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Looking for a proofreader!

I’m looking for someone to help me with proofreading the dialogue for my pixel horror jam entry! (I still haven’t come up with a name for that game ahaha.. ha…) 

 I’m looking for someone native English speaker, who knows the grammar well (no need for previous experience in proofreading.). English is my second language, so there will typos and weird use of grammar, so I need someone to pick those out.  Since it is a very dialogue heavy game and I will keep writing it on the go, I need someone who can commit to help me whole October, and can work quite fast since the deadline is October 31st. (And by that I don’t mean you have to get things done immediately I sent them, but that you can’t leave me hanging for a week. Busy times you know.)

If you think you can and want to help me, send me an e-mail at mannytsusgames[at]gmail.com (or if you prefer, send an ask here with your contact info). I will pick someone by October 1st.

Thank you! I’m really looking forward to getting this game done!

Profound Sentence Meme
  • "People care about you, too, you know."
  • "What, and it's alright for you to save us, but never the other way around? Why not?"
  • "Don't you know how much you're loved?"
  • "You're trying to get yourself killed! Ever since it happened, you've been trying!"
  • "It's like you have a death wish."
  • "You're addicted to the adrenaline and sooner or later it will get someone killed. You, probably."
  • "What happened to you? Why are you like this?"
  • "This ISN'T okay."
  • "You can't keep treating yourself like this."
  • "I hear you crying sometimes, when you think nobody is listening."
  • "Do you know how sad you look sometimes?"
  • "What are you hiding from me? Just TELL me!"
  • "Something is eating you up from the inside. Something happened, or you've done something, or someone left. You need to share. Otherwise you're never going to feel okay again."
  • "Why are you like this?"
  • "Since when was doing THIS okay?"
  • "It's okay to talk to people."
  • "I'm not fragile, I'm not going to break if you talk to me about it. I'll listen and I'll care. That's it. I promise."
  • "You can't run away from this."
  • "I'm not going to leave you the moment you do something I disagree with."
  • "You're not secretly an irredeemably awful person!"
  • "What's going on with you?"

Sometimes I realize that if I wanted to scream as loudly as possible to get off some steam, I’d have to find a totally isolated place not to alarm people or seem crazy. And then I realize that there’s no truly isolated places anywhere easily reachable. And then I want to scream even more.

how long do you think it takes someone to recognize a soulmate? two hours? three? when I was sitting in that train station, did you know I never thought once that you might not show up? did you know you’re the reason gin keeps sneaking into my poetry? and how come we both need to write poetry to feel clean? and can we visit GOMA again so I can view you next to the art? and is it too much for me to book a plane ticket just because you’re sad? is it enough? should I be doing more on the bad days? what good intentions don’t get swallowed up by distance? do you remember when I wrote all those poems for a man in California, while you loved a man in California?  how I watched the girl I loved get married and two years later, you did the same thing? how we’re always just out of sync with each other? one move off or three steps behind? do you really think it’s true, about the stars and how I found you? did you know I’d snuff them out if I could? if it meant there’d be nothing star-crossed about this? tell me again how long you think it takes someone to recognize a soulmate? one night? two? the amount of time it takes you to buy sugar and run home to put the kettle on?
Note to self:
He doesn’t care, he has her now, your not the one he wants anymore. You need to let him go. Stop comparing other boys to him, I know you’re in love with him, but what you two had is gone. I know this is hard but you can’t keep holding on to someone who has long let go. He thinks she’s beautiful. He tells her everything he once told you. Not a single thought of you goes through his head. Stop beating yourself up, he’s not the only one for you. Let him go, the memories. Everything. It’s the past.
—  I have to write notes to myself to remind me you’re never coming back.
the zodiacs as things cumslutscootaloo says


Taurus: Salutations! I’m Drake, and I’m the nicest guy you’ll ever meet. 

Gemini:  So now what you’re trying to problemate me for this?

Cancer:  It’s you guys who need to chill all I want to do is reblog cute shit, but nooo I can’t even look at anything I like without someone attacking me for it.

Leo:  Try not to cut yourself on the edge.

Virgo:  I don’t find her personality particularly childish? Like she has a playful quality I guess, but then so do most ponies. I don’t know though, I guess I like how bold and brash she is, and her determination is also really sweet.

Libra: Argument invalid.

Scorpio:  Why do you idiots keep making stuff up.

Sagittarius: I’m not straight, I’m sapiosexual. Nice try.

Capricorn:  Anti-SJW, Anti Bullshit, Pro-Confederate, White Pride, Anti- Gun Control. Steven Universe and MLP Fan.

