I chose above someone like you?” I lift my head up to press a kiss on his lips. He smiles.
“Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve you, Tay, you knew that?” He begins and I look at him surprised. “You are the definition of perfect and I just don’t know why the fuck you chose me above all the other guys you are able to get.” He continues.
“Adam… Don’t ever think like that. It should be the other way around. I don’t know what Í did to deserve yóú. I mean.. you’re…” but I don’t know what more I want to say. “You know what, never mind, just kiss me.”
Our lips lock together and he places his hands on my face. I place mine on his chest. I can’t even describe how happy I am right now. I love Adam so much.
And there is nothing in the world that could change that.
I’m sorry for all the Haylor shippers out there, but as you probably know, I’m Tayvin all the way, so yeah that’s that. I hope you guys like it. X