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mochamark  asked:

park wink as your bf please? thank you💖

Originally posted by 01line

thanks for requesting!!


-definition of a gentlemen

- the type to hold the unbrella over u when its raining even if he gets wet, makes sure that u are walking on the side farthest away from cars, walks u home when its late bc hes scared of u walking alone

- secretly likes seeing u in his clothing so he leaves a lot of sweaters hanging around in hopes that he would see u one day wearing them

- once he saw u wearing his sweater and he nearly f A INTED

- help this poor boy

- he thought u were so cute and swore his heart almost stopped beating

- u were that cute

- going out shopping to buy matching items

- once suggested to have matching sweaters

- but u quickly denied it LMFAO especially when he held up a mustard yellow sweater and ur like

-honey,,,,no 

- so instead, u guys get matching phone charms!!! or lanyards w matching keychains!! ooo or those little plushies!!

- jihoon loves to buy u tiny matching keychains bc he thought it would be cute 

- but tbh u have a lot so u give some away to the members LMFAO 

- and then all of u are matching!!

- lots of cuddles!!

- likes to cuddle a lot when u two are laying down or spending time together

- when u guys cuddle, likes to give u kisses on ur neck or shoulders

- or just peppering ur face in kisses if u were on his lap bc he loves to spoil u

- so cute ok

- anyways, he likes to give a lot of hugs!!

- doesn’t matter what kind, he will hug u anytime

- but lowkey loves backhugs bc he likes to rest his head on ur shoulder and then u guys do that little waddle u know

- clingy af but knows when to back off lol

- likes to cling on to ur arms when ur purposely ignoring him or something

- ‘’why are u paying attention to ur phone?? pay attention to me instead!!”

- likes to hold hands a lot!!

- doesn’t matter if ur hands get sweaty lmao he likes to cling on to ur hands

- claims that he will love u even if u got sweaty hands lol

- date time!!

- the two of u like to go out on dates to find those aesthetically pleasing places lmao

- like cafes

- latte art!! jihoon thinks its so cool and so do u ngl 

- also, long walks in the park!!

- especially if he sees that there are people walking their dogs bc he lOVES dogs

- the type of person to stop and ask people if he can pet their dog LMFAO

- the two of u also like to have picnic on rlly nice days and invite the rest of wanna one

- mostly bc it gets wILD

- but gets jealous when he sees u having long convos w someone else and he’s not apart of it 

- the type to pout at you and get grumpy bc it should be him making u laugh not seongwoo >:(

-and karaoke battles w the rest of wanna one

- the night ends up w u and jihoon escaping bc it got too wild u were both scared that u guys would get kicked out LMFAO 

- the type to replace the shoelaces on ur shoes to different colors and tie them for u

- ‘’there!! we match now :>’’ 

- enjoys taking selfies w u and posting the cringiest captions or pick up lines lol

- also the type to judge u if u take those aesthetic pictures of ur food

- but then u end up judging him bc he does it too

- ‘’do u have to do that every time we go out?” 

- ‘’uhm excuse me?? YOURE DOING IT TOO WTF’’ 

- ‘’…..’’ 

- also the type to nap in ur lap when the two of u are watching a movie

- and demands that u play w his hair

- ‘’why are u paying attention to the movie?? aren’t i more interesting??”

- cue him pouting cutely at u ndjknfds

- and ur like

- ‘’,,,u loser’’ and u finally look at him

- and he just gives u a cute little grin and ur like

- dying

- how can a person be so cute??? the world may never know,,,

- also likes to give u lots and lots of kisses

- his kisses are, in general, the softest and sweetest in the world (in ur opinion)

- also the type to pull u close to him while he is kissing u because he likes the feeling of holding u close!!

- likes to put lots of emotions behind it bc he wants to convey what he feels through it

- gets flustered and stutters a bit when u two pull away bc he’s still relishing the feeling of ur lips on his

- and he’s like

- ‘’wOW’’

- ‘’how did i get so lucky???”

- jeojangs u a lot

- jihoon: look!!
-you:???

-jihoon:

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-fights can be kinda rough w jihoon

-bc u two are still young, there can be misunderstandings and u guys get angry easily


-usually jihoon gets very defensive once u argue w him


- if it’s something dumb, he’ll scoff and roll his eyes but probably say something that makes u even angrier lmfao


- if it escalated into something more serious, u would be the type to walk out first


-mostly bc u know if u get jihoon angry, he would lose control of his filter and would say whatever what was on his mind


- and as mad as u are, u didn’t want this to go to the point where it could end up really bad

-’’u can yell as much as u want but im leaving before i will say something i regret’’

- and u just leave like boom

- but despite the harsh argument, he would be the type to go find you after cooling down 

-and wouldn’t leave u alone bc he hates when u guys drag on the argument, especially over something petty

-making up is mutual tho, the two of u talk it and see what terms u guys can agree to and fix

- in the end, the two of u reunite and spend the rest of the night cuddling away

-because really, who can resist park jihoon??

-especially w his puppy eyes that are steal your heart away? 

this got sorta long and its ramble-y and i’m sorry there’s probably some unpopular opinion-y stuff but that’s fine. if you read all of this and still love me <33333 also tldr: still ride or die, babes. just frustrated with the writers and i may have also gone on a mini bandaid rampage??? somehow??? i’m so sorry i’m like this..

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, but nothing will ever be as bad as the Lodge stuff for me. That was the bottom of my robron barrel, the was a big low for me, that was my ‘can i still do this’ moment. I stuck through it because I couldn’t give them up then and I won’t let shoddy storylining do it to me now. I knew the baby reveal would be huge and dramatic, it had to be after last night’s episode and their conversation about it. But this episode felt so similar to those Lodge scenes for me in some ways, where my heart broke and my chest ached and I wondered briefly how the hell can they do this to them? how can they come back from this? again.

But the thing is, I do think they can come back from it, baby or no baby (as much as I’d like there to be no baby). They’ve come back from worse. And Aaron was right; he is different. He even said it yesterday, that Robert didn’t have to tell him, he didn’t wait until he was caught out like he had the last time. Love is messy and hard, and yeah there are bumps, some larger than others, but when you really, truly love someone you take the mistakes you’ve made and you work through it. You fight for it (not physically, I think Aaron’s already learned that lesson enough times now thanks ED can we try WORDS NOW?). No matter my views on the lack of consent or how I could do without them bringing an innocent child into the mix or how frustrated I am that Marlon seemed more concerned about the situation than Paddy or this whole ridiculous Victoria and Rebecca thing, i was still struck by how well Aaron and Robert communicated yesterday in comparison to how poorly they seemed to communicate tonight. They’re doing the same “well let’s not properly talk about it, side step it, and let it fester until one of us explodes” stuff they’ve always done in the past. They argue, they don’t listen to each other properly, they run away from each other in the heat of the moment, and nothing gets solved. Robert wants to put a non-waterproof bandaid on it, one of those shitty ones that comes off the second you move wrong, and that does feel like a kind of step backwards yeah. But I’ve never ever looked at character development as just an upwards slope where the character grows and gets better and doesn’t stumble a bit, cos holy shit I know these are fictional characters, but no one is like that. That’s just so fucking unrealistic. If there’s no realism at all to fictional characters we’re gonna be fucking bored in a second. Sure we all grow and change for the better over time, but we’ve all made mistakes. We’ve all said shit we shouldn’t have, we’ve all done things we shouldn’t have, but we’ve apologized and learned and done better the next time. And maybe we stumble again and again with the same things, but you keep trying. That’s true character development imho, there’s no ‘going backwards’ in that for me. 

But I also have hope in Aaron to maybe be the one to lead this towards something good, to maybe use what he learns in counseling for positive steps forward? My lil bub who went to an emergency counseling session, realizing that he needed to do so without being shoved into it by anyone else. He made that decision. But you don’t change overnight. Anger issues, self harm, depression, self loathing, whatever issues Robert’s dealing with etc. isn’t going to just disappear after a few therapy sessions. Nothing’s going to change overnight with someone’s love and one ‘magical’ counseling session. Mental health doesn’t work like that. It takes time and open, honest communication. I’m hoping that’s what the writers are trying to show. It doesn’t seem like it’s coming across that way just yet, but I’m hoping beyond hope that the communication we got yesterday was supposed to be a sign of that ‘it’ll take time and we’ll stumble but eventually we’ll get there’ growth. This being Emmerdale though, I’m keeping my bar very low.

I do think this is Robert finally breaking down though, I think this is him losing his cool and his patience. I think it’s finally, and about damn time, for Robert to have that moment (without violence, Robert, for the love of god without violence *swats Robert’s head with a rolled up newspaper*). So in a sense I do get it. I get the putting the decisions about the baby on Aaron (as much as I hate it, that’s just.. fucking writers…), I get his anger and frustration to a point. He’s more terrified of losing Aaron than anything else because Aaron is his world. He’s said it time and time again that the thought of losing Aaron is so unbearable to him. So I have to believe they’re gonna be okay, eventually. It might take some time and we might have to watch some pretty rough moments, but I have to believe that they’re going to fight tooth and nail for each other, for this rollercoaster of a relationship. Because they promised each other messed up forever. 

anonymous asked:

Hey i hope it's cool to ask you this and not a bummer or anything- what would you say to the claim that worrying about people more is just dean's personality rather than a specific cas thing (and difference with sam in that context)? I'm in a bit of a frustrating debate lol. Feel free not to post this if you think it'll give antis ideas or anything :-) thanks

Hey there! Well - Dean tells us himself he’s the kind of person who feels responsible for everything and everyone, and we know he’s generally a mother hen and a worrier. I think that what’s also frustrating for him is that he’s got great difficulties in properly expressing his feelings, and the result is that the people he cares about the most sometimes end up convinced that he doesn’t, in fact, care at all. Think about Sam crying about this very thing at the end of S8, or Cas who still believes he’s not good enough and Dean won’t want him around, all the way to Mary, the original person Dean couldn’t fix (remember he tried, as a small child, to comfort his mother and promised he’d be there for her and everything else?), and also someone Dean is only now learning, slowly and painfully, to be more open with. Personally, as someone who generally has no trouble understanding what I’m feeling and expressing it, this is the trait of Dean’s personality I find perhaps the most heartbreaking. I’ve met people like that IRL, mostly men, for some reason, and I’ve seen how painful that can be - to know that there’s stuff you should say, but you don’t know what or how and so the thing weighs and weighs on your stomach and people around you mostly think you don’t care at all. 

(Sigh.)

In answer to your question, I think the difference with Cas is that Dean doesn’t know how to do relationships, and he’s aware, on some level, that the way he generally cares about people needs some work as well. 

