Hi!!! I was wondering if you could do how rfa+v+Saeran would react to seeing old self harm scars on MC or MC relapsing? I am almost 1 year clean from Self harming but today is one of those bad days I get urges to do it. If you don't feel comfortable doing this it's okay :) Hope you have a good day and keep working hard 💪🏼❤
i’m so proud of you for staying clean so long, i know how hard it is!! i have scars myself from 1-2 years ago, so this was comforting for me to write as well :) i hope it helped you feel a bit better, remember that you deserve being happy! ❤ i’m always here if you need someone to talk to
Trigger warning: self harm
Zen (this turned out really long whoops)
A lot of his fans were jealous of you, so you got a lot of hate for being “to ugly and fat for Zen”
You were home alone as he was at rehearsal, so he couldn’t scold you for looked down at your thighs in disgust
They were faint, but the old scars on them gave you an idea. You hadn’t done it in a long time, but you remembered that it did feel calming to a certain degree
You went to the bathroom, popped out a blade from your razor, took a deep breath and let yourself feel that familiar burning
Suddenly you heard the front door open and Zen’s voice telling you he was home early
You scrambled to find something to wipe the blood away with, and ended up just messily wiping it away with a paper towel before pulling on a pair of his sweatpants and going out to greet him
He smiled when he saw you, then frowned
“Princess, I feel rude to ask, but are you on your period? You’ve got blood on your pants”
Shocked, you looked down and saw that the cuts appearantely were too deep for your messy wiping, so there was quickly growing blood spots on your legs
Zen was no stranger to people with bad mental health around him as he was a public figure, so he quickly suspected what you had done
When he saw that the spots got bigger his fears were confirmed, and you saw his entire face fall
“I-I can explain…”
He cupped your face and looked straight into your eyes with the saddest look you had ever seen
“Listen here… I know a lot of my fans don’t treat you right, is that it?”
His worried stare was too intense, so you looked down with tears in your eyes and just nodded
He sighed and pulled you close to him, kissing your head
“I love you so much, it hurts me too… But harming yourself won’t do anything good, you understand that? Can I see..?”
Hesitantely, you nodded again and pulled down the pants so he could see, and he got down on his knees and started kissing your thighs, not caring that they were bloody
“I love every single part of you, you understand that? Let’s go clean and wrap this up, I will protect you. Even if it’s from yourself”
He convinced you to cook with him
You were supposed to make cookies, but the only thing you managed to make was a total mess
By the time you finally got them into the oven, you both had dough and flour all over from the food war you had
He offered to clean some up from you, and when you agreed he blushed and kissed you
When you smiled into the kiss because he tasted like cookie dough, he gained confidence and slowly pushed you back to the wall, where he pinned your wrists over your head
You moaned softly in suprise as he wasn’t usually this dominant and it was really hot I’m always a slut for dominant Yoosung
Wanting to see what effect he had on you he pulled away for just a second, when his eyes were pulled to where he was holding your wrists
The sleeves you usually made sure were always covering your scars had rolled down to your elbows, revealing all of them
You saw his eyes go from filled with lust to filled with worry, and you looked away from him in shame
“They’re all old… Right?”
You nodded and he sighed relieved, before he hugged you tight
“You mean so much for me, I don’t want you to ever feel like that again. Please talk to me if you feel bad, okay? Can you promise me that?”
You agreed and he kissed your head
“I think it’s time for cookies and cuddles”
You had such a crush on her, but she was either really oblivious or just didn’t like you back
No matter what the reason was, it really hurt and you couldn’t help but feel insecure when all of your flirting got turned down
You really didn’t want to stoop so low as to go back to your old self harm habits, but it was so hard
In addition to the fact that you lived with her, the stress of running a café and your parents not accepting that you had a crush on a girl, it all got too much for you
One day when she was grocery shopping, you couldn’t help but find a small knife in the kitchen, locking your bedroom door and resume your old habit
You tried to keep them relatively shallow so they would heal quicker and lower your risk of getting caught, but once you started you found it hard to stop
You sobbed softly but because of that you didn’t hear Jaehee return from the store
Not finding you in the couch where she left you, she wandered around the appartment untill she heard you and stopped in front of your room
“MC? What’s wrong?”
When you didn’t answer she got worried, found a spare key and unlocked the door with a warning
You didn’t even bother trying to hide what you were doing, you just hung your head in shame as she gasped in shock
“W-what do you think you’re doing? Give me that knife!”
She quickly took it from you, ran to the bathroom to get a first aid kit and found you full on crying on the bed
Putting bandages on your wrists she softly said “Shh… I don’t know why you did this and you don’t need to tell me if you don’t want to, but please know that this isn’t going to make anything better”
When this just made you cry harder, she kissed your newly bandaged wrist
“I… I care way too much about you to see you like this, you should know that. Please come to me if you ever feel like this, okay? I can’t ever lose my reason for happiness”
Whenever the two of you made out, you would always stop him when his hands started roaming under your shirt
Which he thought was fair, considering that your relationship was still new and you probably just weren’t comfortable enough with him yet
A few weeks after you started dating he offered to take you on a vacation, figuring you needed it after the stress of the party and hacker and all that
With Elizabeth the 3rd safely at V’s house and a mansion by a private beach rented for the weekend, he wanted to spend some time alone with you
He was suprisingly fond of the beach and wanted you to take you swimming there, but you kept declining
Kind of upset, he asked if there was any spesific reason why
You shrugged it off and said that you just weren’t in the mood, that you were tired and wanted to nap instead
He encouraged you to do as you pleased, not showing how hurt he was that you declined his offer
An hour or so after you had fallen asleep, he got bored and went to check on you and saw you sleeping, your shirt riled up revealing dozens of scars on your belly
His heart broke when he realized that was probably why you were so insecure about intimacy and going swimming
Careful not to wake you up, he hovered over you on bed and kissed your stomach
Despite his efforts you still woke up, and squeeled suprised when you saw him practially praising your biggest insecurity
“Kitten, I don’t ever want to see you do this again, but please understand that I love everything about you and you have nothing to be ashamed of. You’re like a tiger, these stripes show that you are strong. Promise to not hide yourself from me anymore, okay?”
Yet again he was doubting your love and pushing you away
He yelled when you tried to hug him, not knowing that the reason why you were clingy was that you were feeling like shit and needed to be comforted
You knew you were overreacting when you stopped by the bathroom to get a razor before returning to your shared bed (that he rarely used), but it just hurt so much that he didn’t trust you even after months of living together
Taking a deep breath, you pulled the leg of your pants and traced the outline if your old scars on your shin with the razor blade
Seven did realize how much he had hurt you, and just to be sure he checked the security camera he had installed in your room
When he saw that you were hurting himself he rose from his chair and ran to the bedroom, desperate to stop you
“Stop what you’re doing right now!”
You looked at him with tears in your eyes and yelled “so now you care?!”
With a firm look he pulled up the sleeve of his hoodie, showing his own scars and cuts
Taken back, you looked confused at him
He just smiled sad
“I know life is hard, okay? I know I am a shitty boyfriend, a shitty brother, a shitty person. But that doesn’t mean you are, do you understand that? It might not seem like it right now, but I really do love you. Like, I really love you. Can we make a deal? If you try to never do it again, so will I”
You nodded and hugged him, both of you apologizing for not being there for each other
Being practically blind, he depened a lot on his touch
Because of this, he had really sensitive finger tips
As weeks passed and you got closer to the handsome photographer, you let him touch and explore more and more of you
His new favorite hobby was to just run his hands over your smooth skin, trying to picture exactly what you looked like
During a particularly steamy makeout session you were on his lap, his hand travelling up your thighs where he could feel raised lines on your otherwise close to perfect skin
Pulling away from the kiss and raising an eyebrow questioningly, he kept tracing the lines
You hesitated before you admitted that you had self harmed, and he asked you if you had any other scars
Nodding despite his lack of sight, you took his hand and placed it on your wrist so he could feel them
He smiled sad and kissed your wrist
“You don’t have any fresh, do you?”
When you confirmed that you didn’t, he held you closer and kissed your nose
“I like everything about you, you know? You’re human, bad things are bound to happen sometimes. You got through it though, and I’m proud of you for that. Please remember that”
He didn’t like to admit it, but something about you pulled him towards you
The way you always put up with his bursts of anger and sadness and comforted him, made him care for you more and more as time passed
So when he saw you sleeping on the couch, his first reacting was to smile as you looked cute and carefree
And as he did find you quite attractive (not that he would ever admit that), he couldn’t help but let his eyes roam over your sleeping body
When he saw the scars and cuts on your wrist where your shirt had riled up your arms, he got mad
?? Who had dared to hurt someone as nice as you??
He woke you up suprisingly gently, wanting to know who he needed to kill
Disoriented from sleeping, you said that he didn’t need to worry but he refused to give up, so he asked his brother
He admitted that he had seen you harm yourself but hadn’t really figured a way to confront you about it yet
Saeran got even more mad and walked back to the couch where you had gotten up and was now lazily stretching
“Why the fuck are you hurting yourself? Explain!” he growled and pushed you against the wall
Stuttering and ashamed you explained that it was a way to deal with sadness, but he didn’t get it at all
“Giving yourself another type of pain will just make you more sad, you idiot! God, what’s wrong with you?”
Hearing the guy you were crushing on saying this to you and literally growling made you tear up, and you saw his expression change to one of sorrow
“I-I’m sorry, okay? It’s just… You’ve helped me so much and I want to return the favor, but I have no idea how to. You… You are special, I don’t want you to be sad”
You met his eyes and saw how sincere he was, and was suprised when he hugged you tight
why are there four dogs in our house?we don't own four dogs. we don't even own one." for the prompt thing thank youuu❤️
Request 07: Dog Days
Requests are open. xx.
“I’ve got m'self into a sligh’ predicament,” Harry murmured to himself as he watched the four furry animals play on the floor in front of him. There was a Boarder Collie named Jane, a Pitbull named Zeke, a Pug named Roxanne, and a Chihuahua named Loki. Harry wasn’t surprised at all that they were all getting along. He made sure that they were compatible at the shelter. Which, by the way, didn’t go as planned.
He stepped into the shelter to look at getting you a dog for your birthday. One dog. That was it. Except, he really liked Jane. And Zeke. And Roxanne. And Loki. And he just couldn’t say no, damn it. Especially when he looked into their sad and pleading little eyes.
The volunteers at the shelter looked at him like he was insane when he insisted that he wanted all four at the same time.
“Sir, Mr. Styles, we really don’t recommend adopting more than one or two dogs at a time,” the woman at the front desk said warily.
Harry gave her a sweet smile. “‘Eh, but I like ‘em all. Don’ wan’ anyone to feel left out, yeh see,” he explained.
The woman gave him a tight smile. “O-okay, if that’s what you’d like, we can get started on the paperwork now.”
What seemed like 500 signatures, a boatload of information, and a million questions later, Harry left the shelter with a generous amount of money for the rest of the animals, and he left with his four new furry friends.
That’s why, when he heard your car pull into the garage, he panicked. He just adopted four dogs.
Without your input. And now they were rolling around on the living room floor.
“Hey, Harry, Jeff called me and sai-” you stopped dead in your tracks at the sight before you.
Your lovely husband stood off to the side of the room and before you were four dogs that definitely were not there when you left the house this morning. You slowly turned your gaze to Harry. “Why are there four dogs in our house? We don’t own four dogs. We don’t even own one,” you said as calmly as possible.
Harry tried to give you a charming smile. “We do now, love!”
“Look,” he started, walking over to you slowly. “I wanted to get yeh a dog foh yehr birthday. An’ when I went into the shelter… I ended up likin’ four of ‘em. So I got ‘em.”
Your head was spinning, and there was a part of you that was slightly annoyed with the fact that your husband deciding to bring four dogs home without any warning. But all you could do was laugh. You broke out into a giggle and then a full on cackle, laughing so hard you had doubled over. “I love you,” you gasped out when you could finally breathe again.
Harry chuckled and watched you as you knelt down on the floor to greet your fur-babies. Harry got down on the floor as well and introduced you to every dog, informing you of their quirks and their backstories as to why they were at the shelter in the first place.
“So can we keep 'em?” Harry asked, cradling Loki in his arms.
The sight made you crack up again. “Yeah,” you giggled. “We can keep 'em.”
Notes: I’ve decided to address Keanu by his middle name, ‘Charles’, in this story. I don’t know, i was just more comfortable with it. Also there’s 1 POV change, and a few visuals.
It started with a package and a wrong address.
My old address actually.
Work was a mess. I would’ve lost my head if it wasn’t attached. Everyone rushed
around, the phones wouldn’t stop ringing, and the stacks of paper on my desk
were starting to resemble skyscrapers. So with a bit of sleep-deprivation and
trying to function on one too many espressos on top of it all, I was more than
likely to make a mistake.
It was a little after seven in the morning
when, with yet another caffeinated drink in hand and taking sips of it, I went
through my emails. But a sudden notification of something new in my inbox
caught my attention.
I set my mug on the desk and stared at the
computer when I read the sender’s address. I might’ve clicked on it a bit
faster than I’d like to admit.
So here it is! The sequel to THIS thing which was supposed to be just a prompt answer. I had several people ask me for a sequel and it still baffles me that you guys basically *want* to read my stuff (instead of me throwing it out there, hoping). If you prefer AO3, the second part will be HERE soon.
Now on with the story (more under the cut cause it’s really long)
The phone rings just as Mulder is about to leave his
apartment. He stops, looks at his watch: 8.43 a.m. He and Scully never decided
on a time last night, but he’s been on the road with her plenty of times. If
they don’t have anywhere to be, if there’s no plane waiting, an autopsy or
other extraterrestrial tasks, Scully likes to take her time. Mulder figures
arriving just after 9 a.m. at her place should neither be too late, nor too
The phone keeps ringing, a nagging sound that makes it
impossible to leave. What if it’s important? Yet, he doesn’t pick it up.
Because what if it’s Scully? Telling him she’s changed her mind and she doesn’t
want him to come over. He stares at the book in his hand, “I want to be an
astronaut”, a gift for Hannah. The thought of not seeing her, of Scully
pushing him away, is unbearable and so he just stands there and waits. Finally,
his answering machine springs to life. Mulder braces himself, just in case. If
it really is Scully, and who else would call him on a Saturday morning?, then
he is just going to pretend he never got the message. It’s sleazy and selfish,
but he feels no shame.
“Hello Fox,” Mulder frowns upon hearing the voice
on his machine and he is glad he didn’t pick up the phone for entirely
different reasons than fear, “It’s Diana. There’s this highly interesting
case I found and I thought maybe we could spend the weekend looking it over.
Spend some time together. I guess you’re out on a run so just give me a call
when you’re back.” Mulder listens to the beep, then he quickly walks over
to the answering machine, pushes a button and is on his way.
“Message deleted.” Chimes just as he closes the
door behind him.
Request: Can you do imagine, Derek’s “bad” drug user & one day he’s in cafe selling drugs. And y/n is waitress in that Café. Before that Derek is selling drugs to some unknown person. You’re coming take his order. And when his taking his order. He fall in love you in right way. And you like change his life. In bout one second. Because y/n can’t stand drug user. Sorry if this is so messy request.
Warnings: I don’t think you have anything to worry about ☺️
If there was one thing that I couldn’t stand more than rude customers, it was drugs. I mean weed, is barely an exception, like it’s right there on the border for me, but drugs like cocaine and heroine are a big no-no.
Just the whole concept of injecting and snorting things into your body for the feeling and destroying your insides simultaneously is just stupid.
Anyway, today is a slow day here at Starbucks. A new customer every five to ten minutes. My observation is confirmed accurate when a new customer walks in. His hair is messy, eyes are red, clothes ripped up, and smells like drugs.
Oh brother. He sits down at a table where a previous customer was already sitting and the begin to engage in a conversation. Drug boy whispers something to the guy and passes him a very suspicious brown bag.
Previous customer hands Drug Boy a couple twenty dollar bills and makes his way out of the cafe in a rushy fashion. Hey, they just did a drug deal right in the middle of the cafe.The barista next to me, Kathy, taps my shoulder and says,” Hey can you take his order for me? I got a couple coffee orders that I’m busy with.’‘
Where did all of these customers come from? Was I that intrigued with what that guy was doing?
With slight hesitation, I make my way over to Drug Boy and we make eye contact. Past those bloodshot red eyes are actually really pretty brown eyes, too bad he took drugs. “Hey, can I take your order?”
He didn’t respond. Did he not hear me? Is he too high to understand anything? He’s staring at me like I’m the first human being he’s ever seen. Okay, let’s try that again.
“You ready to order?” I ask again, trying to keep my patience. “Huh? Oh, yeah let me get a vanilla cappuccino, please?”
I write his order down and begin to walk back to my rightful spot behind the counter. He grabs my wrists and turns me around ever so gently. I quickly shake his arm off. I don’t know him. Who does he think he is grabbing onto me like that?
“Wait, can you sit down with me for a second, please?” Hell no. What is he about to do to me?
“Um, I’m sorry, I have to get back behind the counter, it’s kinda my job”. He grabs my arm again and pleads,”Please, this will only take a second”. Once again, shaking his arm off of mine, I look back at Kathy who seems to be doing a good job at handling the orders. I guess she doesn’t need me. I sit down on the chair opposite this boy, whose name I still haven’t learned yet and try to find out what he could possibly want out of my life.
“Oh, I’m Derek, by the way”. There we go, that’s his name. There’s a silence. He’s still staring at me like how a five year old boy would look at a pretty girl in his class. “Soooo, why am I sitting here?”, I break the silence.
“Oh yeah, I just really wanted to get to know you. You just give off this indescribable vibe. I’d like to explore you”, he says leaning back in his seat and studying my face for any rejecting signs.