Aquarius:  Go harass those people instead of me, or are you just doing it because I’m a man?

Pisces:  I’m afraid your comment was irrelevant and unnecessary.

My main goal is to stay alive. To keep fooling myself into hanging around. To keep getting up every day. Right now I live without inspiration. I go day to day and do the work because it’s all I know. I know that if I keep moving I stand a chance. I must keep myself going until I find a reason to live. I need one so bad. On the other hand maybe I don’t. Maybe it’s all bullshit. Nothing I knew from my old life can help me here. Most of the things that I believed turned out to be useless. Appendages from someone else’s life.

Everything I have I would give to not know what I know. To not feel emptiness as my constant companion. To not look into this room and be reminded why I’m in it. I’m not getting enough air. The room feels so small all of a sudden. It’s pathetic to be this lonely and know it. To keep breathing. To be silent and alone. And to know.

—  Henry Rollins, Roomanitarian
  • my doctor:okay so why do you want weight loss surgery?
  • fake reason:you know i really just wanna get healthier, i want to have more energy so when i have kids i can keep up with them. also diabetes and hypertension run in my family so i wanna protect myself from getting that.
  • real reason:Because I'm trynna get chose by Drake and I need this stomach flat and this ass fat so I can be the future mother of his children. Drake needs someone physically and mentally fit to keep up with his witty personality and fast lifestyle. Plus it will bring me closer to Beyoncé...
  • Someone:Stop crying they're just animated drawings
  • Me:Please just stop talking. My emotional state balances on these cartoons and if it weren't for them i have absolutely no idea who or where i would be. Amethyst and Sadie make me proud of my stomach bulge, Steven reminds me to stay optomistic no matter what, Mabel reminds me to keep my head held high and to be confident, Star taught me that i can be strong without having to be violent or brash, Pearl reminds me to never give up on a task no matter how embarrassed i feel, Garnet reminded me not to forgive people just because they say they're sorry, but that they need to work their way back up to gaining someones trust back, and these cartoons have taught me extremely meaningful things and my self-esteem and confidence would be nonexistent without them. When the characters get hurt or they get into a bad situation, i feel terrible and actually cry for them because they help me feel better about who i am and when they don't feel good about themselves, i feel sorrow for them. When i see characters again, i remember how much they make me feel better about myself. I'm so sorry you can't comprehend that, so please, stop speaking.
I need someone who can keep up with me. I want someone aggressive who pushes me to my breaking point where I just wanna scream. Someone who will tell me I’m not always right, and that sometimes I have to apologize for what I did wrong. I need someone who’s gonna set me straight because no one has ever cared enough about me to try.

Over the past year I’ve been figuring out my sexuality. I’ve told a handful of people about it and was finally ready to try to come out to a few friends and maybe even family members. Then Orlando happened and I think I retreated back into the closet so fast I slammed the door on my fingers. I’m scared and angry and sad. But then through all those emotions I saw Mara Wilson come out and I thought “If an actress I’ve looked up to my whole life can come out during this horrible time for our community, why can’t I?”

So I want to take a baby step today and come out to you all.

My name is Emily. I am bisexual. I will not let other people’s hatred keep me from being who I am. And I will be here for all of you who need someone.

What's really discussed at the team meetings:
  • 17:*gathered for the before bed team meeting*
  • S.Coups:Okay so who's gonna fuck up the fandom next?
  • Jeonghan:Not me, they're still recovering from my beatboxing
  • Jisoo:Not me either, they're all still dead since I told them I listen to 'Sexy Can I?' and from my bboying
  • S.Coups:It's got to be someone they won't expect, if we keep shocking them with the cinnamon rolls of the groups they'll sense our next move...We need someone...someone who's the opposite of a cinnamon roll...
  • 17:*all turn to look at Woozi*
  • Woozi:
  • 17:
  • Woozi:Fine, I'll fuck them up with my pushup skills

I know that zayn cancelling appears unprofessional but him admitting it’s because of anxiety is so nice, as someone with severe anxiety to see a celebrity at least trying to conquer it is so inspiring and reminds me of how much I connect to z compared to most public figures.

I need to hear Kubo say it with his own mouth. Explain this. Explain this now, because I don’t understand and I can’t understand and I feel like someone taken my heart in their grip and crushed it. Tell me why Ichigo couldn’t keep up with the world without his Rukia. How he was the man in her heart. How she stopped the rain from falling in his inner world. How the two gazed at each other. How he cried and didn’t believe in ANYONE, INCLUDING HIS OWN SUPPOSED “WIFE”, but stopped as soon as his eyes laid on Rukia’s face he stopped. I NEED AN EXPLANATION NOW.