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anonymous asked:

Hi, how would RFA gang + minor trio deal with a short MC (like 5' and just tiny in general) that doesn't like being called cute, people patting their head, or being used as an arm rest, but would just barely make an exception for the person they're interested in/in a relationship with? Bonus if MC is just slightly older than them or is as old as Jumin and V. PS: Love the Professor Layton emoji's

Grouping these requests together, because what’s better than a short, older tsundere~? (PS i love this MC plz feel free 2 ask for them again)


Zen

  • “Ugh, if you have to send your selfies to someone, just send them to me so you don’t bother anyone else.”
  • because you HATE the fact that 707 lords the fact that ~he knows what you loooook liiiike~ over everyone, you send the group a picture to take him down a peg and
  • man
  • ZEN THINKS U ARE CUTE
  • He really can’t read you though, but that’s because you’re grumpy and incredibly hard to interpret. Even though you say you call him an unrepentant narcissist, you save every one of his pictures, and hold your phone to your chest whenever he says something nice to you.
  • Your form of encouraging him is mainly telling him that he is, objectively - it’s not anything about your personal opinion, it’s just objective - a good actor, and anyone saying otherwise is a moron.
  • that makes him feel weirdly good, particularly since - despite what you say - you’re always on his side and encouraging him in your own way.
  • he can’t help but call you cute and his princess which just
  • annoys you
  • but he also not doing it sarcastically which makes you feel weirdly nice but
  • THAT ALSO ANNOYS YOU
  • ZEN ANNOYS YOU
  • YOU HATE HIS DUMB HANDSOME FACE AGHHH
  • hE DEFINITELY does that thing where he puts his hand on the top of your head because you’re SO SHORT
  • and SO ANGRY
  • and he can just put his palm on your forehead as you try to get at him because he’s super buff and you’re just a tiny, ineffectual steamroller
  • “I AM A MATURE RESPONSIBLE ADULT DON’T TREAT ME LIKE THIS”
  • “i DO TAXES”
  • “I HOLD CONFERENCES”
  • “I AM HIGHLY RESPECTED IN MY FIELD WHY DO I GET TREATED LIKE A TOY AGHHHHHHhhHhhhHHhh”
  • ok Zen admittedly does tease you a lot b/c he thinks its funny but once he realizes that there is some actual baggage due to your height he lays off and actually starts specifically complimenting you on your intelligence, skill, and professional abilities
  • which takes you off guard and you really
  • really
  • like it.
  • (at one point, he does the hand-comparison thing with you - you and him putting your hands up against each other to see how big his is in comparison to yours - and he grins so widely and damn does your heart go pitter-patter)
  •  whenever you have a talk or something important to do he is ALWAYS THERE IN THE FRONT ROW
  • YAAA BABE GO GET ‘EM
  • (one day, one of your colleagues makes a short joke about you on stage and he’s like…. ready to fite someone)
  • He says to you later that he knows you can take care of yourself but he also wanted to deck that guy
  • (it’s time for doki-dokis from you SHIT)

Yoosung

  • you find it extremely difficult to be properly tsundere around Yoosung because he is just this adorable little chick of a person
  • like
  • just thinking about getting annoyed at him makes you feel weird
  • and as soon as you see his dumb cute face in his avatar you just kind of deflate and calm down.
  • (seriously Yoosung becomes your chill-out medicine whenever you hear his voice on the phone babbling about something ridiculous you’re like)
  • (okay)
  • (things aren’t so bad, Yoosung exists)
  • you do say exactly what you’re thinking regarding his grades tho - like yoosung, quit gaming and study christ
  • “you need to take school seriously”
  • “this is me, as a professor, telling you to shape up”
  • WAIT YOU’RE A PROFESSOR
  • “………iii…. am an intelligent, competent scholar who is well respected in my field, yes?” you say to the shocked chatroom, who had, from your picture, thought you couldn’t even be 20.
  • yoosung freaks out. DO YOU TEACH AT SKY UNIVERSITY, he says, ARE YOU SECRETLY ONE OF MY TEACHERS OMFG
  • well first of all yoosung, DON’T YOU THINK I’D RECOGNIZE U IF I TAUGHT YOU
  • (and also in the interests of not making it weird, you A.) don’t teach at his school and B.) are actually a very young, newly appointed professor)
  • but that does mean you have your Shit together, and you start getting on Yoosung about his academics. when he gets bad quiz grades, you offer to tutor him, because hot diggity are you smart
  • the two of you stay Just Friends for a pretty long time because Yoosung kinda really needs to grow up a bit like
  • you are around Jumin’s age but the life experience gap is still pretty extreme
  • but he starts to really, really admire you and how - even though you’re often gruff with him - you always believe in him and how he can do better
  • makes him want to really become an adult.
  • He starts working himself out. He takes his studies seriously, he relies on other people for less, he does his own taxes and becomes a much better cook…
  • you and everyone else are kinda shocked by the change tbh.
  • One time, when he’s with you, he looks down at you and stares for awhile and you’re like
  • oh fuck here we go
  • he’s going to be like “wowwwww i can’t believe you’re so MATURE when you look so CUTE and SMALL” because he’s done it before aND SO HAS EVERYONE ELSE
  • (you can’t get mad at him but it BOTHERS YOU)
  • but when you ask him what he’s thinking, he just shakes his head a little and says, “Do you think I look good next to you?”
  • “I’ve been trying really hard - do you think I can ever catch up and be a good match for you?”
  • “I want to be a mature guy you can feel comfortable relying on…”
  • (ahhhh????/??!?!?????)
  • (you’ve clawed your way to the top and here is this sweet mild person wanting u to rely on them?? that’s ODDLY ENDEARING??)
  • anyway yoosung tries 2 be a cool dude for the tiny, angry professor he loves and you are embarrassed

Jaehee

  • you actually have a pretty good working relationship with Jaehee because she is far too mature to join in with the other’s blatant disrespect of your height
  • you actually have a very ‘office ladies’ like friendship where you complain about the dumb people in your respective lives
  • “oh my god so this fellow professor i know did the DUMBEST FUCKING THING, i s2g if he didn’t have tenure”
  • “another cat project… another cat project….”
  • you frequently tell Jaehee to knock ‘em dead and she’s not sure if you mean that literally or not.
  • knowing u it’s probably both
  • Anyway Jaehee doesn’t really see much of your tsundere side directed at her, until she actually meets you in person.
  • the first time she sees you - really sees you - she is
  • struck
  • dead.
  • you are SO TINY and SO CUTE and OH GOD she just WANTS TO SEE YOU IN A FLUFFY DRESS HHHHHHH
  • seriously it’s like - the same feelings she gets about Zen? she gets about you, because not only did you come from low beginnings and claw yourself up with your blatant determination despite what others said about you (which she finds inspiring), you’re also so adorable
  • SHE WANTS TO STARE AT YOU FOREVER
  • cute features, tiny body, omg… omg…. o m g…………
  • omg jaehee, the serious office lady, is SWEATING
  • but she knows that she needs to keep her freakin’ mouth shut unless she wants to die
  • so she stews on this FLUTTERY FEELING and her INTENSE DESIRE TO JUDO KICK ANYONE WHO SO MUCH AS THINKS OF TROUBLING YOU…
  • (also you are extremely smart like you went to school and worked at the same time and you just got ur doctorate like um excuse me could you chill)
  • but she can’t contain it totally.
  • One day, she’s out shopping with you and she sees a cute, frilly dress in the window that would look so…. cute on you… and she stops and stares at it.
  • You look at her, clearly baffled because - Jaehee. Is that… your style…?
  • and she’s like no omg i just think it would look good on you
  • i mean
  • oh no
  • i SAID THAT OUT LOUD
  • and your eyebrows go up but Jaehee has the benefit of the doubt by now so you don’t blow up.
  • …….and the next time you guys go out together
  • you are wearing that dress she liked
  • and jaehee faints.
  • (she can die happy)
  • pictures of you start to join the altar of Zen she has in her apartment


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FFXV : Nyx Reader x Reader "Birds and bees"

Word count: 1683

Nyx had gotten up early that morning before even the sun could flicker over Insomnia. He rose up from out of the bed and looked over at you. All tucked under the covers, each time he moved you inched closer to him. Nyx chuckled to himself as he smiled and thought to himself.

“Today’s our special day, and personally I’d be happy just laying here next to her.”

He used the back of his hand to stroke your cheeks. You peeked open your eyes meeting Nyx steel blue eyes. Sometimes yoi would get lost gazing into his eyes. You gave a playful pout as you scooted closer to nyx.

“You weren’t supposed to wake up first..”

You said as you attempted to change positions, to lay on your other side. Nyx gave a cocky smile and licked his top teeth. He only did that when he was up to something..

“What?”

He tried masking his intentions with an innocent tone of voice. But you weren’t fooled.

“Mr. Nyx Ulric I’ve known you for awhile. So i know what it means when you do certain facial expressions or actions. So what are you scheming?”

Nyx released a chuckle as tightened his arms around you. Then planted a kiss on your neck.

“You’ll find out later babe, that is if I’m actually scheming anything…”

You rolled your eyes and shook your head.

“Okay then Mr hero, y-oou wanna let go?”

Nyx looked at you and raised an eyebrow and replied.

“Nope, I’m far to comfortable to move… besides not like you want me to move anyway. ”

“That is true, but alas i have stuff to do hero.”

“Welp goodluck getting free…this is my time. And i have no intentions of letting you go love.”

Those words rolled off of Nyx tongue, sending shivers down your back as he pulled you even closer to him. As much as you wanted to fight because you hated losing any challenge. Your body wouldn’t let you. Those feelings that had blossomed over time bound you to him and wouldn’t let you be free from his grasp. Each kiss he gave you sealed your fate to him. Your heart seemed to melt away as each beat got faster and faster. You wondered if he could feel your heart racing?

“Told you , your not going anywhere…Your mine.. ”

Nyx hands trailed down to your waist and stopped. You know where this was going. This man was so predictable as always, or atleast to you. You reached for a pillow that wasn’t occupied and grabbed it slowly. Not wanting to give yourself away. Lifting up the pillow you tried to smack him with it, but he simply dodged it and pinned your hands to the bed.

“You were never the one to just give in?”

“Well I should atleast try, besides i have much to live up to being engaged to the hero of the glaive and Insomnia.”

“For the love of Eos thought we were supposed to talk that way when its just the two of us. I’m no hero, just a man who can use magic. At the end of the idea. Take away the magic, my uniform I’m just a man. Man that got hella lucky..”

That last sentence seemed to sting and open a wound. A wound that time hadn’t healed.
Nyx had freed you and fell onto his back. He layed his arms across his face trying to cover his eyes. The mood had changed his flirtatious attitude now drowned out by a past. A past you weren’t in..