“I’m sure you’d like to but, Derek, was it?” He nods. “Yeah, I don’t mess with drugs”. He throws his head back and laughs. His laugh was adorable. “You don’t mess with drugs?”, he says trying to confirm that, that’s what I had said.
“Precisely”, I say with a smile. I begin to get up to go back to my job, when he stops me again. “Who said I do drugs?”, he asks furrowing his eyebrows.
“It’s written all over you, babe”,I tease. His eyes light up at my meaningless nickname for him. “What if i told you that I’d stop taking drugs, for you to go on a date on me?”, he questions with a hopeful smile.
“You don’t even know me”,I say squinting my eyes at him. “That’s the whole point of a date isn’t it?” I roll my eyes. That was a good point.
I look to side and smirk to myself. I mean he had potential. He was cute. He had nice hair and pretty eyes. He just needed to stop taking drugs, and he just cleared up that problem. Okay.
“I’ll think about it”, I smile and walk back behind the counter and begin making his order.
A/N: Thank you guys so much for reading! This is the third imagine within the span of 7 days, oh my god you guys I’m gonna cry, lol. This was requested by adsku. I love you guys and I’ll talk to y’all later!
warning!: the readers story line is thickening and it can be triggering as mentions of self harm, depression and suicide will be laced within these next few parts so i wanted to let you know so you’re reading at your own risk. im here for additional support if you need it my nugs.
a/n: ive decided to write this along with the episodes so apologies in advance for the timeline partially being messed with!! the next few parts will be longer as im trying to squeeze two episodes into each in order to catch up with the latest episodes!! i hope you enjoy this part as much as i do💜
and a special shout out to @natalieroseg for always sending me a message after i post a new part and constantly showering me with love and admiration for this series. readers like you that always give me feedback are why i love writing so much!! don’t be shy my loves leave me a question or some feedback in my ask box🌈🌈
“i can’t believe dad grounded me” i mumble to my brother as i adjust his tie.
“sorry about that” he apologies looking down to me as I finish up stepping back and taking in my brothers funeral attire, i tried to convince him to wear a suit jacket but he insisted that he wore his letterman jacket
“it’s fine arch, im not mad at you” i turn to face the mirror straightening out my black dress.
today was the day of jason blossoms funeral and the blossoms took it apon themselves to invite the entire town, maybe hoping jasons murderer would reveal them selves by attending.
there was no way i wanted to go, it was being held in the blossoms thorn hill mansion and just the look of that place gives me the creeps and thats not even talking about the people who vacate it
i never wanted to take a step in thorn hill every again after the party and the incident with jason. not that i was alone everyone hated going to thorn hill, it was straight up creepy
but i knew that if i didn’t go then it’d give the blossoms a reason to begin a revenge plot, already dropping murder charges on me, simply because if you don’t show up to one of these events when your invited it’s pretty damn shady.
i slip on my shoes and fix up the final bits of my hair and makeup when the door bell chimes downstairs. my brother moves off my bed and down the steps to answering whomever was at the door
i stand in front of the mirror staring blankly at my reflection barley recognising myself anymore.
“i look like a bloody sack of potatoes" i moan as my brother enters back into my room.
“not from where im standing you don't” i spin around catching myself off guard at the new voice
i come face to face with jughead, in a freaking suit. i have to stop myself from drooling as my knees feel like they’re about to give way. he looked adorable and extremely hot at the same time, if that’s even possible
“i-um where’s arch?” he shrugs “he let me in and then disappeared think he said something about going to the school to grab something”
i nod facing the mirror again watching as jughead she eyes drop checking me out “thanks by the way- even if you are lying it’s still nice of you” i mumble fiddling with the ends of my hair.
“it’s s'okay, i wasn’t lying- you look” he pauses shoving his hands into his pockets slightly revealing the suspenders hiding behind his suit jacket. god you had a weakness for his suspenders.
“you look beautiful” he talks to the ground before looking back up to you a smile playing on his lips.
you walk over to the boy playing with his tie, his hot breathe tickling your neck “you don’t look to bad yourself jones” i tease
he places his hands softly on my waist “it was the best i could do” he confesses pressing his forehead against my own. you sigh and bring your hands up to cup his cheeks.
“it’s more than enough” i lean forward and connect our lips in a soft sweet kiss pulling back and placing a quick peck to his cheek “c'mon let’s go we can’t be late”
we begin our journey over to thorn hill making sure to detach our joint hands as we neared the gates, he sighed at the action looking to me then back to the ground
“i-” he stops,sighing once more. like he’s trying to find the words to explain to me why he did it.
i stop, sliding my hand up his arm pulling him toward me “jug it’s fine okay?” i reassure glancing into his eyes.
“i was just worried. that well, you’ll be upset if i didn’t want to tell anyone about this” he looks down guilty refusing to make eye contact.
“we- we don’t know what this is yet okay? it’s okay i know. let’s just keep it between us?”
relief fills his features “im sorry (y/n)” i shake my head stepping closer to him “jughead jones i promise you im okay, im a big girl” he chuckles softly glancing up into my eyes.
“i know i just don’t want to hurt you” he admits “then don’t” i state simply pressing my lips against his own briefly before walking away from the boy and through the iron gates.
“god i hate this place” i mutter walking toward the enterance where I spot penelope and hermione talking to each other.
i approach the raven haired lady as she pulls away from the blossom woman “lodge” i call out catching her attention as she opens her arms pulling me into a warm embrace.
“hello (y/n) sweetie! and to you to jughead, you both look great” i smile blushing “thank you hermione, we better get inside everyone’s waiting for us” she smiles biding us farewell as the two of us enter the house of horrors
i spot betty and the others sitting toward the back of the room grabbing jughead arms to guide him “hey!” i whisper sitting next to veronica & kevin, leaving jughead to sit next to betty.
“how’d it go last night?” i ask veronica as i give a small smile to the boy next to me searching the room for my red headed brother.
“yeah it was um interesting to say the least” she inhales sharply fixing her necklace before setting herself forward as the crowd settles into their seats the service about to commence
i finally spot my brother moving toward the blossom woman jason’s football jersey in hand, i narrow my eyes as they endure a short conversation before he hands over the article of clothing and sits down directly in front of me
“what was that all about?” i mumble leaning forward and he just shakes his head “ill fill you in later yeah?” you roll your eyes leaning back into your seat as the music begins
“and may the odds be ever in your favour” i mumble
“why didn’t you tell me you were offered captain?” i nag my brother as we slide into our usual lunch spot, jughead giving me a soft smile as i sit down next to him
“look it doesn’t really matter-i want to focus on music and i gave it up to reggie anyways”
“really?! the coach gave extra praise to the kid that calls himself mantle the magnificent, jeez talk about fuelling a mans ego” i push my food around my plate not feeling particularly hungry.
“so are you going to try out for the variety show?” he takes a sip from his water bottle placing it back down “well i kinda blew that”
i furrow my eyebrows as kevin, ronnie & betty join us the blonde sitting down next to me “we need to talk” she turns to me eyes wide.
i tune out of my brother conversation and give my full attention to the blonde “what’s up?” i pop a piece of watermelon in my mouth as she speaks
“y'know how jughead and i went to sleuth after the funeral” i nod continuing with my fruit “we ran into cheryl’s great grandma- super horrifying but anyways polly was engaged to jason”
my eyes almost pop out of my head “what?!” i almost shout, narrowing my eyes at the blonde girl. “that’s insane betty”
“yo sis did you hear that?” i turn from my bestfriend to my red headed twin “huh?” jughead chuckles at my daze and i nudge him with my elbow earning a yelp from the jones boy.
“veronica is going to sing with my at the show, are you going to come?” i nod “yeah, dad wants me to come” a smile beams from his face, excitement evident.
the bell rings signalling the end of lunch causing me to refrain from smashing my head against the lunch table “you okay?” the brunette boy asks me leaning forward in his seat as the others gather their stuff.
i sling my bag on grabbing my lunch tray “yeah, just thinking” i sigh beginning to walk to english with the two sleuths
“did betty tell you she has a date tonight?” jughead teases the blonde as we head outside the school.
“um elizabeth cooper when were you going to tell me this” i exclaim grabbing the girls arm as the brunette laughs at the two of us
“it’s not a date!” she defends “you literally said ‘it’s a date’” the boy retorts a lazy smile hanging from his lips “who’s it with?!” eagerness coursing through me
“just trev, he was friends with jason and i wanted to see if we could get more information that’s all it is- we’re going to pops tonight” she finishes scuffing her feet as we exit the school.
“im working tonight!” i exclaim and she rolls her eyes adjusting her backpack “so i can really see if this is a date” i snicker smiling sinisterly at the blonde girl
“ive gotta go i guess ill see you later” she whines walking away from the two of us “see you later” i call after her turning to jughead a shy smile on his face
“what?” i chuckle bringing my lip between my teeth “nothing” he replies back smug a smile still beaming from his face.
i blush, turning away from the boy “you’re such a dork” he nods to himself
“ive got shift so ill see you later-” i talk fast nervous, my sight darting around the courtyard watching kids exit the school, rushing home
“mind if i walk with you?” i shake my head starting to walk away the brunette hot on my heels reaching for my hand as we hear the diner and grow further and further from school
i smile down at our joined hands feeling my cheeks heat up"
“everything okay?” he teases causing me to blush even more “oh shush” i giggle pushing through the diner door greeted by hermione and pop.
they glance at our joined hands and we spring away from each other, jughead scratching the back of his neck, embarrassment consuming the both of us.
“hey kids” hermione says sweetly a knowing smile on her features
“im going to change” i announce walking away from the three slipping into the ladies room to change into my uniform, reemerging to find jughead in his usual booth with his laptop already up and typing away
i waltz over to hermione tying my apron around my waist “H” i say warily a smirk evident on the lodge women’s face
“so you and that jones boy” my eyes widen shaking my head “you can’t tell anyone especially ronnie” i beg placing my hands on either side of her arm
“and whys that?” her eyes narrowing removing my hands and crossing her arms over her uniform
“it’s complicated” i sigh glancing back at the boy in the booth “we just want to keep it on the down low so please” she nods winking at me “go you have tables to serve”
the night was busy filled with customer after customer including betty and trev, i watched from afar squealing at the interaction of best friend with a cute boy.
i also had my eyes on another cute brunette in pops, as he sipped his chocolate milkshake his long fingers typing away at his laptop concentration clear on his face.
my attentions brought back when trev passes me giving me a smile wave goodbye full well knowing I’d been spying on them all night
i rush over to the booth sliding in next to the blonde “spill” i gush grabbing at the girls shoulder a smile beaming from my face, it’d been a long shift and i needed a good gossip sesh with my favourite girl
“what’s got you all giddy” i smile at the familiar voice as he slides into the seat opposite us.
“betty was about to tell me how her date went” i take a sip out of the blondes milkshake glass “it wasn’t a date!!” she defends.
i roll my eyes as she continues “he said that jason sold a bunch of his stuff weeks before he’s death- he was even selling drugs isn’t that crazy?”
my brows cruise concussion taking over “really-” i was cut off when hermione walks over to our booth “sorry kids but we’re closing up” they nod removing themselves from the booth
“goodnight” betty smiles hugging me before leaving the dinner, jughead hovers the raven haired woman leaving us to go back into the kitchen.
“ive got to stay back and clean jug” i yawn rubbing my eyes, exhaustion seeming to consume me “want me to wait i can walk you home?” i shake my head “ill be awhile- it’s fine”
he nods shoving his hands into his pockets “okay-ill see you tomorrow?” i nod playing with the fabric on the edge of my dress “see you tomorrow juggie”
and with that he bids me goodnight and exists the diner leaving us two girls alone to clean
i switch on the radio pulling on my rubber gloves on as we start to scrub away at the dirty dishes, dancing along to the music.
a noise from the foyer brings our attention back, i turn down the music and pull of my gloves emerging from the kitchen “sorry we’re close” i muse suddenly noticing that the diner was empty.
i move closer to the door noticing it to be unlocked, i turn to see a brown box lying on the floor, puzzled I walk up to it opening the box cautiously to find a snake curled up in the box
i let out a blood curdling scream falling to the floor as i rush myself backwards
hermione rushes out running toward me pulling me into her chest “what’s wrong honey?!” she asks worry filling her soft voice
i point to the box my heart racing beyond compare “there’s a freaking snake” she rushing to her phone dialling a number as she excuses herself into the next room.
the snake starts to crawl out of the box and toward me and i scramble from the floor climbing up onto the counter screaming “hermione!!” i yell causing the raven haired lady to run out
she grabs the box and places it over the snake trapping it from sylethring away
i squirm feeling tears pool in my eyes “you okay?” she rushes to me helping me off the counter top “yeah just a little shaken up” she gives me a hug smoothing down my hair.
“i called your dad, he’s on his way” i nod fishing my phone out of my dress pocket sending a quick text and then pocketing it not waiting for a reply.
the door chimes my dad rushing in to hug me moving toward hermione that look in his eyes, and thats when my stomach turned. he was looking at her the way he used to look at mum.
i scoop up my bag slipping on my denim jacket “where are you going?” she asks standing from the floor her eyes still locked on the box
“i can’t stay in here, im sorry” i blurt turning away and pushing through the exit door making my way toward the only person i knew that could comfort me right now
i find myself pick up my speed as i reach the trailer park practically running up the door slightly banging on it hoping that the boy would still be awake
tears flow from my eyes as the door swing open revealing an older man, “is jughead in?” he steps back scratching his head as he glances down at my pops uniform.
“im sorry miss-” “andrews” i finish for him wiping my cheeks “look miss andrews jugheads in bed-”
“dad what’s wrong?” i move past the man and rush into the trailer flinging myself into the arms of the brunette boy sobs racking my body
his arms tighten around my waist whispering softly into my ear in efforts to calm me “what’s wrong?” i sniffle pulling away slightly from the boy enough to see the worry in his eyes but still tight in his embrace
“god it’s so stupid” i mumble feeling embarrassed “hey tell me, please” he begs moving the hair from my face tucking it gently behind my ear.
“someone delivered a snake in a box and work and dad came-” he’s eyes grow wide looking to the older man behind him as he slips into his bedroom
“are you serious?! are you hurt are you okay” he rushes checking my body for bite marks i move away from him shaking my head as i sit myself down on the dirty couch
i run my hands through my hair “it’s not that- it’s my dad, hermione called him and i-i- I thought it was to comfort me but-” i swallow the lump in my throat
“it was to comfort her- he looked at her the way he used to look at my mum.. i think there’s something going on between them and i just can’t- i don’t know i-” i mumble my words feeling the tears rolling down
jughead sits himself down next to me pulling me into his chest “you just don’t want to see him with anyone else” he whispers stroking my hair soothingly
“im sorry” he murmurs “me too"
the sun blare through my room my eyes finding it hard to adjust to the sudden light, my eyes still puffy from last nights events. i roll over pulling the covers back up to my chin feeling myself drift back to sleep when there’s a knock at my door
i moan a ‘hello’ as the door squeaks up, squinting to reveal my father standing at the door clad in his work uniform
“afternoon sleepy head” i sit up yawning glance at the clock to see the times read 1:30pm i got home late and must’ve slept through my morning alarms.
“i know you had a rough night so i figured you earned a day off- i brought you lunch, i wanted to check up on you” he plops himself down on the edge of my bed handing me over a bag from pops
“thank you” i mumble moving my hair from my face looking down at my covers scared to look my dad in the face “where’d you go last night?”
“the jones’” i mumble and he just nods placing a hand on my shoulder “are you okay?” i nod feeling tears form in my eyes “just a little shaken up but im fine now, promise”
he pulls me forward wrapping me in a small hug before standing from my bed “i canceled your shift for tonight and bought us tickets to the show” i nod “sounds good” he nods back walking toward the door lingering in the hall
“thanks again dad, for lunch” he nods disappearing down the steps and put the front door, returning back to work i assume
i layed back down in my bed popping a few fries in my mouth as i open the lid to my laptop the screen lighting up as a picture of my family pops up; it was taken a few christmas ago when we were all together.
my mother has the biggest smile on her face as she looks up my father, totally in love. my brother and i stand infront of them, archie’s arm slung around my shoulders pulling me into him capturing us mid laugh.
it was a full length photo, you could see vegas jumping up at us her tongue hung from her mouth, her tail swishing in excitement. i didn’t know how much i missed being together until i found myself crying
i clicked into my photo album scrolling through all the old photos before i made the move to chicago with my parents there was a few with the whole gang; even the blossoms.
cheryl and i were clad in our riven vixen uniforms, it was freshmen year and it was our first ever game cheering and jason stood in the middle sporting his bulldogs uniform helmet in his hand as they are slung around the two of us girls
it was my favourite memory of freshman year, we look so innocent so young. free from heartache and loss.
“everything okay?” i jump at the voice slamming my laptop closed looking to see my two fellow river vixens standing at the door
“we let ourselves in, hope you don’t mind. you weren’t at school and we were worried” i shake my head smiling “it’s fine”
relief shows on their faces as the walk over to me sitting themselves down on my bed “god we were worried” “it’s was just a little incident at work and i couldn’t sleep so dad just let me take the day off”
“what happened at work?!” ronnie asks her brows creasing knowing full well that her mother was working shift with me last night “there was a box with a snake in it, left for us in pop’s. your mum seems to think it was a serpents doing”
“and well my dad.. and your mum they seemed weird with each other and it reminded me of my mum” i confess my eyes tearing up
“i don’t think i can handle my dad being with someone else other than my mum- i can’t i don’t even want to think about it”
she swallows her eyes darting around my room as i watch the clogs behind her eyes click “ronnie everything okay?” i place my hand over hers noticing the change in her eyes, guilt.
