I love them more than I love my mom

listen i love all of vox machina like they’re my Kids but i have never felt more like a soccer mom than grog’s hdywtdt on kevdak in the kill box

like i felt like i just watched my son score a goal and win the game for his soccer team except the goal was a person being split in half and the game was a battle that would’ve gotten them all killed if it didn’t turn out the specific way that it did

what i’m trying to say is i love grog strongjaw very much and i’m very proud of him

I’m going to tell you all something.

Do you know all those posts that say “YOU ARE VALID” or “YOURE NEVER TOO YOUNG TO KNOW” or “YOURE NOT CONFUSED, YOU KNOW YOURSELF”?

Listen to them. Reblog them. Make them.

Because those posts mean more than what it looks like.

I kind of came out to my mom. She said I was too young, and I was confused and that I couldn’t be transgender because i used to love dresses and i wear makeup.

Actually I loved those dresses because people told me I had to wear them and I wore makeup to outline my cheekbones and jaw to make me look more like a boy/genderless.

What was even worse was that I told my mom after she got upset that “oh dont worry just a little thought im a girl and always will be”

She said of course, and was a little happier i guess. But i felt like i had betrayed myself.

It felt horrible.

I told my friend/afterschool teacher about it. My friend said I was valid. That I’m never too young. That im not confused, and the only person that can influence me was myself.

Im still hurt. But my friend helped me a bit. I might lie more about my gender to anyone, say that im a girl when really im only 1/10 of the time.

So you know those posts?

At least look at them. Like them. Reblog them. write them.

Because that can make even a questioning person feel safe.

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Dean Ambrose/OC: Your baby isn’t so much a baby anymore, and she has some news to tell you. FLUFFFF. Sequel to Late Night Chat and Meet the Roster.

I wrote this for my lovely anon who’s been so helpful and lovely and nice and I love them a lot and they love my cute lil domestic Dean series so….Here we go. It’s a lil bit different than the other two lmao anyways, here it is.

Y’ALL I DEADASS FORGOT TO TAG PEOPLE LMAO AIGHT SO HERE: @lavitabella87 @screamersdontdance @omgmissmillie @everybodyfinnfreeze @shadow-of-wonder @laochbaineann @justtookawaii @sarrahcha @twiistedbliiss @hotspurmadridista @niazha16 @happelu970 @officialbroski10-blog @crowleysqueenofhell @lilmisscrisis @antigonemaia @imnoaingeal @littledeadrottinghood @imagineall-the-fandoms @fuckyeahbulletclub @hiitsmecharlie @macfizzle @bizclizbaybay @oraclegazes @culturalrebel @welshwitch5 @wrasslesmut @actualamyautopsy @blondekel77 @meaganottiz02 @karaboomhower @valeonmars @squirrel666 @livingthestrongstyle @damnbuvky @dmm-wts @caramara3 @abbie03d @roserae527 @superrezzy00

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Dear Mom, I never wanted to be a slacker I swear!!

Normally during the week I…….
- teach homerooms 1 through 5 in the first years
- teach homerooms 1 through 5 in the second years
- go to one of two visit schools (M has me teaching 6 twenty minute classes a day, K has me teach 4 hour-long classes a day until graduation time, then I’m down to 2 a day) every Tuesday

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“Every single day, every night before we go on stage, I get on my fucking knees and I pray to god and I pray to uplift the people that have come to see us play and to love them and give the best that I can to them. That’s my life’s mission. But mostly, more than anything, the burning intense desire that is inside of me to play music, it has not diminished in the slightest. That has only deepened as time has gone on. When we are hitting it, when we are really inside the groove, when we’re on, I’m lost, man. And in that moment, I am truly free of everything and I am truly one with everything.

I wanna say mom, I love you, mom. Thank you for coming.”