“Nyx? You know I love you and you are the only man i want in my heart. And i didn’t get engaged to you to have you protect me, I said yes because i wanted you.. ”

You rubbed the sides of his face, trying to loosen him up. You continued to try to talk to him.

“ I wanted you and loved you for who you are. Not just because your looks or your flirting tongue. But for your weakness, for your fears and for the part of you that loves strong. Because those weaknesses become strengths, those fears make you brave and your love is something I’ve never seen anywhere else. So please can i see your face?”

Nyx moved and barried his face into your stomach, wrapping his arms around you. His whole body began to shake, no matter how much he tried to control it.

“Nyx it isn’t your fault, your sister loved you and still loves you. Love doesn’t die, no matter how much time passes. So please..don’t blame yourself. Blame Nifelhiem, they did this to us all. And were fighting so that one day, we will have peace…”

You wrapped your arms around him and began kissing his forhead. You knew he feared loss and being left alone ever since his sister died. Even now, on you two’s wedding day.. You could hear him sniffle as he tried to fight his emotions. It hurt to see him this way, like glass shards penetrating your heart over and over again. To combat the pain you felt from him, you continued to kiss him. Then whisper,

“I love you from insomnia to galahd and back.”

You could here him chuckle, so you continued to say really cute mushy things to make him laugh.

“Where’s my awesome warp boy glaive at, i can’t find him? I’m pretty that right now I’d win in warp tag, like you would not beat me. Plus you trained me so that means I’m better automatically. Maaan i wish i knew where to find a steel blue eyed, galahd, glaive cutie. Maybe i should ask Crowe? She might know.”

Nyx couldn’t hold it in any longer he burst out laughing. He rolled over to his back, his body no longer shaking and his face no longer sad. He laughed and snorked, life had returned to him. But as much as you loved to see him happy again, you figured it’d be good time to run.

Nyx didn’t like to get out done, no matter what it was. And he didn’t wanna let you go. So running away was your best opinion. Plus you had a wedding to get ready for.

“ I’m glad your feeling better my man. But i have a date with shower..”

You kissed him on the lips, and as much you didn’t want to you did. Next you jumped off the bed then made a bee line for the bathroom and hopped into the shower. You waited to here if you heard him coming. But all seemed quiet.

You turned on the shower, let the warm water run. Morning showers were the best. Plus this gave you chance to think. You had alot to do today….though if you were truthfully honest. All you wanted to do was spend the whole day with Nyx, being bundled up on sofa with Nyx was enough. Instead nyx wanted to give you the best, lord knows how many paychecks he saved up to get you your engagement ring, let alone pay for wedding. He always spoiled you.

Meanwhile you were deep in your thoughts someone saw an opportunity. He stood outside the shower for a bit then spoke.

“Baabe not cool! I didn’t agree to you taking shower with out me.”

Your face went beat red as you peaked your head out of the shower curtain.

“Nyx?”

“Yes babe?”

Meanwhile your face was beat red, not from the heat of the shower. But from your shirtless and almost bottomless fiance. No matter how many times you saw him shirtless it wrecked you everytime. Especially after he worked out, you didn’t like how tried to snuggle you when was sweaty. But you just couldn’t say no to him or his body. Though you put up a good show dangit or so you thought.

“Well yah gonna let me in?”

He smirked, as you closed the curtain and reached a towel. But instead of a towel your hand met nyx chest as he opened shower curtain. By now your heart was thomping in your chest as you tried to not make eye contact with now clothless Nyx. Like what was he trying to do to your heart right now?

Nyx came in and wrapped his hands around your waste. He pulled you closer to him and began kissing your shoulder. You melted in his arms, like honestly what could you do. He eventually stopped kissing you then began rock from side to side as he burried his face in your hair.

“I love you y/n, I always will. You love me during my good days and my bad. And I promise I’ll be the best for you no matter what comes our way.”

You smiled, grabbed his hands and held them in yours.

“Your already best man for me, always have been.”

“ Buut now best man has to shower, so he doesn’t stink. As much as you want me to kiss all over you love.”

With that nyx picked you up and put you out the shower, then gave you a towel.

“Wow, thanks. So nice of you, even though i was in the shower first.”

Nyx peaked his head out of the shower as you wrapped yourself up.

“Well if i didn’t put you out babe i would have done a whole more than kiss you. I’m a man with hormones, emotions and feelings. In a closed in area with the women i love. Plus not like you could handle me anyway”

You raised an eyebrow and gave nyx a look.


“I can’t handle you? ha! Why every girl from Insomnia to Altssia wants you right? You mean you can’t handle babe?


Nyx paused then began to move from out of the shower. You ran so quickly out of the bathroom. Nyx gave up.


“Remember babe were gonna be alone all night anyway.”


You were in the bedroom by now, but you still heard.


“I know..who says I’ll give in so easily Nyx Ulric?..”

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Lord i finished finally. Prob most intense I’ve written a fluff so yeah, let me know what you guys think. Hope yah likes. Glad my writer block is gone. 🐣

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anonymous asked:

1) I have a question that may or may not have to do with acowar (that you don't have to bother with if you don't want to). I had all of these opinions while reading the book - good, wholesome opinions about how much I loved certain plot points, certain ships, etc. I finish it, pretty happy (though admittedly not as happy as after acomaf), and go back on Tumblr... only to find everyone sort of hates it. I read through a lot of posts expressing really good points that I hadn't considered...

2) like how poorly Mor and Lucien were treated, how Rhys’s character kind of regressed, how Feyre was not cool in the Spring court, and some ace- and biphobic shit. I realised I agree with most of it, and it made me feel kind of narrow-minded and stupid both for not noticing and for still liking the book even with all of its problematic aspects. I’m not even really sure what I’m asking, but you’re really smart and nice and I want to know what you think? About the book and Tumblr’s hate? (sorry)

Okay, first off, tumblr is a filthy salt pit where nothing is good and everything is vile and Problematic. I agree that I am a member of the current forming salt goblin army but…I think there’s an unhealthy mentality on here that everything must be bad and if there is one bad thing then you must burn the entire thing and all those who support it. It fosters this unhealthy hivemind and encourages you to just…Oh well that person is saying it’s bad I must accept this or else I am bad. 

Engage critically with media but do it on your own terms. If you like something this is fine! If you don’t that’s also fine! If you think it has good parts and bad parts then you’re probably doing this thing right. Nothing is perfect. But nothing is entirely condemnable either. Make up your own mind. (Which I’m aware you have done like it’s fine to see things from another person’s perspective and realise that you agree and alter your opinions but…Critically engaging with media is important but so is critically engaging with…the criticism.) OKAY. SERMON OVER. ONWARDS AND UPWARDS. 

I’m not really sure what you’re asking either tbh but I will just…Just pick at the points you mentioned and give you my gut reactions on them just now okay? (These may change when I have reread the thing which I’m planning on doing soon-ish. I require it to process properly) but as for now… 

Mor was treated poorly. Mor was, as a friend succinctly put it, hit by a plane and then a train and then a bus and then a car, just to be quite sure. I am not happy with the way Mor was treated in this book. At all. And I’ve been someone who has made posts about this (which I am not sure whether you have read or not but??) I stand by those. As a queer woman and as an abuse survivor her narrative was gross. I think she was used to generate angst and conflict within the Circle and was then shoved aside when that moment of conflict had passed and sjm didn’t really want to bother following-through with the consequences. This is an opinion it’s probably going to be hard to shift me off of tbh. 

Lucien….I know some people have complained about this but…Honestly? I wasn’t personally bothered my first read through? Or…I don’t think it was as bad as what happened to Mor. He got out of the Spring Court. He found a purpose again and people who wanted to put him to good use as opposed to just using him. I was not a fan of any of the Ianthe stuff especially as it got swept under a rug and was never dealt with (like…he was sexually assaulted twice…and….Not a whisper) And the comment about not asking Tamlin’s forgiveness incensed me like nothing else. I wanted that relationship being explicitly picked apart and said to be unhealthy. I would have liked to have seen him more, at the meeting with the High Lords, during the battle but…I think….It could have been worse. And it wasn’t wholly bad like Mor’s where she was repeatedly fucked over again and again and again. There were some moments with Lucien that I liked - seeing him in the Autumn Court, his journey with Feyre, some of the Elain scenes (NOT the library one where Feyre slipped into his head what the fuck was that) and his ending I felt was..Hopeful. This is something I want to think about a lot more when I re-read but..I can deal with what we got. 

I, personally, don’t think Rhys’ character regressed. I think the decisions that he made were perfectly IC and the things he did lined up with him. I don’t think it’s a regression to remind the readers that Rhys is morally grey and fucked up at times as well. (Especially with how black and white Feyre tends to be with people in her narrative - if she loves them she forgives them nearly everything, her response to Tamlin and how it changed when she fell out of love with him is a good example of this) I think the way the story then handled this sucked. See: The Mor/CoN incident. I don’t think that was OOC for Rhys. But I wanted far more lasting consequences. Grey morality is only a useful plot point if you actually make it grey and make it mean something. If you just have a character do something questionable then shrug your shoulders and five pages later have it all be smoothed over for them then what’s the point? I don’t have an issue with Rhys’ characterisation personally, this may change on a reread as I know others did but…I more have an issue with execution than content here. 

Feyre at the Spring Court is a similar problem to Rhys: they make mistakes that have a lasting impact on other people but it doesn’t affect them. There’s no repercussions it just gets glossed over and ‘oh well oopsy daisy’ which is just lazy writing tbh.  

I don’t know if this helps you?? I think there are problematic aspects of this book (that I have and will continue to criticise) but…if you still get something out of this series that’s valid? There are problems with it but I think we were all attached to these characters and your opinion is your own. Engage with the criticism (or don’t) but make up your own mind about how you feel. I just…Said what I thought here, this was my take on things…and it’s all subject to change when I reread it but…As it stands. Tehre were parts of this book that I liked (mostly character stuff) and I will probably remain in the fandom and keep ficcing things and the like and…I don’t think this was very helpful at all but…i don’t know, this was just..how I felt? 

dmcreif  asked:

Just curious as to why it is that Karen Page seems to be so disliked? She certainly made some questionable decisions, but then again, what Daredevil character HASN'T made questionable decisions? And all in all personally I thought Deborah Ann Woll's portrayal fits really well into the morally grey themes and atmosphere of the show. What do you think is the cause for this dislike? Misogyny or something else?

I try to avoid Karen-hate, since I know it’ll piss me off, so I cannot claim to know how widespread it is, or how the haters justify it. But of course I’ve seen some. What I’ve seen seems to fall into a couple of different categories: people who dislike Matt/Karen as a couple, and people who dislike Karen herself.