“i should go-” she grabs her bag leaning over and hugging me before rushing for the door “ill see you tonight right?” i nod watching her rush out of my room not bothering to say bye to the blonde next to me
“is she okay?” i question only to get a shrug in reply “im not too sure, something happened with her and arch-” i nod fiddling with my blanket
“we were worried about you” i give her a half hearted smile “i should’ve message you & v i just over slept and-” i huff guilt creeping up “it wasn’t just me and v”
“oh well yeah kev-” she giggles to herself “and juggie” my eyes widen “really?” she nods a smile growing on her face.
“he’s going to help me look into finding polly, i found where she’s staying and he offered to come with me” i smile trying not to give myself away “that’s sweet” she nods vigorously “isn’t it!”
“he’s on his way over- did you want to come with?” i sigh flopping my head back down on my pillow “i would but im going to the show tonight- i don’t think i could see your sister after the last time i saw her-”
she lets out a long sigh, grabbing hold of my hand and giving it a soft reassuring squeeze.
“its okay” she smiles brightly at me opening my laptop, the photo of myself and the blossom twins appearing on my screen.
she moves herself so she’s sitting next to me resting against my head board bringing my laptop up into her lap. “freshman year right?” i nod “sure was” i mumble in reply
“i love this one” i turn my attention to the screw a photo popping up of the five of us; betty, archie myself and the blossom twins.
we were all in our uniforms smiling from ear to ear
“i like this one better” i reach over and tap the next button to reveal a picture from last year, taken the day before i left for chicago. before i knew that my parents had taken a turn for the worst
we were all in a booth at pops; archie, betty, jughead, kevin and i all rugged up milkshakes and burgers scattered on the table and innocent smiles sketched onto our baby faces
blissfully unaware that in the next coming day their lives were about to get turned upside down.
“i love this one too” betty mumbles quietly a tear slipping from her green eyes “aw betts please don’t cry” i moan clinging to the girl laughing softly as my eyes well up
“god i remember that day like it was yesterday” she sniffles leaning her head against mine “that was the last i ever saw of you”
the air seemed to grow thick, silence growing between us as we stare blankly at the laptop screen
“why didn’t you say goodbye?” she turns to me vulnerability in her eyes. i close mine, the memory flooded back as i tried desperately for it to stop
i cleared my throats trying to respond without falling apart “i couldn’t-” my voice cracks.
“she woke me up at god knows what time and dragged me of bed shoving everything into bags telling me that ‘we need to leave we need to leave right now” i start to cry
“dad and arch woke up from the all the commotion and they start crying archie was hurt lead to believe that i wanted to go and leave them behind”
“i didn’t want to leave them- i didn’t want to leave anyone but i- i- couldn’t i couldn’t stay” i look to the blonde shock on her face.
“my mum said i needed help and i couldn’t get it from riverdale- so i had to go betty. i had no choice”
tears stream down my cheeks as betty looks on guilt dripping from her face. we sit staring at each other, too scared to speak. that was until jughead came bounding through the door
his eyes widen his whole persona changing as he realises what has happened. i spring from my bed excusing myself from the door as i dart into the bathroom locking it before either of them had the chance to follow me
i splash my face trying to calm myself down, scrubbing off yesterday’s makeup. trying to remove the loop of my dad and hermione from my mind
there’s a few knocks at my door but i ignore them, turning the shower on and starting to strip down. i need to get ready for tonight and it was the only way i could stay in here without suspicion from the two vacated my bedroom
i shut the water off, stepping out into the bathroom to dry my body before slipping on a robe and exiting the bathroom and taking the short walk into my bedroom
and just as expected the room was empty, i sit back down on my bed letting out a breathe i didn’t know i was holding.
soft knocks at my door bring my attention back down to earth “come in” i speak softly tightening my robe around my body making sure nothing is showing.
my dad pops his head in dressed up all nice for the show tonight, it was the first time dad would ever hear archie sing so it was a big deal. he’d bought tickets for all his work friends wanting something to boast about since i wasn’t all that interesting
“you almost ready? we’ve got to leave soon” i nod “im about to get ready shouldn’t be to long” he nods biding goodbye and closing my door behind him.
i walk over to my stereo turning up my music as i start to get myself ready for the night
we walked into the school side by side searching the crowd for dad’s work friends, i fish my phone out of my clutch hoping to see a text from jughead but nothing.
i rock on the back of my hells when i spot hermione, the raven haired lady smiles over at us briskly walking toward the two of us. my dads face lights up giving the lodge women a soft smile.
the engage in small talk as i desperately search for a way out of this damn conversation only to be brought back into it with hermione shaking my shoulder
“did your dad tell you the good news” she practically squeals squeezing my arm “nooo” i drag out the ‘o’ feeling a tad out of the loop.
“your dad’s offered me a job! no more scrubbing dirty fry pans and waiting tables for this lady” she gestures to herself earning a laugh from my dad.
she places a hand of his chest the two looking sickly happy “excuse me” i mutter moving as far away as i could hoping to spot any of my friends
i spot val walking along the corridor and i practically tackle her before she walks into the drama room “woho (y/n) what’s wrong?” she exclaims, alarmed.
“have you seen my brother? it’s important” she nods “follow me he’s probably back stage” i walk behind the pussy cat as she leads me into the green room
it doesn’t take me long till i spot my red headed brother siting along guitar in his hands strumming lightly, he looked as white as a ghost
i plop down next to him “arch are you okay?” he looks up at me noticing the nervousness in my eyes. “could ask you the same” he laughs lowly setting down his guitar
“val bailed on me so now im going solo- im so nervous (y/n)” i furrow my brows at my brother “wait i thought you were singing with v?” he sighs
“it’s a long story but anyway she got all upset because she found dad and her mum kissing at work this morning so she got spooked and-” my eyes widen, shock spreading through my body like wildfire.
“um excuse me what now?!” i almost yell, “i thought you knew, ronnie went to the house to check on you i just thought-” i shake my head standing up “you just thought what? that it was just casual conversation arch?! you’re so insensitive”
i yell walking out of the dressing room bumping into ronnie on the way out “woah are you okay?” i scoff “wouldn’t you like to know, thanks by the way for telling me about my dad. you’re a real gem”
i push past the raven haired girl moving out into the foyer spotting my dad as he walks us over to our seats in the auditorium. i almost scream when i noticed we were situated right next to the lodge lady, as we settle in for the performance.
i find myself zoning out all through veronica’s & the pussycats performance that i didn’t even hear them call archie’s name till he was in the middle of the stage
i perk up watching as he starts to sing, out of the corner of my eye i watch as my fathers hand joins with hermione and i feel my eyes well up “i can’t be here” i mumble to my father rushing out of the auditorium
my eyes fill with tears as i rush out into the hall, i scream into my hands looking up to see both betty & jughead soaking wet talking to the sheriff, a serious scowl on his face.
i let out a small cry catching their attention, i smack my hand over my mouth trying to muffle the sounds. they turn the brunette boys eyes filling with worry as he glances to me.
but betty says something to the boy that makes him looking between the two of us before mouthing a ‘im sorry’ and running off down the hall and out into the pouring rain after betty & the sheriff
my heart grows heavy as i watch him out more and more distance between the two of us.
archie’s voice carries through the speakers, he sounded amazing.
i close my eyes briefly before heading out into the storm,rain pelting down on my face as i felt myself being consumed by my thoughts. i fall to my knees letting out a silent sob
i was getting worse, and no one knew.
so i picked myself up and walked right out of the parking lot, down my street, into my house & into my bathroom looking the door behind me hoping that no one would ever find me again
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Get out your tissues and prepare yourselves accordingly, because I read the 3.13 update and my mind immediately went to a conversation between Bitty and his mom later that same evening, and the common theme of everyone already knowing that Bitty and Jack are together:
“Did you get my picture?” Suzanne asked excitedly
before Bitty could even say hello. Jack was watching tape on Bitty’s bed, his
headphones on, carefully out of frame of the webcam. Bitty had done his cursory
once-over of the room before he signed onto Skype for his meeting with his
mother, just to ensure no sign of Jack was visible. Jack’s overnight bag had
been carefully placed inside the closet along with his coat. He’d thrown off
most of his clothes already, lying under the sheets with just his boxers and
Falconers t-shirt on, and Bitty had kicked Jack’s pants and shoes into a
Suzanne was wearing the jersey now, and after she asked her
question she lifted it into frame so Bitty could clearly see the A embroidered to the upper left of the
logo. The grin on Suzanne’s face was unmistakable, the kind that Bitty had
unfortunately inherited. Neither of them had a poker face and neither of them
could keep in their emotions in check when the other’s began. Bitty felt the
smile tug up the corners of his lips and when his mother let go of the edges of
her jersey, they were both grinning wickedly at each other.
“Yes, Mama, I got your picture,” said Bitty.
“I told you I was going to get one! It just came in the
mail today! Next time I see you, you should have Jack sign it for me.”
Bitty forcibly refused to let his eyes drift to the right, but out of his
peripheral vision Jack hadn’t flinched. He was deep into hockey robot mode
right now; it wouldn’t be until Bitty climbed into the bed next to him and
placed his face in front of the screen that Jack would notice anything other
than footage of their upcoming opponent.
“Okay, Mama,” said Bitty.
“Make sure you tell him I’m so proud of him.”
“I already did, Mama; you told me to tell him after the
“Well I mean it, and it’s important that he knows. I
want you to make sure you tell him that your daddy and I are so proud of him
and everything he’s accomplished this year. He’s so talented and he’s so young,
he’s just going to get better and better from here on out. Tell him –”
Suzanne’s smile was fading and her eyes were beginning to get misty, which
drained all of the happiness out of Bitty’s face. “Tell him that we love
him, too, okay? Like he’s our own son. Not exactly like our own son, but maybe
like a – like a –”
Well... not quite how I imagined this family reunion going. I was envisioning more hugs and maybe some wine over dinner. Not attempted assassinations
Really? You think this is so abnormal for our family?
Well you got me there
What could our father have to do with this mess? The Carta have had more than enough time to try and find us
I imagine that having two Champions of Kirkwall with the last name Hawke may have tipped them off
But it's been three years since you and sis defeated the Arishok. Why wait that long?
Well I don't know about you, but if I was going to go after the people who killed an Arishok then I'd probably want to make a little time for planning, wouldn't you?
Do these morons strike you as the sensible type?
Two points in one day Carver? Don't tell me the Templars are actually drilling some wit into that skull of yours
*laughs* At least /my/ wit makes a point, dear sister
Ooh, that had to hurt
Do you need some healing for that one, Marian?
Oh shove off, all of you
And we're back in the Deep Roads
Oh it's not that bad. I mean... Look at all the... Ugh, no, you're right this is terrible. Let's all promise never to go to the Deep Roads after this. Three times is enough
Three times? When was the second?
Carver and Bethany:
*sing song voices* Somebody's in trouble
Varric wrote to me the other day
Telling another of his stories, I bet. Was it the one about the high dragon, because that didn't really-
No. He was giving me an update. On you, actually. I was... worried, so I wrote to him and asked
I'm fine Beth. Really
No you're not. Not yet. But I know you, and if anyone can get past it, you can
You might want to be watch yourself, Garrett
Ever since you sided with Orsino the other day, there's been... Rumours. Meredith isn't happy with you, and it's only because she allows it that you're still free
So is she going to have me dragged to the Circle, or is she getting the Brand ready now?
Don't say that
I would never let it get that far. But I thought I'd warn you, just in case you were thinking about making her mad
I appreciate you telling me Carver. Don't worry. I'll be careful
*after completing Malcolm's Will*
So... the stonework down here is... lovely, isn't it?
Not now, Mary
I was only... Alright
Are you okay, Gary?
I'm fine... Just...
He loved you. And Bethany. He'd be so proud of you
You sound so sure of that
Of course I am. Because it's true. And don't let that nasty shit in your head tell you otherwise - it's a liar, remember
Be careful sister, people might think you've got a heart after all
*dramatically* Oh no! *clutches chest* I think... I think I'm getting feelings! Quick, someone beat them out of me!
*laughs* You be careful what you wish for sister
I'd rather ride them out of you
Ah, and there's the dirty line. I was starting to worry something was wrong Bela
And you're as sweet as ever, Garrett
Twenty silvers, that's my final offer. Take it or leave it Elf
What are you betting on, and why am I getting left out of it?
You want in? We're betting on what it'll take to get Junior and Waffles to hug
*groans* You're not calling me 'Waffles' again, are you?
I have to. Every time I say 'Hawke' all four of you turn around. I'm being considerate
I bet there's /someone/ here who'd like to see him covered in syrup
Ooh, new friend-fiction idea!
Don't you even dare!
Too late, already dared. Can we make camp? I need to make notes
Hey, Rivaini, I'm expecting royalties if that friend-fiction of yours gets published
When you didn't even come up with it?
You wouldn't have brought up syrup if I didn't call him Waffles
Maker save me...
Usually I like dirty things... But this is too far, even for me
Are you saying you wouldn't like it if /I/ were covered in syrup?
Oh I'm sorry. I didn't realise you were my very hairy twin brother, Bela
Well when you put it that way...
I always thought we were the loud ones, you know
I know right. Maybe they're just less shy about it now
Do I want to know?
You already know. Or did you deafen yourself?
To think, they don't need us shouting encouragement through the wall anymore. I'm so proud
Our boys are growing up so fast. Maybe next they'll master foreplay
Oh Maker, I do not want to hear this
Neither do I
*loudly* And I would be very happy if we could stop talking about this. Right now
Yeah, see. That kind of loud
*deadpan* If you're so fascinated by Garrett being loud, then you must not be doing a very good job at making Marian scream, Isabela
Oh, you snarky little shit
*loudly* If we could stop discussing my older brother's and sister's sex lives, I would appreciate it
*loudly* Oh look, more darkspawn. Let's kill them so we can stop talking about this
So our choices are the nice, Tainted madman, or the mage who wants to let a darkspawn magister out of his hole in the ground? Why can we never make nice decisions, like what kind of wine to have with dinner?
I agree. It is the only decision worth making
When you're not throwing it at the walls, I assume?
That was six years ago
And you never offered me a glass
You are recycling jokes now? Has the great Marian Hawke's wit finally lost it's edge?
Ooh, you are just asking for it now
You okay Garrett? You've been a bit quiet since-
I'm fine Varric. There's more important things to be worried about right now
It's not easy to realise that someone you looked up to wasn't quite what you imagined. You ever need to talk, you know where my suite is
So... is no one going to bring up the fact that Varric called Garrett by his name earlier?
What are you talking about Rivaini? Waffles and I were just having a friendly chat
Don't bullshit me. You called him Garrett. I heard you
That doesn't sound like me, Rivaini
He called you by your name when Velasco carted you off to Castillon
What?! No fair, I didn't get to hear!
Are you sure about this, brother?
It has to be done
I could do it. I am a Hawke after all, and a mage. You don't need to-
Bethy, if I let you use blood magic, I'd never be able to live with myself
And if you do it, will you be able to live with it?
I'd rather it be me than you
If he pulls a dragon out of his ass, I'm leaving!
Oh great, and now he's almost certain to pull a dragon out of his arse! Way to go Varric
Here, you didn't get a chance to close that wound earlier
I just hope it was worth it
Well we /did/ just kill a darkspawn magister. I can't wait to hear how Varric tells this one
Well I doubt I'll have to exaggerate a damn thing, considering how weird this shit is
That isn't what I meant...
I'd have avoided it if I could, but someone had to. And if it meant sparing my little sister from that...
I understand. But... Please, just be more careful from now on
I will, I promise
You two are so sappy... It's actually rather cute
Prompt: To them, becoming friends with benefits seems like the absolute perfect idea. He’s madly in love with Lydia and she never wants to be in a relationship ever again. So, what could possibly go wrong, right? (Part 1 of 6)
A/N: Hi! Yes, I’m back! I don’t know if my return is a permanent thing, but all I know is I just couldn’t get this story out of my head and had to write it down. Either way, I hope you guys like it
“You know, what? Maybe if we get back in the car and leave, Lydia won’t even notice we’re gone.” I suggested to my boyfriend, Trevor, and he immediately chuckled.
“Babe, this is Lydia Martin we’re talking about.” He laughed, grabbing my hand and kissing the back of it. “She’ll notice us leaving before we even get the chance to walk out that door.“
I groaned audibly as this sunk in. I hate to admit it, but he’s right. Lydia’s one hell of an observant woman and would realize something was off the second we planned a getaway.
Lydia Martin, being the wonderfully thoughtful person she is, decided to throw a crazy party for the pack. She kept saying how ’‘we’re constantly putting our lives in danger to save everyone else” and how “we forgot what it’s like to be actual teenagers”. So, this party here at her house is an attempt to help us all relax, for once, and just have some fun.
I thank her for her effort, really, I do. And I was excited for this event, at first, that was until I got here and the sound of loud music pounded into my soul. People making out in every corner had my skin crawling and I feel like I will literally scream if I see one more person throw up in front of me.
"I’m going to go get a drink.“ I sighed, pulling Trevor’s arm off my shoulders and standing from the living room couch. “Want anything?”
“No, I’m good.” He simply stated, his eyes focused on something else in front of him.
I didn’t even bother to look at what grabbed all of his attention. I was way too concerned with giving into my current need of an alcoholic beverage.
Pushing against the sweaty bodies that danced across the floor, I somehow made my way to the kitchen. My mouth beginning to water as I thought about the bitter liquid burning down my throat.
A small smile etched across my lips the minute I walked inside and a very relaxed and calm Stiles, leaning against the kitchen counter with a drink in his hand, came into sight.