Michael “Flea” Balzary
Rock & Roll Hall of Fame Speech

sashapieterse27 

I’ve never felt so many emotions at once. I love every single one of my cast and crew. Pretty Little Liars has been a big portion of my identity for the past 7 years and apart of me will always be there. On those stages. Thank you all for all of the love you have shown me, you’re the reason we went to work every single day, and it was worth every second. From the bottom of my heart I thank you. And with my whole heart I love you ❤️ you guys have an incredible 10 episodes to watch next year, I can’t wait for you to see them. Thank you @lucyhale @sleepinthegardn @itsashbenzo @shaym for creating our sisterhood. Thank you @theandreaparkerfor being the best inspiration, role model, rebel heart, heart healer, second mom, and now lifelong friend. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Thank you @vrayskull for loving me and showing me kindness and grace every single time you walk on set. You are a blessing when you’re working and you’re a blessing in every step of your life. Thank you @janelparrish for having such poise. I respect you and love you as a friend and a talented AF costar. I will never forget all the love you have shown me. Thank you @ianmharding for always making me laugh. You have such a good heart and I’ve loved every second of your company. Thank you @tylerjblackburn for being so present and passionate. I’m so thankful to have you in my life. Thank you @keeoone for capturing all of our happy, silly, tired, sad moments. You are truly wonderful. Thank you to every single other cast member who has ever stepped foot on our stage. You have all shaped and cared for our show. We wouldn’t be the same without you. Thank you to our INCREDIBLE CREW who have never ever let us down. You’ve always been so faithful and loyal. I trust all of you with my life and I’ll never forget our bond. You are more than friends, you are family. There’s no one else I’d rather be with at 5am in the jungle ❤️ Huge thank you to our writers who have loved and nurtured our show. They’ve listened and cared for all of you from the beginning. Last but definitely not least, thank you @imarleneking and @lisacochranpll for creating this love fest we’ve called home. I am forever grateful. [x]

veganbuttercream  asked:

I am a vegan and I am torn with honey. I love love love honey and the bees naturally make it so it's not like were forcing them to do anything... except give us their honey.... but then again it's kind of hard to find good substitutes for honey. I don't like molasses and my mom uses agave, but both taste so different from honey. I have only been vegan for a short time and I am still messing around with ingredients so I'm open to anything. Please help!

I am more anti-honey than pro. Sure there are some reciprocal benefits to honey production and unfortunately to produce our crops in NZ we don’t have enough active pollinators to just let the pollination process unfold naturally but I just don’t see the point in taking the honey from them in the process and feeding them a sugar supplement that isn’t as beneficial to their health. They’re also selectively bred to increase honey productivity which places strains on their respective gene pools and as a result can increase their susceptibility to disease and larger-scale die-offs. At the same time, if I get any fruit or vegetable from the supermarket I’m likely to be exploiting commercial bees but this is kind of unavoidable, especially in winter when I have to rely on imported produce and can’t grow my own or buy locally. Bees are the most humble and hard-working little guys, if they only produce 1/12th of a teaspoon of honey across their lifetime and you consider the fact that they literally NEVER stop working with no periods of rest, I would feel as if I was taking advantage of their work so I say let them have what is rightfully theirs?

Anyway your actual question haha sorry- brown sugar, maple syrup, rice syrup, golden syrup? They also have vegan honey don’t know if you can get it where you live? but the list is pretty much endless I just try to eat less refined foods and molasses is such a great source of iron and other micronutrients that I try to use it more often than other sweeteners. 

secondchoiceofeveryone  asked:

No, just a letter, sorry for the trouble. But something cute where Jax explain her-him that she had to take care about Abel and Thomas and that things

No need to be sorry *wink*. Just making sure I understood properly. Wanted to be sure that I’m writing exactly what you’re looking for. 