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anonymous asked:

Personally I think Madison would make a decent lover for Camila. And no, not just for her looks but she has vocals as well. That girl can sing, a collab with them would be cool. And who am I to judge Madison anyway? I wouldn't know what kind of person she is when she's with her lover. What does a couch Madison look like? A sleepy Madison? I can seem them together to be honest. I mean, that is your opinion Sophie. It's just that I find it funny when you turn down every possible ship there is ++

++ for Camila. It’s like there’s no one better that #Langbello. From what I can see, Madison is just out there making a name for herself. I’m actually curious as to what she is without the flashy make-up etc. She’s bi as well and supports the community. I think you should keep an open mind. Just because you don’t agree with a certain ship or you can’t imagine them being together doesn’t mean it’s the same for the other person, obviously. No hate whatsoever, we love a healthy discussion. Ily!



Sweets, you do know that when I’m talking about Langbello I’m joking right? I mean I love the idea but there is only a very tiny bitty little chance that those two would actually get together, I don’t think they ever even met 😂  I have fun with it because let’s be honest the Camren world has been fucking depressing lately, with Camz putting out songs saying how much she was hurt and Lauren coming at us again, I just need something a little lighter to talk about. That’s why it’s making me laugh so hard when some anons are like “you ship Camila with someone else! Delete your blog! You don’t care about Camren anymore!” - like chill, it’s because I believe so much in Camren and I actually believe they are real, that I can’t really laugh about it - imaginary ships are safe, I mean Camila is probably not gonna end up with Katherine, Dua or Madison 😂  But she was with Lauren for sure.

That being said, I’ve always been very exclusive with my ships, so if my fun imaginary ship is Langbello then it’s gonna stay Langbello. I have nothing against all the other girls that you guys have suggested, it’s just that I can’t be bothered to recreate an entire fantasy around them - first because I don’t actually know who they are, like two weeks ago I didn’t know Dua existed, and second because from the very little that I’ve seen from their instagram they’re not really the kind of artists I gravitate towards. But you’re right, we know nothing about them, so I’m sorry if I sounded judgy, but again, I wasn’t being serious about all of this. But I’m telling you, if you don’t want me to disagree with a new made up ship for Camila then don’t send it to me, the chances are I’m gonna shut it down, because I’m going steady with Langbello 😂

Consider Marinette and her influence on Chloé as Ladybug:

I think it would be interesting if, as Ladybug, Marinette realizes that Chloé idolizes her, and uses that to try to change her more negative qualities for the better. I think it would be an awesome way to bring about her “redemption” that fits well within the canon.

And when I say redemption I hope ya’ll don’t think I want this girl to become sugary sweet because to me that’s gross ew. Chloé functions perfectly personality-wise at her core, especially in relation to the story and other characters around her. She’s very mean and a downright bully and that’s not okay, but she’s assertive and carriers herself with confidence in a way that I think we can all get behind to an extent; she’s honest and goes after what she wants. Her love for Ladybug also saves her from being the overly trope-y popular girl archetype, and for that I’m grateful. It’s the most important fact to remember about her, in my opinion. It’s crucial. Alongside her friendship with Sabrina because that is HELLA important. It SEEMS exploitative at first, but if you think about it, it’s honestly beneficial to them both. Chloé is who she is; she THINKS everyone loves her, but honestly she doesn’t force anyone to be her friend. You don’t see her really making anyone hang out with her or threatening people to follow her around. As the mayor’s daughter she could honestly pull of some messed up shit if she wanted to. Sabrina stays by Chlo’s side because she wants to be there; she likes to feel needed. And Chloé likes to feel pampered, so it works for them. It might not be the best of friendships in YOUR eyes, but you have to admit it’s functional, consensual, and neither of them are complaining, so why should we?

Originally posted by miraculousdaily

SO BACK TO CHLOE’S “REDEMPTION”. I feel like if someone idolizes LB, they can’t be all bad. Ladybug is pretty yes, and cool, and I’m sure people love her for that as well, but she’s unwavering in her kindness and consideration for others above everything else. You can’t adore her and not care about that; it’s the core of what she represents for Paris. I want to see the origins of Chloé’s love for Ladybug for her POV so bad. My guess is it started when LB saved her from Papillon, but I want to know her THOUGHTS on Ladybug in that moment and all the moments afterward. Because I know she sees something in LB that she wishes she had, that’s what admiration is all about. She isn’t just a fan, Chloé seriously respects Ladybug and wants to BE her. She literally LARPs and cosplays as this girl in her free time in PRIVATE. That’s not something you do just because you want a selfie with Paris’s hero for your own reputation. 

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So that got me thinking: What if Marinette used this as a positive thing, instead of being super annoyed at Chloé and her clinginess while she’s transformed? Of course it makes for great comedic irony at this stage in the story, but as it develops I can definitely see an opportunity for Marinette to teach Chloé some life lessons via her idol. When she upset Chloé in Antibug, she apologized and Chlo was just like “Oh! Okay well I forgive you!” UM hello?! That’s AMAZING. Most people don’t just bounce back from being insulted/offended like that. Especially by the person they idolize. But with Chloé all of the resentment just disappeared with a simple apology. 

Like honestly, that’s an amazing character trait to have. I actually really admire that. She’s extremely receptive to anything LB says, and that’s something Mari should notice and respond to I think. She’s absolutely stubborn with everyone else, but with Ladybug she’s completely open. It’s the perfect opportunity to fix things. Its easy to hate someone, especially when they’ve hurt you, but it’s really hard to forgive. And Mari is definitely a person who is quick to paint others as the “wrong” party (Lila, Chloe when she tried to help, Adrien when he was picking the gum off of her seat etc) 

I mean even it we wanted to be super clinical about it, at the end of the day it’s beneficial to defuse Chloe’s mean streak in order to prevent more akuma, lol. We all know Chlo causes quite a few of them, so Marinette should at least talk with the girl more, if only to make her workload a little more manageable. Hang out with her a bit, try to nudge her into good social habits that aren’t so condescending and mean-spirited. This is me considering it just from Mari’s perspective, because I don’t think she’s warmed to Chlo enough yet to suffer through this for purely selfless reasons. Years of bullying are hard to just “forgive” for the sake of compassion. 

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But truth be told, I want it to come from a positive place. I’m sure Chloé has her demons, and whatever they are, insulting and bullying others helps her feel better somehow. If as Ladybug, Marinette could offer some support here and there, some advice, some guidance, perhaps a stern scolding as well, I think it would make a huge difference not just in her and Chloe’s lives, but the lives of their classmates. And hey perhaps Marinette could learn a thing or two from Chloé as well. 

I think deep down, even though Chloé’s invasion of Adrien’s personal space is icky and not okay to do, Marinette wishes she had a BIT of that kind of confidence to approach Adrien and make it known how she feels. If it’s one thing Chloe isn’t, it’s shy. I think part of her dislike of Chloe comes from the fact that she does so easily what Marinette cannot seem to do without tripping and stuttering and embarrassing herself. Just like how Chloe’s dislike of Marinette is most definitely stemmed from how well-liked she is; how despite her flaws everyone loves her for HER, not anything like money or fame. 

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My favorite thing is this: picture Mari as LB confiding in Chloé about her crush (oh man if she knew it was Adrien I wonder what she’d do hahaha) and Chlo cheering her on like: 

CB: “OMG girl you’re freaking LADYBUG, you just gotta go up to him and sweep him off his feet. Just be like “Hey there handsome, it’s me, the savior of Paris, wanna fly into the sunset on my awesome yo-yo?” (ahh yes the Ladrien)

LB: Pfft! Oh my gosh no WAY can I do that. I have to keep my identity a secret Chloe! And I am NOT going to use my hero status to pick up guys! -_- 

CB: Ugh, why not?! You already save Paris like, all the time anyway, do something for yourself for once! Use them perks girl! 

LB: I’m so awkward around him though…and he doesn’t even notice me in my civilian form…

CB: Ew! Forget that loser then. You’re Ladybug, you’re super pretty and you rock no matter what. Trust me, there’s this annoying girl at school named Marinette Dupain-Cheng who is BEYOND embarrassingly awkward, and tons of guys still like her, so that’s no excuse! 

LB: *coughs loudly* W-what?

CB: Anyway, this is tré tragique, if you can’t get the guy, where’s the hope for the rest of us? What’s his name? I’m going to stalk him on social media to see if he’s even WORTHY of you. Want me to catphish him for you? I can totally-

LB: NO! God, Chloé do not use your status to mess with people anymore. Please. He’s allowed not to like me back, it’s not a crime! I’m just a huge coward that’s all…but thanks for sticking up for me. I wish I had that confidence…

CB: “Hmm well! You just need some girl power. Selfie sessions always do the trick. Now gimme the fiercest look you got girl! This filter loves you!” 

Originally posted by miraculousdaily

And a few days later, when Chloe gave Alya the selfies for her to put on the Ladyblog so everyone would know she and LB were super close BFFS, Adrien Agreste definitely dID NOT download multiple pics of Ladybug by herself with the flower crown filter on. Nope nope nope 

Right? Eh? Eh?? :D Can you dig it or can you dig it? Hahaha. I’m back at it again with the Great Wall of Text™ folks I know, apologies but this had to be said! I think Chloe and LB could be friends, and maybe even Mari and Chlo can settle differences in a big way. Not besties but, yeah. Definitely cool with each other. Like respect at least. Okay I’ve poured my feels out on this for long enough for now ahem. I need to get some breakfast. And also a life. LOL 

A lil’ somethin’ about the hug and butthurts..

first of all.. why am i seeing lots of people said shitz about that chanbaek hug..?

like seriously..? actually i don’t want to write this, but the amount of sh*tz i saw on Chanbaek tag are just ridiculous.. 

guys.. 

they hugged.. and we shippers are happy for it since its maybe the realest, closest contact/skinship chanbaek had for i don’t know, few years..!?

look guys.. we shippers, well most of us like chanbaek not as brothers.. many of us see chanbaek as two guys liking each other romantically.. you can see them whatever you want but thats what we see them as.. 

so can you understands why we are so happy when they hugged..? yes Chanbaek do aware of their ship’s popularity, with the amount of chanbaek banners in the venue also might be the catalyst for Sehun to decided to do it, and that hug could just be some fanservice arranged by them themselves..

but what makes us so excited and going all nuts about is how genuine Chanbaek’s and the members’ reactions are towards that 3 seconds hug..