I’m not gonna lie, he actually looked pretty hot. The way his long sleeves were rolled up just enough to show the veins on his strong arms. How his hair was messy in such a sexy way and how he looked as if he didn’t have a care in the world.
“Basically all of Beacon Hill’s finest ladies in this one house and, yet, you still manage to be here in the kitchen, alone.” I laughed, approaching the counter with the alcohol on it and wasting no time in making myself a cocktail. “Why am I not surprised, Stilinski?“
Stiles let out a chuckle as he stood up straight, realizing he was no longer by himself.
“Yeah, well, none of them really catch my eye.” He shrugged before taking a sip from his red plastic cup.
“Not unless she’s a redhead with emerald green eyes, right?” I raised an eyebrow, picking up some ice from its bucket and dropping them into my own cup.
“Right.” Stiles nodded, licking any lingering liquid off his pink lips. He slowly approached, stopping to stand behind me. “And what miracle brought you here? You hate parties.“
“As do you.” I smirked, turning around and leaning against the cupboards. “I remember a certain boy with a buzzcut telling me all about his social anxiety."
“Well, some things have indeed changed for that boy and, yet, he still does have terrible anxiety." Stiles shrugged, resting his body against the island that was fixiated in the middle of the kitchen. "He manages to grow out his hair and even a few muscles, but can’t shake off the constant feeling of being threatened."
"I blame natural selection. This is life’s way of telling us we’re the weaker links.” I raised my cup to Stiles and smirked. “So, here’s to us actually surviving this long and proving evolution wrong."
“Cheers.” Stiles chuckled, also raising his cup. We tapped our cups and with smiles on our faces, gulped down our drinks.
“Mm.“ I swallowed the last of my drink and turned around to refill my cup. "I should probably go back to Trevor. Wouldn’t want him suffering at this party alone."
"Ah, yes, your boyfriend.” Stiles raised an eyebrow, a look of disapproval spreading across his face. “Also known as Tragic Trevor by most."
“Not this again.” I groaned, rolling my eyes at him. With a sigh, I put down the bottle of Jack I used to fill the contents of my plastic cup and faced Stiles.
“Sorry.“ He lifted his hands in surrender. "You know I’m just looking out for you, right?"
“Yes, Stiles.” I sighed, beginning to walk out of the kitchen. “You and the rest of the pack have made it very clear how much you hate my new boyfriend."
“Hey, no. We don’t hate him.” Stiles spoke, following behind me. “We just strongly dislike him."
“It’s not like you guys ever tried to actually like him, anyway.” I scoffed as I entered the living room. A feeling of confusion came over me when I peered over to the couch and Trevor wasn’t anywhere in sight.
“Okay, fine. You have a point there.“ Stiles confessed, standing beside me whilst I looked around the room to try and find my boyfriend. "But, we also have our reasons, Emma. You know what the rumors say about him being the spawn of satan or whatever."
“Stiles, I’m not having this discussion with you again.” I stated, deciding to ignore him when my eyes landed on a very happy Scott. He was, currently, sitting at the bottom of the staircase with a bubbly Kira wrapped in his arms.
“Hey, guys.“ I greeted the couple once I approached them, having to speak a little louder due to the deafening music.
"Hey!” They both exclaimed in union, clearly thrilled to see me here. Kira was obviously drunk and even Scott seemed a little tipsy. He must have laced his drink with some species of wolfsbane to get this effect.
“Have you guys seen Trevor, anywhere?” I asked them, hoping they weren’t drunk enough to not even be able to notice their surroundings.
“Oh, yeah.“ Scott spoke up, his words slurring, and a sigh of relief left my lips. "I think he went to the bathroom upstairs."
“Thanks, Scotty.” I smiled at him and he smiled back, his eyes sparkling.
A feeling of happiness washed over me as I stared at him. If there’s someone in this world that deserves nothing other than the absolute best, that person is Scott McCall. He does so much for the people around him, constantly putting their lives before his. But, the thing is, he doesn’t do it because he feels like he has to, he does it because that’s just who he is. A person so good and so pure that he can light up an entire room with just his smile.
I managed to walk past Scott and Kira and up the staircase. An annoyed sigh left my chest when I heard the sound of footsteps following behind me.
“Stiles, what are you doing?“ I asked the brown eyed boy once we reached the top of the stairs.
“I’m sorry for bringing all of that up again.” He apologized, scratching the back of his neck.
“It’s fine, Stiles.“ I spoke honestly and walked up to the bathroom in the hall. "Just go back to the party."
“No, I want to help you find him.” Stiles stood his ground and I nodded, allowing him to make it up to me.
My right hand curled around the handle to the bathroom door and turned it. I slowly pushed the door open and, immediately, regretted ever trying to look for Trevor in the first place. I had no idea what I would end up actually finding.
The drink that was still in my hands from the kitchen dropped down to the floor and all of the liquid spread across the hall’s carpet as I stared in shock at the scene before me.
A girl I’ve never seen before was sitting on top of the sink’s counter with her legs wrapped around my boyfriend’s waist. The feeling of disgust washed over me as I watched Trevor stick his tongue down her throat. It was only then that I noticed her hands fumbling with his belt and I felt as if I was going to be sick.
Stiles was the first to speak with a faint ‘holy shit’ leaving his mouth.
The two horny teenagers detached their lips from each other and turned their heads towards the opened door.
Trevor’s eyes instantly landed on mine and I could see his pupils go from filled with lust to absolutely terrified.
“Emma.“ He said my name nervously, his voice laced with surprise.
I couldn’t move, I couldn’t speak and I couldn’t even think. All I could do was stare in shock as the realization hit me.
My boyfriend pushed himself away from the girl with no name and anxiously tried to fix his belt. When he began to approach me was when I was finally able to actually move.
"We’re over.” I stated weakly, my voice breaking and I could feel tears threaten to escape.
“No, wait-“ He tried to protest, but I didn’t stick around to find out what excuse he would use.
I ran down the stairs and rushed past Scott and Kira. I heard the sound of my name being called by my friends, but I didn’t even bother to answer.
Without actually thinking, I pulled the front door open and trudged outside. I let out a scream of frustration so loud that I didn’t even hear the front door being opened behind me.
Suddenly, a hand rested on my shoulder and I, immediately, jumped. Quickly turning around, my heartbeat slowed once I realized I wasn’t being attacked and it was just Stiles.
He had this look on his face of I knew this would happen and I just wanted him to get the hell away from me.
“Don’t!” I shouted, anger lacing my voice, when he opened his mouth to speak. “Don’t you dare say ‘I told you so’."
“Actually, I was just gonna ask you if you wanted a ride home.” Stiles stated, his voice kind and soft.
“Oh.” I wiped away the tears that were rolling down my cheek and sighed. “I would, thanks."
“Don’t mention it.” He waved his hand at me. “Come on."
I nodded as he rested his hand on the small of my back and lead us to his blue jeep. I closed my eyes once inside and leaned my head against the window. A feeling of defeat came over me as I thought about my, yet another, failed relationship.
The ride to my house was peaceful and comfortable. The radio played soft music and Stiles talked all the way through. Constantly making stupid jokes and witty sarcastic remarks to make me laugh. The strange part is that they actually worked.
“And here we are.” Stiles stated with a playful voice once we pulled into my house’s driveway. “Need anything else before I go, m'lady?"
“Actually, yes.” I nodded, taking him up on his offer. “Can you stay over? My parents are gone for the weekend and I really don’t want to spend the night alone with my own thoughts."
A soft smile spread across his face, Stiles’ eyes filled with care. A feeling of warmth and comfort washed over my body. If there’s someone who always manages to make me feel safe, that person is, without a doubt, Stiles Stilinski.
"Of course.” Stiles nodded and turned the ignition off.
We both got out of Roscoe and entered my house. Stiles immediately layed down on the couch, already making himself feel at home, and I went upstairs to grab blankets and pillows for him to sleep comfortably.
It didn’t take me long to get what I needed and walk back downstairs to hand them to Stiles.
“Thanks.“ He smiled, putting the blankets and pillows down on the couch he would be crashing on.
“No problem.” I smiled back. “Do you need any pajamas to sleep in? I could go get something from my dad’s clothes."
“Nah, that won’t be necessary.” Stiles waved me off, resting his head against the sofa.
“Well, what are you going to sleep in?“ I furrowed my eyebrows at him and Stiles laughed, turning to look at me.
“Emma, I’m a guy.” He chuckled, pointing to himself. “So, you know, my boxers."
“Oh, right.” I laughed, a small blush creeping up on my cheeks. “I forgot how easy things are for your kind."
“It’s a blessing, really.” Stiles shrugged. But then, suddenly, sat up with a look of surprise stretched across his face.
Before I could even ask what was wrong, Stiles’ hands flew to his jean’s pocket and pulled out a buzzing phone.
“Hey, dad.“ He answered the phone, his voice nervous and I laughed. "Yeah, no. I’m sorry, I forgot to mention there was a party-"
Stiles abruptly stopped speaking and I can only assume his dad had interrupted him. He rolled his eyes in annoyance as the Sheriff clearly lectured his only son.
I chuckled a bit, standing up from the couch and Stiles’ eyes followed me.
"I’m gonna go change.” I explained, pointing to the staircase behind me.
“I know you hate it when I do that, dad…” Stiles sighed into the phone, but not without giving me a thumbs up, first.
With a smile on my lips, I ran up into my room and put on comfortable clothes to relax in. My pajamas consisted of a blue tank-top and striped shorts. I didn’t go back downstairs before managing to quickly brush my teeth.
“So, did you tell your dad you’re sleeping over?“ I asked Stiles with a grin on my face once I sat back down on the sofa.
“Yeah, he’s not too thrilled about it, but whatever.” Stiles shrugged, putting his phone on the coffee table before him. “I’m here for you."
“Thanks.” I smiled weakly and he faced me, his eyebrows raising up.
“Speaking of which, are you okay?“ Stiles question was sincere and filled with concern.
“Yeah, I guess so.” I sighed, leaning into the cushions. “We haven’t been dating that long, anyway. It wasn’t like we were in love or anything. Trevor and I were still getting to know each other, really. I don’t know, it just hurts that he would so easily humiliate me like that. That every boyfriend I’ve ever had only ever thought about themselves."
Stiles looked at me as if he were trying really hard to understand what I was saying and I let out another sigh.
“Look, every relationship I’ve ever been in ended badly. Maybe, I should just stop trying, you know? Maybe I should just have one night stands and never worry about being someone’s girlfriend ever again."
“Hey, at least you have relationships.” Stiles intervened, letting out a breath of defeat himself. “I’ve been trying to be with Lydia since forever and it’s only ever lead to nothing.”
“Okay, but you dated Malia.“ I pointed out and Stiles scoffed.
“Malia was a mistake.” He shook his head. “I mean, don’t get me wrong she’s amazing, but we were never a real couple. I guess I just dated her because I pitied her, really.”
“We’re both such failures in the romance department.” I chuckled and Stiles chuckled along with me. “God, I am so done with romance."
“Oh, you can’t be serious?” He smirked.
“No, but I am.“ I disagreed and, then, turned my entire body to face Stiles. "You know what I really want?"
Stiles shook his head and grinned. "What do you really want?"
“To have someone that I can just have sex with.” I confessed and Stiles laughed. “I’m serious! I wish that that existed. You know, someone you meet with regularly just to satisfy your needs. No feelings and no complications, just pure sex."
“It does exist.” Stiles stated. “They call it friends with benefits."
“God, I want that.” I sighed, closing my eyes and returning to my resting position on the couch.
“Yeah, me too.“ Stiles confessed and my eyes snapped open.
“What?” I laughed. “What about Lydia?"
“What about Lydia?” He shrugged and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. “Yes, I’m in love with Lydia, but I also have needs, you know?"
"Oh, my God.” I scoffed, staring at him in awe. “You’re such a guy."
“You know what? I am going to take that as a compliment.” Stiles spoke, his expression clearly smug.
I watched as his tongue darted out of his mouth and wet his bottom lip, a feeling of desire, suddenly, pulsing through me. That’s when a brilliant idea came to me and the lightbulb in my head went off.
And apparently, I wasn’t the only one with this new thought inside my mind. Stiles’ eyes seethed want and excitement. The sexual tension in the room now beginning to feel palpable.
“Stiles…“ I said his name slower than usual as my eyes went back up to his. "Are you thinking what I’m thinking?"
“Well, that depends.” Stiles grinned, his eyes piercing into mine. “Are you thinking about chicken nuggets?"
"Stilinski, I know for a fact you’re not thinking about chicken nuggets, right now.” I stated, biting down on my bottom lip and I could see his eyes quickly flicker to my mouth then back up.
“Okay.“ He smirked, leaning in closer to me. "Then, what am I thinking about?”
My eyes narrowed at him, a wave of lust crashing down on my body.
“Well, I can only assume you’re thinking the same as I am.” I inched closer, the space between our faces slimming considerably. “And I just so happen to be thinking about taking off my clothes… for your amusement."
“My amusement?” I could sense the cocky smile in his words even though our eyes shared an intense and tension-filled stare.
I slowly nodded and reached behind my back to unhook my laced bra. Stiles’ eyes never left mine as I gently pushed the straps down my arms.
“Because I know that what’s going on in that beautiful mind of yours is filled with the smuttiest ideas that even porn can’t come up with.“ I took my bra out from under my shirt and threw it on his lap. "And I want you to know that I can help you persue them."
Stiles’ eyes quickly broke our gaze and they shifted to the intimate garment on his thighs. With a small and almost inaudable moan escaping his lips, Stiles’ gaze rested on my erect nipples just underneath the thin layer of cotton.
"Stiles.” I called his name and his eyes reluctantly snapped up to mine. “Do you want to do this? To become friends with benefits?"
“God, yes.” He groaned, his strong demeanor faltering.
A bolt of desire rushed through my body and rested down in my core. A smirk permanently etching on my lips.
“Then, take me.”
That’s all the encouragement Stiles needed to break the small space between us and push his urgent lips against mine. A moan fell from my mouth when his arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me into him.
Stiles’ lips worked expertly on mine and it made me curious as to how perfectly his tongue must work as well. Sliding my tongue against his bottom lip, I asked Stiles for an entrance and he granted me one.
Our tongues danced together, both mouths knowing exactly how to pleasure the other and, honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever been with such a good kisser before.
“Wait.” He broke the kiss, his chest breathing heavily. “We’re too close of friends, this can’t possibly work.”
“What are you talking about?” I furrowed my eyebrows, also out of breath. “That’s what makes this so perfect. You and I have no romantic interests in each other. We’re just here for the sex.”
“Okay, but what if one of us ends up wanting more than just sex?”
“That’s not gonna happen.” I shook my head and stretched my arms behind his neck. “You’re infatuated with Lydia and I never want a relationship again."
“What if one of us falls for the other?” Stiles spoke with his voice full of concern.
“Stiles, you’re thinking too much.“ I smiled and pressed my lips against his neck.
"That’s not gonna happen and if by some off chance that it does, we shut this down immediately.”
"Stiles, relax.” I spoke in between kisses. My tongue darting out to softly suck on his pulse point and Stiles moaned. “How about this? We do this tonight and, by the time we’re done, if you still feel this way about it, we never do it again. Do you think that’ll be okay with you?”
I looked up to see Stiles with his eyes closed as he lets me work my magic on his neck. He slowly opens his eyes once I stop and stares at me.
“Yes.” Stiles nods, his grip around my waist tightening. “That sounds like a good plan.”
“Wonderful.” I smiled, urgently kissing him again.
Stiles’ hands lowered down to my ass and he squeezed it, a shameless moan being released from me. I let us enjoy this moment of devouring each others’ lips before deatching myself from his arms and standing up.
His eyes never left me, even though he was very confused, and I couldn’t help but gaze at his very swollen and plump pink lips. It makes me wonder about what his other swollen and pink body part must look like at this exact moment.
As I bite down on the bottom of my lip, I slowly pull up my shirt off my body. If we were in a cartoon right now, Stiles’ eyes would be out of their sockets with how wide they are.
I let him take in the sight in front of him before walking towards my staircase, never taking my eyes off of Stiles. Lifting my finger, I seductively called him towards me and he instantly jumped up.
The next thing I know, we’re both running up the stairs and into my room. Stiles’ mouth crashes back onto mine as soon as he closes the bedroom door.
My hands make their way through his silky hair, slightly pulling back and Stiles lets out a small whimper.
“That felt strangely good.” He laughed against my lips and smiling into the kiss, I pulled his hair again.
Something lit up inside of Stiles as he, suddenly, broke our kiss and urgently pushed me onto my bed. A laugh and an excited squeal escaped my chest the second I fall back onto the mattress.
Stiles hovers over me and my eyes flicker into his. The boy with beautiful freckles, currently, had large and dark pupils, full of burning lust.
It’s as if our lips had found this new addiction we just can’t shake off as we kiss continuously. My fingers slowly unbotton his plaid shirt and my hands go underneath the fabric, my panties getting wetter at the feeling of his smooth skin against my palm.
Breaking the kiss, I push Stiles’ shirt off his shoulders and my tongue grazes the bottom of my lip as I stare at his impressive chest.
Stiles has never been an athletic person, but he sure does have the body of one. His shoulders were broad, his arms surprisingly strong with muscles, and his stomach lean enough to show the start of future abs in the making. I guess playing lacrosse and running away from supernatural creatures all these years have really paid off.
With a smirk spread across my lips, I quickly pushed Stiles’ beside me and rolled over his body. He had a new sense of excitement spark in his eyes as I lowered my head, pressing my lips against his inviting skin.
My fingers played along with Stiles’ delicious happy trail and I could feel the goosebumps rapidly appearing on his skin. My tongue trailed down and stopped right before the immediate hair poking out of his kakis and I could see his chest rising up and down.
