“I loved him, I loved him with every fibre of my being. Ask anyone, no one loved anyone, like I loved that boy. I loved him more than my lungs loved oxygen, which was utterly inconvenient as he took my breath away whenever he smiled.”

“If I date you, the goal is to marry you. Build with you. Grow with you. I’m not dating you just to pass time, I see potential in you. I don’t fear commitment. I fear wasting my time.”

-anonymous

i am doing a terrible job
at forgetting you
because i dreamt
about you last night
and your facial features
appeared so neatly.
especially a year after i last saw you.
—  i’m pretty bad at moving on, i guess.

Pouring your heart and soul into someone and then they decide they don’t want you anymore is the worst possible feeling in the world. And when they seem to just move on to someone else like they never even cared about you it hurts more than anything. I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of being used. This is why I have trust issues. When I love I love with all my heart. I don’t have anymore feeling to give anymore. I’m just exhausted and empty. I’m sorry.

and even if we can’t be together right now, or maybe ever, it still warms my heart to know that a person like you exists
—  but i’m still hoping it’s you and me in the end