Don’t tell me that smile on Baekhyun’s face is fake.. no ONE can fake THAT kind of smile.. i bet Baekkie are just being mischievous because Chanyeol is freaking out and shy because like i said, this is probably their first ever REAL hug on stage or on public..! 

idk what else do you want.. i know that i don’t know chanbaek.. i don’t know exo or close with them, i’m a total stranger, but i’m someone who loves exo.. when you love someone or something, you know them up and down.. mostly.. and i think i can read my chanbaek based on what i saw these past years.. what i closely see..  

tbh, i didn’t read that 5 paragraph analysis in weibo(?) about that hug, but based on what i saw, Chanbaek liked it.. and the members reactions, confirmed it.. 

Chen - their best friend - his reactions are also very fishy..

https://twitter.com/hyx1991/status/691283505817358338

how suho and chen dropped from their supposed frozen state after they saw what Sehun want to do with Chanbaek.. and Chen’s smiles after that are just weird to me.. 

don’t make me pointed out kyungsoo’s reaction.. 

gifs cr: @awkwardmickey 

if you guys know me you know that i call Kyungsoo, Chanbaek guardian angel or kyungsoo as someone who definitely knows something about chanbaek.. whether chanbaek is real or not, kyungsoo definitely knows something.. look at kyungsoo.. he looks so happy after the hug tho. what is that..!? if chanyeol hates it, and kyungsoo knows Chanyeol hates it, i bet he won’t make such approving face and smile.. 

another thing..

the awkwardness.. 

aigoo.. guys..! 

chanbaek never hug on stage before.. like real hug..! and tbh, i dont sense any awkwardness in that hug.. what i sensed..? shyness.. both of them are embarrassed.. thats why the hug come out a little bit weird looking.. but thats not awkwardness.. Baekhyun’s face are not showing any awkwardness or un-comfortableness.. chanyeol also are smiling so widely and they even teasing each other during that hug..

i bet all of you aware that, to avoid doing what Sehun always made his victims do, fake kiss, Chanbaek use their height difference.. Chanyeol tiptoe-ing while Baekhyun lower his head.. but do you realize..? when the hug are about to happen, when Sehun pushes both of their bodies together, chanyeol drop his tiptoe and Baekhyun tiptoe instead..!


http://ms1611.tumblr.com/post/138024523393/%C2%BAchanbaek-manila%C2%BA-ok-im-sorry-i-just-cant 


most of you said that Baekkie open his hat so that it wont hit chanyeol’s face, right..? if he don’t want it to hit chanyeol’s face, why the heck did he tip-toed..!!!!!? he did it so that he can put his arm around Chanyeol’s shoulder/neck.. did you ever think it like that.? at all..? look at Chanbaek’s perspective.. 

ok guys.. thats all form me.. hahahaha.. i don’t understands all the hates and names and shades thrown at us Firelights regarding our reactions towards this hug.. you guys, non-Firelights have no idea how precious this moment is to us.. how long we’ve been waiting for chanbaek to atleast make an obvious fanservice together as chanbaek.. they are very popular.. Firelights is a very big family.. i always say to myself, i don’t mind even if the moment look obviously like fanservice, just please do something for us.. 

there are a lot of moments other ships has.. they hugs, kisses, teases, skinships, many more.. but chanbaek? they claimed that they are bestfriend.. the members talked about how loud and active they are when they are together.. but they dont show that to us.. we Firelights who are craving for something from them.. 

so please understands our feelings.. we got enough hates just being a Firelight.. just liking chanbaek.. why? yes because we take Chanbaek seriously.. we don’t ship chanbaek for mere reasons but for real chanbaek..  i don’t and i won’t touch about their sexuality, sexual orientations and their sexual status, because i know many people will backlash me with many other shetz regarding that.. for us, we see love in chanbaek.. thats it.. thats the only reasons we love them so much.. 

ok..? 

p/s: see? this is why i don’t want to make any post about my thought on that hug moment.. haishhh.. i always ended up with long ass post and emotional closing.. sigh.. aigoo.. please guys.. this is MY OPINION.. so like i always said in all of my posts, if you agree, then cool.. if you don’t, also cool.. but i don’t need your hates, your rant and your BS in my inbox or my chat.. my blog is mine and i post chanbaek.. so yeah..

have a good night  Firelights.. <3 you yall my family ^^

anonymous asked:

winteriron prompt: bucky runs advice blog and tony stumbles upon it, reads it and sees how nice this 'james' person is. so he shoots him a message as well. he sends all his messages on anon, signed -T. It's simple stuff at first like 'how to make perfect roast' but with time their conversation turn deeper and tony opens up abt a lot of things for the first time ever (they dont know who the other is) they talk and fall a bit in love, and one day tony forgets to choose the anon option & freaks out

Here’s nearly 2k of MIT-era tumblr nerds. Enjoy. You can also read this on Ao3.


Tony Stark has done quite a few embarrassing google searches in his time. Far too many, really. In the grand scheme of his embarrassments, this is hardly a ping on the radar, but he feels his face flush red as he types the words into the search bar. After all, Rhodey trusted him with watching his niece for the evening while he’s out with Carol, and here Tony is, searching how to hold an infant properly.

The first few articles that pop up are various family or maternity sites, coaching young mothers on how to take care of their delightful newborns. Tony skims them, eyes flickering from his phone screen to Lily (who is still blissfully asleep in her crib, thank god.) 

The articles were clearly written for people more competent with children than Tony, however, and he clicks from article to article with increasing desperation. Finally, one catches his eye - “How To Take Care of Babies - A Guide for Emotionally Stunted Men.” It’s on tumblr, more sarcastic than clinical, and exactly what Tony needs. The author has younger sisters, apparently, and the post talks Tony through holding Lily, feeding her, changing her diaper (ew) and keeping her entertained with minimal fuss.

Rhodey doesn’t try to hide his surprise when he comes back to find Lily clean, well-fed, and sleeping peacefully. “I’m good with kids,” Tony protests, of course. “I can’t believe you doubted me. Wait, you doubted me and left me with an infant anyways! That’s negligence!”

Rhodey laughs and promises that he’ll call on Tony next time his sister his out of town and he needs a baby-sitter. Tony bookmarks the blog.

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CrissColfer MasterPost

Now, I have a friend who is having her doubts about Crisscolfer, so I decided to help her out ( Because I am a good friend) Now, because I’m lame, ill be posting with the help of tumblr, some gifs with their sources, but if i cant find the source I’m probably going to use google so bare with me. Just know these Gifs aren’t mine! None of them! Also I’m gonna have a read under the cut for some people who don’t ship CC and I don’t want any shit okay? So just know I warned you. Also there will be some mentions of Chill and Miarren and gifs as well. Soif this is sensitive to some people, don’t read.

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anonymous asked:

Do you think that the relationship between Roman and Peter constitutes a queerbaiting, or just a really intense friendship that fans just have fun reading into? I'm not all caught up yet, so I don't really have an opinion as of yet. I just wanted to see what people thought. If you don't feel comfortable answering this question, it's cool, I don't want to make you uncomfortable!!

hi! thank you for being very polite and for considering that the question might make me uncomfortable, which it doesn’t by the way.

to answer your question, no i don’t think the their relationship is queerbaiting and here’s why:

  • in the book that the show is based off of, roman godfrey is in love with peter rumancek. it’s canon. i’m not even reading into it, he truly is in love with roman. and since we don’t really know peter’s point of view, i suppose you could assume that the feelings are mutual.
  • while letha godfrey and peter began a relationship, there were times where peter chose to stay with roman or be around roman. there was a definite love for letha and i don’t think in the first season peter was /in love/ with roman, but he did love him.
  • speaking of letha (whom i love and will never ever hate no one can ever change my opinion of angelic letha i don’t caRE if romancek couldn’t be canon i love letha too much). roman caught letha and peter having sex and it crushed him. shook his entire world up to the point where he crashed his freaking car into a tree. the same car that he loved so much because it was his father’s. 
  • now, i appreciate and love their friendship most of all. and the said friendship is so strong that even olivia godfrey, most evil vile monster of monsters, took pity on the fact that peter wanted to be around roman and vice versa. linda rumancek, despite her warnings, took roman beneath her wing because she knew how much he meant to peter.
  • they share dreams!!!!!!!! this is super important because it shows the bond they’ve formed over a small amount of time. also they can communicate with only a nod or a look.
  • actual canon lines: “i should have been stronger for you” and “i couldn’t have done this without you” and “i saw you after. you’re fucking beautiful” and “if you hurt him i’ll make you pay” (i can’t remember if that’s it exactly but basically someone was hurting peter and roman lost his shit) and my personal favorite “what do you need darling?” “peter”
  • olivia godfrey said “a g**** is a g**** is a g****, they’ll steal the rings from your fingers and the love from your heart” when roman broke down after seeing peter gone from hemlock
  • the actors bill (roman) and landon (peter) admitted that when something happened in season 2, there was only love between peter and roman and no one else.

i won’t even get into season 2 but fuck man these stupid boys are driving me in SANE ANE 