Stiles breathed heavily as I unlooped his belt out of his pants and threw them onto the floor. With anticipation aching inside of my body, I unbottoned his pants and slid them down his legs.
The fire burning in my core heated even more when my eyes came face to face with the bulge popping in his boxers. As soon as I finished pulling his pants off his legs and discarded of them, Stiles, unexpectedly, grabbed me. He pulled me up towards him and pushed me down onto the bed, him being back on top.
“What are you doing?” I laughed at his suddeness and Stiles smiled cockily at me.
“I want to taste you.” He confessed, slowly sliding my pajama shorts off my legs. “Right now.”
“Damn.” I moaned, the smile on my face disappearing and being replaced with my teeth biting down on my lips.
Once the shorts were finally on the floor, Stiles hovered down to the bottom half of my body and my core ached in anticipation.
“Holy shit.” Stiles moaned, my breath hitching in my lungs as he swipes a finger over the thin layer of cotton covering me. “You are so fucking wet.”
All I could do was whimper, my body craving his most intimate touch. Stiles did the unexpected when he ripped apart my panties and I gasped.
Before I could even complain, his tongue swiped along my folds and an embarrassing sound came out of my chest in response.
My body seethed with lust as he stretched my legs apart and settled his head between them. Fuck, that’s hot.
I couldn’t contain my filthy moans when he slowly rolled his tongue over my clitoris, my fingers resting on the back of his head. Stiles drew figure eights with his tongue and I pulled against his hair, both of us now whimpering and moaning.
“Fuck, Stiles.“ I managed to call out in between pleasure-filled groans. "More.”
He didn’t need to be told twice as Stiles spread my legs apart even more and added his fingers to the mix.
Stiles licked harder at my clit and pressed a finger into my core, causing one hand of mine to let go of his hair and harshly cling onto the bedsheet.
Before I could even ask, Stiles added another finger. My body was already drowing in pleasure, but I really lost it when he curled his fingers inside of me.
“Fuck.” I grunted in lust, my heart beating faster than ever and my eyes flickering shut.
Stiles’ tongue and fingers did absolute magic and when my legs started shaking uncontrollably was when I knew I was close.
“Stiles, I’m almost there.” My voice sounded weak as the need to release flooded me.
With his free hand, Stiles gripped onto my thigh and worked harder. His fingers pumped faster along with his tongue.
The second Stiles gently bit down on my clitoris was when my orgasm had reached its much needed peak. All I remember was my back arching, my legs shaking, and my toes curling as the orgasm washed over me.
The pleasure made its way through my veins and I could feel it dance on every inch of my skin.
Stiles kept going to increase my high and only stopped when I had to literally pull him away from my body.
My chest rose and fell constantly with my heavy breaths, a grin planted on his face as he hovered back over me.
“Do you have any idea how fucking delicious you taste?“ Stiles smirked, his face inches from mine. His finger wiped some of my juices off my thigh and made its way past his swollen lips and into his mouth.
All I could do was shake my head, my panting too heavy.
With a cocky grin permanently etched onto his lips, he repeated his actions. But, this time his finger slowly entered my mouth.
Never breaking our eye contact, I sucked on his finger. My tongue grazed his wet skin and I could feel Stiles’ cock twitch against my thigh. A moan fell from my lips when I tasted myself. He was actually right, I really do have a pretty impressive taste.
"You are so fucking hot.” Stiles audibly moaned before pulling his finger out of my warm mouth and crashing his lips against mine.
I could faintly taste myself in his kiss and my hands flew to the hem of his boxers in response.
“This needs to go.” I breathed against his lips and Stiles nodded in agreement.
He broke away from me to take off his underwear and I swear I had to actually control myself from drooling at the sight of his penis.
“Well, fuck.” I groaned, my eyes unable to look away.
“Do you like what you see?“ Stiles chuckled, tossing his boxers on the floor.
"Oh, I love what I see.” I confessed, reaching my hand for his very pink and very swollen tip. “Damn.“
Stiles let out a hitched breath when my index finger came into contact with his head, wiping the precum from his skin. His wide and gleaming eyes never left mine as I put my finger with his precum into my mouth.
“Mhm.” I moaned appreciatively at the salty taste, my warm tongue running over my finger.
“Holy fuck.” Stiles grunted, wasting no time in placing himself between my legs and hitching them behind his waist. “Where do you keep your condoms?”
“Nightstand.“ I stated, ready for this to take its next step.
Stiles’ arm reached over to my nightstand and he opened the drawer. My lips planted wet kisses against his neck as he grabbed a condom from its box.
I began sucking on his pulse point, Stiles letting out a small moan before impatiently ripping the package with his teeth. My tongue grazed his delicious skin and Stiles put the protection on his member.
His hands carefully pulled my face away from his neck and laid me down on my pillow. Stiles’ lips fell back onto my own and he let go of my head. His left hand wrapped around my thigh as his other hand got a hold of his cock, positioning himself against my entrance.
“Ready?” Stiles asked before going any further. I nodded with a smirk, my tongue wetting the bottom of my lip.
He kissed me again before slowly pushing himself into me. We both let out animalistic moans against each others’ mouths at the feeling of our bodies deliciously joining.
His cock stretched my walls and my nails dug into his shoulder, a pained grunt escaping from Stiles. I quickly pulled my nails away from his skin.
“Sorry.” I apologized as he stopped once he was fully in, now waiting for me to adjust to his size.
“Don’t be.” Stiles lazily smiled, his eyes narrowing with a smirk. “I actually liked it.”
A chuckled erupted from my chest and Stiles laughed along with me. My nails once again digging into his back and he whimpered in satisfaction.
Stiles patiently waited for my body to be ready and distracted himself in the time being. He leaned in and began kissing my collarbone, swiping his tongue across.
“You can move now.” I suggested when my core began throbbing with need.
Without detaching his lips from my skin, Stiles slowly pulled out and, then, pushed back in. My heels dug into his ass as he thrusted in a slow, but amazing, pace.
Once he sensed I could go for more, Stiles picked up the speed and my body thanked him for it.
I never imagined having sex with one of my closest friends, but boy was I sure glad it’s now happening.
Something about seeing a best friend in his most exposing and vulnerable moment is such a turn on. Having sex just for the sake of pleasure without any feelings attached is truly the dream… and I just might get to live it.
Stiles was now pounding into me at this point and the moans we were both releasing felt so dirty and I loved every second of it. His mouth found its way back on mine, but our kisses were too messy and actually lazy from how concentrated we were on the building pleasure in our groins.
With every thrust, my body was feeling increasingly good and nearing its peak. Who would’ve ever guessed that Stiles Stilinski was so impressively great at sex?
“Are you close?” A breathless Stiles asked against my lips.
“Yes.“ I nodded as I felt his pounding beginning to feel sloppy. "What about you?”
“Pretty much already there.” Stiles confessed and I smiled against his lips.
Poor thing’s trying to hold on as long as he can for my sake. I took one of hands from his back and made my way towards where our bodies were moving together.
“I got it.” Stiles stated between kisses and placed his middle finger on my clitoris before I could.
I moaned loudly in appreciation and Stiles grinned against my mouth. He wasted no time in rapidly working on my nub, getting me to my release faster.
With a scream falling from my lips, I was the first to cum. My orgasm crashing down on me hard. I could feel my walls clenching around Stiles and that’s when he lost it.
His face settling in my neck as my body muffled his own scream. Our bodies shook together, the intense pleasure taking over the both of us.
Stiles only stopped thrusting when we both couldn’t take anymore, our private parts too sensitive to handle movement.
“Fuck.” Stiles said completely out of breath, softly pulling out and falling on the bed beside me. “That was amazing.”
“I’ll say.“ I scoffed, wiping the accumulated sweat off my forehead. "Impressive work, Stilinski.”
I raised my hand into the air and Stiles laughed the second he noticed what I was requesting.
“You, too.“ His palm came into contact with mine for a much deserved high-five.
With a smile etched across my lips, I turned my head so that I could face him. Stiles was already looking at me with satisfied eyes.
"So, do you want this to be a regular thing?” I asked, smirking at his glowing smile.
“Well, I don’t see why not.“ Stiles shrugged.
"Attaboy, Stilinski.” I laughed and fistbumped his shoulder. “This is gonna be so much fucking fun.”
Pairing: Tyler/ Reader(ish), Josh/ Reader//
Warnings: Smut, Spanking, Fuckboy Josh kinda, Cheating kinda please don’t kill me it resolves itself I promise.//
A/N: This was a request and there will be more than just one part.//
Okay then. I probably will not be doing this justice, but okay.//
You are currently sitting between Josh and Tyler while watching a movie in theaters. You rest your head on Tyler, your boyfriend’s, shoulder, and continue to watch the movie; until the arm that separates you and Josh is lifted. You think nothing of it, he was probably just trying to get comfortable. Then, you feel his large hand softly lay itself onto your knee. You lift your head and turn it to look at Josh, but he just shushes you and looks back to the screen. You bite your lip and cock your eyebrow, which is when he slowly starts to drag his hand further up your thigh. Was he seriously going to do this with Tyler right next to you? As the thought crossed your mind, Tyler’s phone goes off, earning loud groans from the moviegoers. “I’m so sorry I’ll be right back” he says, rushing out. You take the opportunity to turn your head to Josh. “What the hell are you doing” you whisper yell to him.
“Just having some fun” he says, an arrogant smirk present on his lips. His lips. Oh God. Tyler comes back in and leans down to whisper to the both of you. “Hey, I’m needed to record some more of my lyrics, they deleted them on accident. Can you take [Y/N] home, Josh” Even in the dark, you could see his smile. “Of coarse dude, good luck” he says. Tyler kisses you goodbye and walks out. You pout and put the armrest back down, earning a chuckle from Josh. He doesn’t mess with you for the rest of the movie, or in the car on the way back to your house. As soon as you’re there, you jump out and head for your door. Once it’s opened, you hear Josh running in behind you and pushing you against the now shut door. “Ohh, come on baby, you’re not being very fun” he says. “Josh, I am with Tyler, whom I love very much” you say, trying to push past him. He blocks you in by pressing his hips to yours rather rough and pins you to the door. “Now, you can’t deny the way you look at me, sweetie. I see it, and I see the way you have to rub your legs together and hide it from your little boy toy” he says, whispering the last part into your ear. Before you can say another word, Josh forcefully kisses you, making your head hit the door. You kiss back, not being able to fight the feelings anymore. Tyler was a very sweet boy, and the sex was good, gentle. But you could just tell how rough Josh could give it to you. Josh pulls you from the door and pushes you back onto the couch, the armrest making you fall back and trip, so you’re now laying down. He doesn’t hesitate to rip his shirt from his body, and looking down at you, the smirk having returned. You take off your own shirt before Josh goes back to making out with you, cupping and squeezing your breasts through your bra. “That’s no good.” He says, ripping your bra completely off, without unclasping. Just tore it off your body. You let out a loud gasp and glare at him. “You owe me a new one” he laughs and continues with his mission, moving down from your mouth, to your jaw, and to your neck, finding a sweet spot. “Oh God, yes. Wait. No, Josh Tyler will know he didn’t do that” you breathe out. “Listen, tonight, you’re mine. I’m going to leave marks, and you’re going to deal with it.” He says, before sucking on your neck once more. You moan and run your fingers through his hair. He grabs your hands and pins them above your head with one hand, and uses the other to unbutton and slide off your pants. He brings his hand up to your mouth, and you open, letting him slide his fingers in. You go the extra mile to be sloppy and make them as wet as possible. He drags them back down and moves your underwear off, before sliding his fingers into you. You let out loud moans as his fingers explore your insides. While Tyler had longer fingers, Josh’s were thicker and he moved them faster, like he knew what he was doing. He pumps his two fingers, before leaning his head down to lick and suck on your clit. You feel your hips buck, trying to get him to go faster, but he only bites you softly, as if to warn you. You whimper when he pulls away, but you quickly move out from under him and push him back on the couch. “What are you doing?” He asks, as you unbutton his pants and slide them down, along with his underwear. “We should both be wet” you say, looking at his long, throbbing member. You lean your head down and start licking his tip, lightly and softly. “God you’re a fucking tease” he says, grabbing you by your hair and urging you to start sucking him. You take his hints and relax your jaw, letting him shove himself deep into your mouth. He starts hitting the back of your throat, causing you to gag. “Yeah? Too much for you?” He says, letting you move so you can breathe again. “Who’s bigger?” He asks. “Josh..” Josh takes you and puts you on all fours, and slaps your backside. Hard. “I asked you a question.” He says. You bite your lip and don’t answer, earning yourself another hard hit. “Ugh God, okay. Josh, you’re longer, Tyler is thicker..” you say. He pauses for a minute, before flipping you on your back and thrusting himself into you, without warning. “Fuck, Josh” you grab him and try to adjust yourself to be more comfortable, but he just pins you down again, leaning over so he can thrust harder and deeper. You bite your lip as Josh crashes his lips into your sloppily. He moved your thighs so they were now wrapped around his waist, so he could thrust deeper. You bring your hand down and start rubbing your clit, to help push yourself along. As you feel your orgasm beginning to hit you, your front door swings open. “Hey babe, why is Josh’s car still OH MY GOD” Tyler’s voice rings through the entire place, and Josh jumps off of you and moves over to grab a blanket to cover himself, and hands you your jacket. “Are you guys fucking kidding me?” Tyler asks, taking a step towards you. “Tyler, I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have done this, I know. But” he cuts you off. “Just go upstairs. I need to talk to Josh.” You nod and rush upstairs, not wanting to make the situation any worse. You put on some underwear and one of Tyler’s shirts and sit on the bed, waiting for something, anything. It seems like years pass before Tyler opens the door, followed by Josh, now in his underwear. “[Y/N] we have a crazy idea, but just hear us out. I don’t want this to be a relationship anymore.” You physically feel your heart break inside of you and you start tearing up. “Tyler, please..” you plead, beginning to sniffle. You her Josh shift and Tyler comes over and wraps an arm around you. “Baby, just listen. I know you love me, and I know you like Josh, and, I can’t believe I’m even saying this. I want you to be 100% happy. So, I was thinking. You could be in a relationship with the both of us. You can have sex with both of us, and go on dates with both of us, just everything.” You wipe your eyes and look at the both of them. “Is this a joke?” They both shake their heads. “What do you say?” Josh asks, finally speaking up.
Hey! No pressure to answer if you don't wanna, but you've mentioned liking comics!Ollie a few times and I mostly know him secondhand through Birds of Prey. So my main impression of him is "cocky asshole serial cheater Dinah is better off without" and I was wondering if you'd be interested in talking about what I'm missing about his character not reading his own comics? Thanks!
Sure! So here’s the thing: Ollie-as-cheater is a retcon. The timeline goes something like this [CW: rape]:
1941-1969: Ollie has no real recurring love interest. (There’s Miss Arrowette, aka Bonnie King, Cissie’s mom, but she’s only portrayed as a potential love interest for Ollie in one of her four Silver Age appearances.)
1969: Ollie develops his leftwing hothead personality and falls head over heels for Dinah (who originally was a good ten years older than him, which is a dynamic I love).
1988: While in a committed relationship with Dinah, Ollie is raped by Shado, who bears a child as a result. He has no knowledge of this happening and doesn’t know the child is his.
1993: Ollie is kissed by a teenage runaway he and Dinah have taken in, and Dinah dumps him for not pushing her away.
1995-2000: Ollie dies. Chuck Dixon relentlessly portrays Ollie as a lovable but incorrigible horndog in both Connor’s Green Arrow and Dinah’s Birds of Prey, largely to contrast virginal, shy (and likely queer, deal with it Homophobic Chuck) Connor with his father and to explain some of Dinah’s issues during this period.
2000: Ollie is resurrected in Quiver, which is my favorite Green Arrow story, but has a few terrible moments in it, including one in which he is depicted as willingly cheating on Dinah with Shado.
2002-2016: Ollie is dragged through a decade and a half of character assassination in which more infidelity is retconned into his backstory, he’s revealed to have knowingly abandoned Connor and his mother after Connor was born, he cheats on Dinah some more, their relationship becomes increasingly toxic and physically violent, and everything is terrible. Honestly, I’m not sure how bad it eventually got, because I jumped ship completely after Lian’s death.
2016: Green Arrow: Rebirth happens and my big dumb romantic hippie rascal came BACK and I love him so much I want to cry about it!
Ollie has definitely never been perfect. The only part of your description I disagree with, actually, is “serial cheater,” because he is cocky (but I like cocky) and he is an asshole (but I like assholes) and he isn’t good enough for Dinah (but no one is). And he and Dinah weren’t perfect during the 25 years or so they were together before his death. She ostensibly dumped him for kissing Marianne, but this was coming on years of being impulsive and irresponsible (one time he went out to run errands and ended up in a dog race in Alaska).
But man, the writing of the two of them after he came back to life and Kevin Smith left the book was just dreadful, and I largely blame Judd Winick for that (although I goddamn hate what Brad Meltzer did, too). Winick turned their banter into toxic fighting - at one point, Ollie calls Dinah a slut and accuses her of sleeping with an entire football team, she hits him, and then they get really turned on by this and do it. No, Judd, hitting is not “sexy” when women do it, especially when they’re one of the top ranked martial artists in the world. Around the same time, Babs is shocked to learn that Dinah is marrying Ollie, “who fathered Connor with that Shado woman” - except Connor’s mother is Moonday and Shado raped Ollie. It’s a combination of comics not accepting that men can be raped (and Grell really didn’t write it as rape, just a ~thing that happened~), and writers basing their characterizations on retcons instead of the original text and that particular aspect of Ollie’s character snowballing.