Baby girl, if you’re reading this, it means both your mom and I didn’t make it out. I know you’re angry and you’re allowed to be. I would expect you to be, honestly. I know you don’t understand it right now, but having me around was worse than not having me there. Your mother loved you all more than words, and it’s my fault she’s gone. You and your brothers don’t deserve the same fate that I brought to the rest of our family. I want you to look after Abel and Thomas. You tell them that your mom loved them, and that I wished I could be there to watch them grow. You make sure that those boys turn into the men that I never was. Make sure that they know their history and to stay away from it. Uncle Chibs is in charge now and he will make sure you have everything you need. I also want to ask you for a favour. Be kind to Wendy. All she wants is to see you three grow up into the good kids that you are. I know she and your mom had their differences, but I know that you can settle those issues. You’re an amazing woman, baby. Wendy will be there if you need her. She isn’t trying to replace your mom. She just wants you to have a role model and confidant. I love baby girl. You and your brothers. Don’t turn out like me. Leave the club and Charming in your rear-view. - Daddy (Jackson)

Lmao I love getting dress coded on the first day of school, even when I’m wearing completely appropriate clothing my MOTHER helped me pick out. It’s just my absolute FAVORITE.

Oh and by the way, my science teacher literally said they changed the dress code so the boys don’t get distracted. I love how their class time seems more important than mine. I also love that I asked several boys in school today if they thought my outfit was distracting or revealing and all of them said it absolutely wasnt.

My mom has a theory that it’s because the male administration are the ones that get distracted. She even said that many of the older men she works with will talk about how hot the girls in the classes they talked in were (she works at a college and talks to high school students to try to get them to go there). These men talk in high schools! She thinks is absolutely grotesque, and I strongly agree.

hi i just love jeff and his moms. i love them. i love them to fucking death. i love jeff as a character and how his neurotic tendencies are similar to mine. i love his voice and his demeanour and how he’s presented as a character and i want him to be MY son. and his fucking moms. his moms. lesbians. mom lesbians. lesbian moms. Jeff has two moms and is a thriving kid. he’s more put together than sumo and Clarence and he has two moms. that totally puts the “gay couples can’t raise children properly” bs to rest. i love how jeff isn’t ashamed of it and i love how Clarence refers to them as “the madames” and “the ladies” and how it isn’t even a big deal to him or anyone else in the town. i spent the whole cookoff episode crying because we finally got to see some insight on jeffs family. one of his moms is a cute femme who reminds me a lot of pearl and his other mom is this radical butch who dyes her hair and is generally badass. i love how their family dynamic isn’t shown to be any different from the normal family. I love how his femme momma puts her hand on his butch momma when talking about their child. i love how they seem to share equal responsibility for jeff. i love how they seem so close and in love like the married lesbian couple they are and they have a child together and they want what’s best for him and it’s absolutely wonderful that two lesbian moms are being normalized on a cartoon. it’s absolutely fucking wonderful and it makes me, a lesbian, feel so much more important and it gives me this kind of inspiration that yea. I could be a mom if I wanted to. i don’t need a husband if I wanted to be a mom. I can marry a girl. I can marry that girl and have a child with that girl if I wanted to. straight people don’t realize how much they have in terms of representation and not being left out, so i suppose they wouldn’t see the big deal of it. but oh my god is it a big deal. i wish to god i had cartoons like steven universe and clarence when i was a kid because maybe i wouldn’t have beat myself up so much over something that’s okay. perfectly normal. i would have loved to see that a cartoon included two gay moms with a child. i adore how in one episode jeff just says “no, my moms wouldn’t let me do that”. that made me feel so fucking good. this kid has two moms. he loves his two moms and they love him. i have a mom and a dad but it makes me smile thinking i could, if i wanted, be a mom married to another woman and be a perfectly happy family. and nobody questions it and nobody asks jeff where his dad is because it’s okay not to have one. it’s fine. two moms are just as good, if not better, than a mom and dad. and the whole thing just makes me so happy and i can’t even express how appreciative i am that jeff has two moms on a children’s cartoon

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brooke davis in every episode

↳9.12 Anyone Who Had a Heart ♔ “My parents don’t see me. And when they do see me, it’s only because they’re angry about something. My dad golfs and my mom shops and I can’t remember the last time we laughed together. Or just sat quietly together. I’d like to just sit like that, be a family, hear them say they love me. I see my friends and they seem to have real families. And maybe everything isn’t as nice as I imagine but…I feel like they have more love around them than I do. And that’s more disappointing than I have words for. There’s this thing called the Burning Boat Festival coming up. We do it every year and this year I can tell my mom wants to throw in my dad and my dad wants to throw in my mom, and me? I’d be happy to chuck the whole thing in.”