Signs as People I Know
  • Capricorn: (you're my dad.)People say you come off as scary but you're one of the nicest people I know, you always lighten up the situation, you throw shade so damn hard, you take everything literally, you're the student that's always a smartass but the teacher can't help but love because you're super smart
  • Aquarius: (you're an old friend.) You're super dorky, and would rather vent to your cats than to a person, you don't trust easily, but once you've found someone you can trust you attach to them, you have a beautiful soul, listens to emo bands but doesn't look like it
  • Pisces: (you're my neighbor.) You let people walk all over you, a go-with-the-flow vibe, physically aesthetically pleasing to the eye, always has a sense of wonder, the most chill person
  • Aries: (you're my best friend.) You're the kind of friend that constantly gets on everyone's nerves but would never want to lose you, you do have a big temper lmao but despite that you're a great listener, you're very confident in everything you do, you make your dreams a reality
  • Taurus: (you're a new friend I met this year.) You're very down-to-earth and grounded, you're that person who always has their shit together in a horror movie, you're good at keeping people stable, you have a pretty personality that no one else seems to realize
  • Gemini: (you're my brother.) You're not very too-faced as the stereotype depicts, you're really good at coming up with funny one-liners, you don't know what to do in a bad situation, you're also very chill and don't really make decisions in a group, don't talk much in a group convo but everyone wants you there
  • Cancer: (you're the boy I like.) You're under appreciated and so kind, you're surprisingly very hotheaded but you cool easily, you have a hard time showing but you care for everyone a lot, you don't like showing weakness to anyone and sometimes you really should, you have a tendency to hurt yourself whether you mean to or not
  • Leo: (you're a classmate.) you're so socially awkward it's adorable, you look so innocent but you are most definitely fucking not, definitely has the prettiest eyes, are also very chill and will only get heated if something applies to them
  • Virgo: (you are my childhood friend.) you're the biggest meme I know, unintentionally funny, you love so hard without meaning to, hopeless romantic but would never admit it, very insecure but doesn't want people to know, is a social butterfly
  • Libra: (you're an acquaintance.) you talk way too much, you're very awkward in social groups, but you always have an opinion that is used in the end, clingy, very blunt, has an idgaf attitude which is fine until you lose friends and complain about it
  • Scorpio: (you're my mom.) you're the most forgiving person I know, you never get mad at anyone, you have a very spiritual vibe, honestly if you ever got into any trouble with the po po you'd probably get away with anything bc you're so god damn nice and loving
  • Sagittarius: (you're my cousin.) you're that person everyone hates just bc you complain about your figure and you're rocking an hourglass body like wtf, incredibly creative and artistically talented, you can pull off a variety of styles, very good with children, also good at persuasion
Why I'm Fucking Mad at the Signs
  • ARIES: You always want to be taken seriously and listened to but you never fucking listen to the advice anyone gives you. You constantly get people's hopes up but never follow through with anything. Why do you do that? You're so inconsiderate of the way everyone around you is feeling because you're in your own world and you completely fucking blow off the people who care about you for anything or anyone that comes along and grabs your attention. Quit fucking getting in relationships and acting like your significant other is the only person who's ever cared about you. They're not, and if you don't show the other people in your life that you care about them, they're going to fucking leave.
  • TAURUS: You think the world fucking revolves around you and you're so childish. You persistently go after something you know you can't have and throw a fit when you don't get it. Also, you do realize that your words and actions effect other people, right? You can't just fucking say anything you want when you're mad or upset and expect people to forgive you. Stop being so fucking self-centered. Stop expecting everyone around you to operate on your time and be around when it's convenient for you. Your constant snide remarks under your breath are unnecessary and hurtful. You take making yourself your own first priority to a new extreme.
  • GEMINI: Shut the fuck up and quit overthinking everything. You expect people to care about how you're doing and get upset when people aren't as enthusiastic over certain things as you are. You can't just assume that everyone cares about the same things as you. Nobody fucking cares about all the details in the stories you tell. Quit making a 10 minute long story out a 30 second event, if you don't stop fucking talking all the time then no one is ever going to want to listen to you anymore. You don't always have to be the center of attention. Spoiler alert, sometimes other people deserve attention too. You are so fucking caught up in your own little fantasy world that you can't handle reality any time you have to deal with it. Sometimes you have to learn how to fucking suck it up and deal with things on your own, there's not always going to be someone around who wants to listen to you bitch about the world.
  • CANCER: Stop fucking crying. You're constantly so deep in your emotions that you don't care how your actions effect people around you. Every fucking time something bad happens to you, you think it's okay to disappear for a few months and then when you're done with your pity party you decide to come back into everyone's lives and expect everything to be just the way you left it. You expect entirely too much out of people it's ridiculous. You have such an intelligent mind but it doesn't even matter because you only ever fucking use your heart. You set yourself up for so much of the hurt in your life. Stop making yourself so vulnerable and stop thinking that you can fix everyone you meet or even assuming that they want to be fixed. You're not good at giving advice, and that's alright... But you don't realize that sometimes all that someone needs is a friend and you're never fucking there for anyone when they reach their low points and need you most. Quit fucking disappearing.
  • LEO: You're so fucking selfish. You hold your pride and your image above everything else and act like it's invincible. You know it's fragile and so does everyone else or you wouldn't spend so much time trying to protect it. You think that just because you're in a bad mood everyone else needs to be as well. Quit fucking take out your problems on people who are trying to help you. You act like a hard ass but you can't fucking confront a problem head on for the life of you. Also, you're not always right. Having the last word in an argument isn't that important. Maybe if you'd shut the fuck up and care about someone other than yourself for a couple minutes you'd realize that other's people's views/opinions/feelings matter too. Quit pretending like you're on a higher level than everyone else, it gets so old so fucking fast.
  • VIRGO: You're so fucking manipulative. You only do things that will end up benefitting you in the end. You can't even fucking do something kind for someone unless you're going to get something out of it. Stop acting like you're a hard ass, you're not. When you get pissed off you just sulk and say the most fucking hateful things to people because you're so observant and you know what will hurt people the most. It's not fair that everyone in your life has to be scared that if you upset them even accidentally you're going to do anything in your power to hurt them. It's bullshit. No one gave you the power to control others, so why do you try to manipulate and control every single person in your life? Also, own up to things when you're confronted about them. Compulsive lying is your strong suit and it's getting really fucking tiring.
  • LIBRA: You are so fucking quick to cut people off. You can be friends with someone for 10 years and if they do something that upsets you then you won't hesitate for a second to cut them off. It's fucking bullshit that everyone who cares about you feels like they have to be constantly walking on eggshells. You act so fucking independent, you don't think that you need anyone besides yourself but it's funny how any time something goes wrong you're crying to me asking me for help. Open your fucking eyes. You're so easy to love, stop fucking playing games with people's minds. Just because someone tells you something that you didn't want to hear doesn't fucking mean that they deserve to be cut out of your life. You take everything so personally and assume any subtweet or bad conversation is about you. Cut it out. It's on my last fucking nerve.
  • SCORPIO: Mind your own fucking business. It's like you feed off of other people's misery and drama. You can't fucking keep a secret to save your life. You never talk about your own stories, say it's because you're a private person, but will gossip about anyone else's endeavors. You're so fucking quick to judge, and refuse to ever give people a second chance. You're constantly running around hurting other people's feelings and begging for second chances but are the most unforgiving people I've ever met. Why do you do that? You're so fucking fake to everyone you meet. You can't handle confrontation and pretend you like everyone so that they'll open up to you and you can have things to use against them when/if they betray you in some way. Why do you do this to the people you care about? Also, stop thinking you're hot shit and can get in bed with anyone you want.
  • SAGITTARIUS: You're so fucking irresponsible. This is in every aspect. Education, bills, relationships, anything. You are the worst communicators. Stop fucking cancelling plans that have been solid for a month 10 minutes before they actually happen. Also, you can't just continue to be reckless with people's hearts and expect them to stick around. Why aren't you ever there for people when they need you? You're always there to experience the good with others but as soon as things get bad and they need your love and support you just fucking leave. Why do others' emotions make you so uncomfortable? Is it because you try to pretend that you don't have any? News flash: everyone sees right through that. Stop trying to act like you're tough shit and embrace the softness that is a part of you. It's not cool to be cold and bitter and closed off to the world, you're going to end up isolating yourself and hating your fucking life. You're doing this to yourself.
  • CAPRICORN: Stop fucking holding yourself back. You second guess yourself in essentially every single aspect of your life. Stop it. I swear to god it's like every fucking time I talk to you, you plan out what you're going to say so as not to be judged. Who gave you this severe lack of self confidence? Who taught you to hold yourself back and confine yourself into such a small box? You seem so fucking mean when people first meet you because you refuse to just have a nice casual conversation with someone you don't know. Let down your walls. You're so easy to love and have so many great ideas but you're the ones holding yourself back. It's so fucking frustrating because people have to pry everything out of you. Stop being so fucking afraid of everything. Sometimes you're the epitome of living but not existing. Life experiences will be scary and sometimes you have to do things that are out of your comfort zone but guess what? So does everyone else. It's part of the fucking game, and you need to take your head out of the damn clouds and realize that life isn't always fair.
  • AQUARIUS: You're so fucking extreme. Nothing is ever neutral with you. Why can't you ever fucking find a middle ground on anything? Also, stop trying to fight every fucking person you meet. Stop thinking that your opinion is superior to any other and that everyone is out to get you. You intentionally seclude yourself from things because you like the idea of being a lone wolf. Fine, be a lone wolf, but quit fucking crying when people stop inviting you to things because you always turn them down anyways. You want so badly to be unique and distinguished. You try to act numb to everything that happens to you, as if your emotions are novacane junkies. You're a big fucking crybaby, so quit trying to hide it.
  • PISCES: I know you think that you have good intentions but you are so fucking ignorant. You think that everyone does or should think the same way as you. You're so fucking emotional but you'll never open up or be fucking sincere about your feelings unless of course you're under the influence. You let people see that you are a highly emotional person but get defensive and angry when people try to get you to open up. Why are you so fucking cold? You're so fucking good at walking back into people's lives after you made the decision to leave and they always let you back in. You always just fucking leave again. Why do you always run? Why do you get off on getting people's hopes up and then letting them down? It's like you love raising people up because watching others freefall is interesting. Well, it's not. It's so fucking hurtful. I know you think you're doing well, but don't fucking say things unless you mean them. You cause more harm than help when you deceive people and try to spare their feelings.
A Magical Moment

Movie: The Maze Runner Au

Characters: Newt x Reader

Written by: Lauren

(a/n) Guys I’m so freaking sorry for not uploading any imagines for the past week but school has been so busy lately that its got to the point of pissing me off. But anyways, WE ALL MADE IT TO FRIDAY SO CHEERS TO ALL OF US. Here’s an imagine to make up for the loss and I am so so sorry if its so bad. It could be the stress or whatsoever but I feel like my writing has dropped so I apologize for it.  :( Hopefully, you all would still enjoy it. <3


My eyes wandered around the view that was in front of me as I stood at the corner of the room, a red plastic cup filled with beer in my hand as I continued to awkwardly stand. Strong vibrations of the loud music playing from the speakers could be felt within the walls, the room crowded with college students as they bounced up and down and danced around. The medium sized room that belonged to the house of my best friend, Brenda, was plunged into entire darkness but with the flashing neon lights that went off almost every second as every one danced around, you could slightly make out the faces that were right in front of you.

There were loud screaming that echoed around the room every now and then but mostly everyone was singing along to the music that was playing loudly in the background, shouting out ever single lyrics that blasted out of the speakers.  As I took another sip of the dishwater like beer that sat in my cup, I watched with intrigued eyes as everyone danced with each other, swaying their hips from left to right while throwing their head back.  Without even knowing it, I bobbed my left leg up and down to the rhythm of the song as I leaned my back against the wall as I searched for the familiar faces of my friends who were lost in the crowd.  Dressed in a pair of black worn out jeans with a cream, lace, long sleeved crop top, I was like a fish out of the sea as I stood there searching.

My eyes flashed past unfamiliar faces that I barely recognized, some who attended the same classes as me though I barely remembered their names while others who I had seen before when walking in the hallway, but none of them were people I was closed too. I bit  my lip down hard as I continued searching until I stopped when the familiar face of the British boy I knew so well landed in my vision of sight. I felt my heart quickened its pace slightly as I continued looking at him as he stood there just talking to his friends, taking my time to admire him from where I stood. The familiar feeling like how my head feels lightheaded all of a sudden or how the blood seems to rush through my body at an even faster pace is a usual feeling every time I was with Newt or even looking at him, and I knew exactly why. Feelings.