I’m willing to accept that Ollie’s a tomcat, no problem. The man has two (or three! I personally believe that Cissie is his) illegitimate children with (two (or three) different women, none of whom are The Love Of His Life. I have no problem with a characterization of Ollie as Enthusiastic About Sex. But the cheating retcon really gets my goat. (As does the retcon that he knew about Connor from birth, which I simply refuse to accept. It’s my Green Arrow Rubicon and I won’t cross it.)
As to why I like him: again, he’s not perfect. He’s a mess. (I like messes! Look at Booster Gold. Look at Daredevil.) But he’s a try-hard mess. He’s so passionate and he cares so much. He makes the spiciest chili and yells at people about recycling and spends half an hour waxing his beard into points every morning and accidentally brings a new teenager home every time he goes outside. He is cranked to eleven 100% of the time and even if he sometimes goes too far or gets it wrong, it’s never out of apathy.
Ollie is a showboater and irresponsible and he fucks up all the time - with Roy, with Connor, with Dinah. But he loves with his whole self and he wants the hero community to be better than they are and he has committed to a silly theme to a truly ridiculous degree and I just adore him.
If I have convinced you to give Ollie a shot (ha, arrow pun), here are my recs:
Green Lantern/Green Arrow by Denny O’Neil and Neal Adams, otherwise known as the Hard Traveling Heroes era. Be warned that this is 70s liberalism so there are some well-intentioned but reeeeeeally dated Hot Takes on race and class, and some real opposition to women’s lib. (But oh boy does Adams draw a beautiful Dinah.)
Hunter’s Moon by Mike Grell. The Grell era on GA actually starts with the miniseries The Longbow Hunters, which spun off into Ollie’s first ongoing series; Hunter’s Moon collects the first issues from that run. But The Longbow Hunters, though visually stunning as well as important (it moved Ollie and Dinah to Seattle, introduced Shado, and temporarily removed Dinah’s Canary Cry), has a lot of sexual violence (against Dinah) and Orientalism in it. I’m sick of books with violence against women being the Important Comics so I’d rather boost Hunter’s Moon, which shows Dinah going to therapy and working through what’s happened to her as a person with agency instead of using her trauma as a plot point to motivate Ollie. But I’m including Grell in here because Dinah’s assault aside, he depicts Ollie and Dinah’s relationship as healthy, complex, and joyously sexual, and I love it.
Quiver and Sounds of Violence by Kevin Smith and Phil Hester. Ollie’s resurrection and the sequel. As noted above, Smith hits a couple sour notes for me, but I mostly love his Ollie, plus he introduces Mia here and I would die for her. And Hester’s Ollie has imprinted on my heart forever as my Ollie. (Weirdly, Smith and O’Neil share the odd distinction of writing my favorite Green Arrow and my least favorite Daredevil.)
Green Arrow: Rebirth and the current ongoing series by Benjamin Percy and Otto Schmidt. Can be clunky, but the heart is there, as Ollie tries really really hard to unlearn his privilege, be worthy of Dinah, and repair his relationships with Diggle (!) and Roy. Also features his kid sister Emiko Queen, who was created somewhere during the time that I was ignoring Green Arrow comics but she is PERFECT and I would fight a mountain lion for her. In some beautiful parallel universe Mia and Cissie and Emi all live with Ollie and make fun of him 100% of the time and it’s beautiful.
In conclusion, THANK YOU if you made it through all that nonsense, and please enjoy this ridiculous macro from LJ user parsimonia that I saved a million years ago and which makes me laugh every time I look at it:
Summary : Some drunken teenagers push you around whilst watching your favourite band at Coachella and Ethan is not happy about it.
Warnings : swearing
Day three of Coachella has come around quicker then you would have liked. Although you have enjoyed watching your favourite artists and have had multiple water fights with the twins and Cam just to cool down from the scorching sun. Oh, and who could forget the many kisses you and Ethan have shared whilst Grayson pretends to be sick at the sight. Overall Coachella was everything you could wish for and more!
But today is the day you’ve been waiting for all weekend. Radiohead (let’s pretend they played on night 3 and not 1 ok) was finally playing tonight and you couldn’t be more excited. you had even saved your best outfit for the evening. black converse, black shorts, a baggy ripped up Radiohead t-shirt that covered your shorts and Ethan’s blue bandana on your head with your favourite vintage sunglasses.
Once you were done with your make up and double checked your outfit you walked out your shared bedroom with Cam to find the twins sat waiting for you. Ethan was the first to greet you with a kiss and whispered subtle in you ear “damn, y/n. you look sexy as fuck today, how am I gonna control myself” giggling to yourself you all decided you needed to set off to Coachella as Cam wanted to see a band and Grayson wanted to find some flash tats to stick on himself.
Once at Coachella you and Ethan went straight to the pizza stall because damn does that boy love his food. After that you met up with an unhappy Grayson who was sulking over not finding any Flash Tattoos and Cam who had came back from finally seeing her favourite band. “Right then, now we’re all here I say we go find a good spot at the main stage ready for Radiohead” Ethan said whilst smirking at you knowing how excited you were to see them live. “Yeahhhh boiii” you shouted rather loudly before grabbing Ethan’s hand and dragging him through the sea of people to get rather close to the front of the stage.
Whilst waiting for Radiohead to come on stage you and Ethan were wrapped up in each other with your arms around his waist and his around your shoulders. That is until a couple of boys your age decided to come stand next to you and Ethan talking loudly and jumping all around with hands full of beer. Before you know it a guy had stood on your foot and let his drink fall down your back. You were shocked to say the least, gasping you turned around to glare at the boys and give them a piece of your mind but Ethan beat you to it.
“Hey! Dickheads, how about you lay off the alcohol and stand still like normal fucking people. Can’t you see that you’ve just spilt your drink down my girlfriends back and stood on her foot with your shoes?” one thing about Ethan is that he’ll always stand up and protect you no matter how small or big the issue is.
“Aye man, chill! I’m sorry we just came here to have a good time. Maybe you should try it!” one of the guys shouted back. By this point Ethan was angry to say the least, if it wasn’t for you standing in front of him he’d probably have thrown a punch at one of the guys. “there’s a difference between having a good time and being a complete dickhead!” you put a hand on Ethan’s neck to try and get him to look at you so you could calm him down but luckily for you the screams from the crowd distracted everyone from what was happening as Radiohead were on stage and playing ‘Burn the witch’
Ethan put his arms protectively around your waist whilst you both faced the stage. You had the biggest smile on your face not just because you were seeing your favourite band but because you had the best boyfriend ever.
on the ride back to the hotel you where staying in Ethan was oddly quiet “hey, you okay Eth?” you said softly whilst grabbing his hand and playing with his fingers. “I’m just.. I’m sorry I ruined the night with getting too overprotective, I know you could handle yourself but I just got so angry with them and how they pushed you my mouth spoke before I could even think. please don’t be mad with me” Ethan whispered so quietly you had to lean into him to hear. “Eth babe, I’m not mad at all and You in no way ruined the night. If anything I thought it was Hot as fuck!” You said giggling which made Ethan smirk and kiss you sweetly.
“Oi, you two keep it PG back there I’m innocent” Grayson shouted from the passenger seat of the car which made you all laugh. It was that moment that you realised you had the perfect weekend with some amazing people and the best boyfriend ever.
Okay that was it guys my first imagine! Let me know what you think think and give me requests for my next imagines. :) X
This is my first Riverdale fanfiction so please don't hate it too much
(Description: set during episode 5, Kevin notices Jughead might have a thing for Betty and confronts him about it.)
“Hello, Wednesday Addams,” Kevin said, slumping onto the couch next to Jughead.
“Hello, Damien Leigh,” Jughead replied sarcastically, not looking up from the computer sitting on his lap.
“So, I’ve noticed something recently,” Kevin said with a smirk. Jughead continued his rapid typing. “I think you have the hots for Betty."
"And what makes you think that?” Jughead asked, trying to sound nonchalant, even though he’d stopped typing.
“Oh, maybe the fact that you looked like you wanted to murder Trev as soon as he walked into the room earlier on."
"That’s just my normal facial expression."
"And I could practically hear your heart breaking when Betty said they were going on a date,” Kevin continued. “Plus, you got super salty with Betty when Trev finally left."
"I’m always salty,” Jughead said, rolling his eyes.
“Yes, but not with Betty. You’re always smiling at least a little bit when she’s around."
"I don’t know what you’re talking about."
"Just admit it! You like Betty!"
"No, I don’t! Can you just drop it!” Jughead said, finally looking away from his laptop to face Kevin.
“Of course you like Betty! No one can spend more than five minutes with her without falling in love! You’re just in denial.”
“Dude, there’s nothing to deny! Can we talk about something else now? Anything else?!"
"What are we talking about?” Veronica asked as she walked in.
“Well, Betty has a date with Trev, even though it’s apparently only to find information on the case. But Jughead here has a little crush on Betty and is jealous of Trev,” Kevin explained with a smirk.
“Oh, my god, really?!” Veronica exclaimed as she sank into the chair across from them.
“No! Stop it Kev! I don’t like Betty!” Jughead argued.
“Now that I think of it, you totally do!” Veronica stated excitedly.
“Even if I did like her, it’s not like she’d ever like me back,” Jughead explained, trying to make it sound like a joke. Veronica and Kevin’s sympathetic looks showed that he wasn’t very convincing.
“Of course she would! You’re handsome in your own emo way,” Ronnie argued. “Maybe of you tried dressing differently.”
“Oh, I know! Jughead should wear a suit and tie to Jason’s memorial! Show Betty he can be classy and get her attention!” Kevin added.
“Also, maybe loose the beanie. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you without it,” Veronica continued.
“I’m not gonna wear a suit just to impress Betty,” Jughead argued, rolling his eyes and continuing his typing.
“Fine, but if you don’t make a move soon, someone else is gonna snatch her up. No one can spend more than five minutes with her without falling in love,” Ronnie warned.
“Exactly! Thank you!” Kevin agreed.
“Ok, maybe I’ll wear a suit. If I feel like it. But I’m not making any promises,” Jughead reluctantly agreed. “Also, I’m not taking off my beanie.”
“Yes! I totally ship it!” Kev said happily.
Veronica gasped excitedly. “What should their couple name be?!”
“Whose couple name?”
Jughead, Veronica and Kevin all turned to Betty, who had just walked in the door.
“Uhh,” Veronica turned to Jughead, who was slightly shaking his head and mouthing “no”. “Yours and Trev’s couple name. Kevin was just telling us that you two have a date planned.”
A few days later, at Jason’s Memorial, Kevin, Archie and Val were some of the first to arrive at Thornhill. While Archie and Val were busy discussing music, Kevin and Ronnie gossiped about the Blossoms and their mansion. That was until Jughead and Betty walked in. Betty looked as beautiful as always, but beside her, slouched over with his hands in his pockets, was Jughead wearing a suit and tie, though he was still wearing his beanie.
Kevin and Veronica gave each other an equally shocked and excited look. Jughead, seeing their reactions, just rolled his eyes and sat down.
“I’m just gonna go fix my hair,” Betty told the group.
“Oh, I’ll show you where the bathroom is,” Ronnie offered, standing up. Betty nodded and they left together.
Almost as soon as they left the room, Kevin was beside Jughead.
“So? Did she like the suit?” Kevin asked, raising an eyebrow.
“Well, she didn’t exactly not like it,” Jughead admitted.
“Give me details! What happened when she saw you?!” Kev asked excitedly.
“She just looked me up and down for a second and gave me this look that was a mix between surprised and impressed,” he explained, fighting the urge to smile at the memory.
“Great, you’ve got her attention! Your next move is to- Wait, where did you even get this suit?” Kevin asked out of curiosity. “You don’t exactly seem like the sort to just have a suit lying around.”
“I used the last of my drive-in money to rent it for the day,” Jughead admitted, almost sounding embarrassed.
“Wow, that’s love,” Kevin stated happily.
“So, what did you think of Jughead in a suit?” Ronnie asked Betty while she was fixing her hair.
“Oh, I liked it. I was a little surprised that he even bothered to wear one,” Betty said.
“Yeah, almost like he was trying to impress someone,” Veronica added with a smirk.
“I doubt it. He’s not exactly the sort of person who goes around trying to impress people,” Betty said with a slight scoff.
“Yeah, not usually,” Veronica said smiling to herself.
(A/N: Wow, this was way longer (and weirder) than I expected. I didn’t know how to end it so hopefully it didn’t end too awkwardly. Tell me your thoughts and criticisms please. But you don’t have to. Thanks for reading!)
“I’m not angry at you, just at myself… Because I knew this would happen, but I let myself fall in love with you anyways.” for Moriel (I don't know if I'm ready for this)
(…….I apologise in advance for what’s to follow…Sad. Very sad. Seriously. Avert ur eyes now if this is maybe not ur cup of tea. EXTREME SADNESS (ie death) WARNING.)
The cool, crisp fresh air of the Illyrian mountains is a welcome balm upon her feverish, sweaty skin. Mor pauses, drawing out this moment just a little longer, when she winnows onto the base of the high, sharply sloping hill. He waits for her at the top but she indulges, savouring the sweet, rich taste of the air. She’s been trapped inside too long, a cage of her own making, for her own penance but…For him she had let herself loose this day, this one day.
Her calves burn as she sets to climbing, higher, higher, higher, panting for breath halfway up. She should just turn around, go back, try again another day, she isn’t ready for this, she isn’t strong enough, she’s never been strong enough for this but- But she has to do it today. She has to.
The soft fingers of wind that had murmured at her in Velaris are replaced by a different monster out here. This gale tugs sharply at her hair, tossing it, unbound as it is, into great clouds of gold, curling around her head, a halo gilded by the sun overhead, one she doesn’t deserve. It tears at her dress, loose and uncharacteristically plain, pure white and simply cut. Her feet are bare, the harsh grass of these lands grazes against her skin but she barely notices.
Her heart is in her throat as she reaches the crest of the hill, her chest is tight, her body shaking. She clenches her firsts. She can do this. She can do this. She’s survived everything else this world has thrown at her in the past. She can survive this too….If she does…She’ll know she can survive anything.
With small, slow, tremulous steps, she approaches him, sitting down beside him she bows her head, tugging at her pendent, squeezing the smooth stone tight in her palm, rubbing her thumb absently over it again and again, letting that help steady her pounding heart.
Staring straight ahead of her, the wind falling silent, as though the world holds its breath and waits for her to speak, to say the words she’s kept inside her heart for five hundred years at long last. “I’m sorry,” she begins tremulously, “I should have come to see you sooner than this I…I know that.” She swallows tightly, still staring at the landscape around her. Beautiful. Wild and untamed and utterly raw. She understands why he’d wanted it to be here. It’s perfect.
“I hope you can forgive me,” she breathes, fingers absently tugging up long strands of grass, weaving them together, needing to keep her hands busy as she says this, give herself something else to look at. “I know you understand why- It was…It hard. It hurt. I hurt and I needed some time I…I hope you can forgive me,” she says again. She knows in her heart that he will but…The words are spilling from her and she’s barely in control of the torrent that escapes her. They’ve been kept inside for too long. They know themselves what she needs to tell him, better than she knows herself.
“But I’m here now,” she says, voice a little stronger with that admission. She’s doing it. She’s surviving it. This isn’t breaking her, it can’t, it won’t, she won’t allow it to. “There’s something I have to tell you, Azriel…Something I should have told you..So long ago but…We weren’t ready. I’m still not ready but…I have to say it. I have to.”
He won’t interrupt her now, not now that she’s finally begun. She has all the time in the world to say this to him. The only small blessing from everything that’s come crashing down around them all recently.
Swallowing, Mor forces herself to suck in a deep breath, her lungs protest, seeming to be made of stone, burning as she tries to keep herself going, as though even her body wants to give up. No. No she can do this. For him. She can do this.
“I’m not angry at you,” she begins slowly, “Because I know how you like to take the blame for everything, Az, but that’s not happening here. I was. I was furious with you for doing this to me but now…I’m not angry at you….Just at myself…” It shouldn’t be this hard, not after all this time, not after everything that’s happened. It shouldn’t be this hard. “Because-” She falters. Gulps down another desperate breath. Tries again. “Because I knew this would happen,” maybe not this precisely but…She had known. She had known that this path led only to destruction for her, that she would end up with her heart shattered and her soul in ashes and she had…She had.
“But I let myself fall in love with you anyway,” she finishes, closing her eyes and letting the weight of those words, finally loosed into the world, crash over her at last.
“It was worth it,” she says, nodding firmly. “I’m angry right now because it hurts, because I hate that I didn’t try harder to let go of you, because that would have made this so much easier but…Deep down…I know it was worth it. I know that I wouldn’t change anything. I did the right thing.” Even though she’s not sure she’ll ever be the same again, even though she feels as though a part of her has died, she still knows that she’s made the right choice all these years, that now was the moment to tell him, and not before. He hadn’t been ready. She hadn’t been ready. And Cauldron…if she’d tried to push him…What might have happened? What might she have become? This is better. No matter how much she aches…This is better.
The wind howls mournfully around them, sweeping over the rolling hills that surround them and she closes her eyes, letting it carry her away, for just a moment, just a moment on its back.
“I love, Az,” she whispers, as the sky darkens above them and that familiar hush falls over the world. “I’ve loved you every day for more than five hundred years. And now it’s over. Now it’s done. And I-” she breaks off, blinking away tears. “I’ll get through this. I know you’d want me to. And you damn well better appreciate it because I have no idea how I’m going to do that but…but I will.”
She opens her eyes again, turns at last to face him, “I will,” she breathes, stretching out a hand, “Because I love you. Because I will always love you.” Her hand presses flat against the rough stone, the carvings etched into it fresh and raw, not yet smoothed and weathered by time. She lets her fingertip trace every letter, his name, and the runes that follow.