squirreltastic  asked:

I love the idea that stars' bbies squeak more than other babies (I love talkative babies) and TWINSSSS my friend had twins and I would hear them wake up and coo and gah at each other really early in the morning then fall back asleep and!!! JUST ???? imaging stars babies doing that primus bless my heart

BLESS YOUR HEART INDEED IM GOING TO PASS OUT THAT’S SO FUCKING CUUUUUUTE!!!!

CHUBBY SPARKLINGS WITH FAT LITTLE WING STUBS. TALKATIVE SPARKLINGS EXERCISING THEIR LITTLE VOCALIZERS. SPARKLINGS WITH LITTLE GRABBY HANDS CLIMBING UP TO SIT ON MOM OR DAD’S SHOULDER.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA JUST FUCK ME UUUUUPPPP

sashapieterse27: I’ve never felt so many emotions at once. I love every single one of my cast and crew. Pretty Little Liars has been a big portion of my identity for the past 7 years and apart of me will always be there. On those stages. Thank you all for all of the love you have shown me, you’re the reason we went to work every single day, and it was worth every second. From the bottom of my heart I thank you. And with my whole heart I love you ❤️ you guys have an incredible 10 episodes to watch next year, I can’t wait for you to see them. 

Thank you @lucyhale @sleepinthegardn@itsashbenzo @shaym for creating our sisterhood. Thank you @theandreaparker for being the best inspiration, role model, rebel heart, heart healer, second mom, and now lifelong friend. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Thank you @vrayskull for loving me and showing me kindness and grace every single time you walk on set. You are a blessing when you’re working and you’re a blessing in every step of your life. Thank you @janelparrish for having such poise. I respect you and love you as a friend and a talented AF costar. I will never forget all the love you have shown me. Thank you @ianmharding for always making me laugh. You have such a good heart and I’ve loved every second of your company. Thank you@tylerjblackburn for being so present and passionate. I’m so thankful to have you in my life. Thank you @keeoone for capturing all of our happy, silly, tired, sad moments. You are truly wonderful. 

Thank you to every single other cast member who has ever stepped foot on our stage. You have all shaped and cared for our show. We wouldn’t be the same without you. Thank you to our INCREDIBLE CREW who have never ever let us down. You’ve always been so faithful and loyal. I trust all of you with my life and I’ll never forget our bond. You are more than friends, you are family. There’s no one else I’d rather be with at 5am in the jungle ❤️ Huge thank you to our writers who have loved and nurtured our show. They’ve listened and cared for all of you from the beginning. Last but definitely not least, thank you @imarleneking and @lisacochranpll for creating this love fest we’ve called home. I am forever grateful.

MTVS Epic Rewatch #140

BTVS 5x18 Intervention

Stray thoughts

1) Fake Dawn memory!

BUFFY: Dawn, if there are any plates in your room, let’s have them before they get furry and we have to name them.
DAWN: Hey, I was like five then.

I’ve said this before, but I’ll say it again: I would’ve loved to have seen flashbacks to pre-Dawn episodes but with Dawn inserted in them. Like, can you imagine Dawn in Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered? Or in Ted? 

2) Finally, Buffy opens up to Giles. 

BUFFY: Yeah. Strength, resilience… those are all words for hardness. I’m starting to feel like… being the Slayer is turning me into stone. (…) I was never there for Riley, not like I was for Angel. I was terrible to Dawn. (…) Riley left because I was shut down. He’s gone. And now my mom is gone… and I loved her more than anything… and… I don’t know if she knew. (…) I don’t know. To slay, to kill… it means being hard on the inside. Maybe being the perfect Slayer means being too hard to love at all. I already feel like I can hardly say the words. Giles… I love you. Love… love, love, love, love, Giles, it feels strange.

