I need to vent something really quick because I’m really bad about keeping this in…
My grand father, he has been struggling with cancer and due to other complications with chemo and other illnesses that could not be identified, I just woke up to find out that he passed away…
I was so hopefull these past few weeks that things may turn around, and that the doctors would make him better again, but I guess he lost his strength from all the fighting. I got to see him at least before he passed away but I really really didn’t want it to be the last time. I loved him so much, it breaks my heart that I can’t afford to go back home another time to attend his funeral, whenever they make those arrangements, I don’t have the funds to make a trip home again…
This was really a blow to me, but I need to remember, it’s no one’s fault. The doctors did everything they could and could not foresee the complecations. My grandfather fought as hard as he could till the end, and no spiritual power in this world is trying to screw me over by taking my grandfather away from us all. It’s just the natural order of life, and as much as I wished it wasn’t true, I guess it was my grand fathers time to go.
I’m sorry about this post being sad everyone, it helps me prosses my feeling writing things out, and I know some of you might help me feel better because honestly…. I really need it so much right now.
Again I’m so sorry, I don’t want to bring you guys weekend down I just need help
Ummmm so can we talk about how important it is to reassure young girls everywhere that developing feelings for your girl best friend isn’t wrong or voyeuristic. It’s normal. It’s fine. You’re not dirty and you shouldn’t feel guilt.
*squints* is that a happy soccer au i see? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
here’s the lowdown:
mari and adrien are childhood best friends™
they met through being new neighbours adrien used to be legit just a loner until he met mari who was like ‘dude play soccer with me’ and they became straight up bffs after that
they both loved sour patch kids and space and drew what they thought was a genius graphic design of a space sour patch kids logo when they were young
they end up going to different highschools in the same town and still live in the same neighbourhood. they both join soccer teams in the their respective schools.
in terms of skill and technicality, mari is the better player but adrien seriously pulls unexpected moves that make him stand out.
uhmm..everyone girl is rlly gay for mari in her school they are just her fangirls lmfao same thing for adrien but mari has got like 4k followers on instagram and all she does is take a photo of her soccer ball
they have this tradition to draw the space sour patch kids logo on their team shirts ever since they started soccer in high school so that neither forget the other and wow that’s romantic guys
their coaches were at first like wtf no but they used permanent marker so they ended up accepting it over the years and now everytime they join new teams or get new shirts everyone is like ‘when r u having the logo’
their schools r so nosy on who tf the person who draws their logos is omg everyone is always trying to spy on them to figure out who adrien/mari is
this time it’s adrien who has a crush on mari and mari is the one to eventually fall in love