Azriel. Brother. Friend. Partner. ‘The noblest act in this world is also the saddest; that of burning yourself to the ground to ensure those you protect will never feel the cold.’
She had chosen the words to go on the headstone, words from one of his favourite poems. Rhys and Cassian had both agreed with her decision at once. She had carved them here herself using her magic. A trained stonemason could have done it better but…It had been right that she had done it. He had deserved that. One last gift from her to him, the least she could do after what he gave for them all.
It’s been weeks since his death. She should have been here with him every damn day, should never have left his side. But the last time she managed to rise from bed was the day of his funeral. Since then she’s remained there, shut away, refusing to talk to anyone, barely eating, sleeping too much because she dreams of him and doesn’t want to wake for too long to endure the pain of living in this world without him.
But tonight…Tonight is their night. Starfall. She’s spent every single one with him since they met. An accident for perhaps the first fifty years, then a tradition the two of them had strictly enforced. Missions and wars and kings and high lords alike had waited upon them for this one day, this one day. She couldn’t let him down. She had forced herself out of bed, not answering Cassian and Rhys’ surprised exclamations at breakfast, and had made her way out here to be with him.
The sky darkens overhead and the first spirits begin to crest above her. She wonders if he might be among them. She hopes he is. She hopes that he’s still able to fly, at least this once, wherever he is now.
“You’d best be waiting for me,” she finds herself whispering, her hand still pressed against the stone, resting over his name. “When I see you on the other side you better be there, Azriel, you better be ready and you better kiss me so damn hard I feel like I’m dying all over again, do you hear me?” Her voice catches, tears clogging her throat, choking off the rest of her words and she forces them all down, sitting there, tears streaming from her eyes, one hand still clutching onto him the entire time.
She lets the rest of the night pass in total silence, watching the spirits drift down lazily from the heavens. She sees one star, burning a brighter blue than the others, lingering longer, seeming to drag itself back across the sky, forcing itself to remain longer for her so that she finds him, knows that he’s keeping up this tradition too, that he’s here with her tonight just as he’s here with her.
She remains on that hill all night, longer after the world has faded back into darkness, huddled against his grave. She doesn’t cry. All her tears are spent. She just sits beside him, holding onto him, letting the silence stretch.
By the time Cassian comes for her in the morning she can no longer feel the cold. The boom of wings overhead has her thinking, for just a moment, that it might be him. But the tread of footsteps is off, Cassian always so much heavier and more decisive than Az, who might have hovered everywhere for all the noise he made.
When he reaches her he brushes the tips of his fingers over the gravestone, his tribute to his fallen brother. Without a word he gently scoops her up into his arms. She doesn’t resist him, just lies limply against him as he flares his wings and takes off. As he flies them home she asks him quietly, through tears she hadn’t realised had begun to fall again, if he saw him last night as well. Cass nods, thickly murmuring that he did.
Mor can’t help herself looking up as they fly home. She wonders if he’s still watching over them, then assures himself that he must be. Not even death could stop him from protecting those he loves; his family. She prays, though, that he manages to find some peace, some time for himself. And that she sees him again soon. This world is colder, harsher, without him in it. Strange, how the loss of a shadowsinger could leave her world so devoid of light and full of darkness. But she will see him again. And in the meantime…In the meantime she’ll live, as she would have wanted…She’ll live and find ways to show him she loves him every day so that when they find each other again…They’ll be ready.
based off a request I got asking how Seventeen would sound in bed. pretty nsfw; it sucks that they won't let you put chats under a cut??? so smut warning and if you don't like, don't read. -Tanisha<3)
When it comes to moans/whimpers/etc, S.Coups would actually be fairly quiet. He'd more of a giver than a taker, and when he is receiving, he is more just heavy breaths and the very occasional deep groan. He saves that groan for when he's coming, probably with your name, and if you can get him to make noise otherwise it's a huge accomplishment. That and he's also a big dirty talker. I mean, he's got a gorgeous deep voice and he just loves the way you react to it and he would just dirty talk even if it was for himself.
He just makes the absolute best sex noises. I've read some fics about the boys singing during and actually whatever noises he made would be so beautiful sounding that you might mistake them for song. Like he's just so perfect that this would bleed into every aspect of life. Even when he's getting head and there's right or wrong way to do that, he was just look so gorgeous and sound ten thousand times better. And the sound of your name being moaned off his lips would actually almost kill you because it sounds so good.
Just imagine being on your knees in front of him and you're giving him so much pleasure it's almost painful and he's just on the verge of cumming when his mouth hangs open and his voice cracks when he lets out a heavy "Jesus Christ". I love the irony and it actually really suits him (and now I just can't get that out of my head). He has such a sweet, small voice that hearing him mutter filthy things ("you like that, babygirl?" or "God, you look so good on my cock.") would be a contrast that you would never get over. And hearing him swear over and over in that sweet voice - it would wreck you. (Cause just the thought wrecks me but that's off topic.)
He would also be another quiet one. He's so concentrated on you and not blowing his load early that he gets pretty quiet during sex. And he's so athletic (with all the dance and the martial arts) that it would take a lot to getting him panting or breathing heavily. But this doesn't really bother you much.
This kid won't shut up during sex. We all know he's like sex wrapped up in a cheesy sweatband and sex would be all or nothing with him and it's never nothing. So he groans, moans, whimpers, panting, huffing; any imaginable or unimaginable human noise to make during sex will come out of his mouth. He gets so into the head space of sex and really lets himself get lost in you that he never ever holds himself back vocally.
I find him so hard to peg. He could either be very quiet or surprise you and burst out the worst/best kind of dirty talk you've ever heard and have the moans of a porn star. He would probably feel like his moans need to be a show for you, so he might exaggerate them a little. That's not even a bad thing. He wants to let you know you're doing a good job and turning him on and he can do that with his dirty words and dirty, dirty sounds.
Whimpers; he has those shaky little whimpers, especially because he desperately tries to hold himself back. He can be kind of a grump and he's got this well-established thing about pride, but when that first, tiny little whimper escapes him you know you've broken him. Then they slowly get louder and more intense and some of them even become high pitched moans, all mixed in with gusting breaths. During sex he breaths like someone who's trying not to sound out of breath; and it's actually incredibly sexy.
Loves to bit his lip and kiss you to mask his noises. He indulges himself much more in your moans and prefers not to have the attention on himself. If anything he lets out that epic, finishing moan when he's orgasming and it cracks his voice and shudders in the best way.
This motherfucker is a groaner. He groans full and deep and lets it rumble through his chest so you can see it and feel it and hear it so clear and just let it fuck you up. He doesn't shy away from making noise, and it's deep and manly and always serves to turn you on.
A giant puppy and kind of hard for me to imagine in terms of sex; if anything, he got gasps down pat. Whatever you do in bed either takes him by surprise or just leaves him breathless and this results in a lot of pitchy gasps, mixed with your name and maybe he would even surprise you with some swears. I feel like he'd also be a lip-biter, trying to hold his sounds back because he would shy of them.
An amazing moaner; he has the most beautiful voice and when he really gets into holding music notes, it sounds like just pure sex moans. He moans so nicely during sex that he could make a living doing audio porn. All nice and low and raspy. Sometimes higher pitched, ending in gasps. And he's not really a dirty-talker, but he's incredibly bossy during sex, and not afraid to tell his partner what he wants from them and exactly how, and this just comes out sounding like the best dirty talk of the century. I mean the sounds he makes during sex are anybody's wet dream.
his moans are perfect. He's another one with a sex voice; and when he gets in the bedroom he lets lust takeover every inch of his body and his mind gets completely hazed over. This means he reacts to everything you do, moaning and saying your name and swearing (we all know how much he loves his swears) at each little move you make. His voice is usually pretty worn out after sex, and toward his orgasm he gets the best rasp in his voice that's the biggest turn-on for you. You work to make that rasp worse each time and sometimes even put him out of commission for rapping the next day.
A lot of panting. Even though he dances he still not quite used to the full exertion of sex but he's still there with you the whole time and eager and excited for it. He asks a lot of questions - he needs to know if he's doing this right (even if he done it once or twice before) and if you like it and what you're thinking because your pleasure is the most important thing. He lets the occasional moan slip through, when his mind gets lost, and it's really embarrassed. Most of the time his mind is just far too busy during sex to let his body make noise.
How would McCree, Hanzo, and Genji react to their S/O being a really good dancer, but their S/O is kinda shy about it and the guys don't know until they accidentally walk in on them practicing?
Walks in on them doing a pirouette, toes on perfect point. Their body moved in time to the classical music playing from their phone, and at first, McCree didn’t say a word. He just leaned on the door frame and let out a low whistle. He had no idea his s/o could move so beautifully. But his partner heard him and tensed up, their dancing coming to an abrupt halt.
“Aw, why’d ya stop?” Jesse smiled, “I was enjoyin’ the view,”
“J-Jesse!” they squeaked as a blush filled their cheeks.
“How long h-have you been standing there?!”
“Not long, but long enough to see that fancy footwork,” he chuckled.
His s/o quickly stopped the music and approached him, refusing to meet his eyes.
“W-well fine,” they stammered, “Just…if you’re going to watch, warn me next time,”
“Why? Can your man not watch you dance whenever he wants,” he smirked.
“No, he cannot,” they answered stubbornly, “I’m really…shy about this kind of stuff, and although I get nervous when people watch me dance, I’m even more freaked out when I learn someone’s been watching me without me knowing!”
McCree’s brow creased as he stroked their head lovingly, feeling a little bad for spooking them now.
“Aw, alright,” he sighed, “I’m sorry, hon. I’ll give ya a heads-up next time,”
“More than just a whistle?” they asked shrewdly.
“Ya, ok, ok,” he shrugged, “Now can I see you dance a little more. Do a few more spins for me?”
Their blush returned as they held their phone to their chest bashfully. Standing on point again, they muttered, “Ok…for you…”
When he first found out about his partner’s secret dancing talents, he didn’t interrupt them. They were alone when they were practicing, and it seemed like they had gone out of their way to remove all distractions. He didn’t want to be the one to butt in and ruin their concentration, so he would watch for a few moments, then continue on his way. But one evening, he brought it up at dinner, hoping to finally learn more about it.
“I saw you practicing your dance again, today,” he said casually.
His partner nearly did a spit take! They stared up at him in horror and he just looked at them worriedly.
“You what?” they hissed.
“I…saw you dancing,” he said carefully, “You often practice early in the mornings, don’t you?”
“You know when?!” they squealed.
“Um…Yes?” he shrugged.
“Hanzo, how long have you been watching me dance?!” they gasped.
“I-I don’t know,” he stuttered, “A few weeks now,”
“W-w-weeks?! So when I screwed up that jump, you saw?! When I hit my funny bone, you saw?! You saw all of it?!”
“Well I don’t stay for very long,” he tried to say, “I do not want to disturb you, so I–”
“I’m very conservative about my dancing!” they lectured him, leaning in on the table, “I don’t really like to show off, and I especially don’t like people watching it in secret! Practices should be for the dancer only! If people watch, they’ll see me mess up and make a fool of myself!”
Hanzo sat there and absorbed his s/o’s preaching. He didn’t know much about dance, so he believed his s/o on the matter. Now he just felt sorry for not telling them in the first place.
“I apologize,” he bowed his head slightly, “I did not realize you meant to be isolated during your practice. But…although I did see you stumble a few times in your steps…I also saw how beautiful and amazing you looked. You can choose to hide your talent, love, and I am content with that. But just know that it brought be great joy to see you dance. However, I promise never to watch you again.”
His promise was so grave, and heartfelt sounding, that now his s/o felt bad for scolding him! He did seem kind of bummed about the whole ordeal, and Hanzo was their boyfriend after all, couldn’t they trust him not to laugh or make fun of their mistakes?
“Ooooh…” they grimaced, “Alright, fine. You can watch me dance if you want. But only if you let me know you’re watching, a-and only every other day! Don’t watch me religiously every morning; that’d be weird.”
Hanzo slowly glanced up at them and smiled, “Thank you, love.”
Watching as his s/o finished their routine with a dramatic pose, Genji gave a light applause from the doorway. His partner gasped and whirled around.
“I am sorry,” he said, “I did not mean to startle you,”
“N-no…not really,” they mumbled nervously, “Just wasn’t expecting to see you there is all. Did you…see the whole thing?”
“From the start of the song to the end,” he nodded.
“Oh,” was all they said, dropping their head bashfully.
“What is wrong?” he asked them, slowly approaching, “It was beautiful,”
“Yeah, yeah, of course it was,” they suddenly shied away, crossing their arms defensively.
Genji had never seen his significant other take such a posture around him before. It was like they saw him as a stranger.
“Except for the sloppy turns and bad execution…stupid out of beat steps…can’t hit the faster parts…” they muttered under their breath, most of it inaudible to Genji.
“[Name],” he tried to walk towards them again, “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t like people watching me dance is all,” they said quickly and curtly, turning away from him.
“But why not? I never even knew you could, and it’s amazing,” he smiled from behind his visor.
“It’s not that, ugh,” they scoffed, “It’s that I suck,”
“Suck?” he echoed, “That was the most graceful dance I have ever seen, my love. It does not suck,”
“Yes it does!” they insisted sharply, now looking at him head on, “I still need to improve, and I’m nowhere near ready to show anyone my skills!”
Now Genji was the one backing away, feeling bad for lingering on such a touchy subject.
“How can you say that?” he breathed.
His partner stared down at their ballet slippers, watching their toes flex and unflex, “I went to a very prestigious dance school, and my mother was very strict on having only the best form. But I could never keep up with the rest of the class. My teachers always said I had a lot to learn before I was ready to perform in front of anyone…”
Looking up at him with a hurt expression, they whispered, “…Genji, they said to never dance in front of anyone because I was bad. That’s basically what they said,”
He was silent for a few moments, taking in the past they had just laid out before him. When he was ready to speak, he took off his visor and carefully approached them. This time, they let him come near and wrap his arms around them.
“I do not know what it was like in that school, but I think you’re dancing is the most beautiful I’ve ever seen,” he whispered in their ear, “Even if you dance for nobody every in your life…at least dance for me?”
prompt: 23- “kiss me” , 30- “ive been inlove with you my entire life”, 55- “don’t you dare lay a finger on her” & 72- “what the hell was that?!”
request: thank you for writing my bellamy request! i want to request a part II if that’s possible? like the reader avoiding him for a while and he realises what he’s done when he sees her sigh another guy going into a tent?! x
i didn’t even make it 10 metres away from the camp before i turned myself around and headed back inside, my feet trudging through the wet dirt as i walk through the gates to arkadia.
i spot my friends standing in a group bellamy giving them what looked like hushed orders. i roll my eyes and take off bellamys jacket walking over to him
octavia sees me approaching and she nudges her brother gaining his attention, turning toward me as i close the gap between us at an alarming rate. i can see him sigh before i even reach him
i push the jacket into his chest, hard. he steps back looking up to me guilty “it’s cold (y/n) just take it” he begs, i shake my head “id rather freeze” i turn away from the group walking toward my shared tent with bellamy
i grab armfuls of my belongings heading toward octavias tent dumping my possessions in the younger blakes tent. “what are you doing?” she quizzes me as she walks through the entrance
“im moving in” i chirp turning to face the brunette “what happened with you and my brother?” i sigh “nothing O let’s just forget it ever happened”
she rolls her eyes at me grabbing my arm as i try and leave the tent, “(y/n) what are you doing?” “to visit my good friend monty” i smile sweetly pulling my arm free
i wonder around the camp looking for the brunette boy until i spot him over by the dropship “monty!!” i yell rushing toward him “i need moonshine and i need it STAT” he chuckles filling up my flask.
“thank you” i smile taking a large gulp “ill be back for more” i wink walking toward the fire pit sitting down on the loges as i continue to drown my sorrows
about 3 and ½ flasks later i find myself giggling at the sound of the fire crackling “hey” i look up to the shaggy haired blonde “sterllliiinnng” i giggle earning a smirk from the boy.
“how much have you had to drink” he chuckles sitting down next to me, warmth radiating from his body “enough” i giggle snuggling into him my hands on both of his thighs.
he’s arms snake around my waist rubbing softly as i finish off the rest of my moonshine “i need to pee” i announce standing upright as my knees wobble “ill be back don’t you move” i grab he front of his shirt and he chuckles before nodding “i’ll be here”
i refill my flask and pee before frolicking back over to sterling noticing that majority of his friends have now joined him at the fire. i bite my lip taking him in as he looks up seeing me, a smile spreading on his face
i walk over to the boy stopping infront of him “where am i supposed to sit” i pout his boys smiling at him wickedly “right here” he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me down into his lip.
a giggle leaves my lips, “god she’s wasted” murphy mutters to sterling, smelling the moonshine on me from miles away. “bellamy isn’t going to be happy” i laugh wrapping my arm around the blondes shoulders.
“fuck bellamy” i reply to murphy glancing into sterlings blue eyes, a smile twitches on his lips as he leans forward pressing our lips together
the kiss starts to get hot as i move my legs so they’re on either side of the boys legs, straddling him as my tongue battles for dominance
the boys erupt into hollers as i grind my hips into his, finally breaking for air he whispers into my ear “want to get out of here” i press my lips to his neck sucking at the sensitive skin nodding.
he places his hands on my ass as he hauls me up continuing our kiss as he carries me into his tent, flopping me down on his bed before he crawls on top of me removing my shirt in one swift movement
he connects his lips with mine before he is ripped off the top of me, i bolt up as i see an angry bellamy holding sterling up by his shirts “don’t you dare lay a finger on her!” he yells
still feeling a bit groggy i try and shift on my feet also the falling off balance “she’s drunk for god sakes” he screams placing his jacket around my shoulders and pulling me up into his arms.
he gives a warning glance to sterling before storming off with me in the general direction of his tent “put me down” i yell tryinto squirm out of his grasp “stay still” he grumbles dirt crunches under his boots.
we reach his tent and he throws me roughly onto his cot “ouch!” i yell feeling sober, “what the hell was that?!” he seethes anger flashing in his eyes
“i didn’t know that i had to tell you who i was hooking up with” i argue moving from his cot “im not doing this” i spit anger coursing through me as i attempt to walk out of the tent
he grabs my wrist stopping me from leaving “we’re doing this whether you like it or not” he growls, i rip my wrist from his grasp “what are you? my father?!”