First of all, I can’t help but notice the negative impact Riley had on Buffy. He’d cheated on her, and blamed her for it. And she truly believed it was all her fault, that it was her inability to show him love the reason he cheated on her and left her. (It never crossed her mind the reason she never showed him how much she loved him was because she actually didn’t love him…) Anyway, it makes sense that Buffy is questioning her capacity to love, and even though she dismisses Giles’s explanation that at times like this one’s bound to feel emotionally numb, I think he was totally on point. If Buffy’s world hadn’t been turned upside down, she wouldn’t have been questioning her ability to show emotion. Remember season 2 “My emotions give me power, they’re total assets” Buffy? Well, season 5 Buffy is worn, and jaded, and for once she thinks that loving is not enough to keep everyone safe because there are things out there she can’t simply stake. From this point on, she’ll start the journey towards understanding that all she’s got left to give is love.

3) Ain’t that the truth.

BUFFY: I love you, Dawn. You know that, right?
DAWN: Yeah. I love you too.
BUFFY: I love you… *really* love you.
DAWN: Gettin’ weird.
BUFFY: Sorry. But it’s important that I tell you. Weird love’s better than no love.

4) And in true BTVS fashion, “weird love’s better than no love” transitions into…

bless her robotic soul. 

5) 

GILES: You see, the location of the sacred place is a guarded secret. I can’t take you there myself. I’ll have to perform a ritual to transfer my guardianship of you, temporarily to a guide.

If Giles has to perform a ritual to transfer his guardianship, does this mean that watchers are somehow mystically linked to their slayers? I’ve never paid attention to this line before, but now I’m curious about the mythological explanation behind this. I mean, we know that watchers are trained and they go to “watchers school” or whatever (which, come to think of it, might be a lot like Hogwarts except that every single teacher probably has a stick up their ass and all have majored in douchebaggery a la Travers.) but I always assumed the Watchers Council just assigned the best watcher in line whenever a new slayer was called (I’m also assuming that watchers retired of their own volition once their slayers died…) 

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“sashapieterse27: I’ve never felt so many emotions at once. I love every single one of my cast and crew. Pretty Little Liars has been a big portion of my identity for the past 7 years and apart of me will always be there. On those stages. Thank you all for all of the love you have shown me, you’re the reason we went to work every single day, and it was worth every second. From the bottom of my heart I thank you. And with my whole heart I love you ❤️ you guys have an incredible 10 episodes to watch next year, I can’t wait for you to see them.

Thank you @lucyhale @sleepinthegardn @itsashbenzo @shaym for creating our sisterhood. Thank you @theandreaparker for being the best inspiration, role model, rebel heart, heart healer, second mom, and now lifelong friend. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Thank you @vrayskull for loving me and showing me kindness and grace every single time you walk on set. You are a blessing when you’re working and you’re a blessing in every step of your life. Thank you @janelparrish for having such poise. I respect you and love you as a friend and a talented AF costar. I will never forget all the love you have shown me. Thank you @ianmharding for always making me laugh. You have such a good heart and I’ve loved every second of your company. Thank you @tylerjblackburn for being so present and passionate. I’m so thankful to have you in my life.

Thank you @keeoone for capturing all of our happy, silly, tired, sad moments. You are truly wonderful. Thank you to every single other cast member who has ever stepped foot on our stage. You have all shaped and cared for our show. We wouldn’t be the same without you. Thank you to our INCREDIBLE CREW who have never ever let us down. You’ve always been so faithful and loyal. I trust all of you with my life and I’ll never forget our bond. You are more than friends, you are family. There’s no one else I’d rather be with at 5am in the jungle ❤️ Huge thank you to our writers who have loved and nurtured our show. They’ve listened and cared for all of you from the beginning. Last but definitely not least, thank you @imarleneking and @lisacochranpll for creating this love fest we’ve called home. I am forever grateful.”