I would be lying horribly if I said that I wasn’t in love with Newt, someone I knew ever since I was a child in diapers. It should have occurred to me that something like that was going to happen, but no matter how many times I tell myself that I’m not in love with him, I can’t escape the inevitable that’s chasing after me. It would have so easy to tell him straight up that I was in love with him but fear was a emotion so strong that held so many people back from their dreams. Fear of rejection and never being friends with Newt again. Fear of him hating me and the agony of having to know it. Fear of never seeing him again everyday like I always do. It was amazing how one emotion that could be felt in a variety of level could cause so much pain and prevent things so great from happening, but overcoming fear was something even I couldn’t do in this situation.  But with that decision that I chose to keep to myself, of course, came its unbearable consequences which at times only made me feel like I’m drowning underwater with every second that ticked by.

Like the agony of having to watch him fall in love with other girls   and fake a smile for him when he asks for your opinion as to whether his outfit is suitable for the date or not, it all came crashing down like a huge tidal wave of emotion every time I had to relive the moments again and again. To see the person you love be happy with someone else and all you can do is stand by their side and pretend that you’re happy for them, even though inside, you’re slowly dying bit by bit. To nod your head and plaster a huge smile on your face as you attentively listen to him talk about how his date went, though none of the words were actually going to your head because all you can think about is how you want him to be yours.

But the thing that hurt most, was seeing the love of your life coming to your apartment with tears streaming down his face after a horrible break up with his girlfriend of 3 months, and sobbing in your arms as you held him. And as you stood there, comforting with all the comfort that you could provide, all you can think of is what a fool his ex girlfriend was and how you wished you could show him how much he was actually loved by.  No words could describe the pain of relieving all of this moments again and again but as much as I would like to shake Newt back and forth while screaming at him that I love him, I couldn’t. And I hated it.

As I snapped back out of my thoughts and looked forward again to where Newt was, I felt my heart sink into the pit of my stomach when I was met with the sight of him talking with a breath taking girl who was smiling flirtatiously at him. The huge smile that was plastered on Newt’s face too didn’t go unseen by me and with each second that passed of me continuing to stare at them, I could feel my current mood spiraling downwards like a broken aeroplane. Watching them continue to flirt with each other, the plastic cup that was in my hand was being crumbled as time flew by as I tried to relieve the pain and anger that was starting to flow through me. I bit down the inside of my cheek hard as I took in breaths, reminding myself for thousandth time that Newt wasn’t mine. But how could I stop the feelings, when it was happening right in front of me, before my very eyes?

As if realizing that someone was staring at him, Newt turned around and our eyes immediately met, despite the crowd that was separating us. I felt the familiar electricity that almost immediately filled the atmosphere around me and all of a sudden, it got harder to breathe. The hairs on my neck were raised, even though my surrounding wasn’t even near cold, and it was like live wire was flowing through me, like a ticking bomb waiting to explode. Newt smiled a smile in my direction before he waved at me, urging me to come over, but I shook my head as a silent response. Though there was a small smile planted on my face as I continued looking towards Newt’s direction, I couldn’t shake off the aftermath of the jealousy that was still flooding through me, the green eyed monster still in possession of my mind and body.  From afar, I saw Newt pout his lips with knowledge as to what it does to me and I could find myself slowly making my way to where he stood, following the spell that he had cast on me.  I could see Newt smiling like a child on Christmas morning once he realizes that I was making my way towards him but that was until, the girl came into my line of  sight again.

I snapped out of the trance that I was in and let out a frustrated sigh, feeling foolish of myself for actually believing the thoughts that were running through my head. I stood there in the middle of the crowd, thinking for a second, and with a tired look on my face, I didn’t hesitate to turn my back around before making my way to the main door of the house.

Foolish act, (Y/N), such a foolish act.

I shook my head in disbelief at myself, then struggled to push my way out of the crowd to where the door was waiting for me. There were slightly loud voices that belonged to Newt calling my name from behind, but no thoughts in my mind were actually considering to turn around to see if he was really there for I already knew the answer. Everything was just an echo, an illusion, a lie. Dreams don’t come true and sometimes truth hurts because of the knowledge that we don’t get the things that we want.
Even if I turned to look over my shoulder, he would still be there with the girl, getting to know her and probably falling for her.

Sighing, I tightened my grip of the bag that was slung across my chest before reaching for the cool metal doorknob that was positioned in front of me. I twisted it, ready to make my way back to the campus, when I felt a firm but gentle grip on my hand. The touch was warm, familiar, and comforting.

I looked up with tired eyes from the doorknob to the person who was beside me, my mouth ready to shoot out a lie as to why I was going back early, when my eyes widened at the sight of Newt in front of me.  He was panting as he continued to hold my hand, catching his breath probably as his chest heaved up and down. With a confused frown plastered on my face, I patiently waited for him to say something.

Newt’s eyes burned with confusion and disappointment as his eyes met mine. “ Why aren’t you staying at the party a little bit later? You don’t usually go back this early.”  He asked, with furrowed eyebrows.  I shrugged my shoulders and slipped my fingers in the pockets of my jeans, gripping onto the piece of necklace that was found there.

“ I’m just tired that’s all, why don’t you go return to the party. I’m sure your new friend must be waiting for you.” I faked a small smile towards his direction and began to make my move out when Newt’s hand caught mine again. I looked up from our hands that were connected and to his face, knowing that he hadn’t bought the lie that I told him. For once, tension and awkwardness was surrounding us and nowhere was I comfortable at all with it. I felt a lump ,the size of london, began to swell in my throat when I realised that a slight hint of concern was written on his face. Not now, please, don’t make this even more harder.

“ You’re upset, what’s wrong? What happened? Did someone hurt you?” Newt’s eyes ran over my body and face frantically, searching for any signs of injury or bruises but I waved him off, biting my lip down hard to try not to burst into tears.

“ New-Newt stop, please just stop. I’m fine all right, there’s no need to worry.” My eyes flickered from his eyes to the wall near him, tears brimming my eyes the longer I stood there. I tried to avoid the piercing stare Newt was giving me, knowing that if I were to ever look at him again at the moment, it would only give away the things that I was hiding.

“You’re lying to me.” My heart skipped a beat at the 4 words that sounded and immediately, my eyes darted to his. Irritation was written on his face and there was no mistaking the guilt that flooded through me.

“We promised each other that we wouldn’t lie to each other, didn’t we (Y/n)? Then why are you hiding something from me? I want to help you, can’t you see that? I don’t like seeing you this upset, I want to help.”

“ You can’t help me, Newt, I’m tired, upset-” I started to ramble on and on about the feelings I was feeling when all of a sudden, I was cut off by Newt taking my hand and dragging me to where the crowd was. Trying to pull my hand away from his grip, all it did was make Newt’s grip on me tighten further and soon enough, he was dragging me towards the center. It was amazing how despite the people dancing around between us, Newt was still able to keep his hold on my hand without even loosening one bit. His hand was wrapped around my wrist, firm and strong, like a silent response as to just shut up and keep following him.

Once we reached the center, Newt immediately released his hold on me and I turned to face him, confusion written all over my face. My scalp was itching with puzzlement as I stood there awkwardly in the crowd, surrounded by people jumping up and down. I looked at Newt with a questioning look and he merely just shook his head then leaned over.

“ Look, if you aren’t going to open up to me, then at least let me help release some of your emotions alright?” Newt was shouting over the loud music just so I would be able to hear him and at the mention of his words, I opened my mouth ready to fire back. However, at the sight of Newt glaring at my gaping mouth, I immediately knew better to just shut up and listen to his instructions.

Looking around, I observed awkwardly as to how the people around me were able to dance so freely and from the corner of my eye, I saw Newt chuckling at my actions with the possibility of being amused. I watched every movement that the people around me made, and so I followed by jumping up and down first.

I didn’t know how it happened but all of a sudden, as time ticked by, it was as if a part of me that was trapped all along was finally free.

Like a free soul without any burden weighing down on me, I closed my eyes and jumped up and down, letting the beat of the music playing take over me like a possessed body.  The music and beats of “ Stay the night” was blasting through the speakers that were placed at the front of the room and as the song slowly build its way up to its crescendo, I could feel the tension and worry leaving my body with every second that passed. It was as if time had stopped and it was just me by myself, surrounded by a bunch of strangers who I barely knew. I felt free, relieved, burden-free and for once, I finally felt, happy. I threw my arms up in the air as I jumped up and down, my head shaking left to right with my hair flying along. I could feel the vibrations of the music reverberating through me like an echo, but it didn’t bring any discomfort, just more of the energy that I had left to burn. I closed my eyes, plunging my line of sight into complete darkness, and left control to the movement of my body, allowing it to do whatever it wanted. I bobbed my head up and down as I continued bouncing on my heels, swaying my hips from left to right when I wasn’t jumping. I was lost in the moment, like a blackhole that was found in time, as I stood there dancing. Everything felt lighter, happier and right there and then, I finally knew why people got crazy when they were dancing.

It wasn’t because they had too much of drinking or because they were just simply mad, it was because it made them forget about all the problems they currently had, like nothing ever existed at all. All of your emotions, thoughts, horrible memories, they were all gone with the wind like it hadn’t even happened at all. It was just you and the music that was playing in the room, like for once music was your one and only friend there with you. You felt free like a bird drifting through the skies, like the wind that blew past cities, it was like magic was taking over your body with no acknowledgement of letting you know about it. You don’t know how you got to where you were then, but none of that mattered when you were just there dancing in the moment. Everything else forgotten, like a temporary escape through the gateways of music.

A familiar hand slipped into mine and opening my eyes, I was met with the sight of Newt smiling down at me. I couldn’t help the immediate smile that followed back and pulling me closer to him, Newt began leading the both of us around the floor, in no particular direction at all. I threw my head back in laughter when Newt awkwardly spun me around, and from the corner of my eye, I could see happiness radiating from him like a ray of sunshine. I knew that I was going to regret this later on in the future, but at the moment, none of that mattered. For once, I was going to be selfish and let my heart do the decision making this time.

With my lips starting to sing along to the lyrics that were being played, I didn’t hold back the giggle that erupted within me when I felt Newt tug me closer to him. At that moment, we weren’t aware of the short distance between each of our bodies, and it was like both of our brains had stopped working at all as we continued dancing with each other. My hair was flying around the atmosphere as Newt twirled me around repeatedly, with him chuckling and me giggling. It was a beautiful moment that neither of us had expected to happened, a completely different turn from the situation we were in before. It was like none of that ever happened, like it was all some sort of dream.