“you can’t keep doing this, playing both sides. you either like me or you don’t- you can’t keep pretending to care for me when it suits you bellamy, it’s sick.” i stammer my eyes welling with salty tears
“what’s that supposed to mean?! you think im jealous?!” he exclaims running a hand over his mouth “i mean if the shoe fits” i continue to argue earning an eye roll
“you can’t go around throwing yourself at people in attempt to get over me!” he yells walking closer to me “god you should hear yourself right now!” i laugh maniacally turning away from the boys beady eyes
“id love to stay and continue this riveting argument but someone’s waiting for me- someone who actually wants me” i knock him as i walk toward the exit.
“he doesn’t love you” he yells as i fiddle with the cloth covering the inside to the tent to the outside world, “he doesn’t have too” i mumble.
“im in love with you” i freeze my body turning toward him “what?” i croak “ive been inlove with you my entire life” he finishes his brown orbs glowing in the dim room.
“this isn’t fair” i mumble tears rushing from my face “you-you made me think you didn’t even care about me bellamy you you-” i ramble my cheeks growing hot as warm tears roll down my dirty cheeks
“im an asshole i know” he tells me walking toward me grabbing at my hands “i was afraid” he whispers not daring to make eye contact “why?” i croak holding back a sob.
“you’re beautiful and i don’t deserve you, i don’t want you to settle for me because it’s the end of the world- i want you to choose me” he concludes tears leaking from his big brown eyes.
“i chose you, bellamy blake. a long time ago, i wasn’t lying when i told you i love you, i do, love you, bellamy blake”
he cries looking up into my eyes scared to touch me “kiss me” i beg and i don’t need to tell him twice before he leans forward connecting our lips and lifting me off the ground and until his lap
after a heated make out session bellamy had asked you to be his girlfriend and you happily obliged walking out into the camp hand in hand, finally feeling whole with your king at your side.
Angst is my daily bread! So, what if the older chocobros meet their s/o after the decade of darkness,and they are in an arranged marriage but they still love them? This results in an affair, but after some time the husband calmly confront the guys, saying s/o is pregnant and he surely isn't the father, but he will recognize it as his own, he has no intention to let them in the kid's life. " It may not be my blood, but it will be mine, my child, my heir. I will love him but i don't want you close
Hey Anon- finally here to provide you with the angst fest you desire! I don’t know why, but these detailed requests are making me turn these should-be-scenarios into a series of short reader insert drabbles! Hopefully there’s some novelty between each scenario- I felt like I repeated myself a little LMAO! Anyways- get ready for the feels AND TRIGGER WARNING: minor mentions of abuse! :O Oh and… no happy endings here :/ Once again, Noct’s is the shortest and Iggy’s is the longest… maybe I should change the order in which I write these so that Noct goes last… HMMMMM!
Noctis: You stand before your lover and your
husband, grasping at the edge of your t-shirt and pulling it over the barely noticeable
bump beginning to form in your abdominal region. Your husband shoots you an
impassive look and turns his gaze directly into Noctis’ midnight blue eyes.
Your husband does not falter as he takes a single step towards the prince- no, king- of Lucis.
“I would have
thought you were brought up to be morally sound- but it seems my assumptions
were incorrect,” you wince at the biting tone your husband has chosen to adopt
in front of Noctis. You notice Noctis clenching his fists at his sides, but his
gaze is cool and unwavering on your husband. You pull your shirt down lower,
immense guilt clouding your conscience.
any better- forcing y/n into a marriage she doesn’t want.” Noctis replies back
coolly. Your husband turns his head slightly to regard you with a curious gaze
before shrugging and locking eyes with your king, your lover, once more.
were you to object when our union was had?” your husband drawls. Noctis opens
his mouth, but he cannot come up with any answers for the simple question that
had just been directed at him. You shake your head and place your hand on your
husband’s bicep to interject, only to be shrugged off.
You hate the
fact that Noctis doesn’t bat an eyelid at the rough treatment your husband is
giving you. You hate the fact that your husband’s question hits you somewhere
deep inside- and you want to know the answer too. Where had Noctis been when
you needed him most? He had disappeared without a word, and suddenly, he was
back. He brought the light back, and came back to Hammerhead HQ all bloodied
up, looking a right mess. But the way he looked at you, with so much tenderness
in his eyes as you did your best to patch him up, you couldn’t deny him any
He said he
wanted to get to know you all over again.
You let him.
And then all
societal notions of propriety were thrown right out the window- leading you to
this inevitable confrontation in Noctis’ throne room with your husband.
your hand over your swelling abdomen and you want so desperately to be Noctis’.
You want this baby to be with their father. You want to have a family with the
man you’ve loved unconditionally throughout the years, despite his absence.
“I want you to
forget y/n. Though this baby is not mine in blood, it will be mine in relation.
King or not, saviour or not- you have touched what is not yours to touch,” your
husband’s voice is laced with diplomacy, but you can hear his aggressive
undertones. You find yourself shaking your head.
“No…” you gasp
out, and Noctis immediately regards you with sorrow-filled eyes. You don’t like
your king’s voice pierces through your chest and straight into your heart. You
shoot him a hurt look and step forward imploringly. Noctis stops you with a
silently raised hand before you can touch him. “He was there for you when I
couldn’t be, and he took care of you. When I came back, after all those years,
I wasn’t thinking straight. He’s right- you’re not mine to have-”
“I’m not a
thing! I am a human being- don’t I get a say in any of this? I want you Noctis,
not him!” you cry out loudly. “I want you to be the father of my child- both in
blood and name!”
his head towards your husband, who is now glaring daggers at you. You hear your
lover sigh, and then completely break at the last words he has to offer you
before he turns his back and dismisses you and your husband.
“What you want…
it can’t be done. I’m sorry- but this is how it has to be. Good bye, y/n.”
Prompto: “You’ve been fucking my wife.” It’s not
a question- it’s a statement. Your gaze flitters between your husband and the
love of your life- Prompto Argentum. You are of noble blood, and despite your
protests, you had been married off to a nobleman your age shortly after the
darkness had consumed all of Eos.
time, Prompto had been absent from your life. He opted to take hunts and
volunteer for search and rescue missions in order to become a better warrior
for when Noctis finally showed his face again. You still feel bitter about this
whole thing, and can’t help but blame Noctis’ disappearance for Prompto’s
“Buddy… I don’t
know what you’re-” you hear Prompto start to reply to your husband’s crass
accusation, only to be silenced by the taller man. Your husband grabs your
wrist and pulls you forward so that you are standing between the two men. You
lock eyes with Prompto and bite your lip out of nervousness. He didn’t know yet…
He didn’t know
you were carrying his baby.
Noctis had brought back the Light, Prompto had asked you out on a ‘friendly’
date. The whole ordeal had felt so familiar to you, and brought back so many
fond memories, that you couldn’t help but get lost in Prompto’s arms that
evening. Your husband had been away at a political meet and greet at Noctis’
make-shift council in Lestallum, which left you and Prompto free to re-acquaint
yourselves with one another- just like when you were young- inside a free
“I’m not your
buddy. And don’t play dumb- she’s pregnant and I sure as hell know I wasn’t the
one to put a bun in her filthy oven,” you recoil at how angry you husband
sounds. He’s always been this way- controlling, demeaning and an absolute ass
hole. But your parents didn’t see that- all they saw was a budding politician
who would eventually rise to fame and hold power in society.
They made you
their link to that potential power- you absolutely loathed it.
you a confused glance, and your hand immediately settles over your still-flat
stomach. You’re not showing yet, but your morning sickness for the past week
tipped your husband off. You’d been hit when he initially found out and
realised that he couldn’t possibly be the father, but you barely felt the blow.
elated. This was the open door that you needed to get out of your marriage. If
only Prompto could see that and take the bait…
Prompto relents, his shoulders drooping. His voice sounds haggard as he regards
your husband with his clear blue eyes. You can’t help but lock your own gaze
onto his freckled cheeks. You adore his freckles- no… you adore the entirety of
Prompto Argentum. “But she comes to me because you don’t give her the love she
“And because I
love him,” you add in, smiling softly in Prompto’s direction. He returns the
smile, and reaches out to grab your hand in a supportive gesture. You take his
hand, in front of your husband, and then look defiantly into his eyes. Your
husband scoffs and you suddenly find yourself being wrenched forward and
painfully pushed into his chest.
“You two think
you’re in some kind of flashy romance novel where you can get your way?” your
husband growls, sending unpleasant shivers down your spine. Prompto steps
forward in protest, but stops immediately when he hears your pained whine from
how tightly your husband is squeezing you. “That’s not how this is going to
work. No… Prompto, this kid’s going to be mine. And this woman in my arms- also
mine. And you… filthy Niff… you’ll be left with nothing. Just you watch.” You
can’t help but shriek as your arm is almost yanked out of its socket from the
harsh tug your husband subjects your arm to.
You yell out
for Prompto, and turn your head to implore him to come after you- to save you…
But when you
see him standing stock still in the distance, a small sad smile on his face and
tears running down from his clear blue eyes, you know you’re beyond saving.
The light may
have been back, but you lost sight of your sunshine forever.
Gladio: You’re hanging up your laundry on a
nice sunny day when Iris bolts into your home, unannounced, with a panicked
look on her pretty face. “Y/n! It’s Gladdy and your husband! They’re out in
front of the bar fighting! I tried to stop them but, they just shoved me away
and started punching each other!” Iris’ panicked tone breaks into a light sob
as she tries her best to regain her breath from running so hard.
immediately, you drop your laundry basket, and grab Iris’ wrist as you make
your way towards the bar you and Gladio used to frequent back when things were…
much simpler without your wedding band weighing heavy on your ring finger. Ten
years ago, before the darkness set in, you were set to be married to the man
who was currently your husband. He was kind, sweet, and very attentive to your
needs and wants. He was pretty much what you would have deemed perfect- but
then you met Gladiolus Amicitia and before you knew it, he had wormed his way
into your heart.
husband was a complete sweetheart, but Gladio was your saviour. He brought
colour to your world. He made you FEEL things you could never hope to feel with
your husband. Sometimes you were ashamed of yourself for letting your heart get
so carried away in the game of push-and-pull you and Gladio had started to play
so long ago. But still, you continue to enjoy the thrill of the stolen moments
shared between yourself and Gladio. The moments of passion in hidden corners,
away from prying eyes and ears… you were- no, you are in love with Gladiolus
married. And you have a feeling that the sudden news of your pregnancy that you’d
sprung on your husband two days ago might have something to do with the brawl
between the two men in your life.
You and Iris
are soon bearing witness to the brawl in person, and you can’t help but step
forward and call out to Gladiolus. He turns to you, his lip bloodied and his
fist covered in blood that was not his. Your eyes trail from Gladiolus’ stiff
form to the slumped form of your husband, and you can’t help but gasp at the
terrible sight. Blood is gushing from your husband’s nose, but he’s smirking at
you with a knowing glint in his eyes.
seen your husband look so… cold before.
“I’ll say it
again, Amicitia: that baby is mine. Forget about y/n. Forget about being with
her. You can punch the shit out of me right now, but at the end of the day- she’s
married to me. She’s my wife.” Iris gasps beside you and you can’t bring
yourself to look at her. Instead, you take another step towards Gladio and your
husband, and place your hand gently upon Gladio’s bloodied fist.
This needed to
stop. You knew it well enough. You were just reluctant to let go of the very
little excitement you had in your boring life. You glance into Gladio’s
softening amber eyes and you notice the sadness seep into them as he registers
the look of resignation in your own orbs.
“Let him go,
Gladio. He doesn’t deserve this. You know this very well.” Gladio withdraws his
fist from your gasp quickly, as if you’ve shocked him with a strong thunder
spell. He offers you a simple sad smile before raising his hands in surrender.
You hear Iris’ empathetic whimper for her brother’s heartbreak from behind you.
Whatever you want. Your wish is my command.” You have to stop yourself from
shedding tears as you turn to tend to your injured husband.
trying to tell yourself you did the right thing, later that night, when your
husband’s got his arms around your midriff in bed. You keep trying to tell yourself
that you made a mistake with Gladio. A beautiful mistake, but a mistake none
So then, why
don’t the tears top falling? Why does your chest ache at the thought of Gladio’s
sad, resigned smile?
because you finally realise, in the still of the night with your husband’s arm
draped around your slightly bulging abdomen, that you married the wrong man.
And that man
was going to be Gladio’s child’s father.
Oh, life was
Ignis: “Don’t you dare!” you snap at your
husband, who merely shrugs your grip off his shoulder in the farmer’s market
and proceeds to roughly pull Ignis around so that the royal advisor was now
facing the two of you. The shock of being handled so roughly, and so
unexpectedly at that, was clear upon Ignis’ face. Still, he quickly composed
himself by means of clearing his throat before addressing his assailant.
“Yes? Was that
y/n’s voice I heard?” Ignis asks, his aristocratic lilt clearly getting on your
husband’s nerves. You try to grab your husband and pull him away, feeling many
eyes on the three of you and the public debacle you were causing. You were
fended off, rather gently this time, before your husband began to speak.
familiar with her sweet voice, wouldn’t you Scientia?” you frown at your
husband’s mocking tone. Ignis’ eyebrows rise slightly at the sound of your
husband’s voice, but he quickly schools his features and places a hand on his
is this about? Should we move this discussion to a more private location? I
assume we’re drawing quite the crowd with our bickering.” Ignis states
diplomatically, though you can see the way his shoulders tense ever so
slightly, and the way his eyebrows pinch together in the centre of his
forehead. Your husband nods his assent, and it’s up to you to vocally indicate
lead you to the alley over there…” you trail off, grabbing Ignis’ forearm
gently and pushing him in the correct direction. You hear your husband scoff
he’s utterly useless at navigating the streets, but he’s so fucking adept at
finding his way in the sheets.” You feel Ignis’ sinewy muscles in his forearm
tense, but he remains silent. So you just squeeze his arm discreetly and
continue leading him. Once the three of you achieve some semblance of privacy,
your husband immediately shoves you away from your lover.
You let out a
soft grunt at the impact, more out of shock than any sort of pain, and shoot
him a glare. Ignis frowns at the sound.
“That is no
way to treat a lady,” Ignis deadpans. His tone is flat and that is when you
realise he’s not as calm as he seems on the outside. Your husband rolls his
eyes, but obviously, Ignis can’t see that.
“Like you know
any better- fucking a married woman!”
entirely consensual, I assure you.” Ignis bit back, finally losing his
patience. Your eyes water as you witness the argument unfold. You wrap your
arms around your midriff, where the tiny person you and Ignis created as a
result of your selfish nights of passion is developing. “I didn’t force y/n
into anything she didn’t want.”
You nod your
head in agreement before turning an insistent glare to your husband.
alone! He doesn’t have to know- not like this!” you cry out, tugging on your
husband’s arm. He frowns and shakes his head before turning to Ignis, blatantly
ignoring your pleas.
pregnant. The DNA test revealed that the baby’s not mine. Y/n came clean about
your affair this afternoon and, man, I was pissed off at first. But now… I just
feel sorry for the kid.” Your mouth drops open in confusion at your husband’s
words. What did he mean? Your gaze trails towards Ignis’ face, and you can see
his confusion as clear as day on his handsome, scarred face.
“What are you
on about?” you ask softly, your voice almost a whisper.
laughs derisively and gestures at Ignis’ sealed eye with a smirk.
father is an invalid. What’s Scientia gonna be able to do for the baby? He
couldn’t even walk himself here!” Your heart hurts as you watch Ignis’
shoulders slump at the cruel truth behind your husband’s words. You open your
mouth to defend Ignis, but Ignis starts to speak.
you propose then?” Ignis asks, his accented voice strangely soft. You’ve never
heard him sound so… hurt before. Your heart hurt even more for your lover.
shrugs and casts a sidelong glance at you before his lips break into a wry
Lestallum. Never come back. Don’t ever seek y/n out again and forget that you
have a child existing in this world. That baby is mine, you understand?” your
husband steps forward and points a finger into Ignis’ chest. The impact isn’t
hard, but it beats down his point. You gasp and shake your head, tears filling your
eyes as you silently protest your husband’s conditions.
and to your horror, he nods curtly.
then. I shall take my leave. All the best to you both. I have cherished my time
with you, y/n. But as fate has it, it seems our time together has come to an
end.” Ignis smiles sadly, and you feel a few tears slip from your eyes. You
shake your head again and whimper.
Please, I need you.” Ignis smirks at your words.
“You have the
gall to say those words in front of your husband? You’ve always been a brave
one. That’s why I fell in love with you.”
You let out a
sob as Ignis pushes past you, before carefully making his way back out towards the
markets. You stare on until Ignis’ figure has blended in with the rest of the
You feel a
warm hand on your shoulder, and a pair of familiar yet unwanted lips pecking
your cheek- clearly asking for silent forgiveness.
You lean into
the touch feeling empty- what choice did you have now?
Now that your
whole world seemed to have imploded and left you with nothing but a fond memory
of colourful days…