18 things i learned during my first year of college:

1. it’s okay to cry your eyes out on move in day when you leave your family. cherish every minute you have while they’re with you, and when it’s time to go hug your mom, dad, sister, brother, cat, dog as hard as you can and tell them you love them. of course you won’t be gone forever but you’ll be gone more than usual and it’s good to leave full of love.
2. for the first week or weeks, it’s okay to feel homesick. it’s okay to want to go home every weekend or actually do go home every weekend, it’s all apart of adjusting to dorm life. eventually you’ll get used to being away from home and you’ll be okay. what’s comforting is that you won’t be the only one feeling home sick, talking to your roommate and other people you meet can make you feel better.
3. call your mom or dad everyday. it’s going to be just as weird for them to not see you everyday so phone calls, texts, Skype are a must. call them and let them know you’re okay, how your classes are, how your roommate is, how you’re still trying to make friends, how the fire drill went off during inconvenient times. call them and let them know.
4. it’s okay to feel nervous, scared, not knowing what to do, feeling to shy to make friends, or anything else for the first few days, weeks or so because everyone is feeling that way too.
5. go to the club fair and join a club. you’ll be a part of something and you’ll definitely make friends.
6. go to campus events because you’ll more than likely get free food and shirts which are awesome. you’ll also get a chance to bond more with people and make friends, and have a good time. of course shows and game nights are fun, but when there’s events like job fairs, information sessions, and stress reliever events, it’s very beneficial.
7. it is absolutely okay if you don’t have any friends in your classes, it’s easier in some classes than others. when it comes to lectures with a big amount of students, you’ll mostly just go to take notes and then leave. so for an hour, it’s not a big deal if you don’t have a friend.
8. there’s nothing wrong with sitting alone in the dining hall. people do it all the time, and not because they “don’t have friends” but maybe to do homework, because they want to go alone, or they just didn’t have anyone to go with at the time. even if you do go alone and it makes you feel anxious, sitting in the corner, at a singles table or going when the hall opens or will be closing soon makes it easier.
9. absolutely do not be afraid to talk to professors and ask for help. you’re paying for your classes so your grades are important. they care and they’re there to help. go to their office hours and email is a college student’s best friend.
10. forming study groups or having a study buddy is also helpful, or if you need more help you can go to the campus student center where there’s tutoring services.
11. college is very stressful and we all have our moments that sometimes we feel like we’re losing it. there is absolutely no shame in going to the counseling center on campus and talking to a counselor for help.
12. if you’re lucky, you’ll become really good friends with your roommate. but you won’t always become best friends and it’s perfectly okay if you have your own group of friends and they have their’s. as long as you still get along, it’s okay. if you and your roommate don’t get along, the RA is available to help resolve the problem and possibly get a new roommate.
13. while college life is exciting and meeting more people is fun, don’t forget about your friends back at home. reach out to them every once in a while, send that “how are you” text, try to skype, snapchat them like crazy, because you don’t want to lose a good friendship you had while being away and they’re the ones that’ll be there when you go home.
14. freshman 15 is real. even if you think it isn’t or it won’t happen to you, it is. take advantage of the campus gym.
15. don’t feel too pressured to get a job while attending classes unless you absolutely need to. if you do get one, make sure to manage your schedule accordingly so that you don’t fall behind in classes and you don’t get stressed out, and make sure you put education first.
16. time management. time management. time management. learn it.
17. it’s okay if you need to take a mental health day and skip a class or two. and sometimes we skip a class to catch up on work from another class, it happens. but don’t get into the habit of constantly skipping a class because it’s a waste of money and your grade will suffer; professors do notice.
18. and most importantly, do whatever makes you happy. if you don’t like the club you’re in, leave. if you don’t like the friend group you’re in, leave. if you don’t like your dorm room or roommate, you can make new arrangements. if you aren’t ready to stay away from home yet and you live a good distance away, try to commute. if you don’t like your major, change it. if you realize the school doesn’t fit your needs, it’s okay to transfer. it’s your life, do what works for you and makes you happy, not anyone else.