The remaining of the music began to come to a slow halt, and by that time Newt’s spinning was getting slower and slower with each second. Then, as the final beats exploded from the speakers with the musical tone of a piano being played , I felt Newt pull me towards his direction, like an ending to our dance. I felt my feet struggling to catch my balance and before I knew it, I was placing my hands on Newt’s chest to prevent myself from throwing my entire weight onto him.  Newt’s arms snaked around my waist to support me too, but all of that suddenly didn’t matter as right there and then, I could already feel my heart beginning to pound against my chest like a sledgehammer. Newt’s dark brown, bambi eyes met mine and instantaneously,  it was as if the entire world had stopped spinning and revolved around us and us only.

The music that was playing in the background was now like a faint drowned out murmur that echoed around the room and I could hear the fast beats of my hearts as I stood right there in the middle of the room. The people who were still dancing around us and the crazy shouts that reverberated in the air all felt like nothing right there and then for time for me felt like it had stopped moving at all. All I could hear was the loud rhythm of my heart beating and the only thing I saw was Newt who stood right in front of me. A strange electricity was suddenly filling the room the longer I stood there, and all it felt was like a boiling room that was ready to explode. Indescribable sensations and emotions was flowing through my like warm honey, feelings that were odd and strange yet brought an unusual comfort all at once. Spark like feelings was exploding around me like the fireworks on the forth of July and though I was trying my best to figure out why all of these weird sensations were happening, there was only one thing in my mind available at that moment and that was the boy standing in front of me, holding me safely in his arms.

Like a sudden lightening strike, all of the memories and moments that I had shared with Newt ever since we were diapers flashed before my very eyes all at once and it was like seeing a short movie that I had never gotten the chance to watch. There was this strange tug pulling me closer and closer to him, and finally I realised what it was. Taking in a deep breath, I didn’t hesitate before I wrapped my hands around Newt’s neck and pressed my lips against his. Like a ticking bomb, I felt all of the feelings that I had kept buried within me explode like a nuclear explosion.

No words could be used to describe precisely how it felt, but mainly the moment was magical and beautiful, all at once. It was like magic bursting around the atmosphere like firecrackers as both Newt’s lips and mine began moving. Both of our lips danced in sync as we stood there in the center of the room, not caring about anyone around us. It was as if time had stopped for a moment and never continue ticking as we continued kissing, worried that we might loose each other all of a sudden. I could feel years of my hidden feelings for Newt slowly being transformed into happiness, and right there and then I knew, that no matter whatever happened there was no turning back. And for once, I was actually glad with it.

Newt and I pulled away after minutes and leaned against each other’s forehead, struggling to catch our breath. He smiled at me and I felt my heart began to melt just at the sight of it, the aftertaste still left on me.

“ Would I be an idiot to finally say that I love you and I have for all of the other times we had been together?”

I chuckled at the choice of his words and shook my head, amused. “ Not at all, but it doesn’t matter now. Because, I love you too.”

Things that annoy me about the signs (based off of my personal experience)
  • Aries: You always care too much about what everyone else is doing wrong wrong and never stop to look at your own imperfections yet call everyone out out for theirs, no matter who who they were.
  • Taurus: Never knew what type of response I was going to get from you. Sometimes I felt like you were my biggest fan, and other times it was as if you would've been fine if we never talked again. Also you never admit to having feelings for me or made an effort to ask me out even after years of communication.
  • Gemini: For some reason, you tend to fall for people who either treat you badly or they peak your interest when they start talking to someone else. Always made empty promises and forgot to text me back.
  • Cancer: You've gotta stop letting your fears hold you back. I accepted you for all the things people made fun of you for and you always tend to complain about all the things others do wrong... when they weren't around. Makes me think you told other people all my faults and my secrets.
  • Leo: You cannot get mad at the person you fell for because they ended up with someone else or didn't feel the same way - try to not take everything personally. You build up all these hopes and ideas about who this person is because you think you can read things, and you need to realize that you're not always right. Your pride is so big that you want people people to bend over backwards to prove their commitment to you and don't always do the same (even though you think you do) because you think that other people can read into body language and eye contact and use their intuition like you do, but they can't.
  • Virgo: Sometimes you're so quiet that it stresses me out and makes me concerned that you're overthinking about something. Please stop trying to help and and fix everyone, at least unless they ask for it ok? And go to sleep before 3 am because you stay up late way too much.
  • Libra: It's not fair to only talk to someone when it's on your terms or only when you're bored. When you want to talk to someone, you make amazing conversation, but you drop them without a reason as soon as they say something you don't like or they call you out on something you should own up to. Just because you say sorry doesn't mean someone has to immediately forgive you and go back to how things were, maybe give people some time to reflect like when you give them the silent treatment?
  • Scorpio: You can't stand to be alone and would rather be with someone who drives you crazy and continuously hurts you than be comfortable in your own company. You have this way of making everyone in a group feel special and like you have a close bond exclusively with them...when you've secretly built intimate bonds with everyone in the group. I couldn't argue with you because you'd manipulate me into believing that everything was my fault and give me a speech on how i need to fix myself. You love being crazy and screaming about how someone is so stupid when most of the time you're the fuel to their fire. Just be comfortable and honest with yourself. Please.
  • Sagittarius: You're crazy. A very funny and everybody's buddy when you're in social situations, but you're completely different when at home. I hate how you'd convince me to do something risky with you and then freak out when when it came down to whatever it was and you'd make me handle it because you'd get too nervous. You need to balance between clinging onto people in public and wanting everyone to leave you alone when you get home. Also stop throwing shade - you always have to make a comment that'll be a dig about someone who can either hear it or easily read it online... but then you play innocent when you get confronted to try to make them look bad when you were the one being passive-aggressive in the first place.
  • Capricorn: Please shut up. Literally. You talk way too much and I could barely ever get a word in. You're super opinionated and can go on and on about topics that you bring up almost like you're starting a debate but no one said they disagreed with your views? Also you tend to add in random information in small talk and stories that I didn't need to know.
  • Aquarius: You're either emotionless or so emotional that it comes off as dramatic or an overreaction. You love to have people know everything that's going wrong in your life for the attention. There's always someone else you want by your side, and you're not afraid to tell the shoulder you're crying on about it either.
  • Pisces: Please put your ego aside because that's always getting in the way. You love to cut people off mid-sentence to talk about you and all the great things you do, but you're a horrible listener. Even if we had things in common or similar things to relate to, you wouldn't want to hear it. You check your phone, you continuously cut me off or say "yeah" to give me hints that it's your turn to talk. It's cool that you like working out, too bad you only do that to get back at somebody or so you can brag about yourself to the extreme later.

anonymous asked:

RFA + V HCs where in MC is actually a member of a famous Korean Girl Group. I don't if you know them but 2NE1 just disbanded and it's kinda depressing 😭😂 Thank you in advance :)

AHHHH…. I’m not very well-versed in KPOP or anything, so I looked up 2NE1 out of curiosity…. Their music was so good!!! (And also gave me mad insp. for this RQ lolololol)
Let us all take a knee in mourning for this poor anon…. ;;;


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anonymous asked:

Okay. I don't want to start any drama but please give me your honest opinion of the Awakening fan base. What is so good about them and is there anything you DON'T like about the new fanbase Awakening brought in?

Okay… *cracks knuckles*

Let’s give my complete account of this:

I played Awakening *AND* understood it probably earlier than most people in the English speaking community.

I loved the story, despite it not being the most coherent. I even said “what? Where’s the MU clone?” while I was playing the Valm arc.

I cried on Chapter 10.
I was immersed in its world.

I loved the characters. I loved Chrom. I liked Chrom x Robin because Chrom was just such a charming prince.

I loved it.

It came to the US and Europe. Suddenly I… somehow… illogically… felt I wasn’t special anymore. And I think that’s where a lot of the veteran-casual friction comes from.

I *ONLY* realized this after thinking about why I felt so… alienated. It’s just… something that veterans have to get over at some point. Some of them don’t.

After that I felt better about it. And was able to discuss loving the game with other people more normally again.

Another time I felt negative towards the fanbase is when the game came out… EVERYONE came flooding in with comments on my videos. A lot of them regarding pairings.

A lot of them Chrom x Robin… and a few VERY RABID fangirls. Same with Robin x Lucina.

I absolutely HATE people throwing around the word “canon” lightly. Especially when they don’t realize it’s only their own preferences.

This led me to have an absolute disgust of people who liked Chrom and Lucina to that point. I mean, my logic was: “If I was waifu stupid, and I’m not that bad… why the hell should you be gushing over your waifu/husbando this much? Especially if you’re spouting out crap you really don’t know about.”

What I mean is I can understand the veteran hostility towards casuals who just won’t shut up. Honestly, there are veterans like that too. It’s just that casuals, being new to the fanbase, tend to talk about things they don’t really know about and don’t want to admit that they’re wrong about something. You have to realize that they are A MINORITY. I’ve had a veteran… FierceRagnar or something? Say something about “classic-haters”. I have NEVER seen a casual who hated on Classic people. He described it as someone who refused to play classic and hated on it. I know casuals who refused to play classic out of INTIMIDATION and respect people who can play it. It sounded like he was making up some “hostile group” out of assumptions.

I had a few rabid fangirls spouting out crap about support points for Chrom x Female Robin… WHEN I’M THE ONE THAT DID RESEARCH WITH THE ADMIN OF SERENES FOREST TO GET THAT INFORMATION.

Or how they said “Lovebirds” was the name of Sumia’s pegasus HAHAHAHAHA.

You can see how that can get annoying. If anything, that’s the one aspect I hated with the new influx of newcomers. Pairing crap has always been there… but it grew exponentially after Awakening.

However, since I’m in the FE spotlight, it’s no wonder that I run into more of them than the typical user.

Since Chrom x Robin, and Robin x Lucina are more popular than everything else… You will tend to find more rabid people. It’s just a matter of percentage.

What’s good about the newcomers?

They saved the series anon.

THEY. SAVED. FIRE. EMBLEM.

They also bring an attitude of looking forward to something they love. A feeling the veteran fanbase doesn’t have. They “love” it. But they don’t have that welcoming feeling anymore.

The casuals and newcomers are like a cool breeze in the hot desert.

They don’t think about criticizing and nitpicking.

They love the game. And the series. Regardless of they played the previous FE titles or not.

A Night at the Masquerade

I know, I know. I detailed the crap out of her dress but come on. I wanted her to look beautiful, and I must say; Anna looks astounding. 

Who: Anna, Kristoff (Kristanna), Elsa

Summary: Masquerades. They were filled with masks, exquisite dresses, loads of desserts, glasses of bubbly champagne and a certain Princess who was desperately trying to find a certain mountain man who had promised her the first dance.

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