@sashapieterse27: I’ve never felt so many emotions at once. I love every single one of my cast and crew. Pretty Little Liars has been a big portion of my identity for the past 7 years and apart of me will always be there. On those stages. Thank you all for all of the love you have shown me, you’re the reason we went to work every single day, and it was worth every second. From the bottom of my heart I thank you. And with my whole heart I love you ❤️ you guys have an incredible 10 episodes to watch next year, I can’t wait for you to see them. Thank you @lucyhale @sleepinthegardn @itsashbenzo @shaym for creating our sisterhood. Thank you @theandreaparker for being the best inspiration, role model, rebel heart, heart healer, second mom, and now lifelong friend. I love you more than you’ll ever know. Thank you @vrayskull for loving me and showing me kindness and grace every single time you walk on set. You are a blessing when you’re working and you’re a blessing in every step of your life. Thank you @janelparrish for having such poise. I respect you and love you as a friend and a talented AF costar. I will never forget all the love you have shown me. Thank you @ianmharding for always making me laugh. You have such a good heart and I’ve loved every second of your company. Thank you @tylerjblackburn for being so present and passionate. I’m so thankful to have you in my life. Thank you @keeoone for capturing all of our happy, silly, tired, sad moments. You are truly wonderful. Thank you to every single other cast member who has ever stepped foot on our stage. You have all shaped and cared for our show. We wouldn’t be the same without you. Thank you to our INCREDIBLE CREW who have never ever let us down. You’ve always been so faithful and loyal. I trust all of you with my life and I’ll never forget our bond. You are more than friends, you are family. There’s no one else I’d rather be with at 5am in the jungle ❤️ Huge thank you to our writers who have loved and nurtured our show. They’ve listened and cared for all of you from the beginning. Last but definitely not least, thank you @imarleneking and @lisacochranpll for creating this love fest we’ve called home. I am forever grateful.

One of the many convos I shared with my mom when I came out as bisexual.
  • Mom: I don't believe that you're gay and that you like girls.
  • Me: that's okay...I was in-denial when I got my first girl crush in second grade.
  • Mom: but you aren't gay. I still don't believe you.
  • Me: first off,to some people I'm half gay. Secondly, it doesn't really matter because I love who or what I love and I just hope you understand one day.
  • Mom: you aren't listening! You are not gay! You are bisexual which doesn't mean you are half and half. You are not coffee creamer! And you don't like girls, you love them just like you love boys. Maybe you love one more than the other. It's all up to you and whoever you bring home just has to be nice.
  • Me: thanks mom.
  • Mom: ...and just make sure whoever you become serious with knows that I want a black baby granddaughter of you adopt.
  • Me:
  • Mom:
  • Me: I can't make that promise...
  • Mom: ...fine! Just please try...

I’m late for origin tribute, but this took more time than I anticipated :’)

You know my custom Hawkes. Now it’s time for my headcanon Tabris family. Completely on the left you have grandma Tabris (Cyrion’s mom), because multigenerational city elf families? Yes please, I need more. She loves her sons, but somehow she ended up adoring her daughters in law even more. Then you have Cyrion and Adaia in my preferred ‘Adaia is the tall and cool one and Cyrion is head over heels for her’ variety. My warden was a cute kid, this should be illegal. Also I think of Remyel as older than people usually go with for the warden - 25 at the start of dao, which makes him a good few years older than his cousins and the big brother type of person. Now things get kinda funny, I headcanon Shianni and Soris to be siblings, not cousins. Why? Because when I was playing city elf origin I was convinced that they are brother and sister and I got used to seeing them as such. So yeah, I kinda ignore most of the WoT info on Shianni. But not the mabari toy that previously belonged to one day to be warden.. That part I love to bits. Their parents are Cyrion’s younger brother and his very lovely wife.

And that about wraps it up.

The story behind this tattoo is my mother has always left me notes, whether it be in my lunch from kindergarten to now, around the house, etc. I let my mother write a note she wanted me to always have before I went off to college and to remember throughout my life. She wrote, “Hello Gorgeous. I hope you are having a great day. Be good! Just remember I love you more than you will ever know. Love, Mom.” I then got this note tattooed in her handwriting over past self harm scars.

If you don’t have positive things to say, do not say them. This tattoo is lovely and is for my mother and I, and that is all.