I love how careful Dean is with Sam

The Winchesters watching Sherlock
  • *Scene with gay subtext*
  • Dean: Oh come on! These guys are like so in love with each other!
  • Sam: ...
  • Dean: I mean... The way they stare at each other! This isn't heterosexual! How can John not see that he's in love with Sherlock?
  • Sam: Dean...
  • Dean: I mean, there's nothing wrong about being bisexual. And there's nobody who cares for him like Sherlock does. Love isn't about genders, right? Why is he so scared of being in love with him?
  • Sam: ...
  • Sam: Do you have any idea what you are talking about?
You’re Not Dad

A/N: Not that anyone cares I’ve been hella busy and haven’t had time to literally write anything and I still really don’t, but I’m going to anyways bc I have some inspiration. Enjoy. Feedback is always appreciated(:

Characters: Dean x sister!reader, Sam x sister!reader

Warnings: swearing, angst, overprotective Dean, mention of death, yelling, very close relationship b/w Dean and reader? let me know if I missed anything

Tagging: @winchesters-favorite-girl because I think she might be interested and I really love and look up to her as a writer. I hope you don’t mind.

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Originally posted by zest-wincest

You loved your brothers more than anything in the world. I mean, you were practically raised by them. John was never around, your mom was just some quick fuck that John had on a hunt. As soon as demons got word that John Winchester knocked up some chick and he had another child, they came and killed your mother when you were only a few months old. Thankfully, your mom got John on the phone as they were trying to get in and he was in town so he saved you. Not your mom though. Dean had been 16 at the time, Sam was 12. You were by far the baby of the family and Sam and Dean made it their mission to protect you from everything. And when I say everything, I mean literally everything. You were never even supposed to have been born. But nevertheless, here you were seventeen years later, alive and kicking, living in the bunker with Sam and Dean, the two best brothers in the entire world.

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Dating Dean Winchester would include:

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·         Gruff morning hedgehog hair

·         Running his hands all over you

·         Whispering sweet things in your ear

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Highlights of Regarding Dean
  • Dean and the bunny (#GiveDeanWinchesterABunny2K17)
  • “And B, I can still kick your ass” (always love brothers being brothers)
  • Jensen’s acting
  • Dean not remembering what key is the Impala’s one (tbh it broke my heart a little a lot)
  • Dean naming all the things in the room to prove that he’s alright
  • “This is a…light stick”
  • Dean trying to read lips
  • “I know how to shoot a gun?!”
  • “We kinda sound like heroes to me.”
  • (just think a little about the implication of this sentence and you’ll cry)
  • Dean commenting on Rowena’s hair
  • Basically Dean being so damn adorable
  • Sam putting notes on EVERYTHING
  • Mr. Ackles’s acting
  • Jared’s acting too (because everything this man can say with his eyes wow)
  • Sam caring and worrying so much
  • The BM scene in the bathroom
  • Sam almost crying because he can’t bear to see his brother losing everything he is
  • The mirror scene
  • The mirror scene
  • The mirror scene
  • JENSEN
  • Dean calling Sam’s name because he hears him being hurt even though he has forgotten his own name  
  • The notes “OPEN ME” and “NO!” on the grenade launcher and “THIS GUN!”
  • Dean holding the “witch killing bullets” note with one hand and his gun with the other (if you pause at this moment he’s so freaking sexy)
  • Sam pointing to himself and saying “brother” and then to the witch and saying “witch”
  • Jared’s acting 
  • “It was us, it was we do, you know; all of it.”
  • Jensen Ross Ackles


That, right there, was my good old Supernatural. 

anonymous asked:

i find it curious how first: sam had to literally drag dean bc he wanted to go after cas (i love it bc they keep telling us that yeah dean cares a little bit more in a very different about cas compared to sam) and then after they killed cas, sam was really hurt ofc but he was still responsive enough to check what was happening @ the house, dean however.. the show showd us that he was so shocked and emotionally gutted that he didn't care about anything else, he ignore the house completely

“like i have abstractly wondered about what dean would do over cas’ dead body

and am satisfied that the answer is lose the ability to function

but like. i didn’t want to see it”

- @casthegrumpy

So what are Dean and Cas fighting about (again)?

What an… interesting promo CW chose to put out. Nothing about the plot, no action, past!Castiel, nothing. Just a snapshot of the cold war between Dean and Cas and poor Sammy stuck in the middle as usual. 

Now, if I remember correctly, the last time Dean and Cas had a fight like this complete with silent treatment (and in front of Sam again, to boot) was 8x22. To recap quickly,

Dean tells Cas that he needs him in the crypt and Cas didn’t even acknowledge it before flitting off. He turns up again 8x21, asking for help. Naturally Dean is resentful, and the ‘You didn’t trust me?’ shows how deep Cas had hurt him. Look at it from Dean’s point of view- Cas never seems to trust him- with the tablet, during the entire deal with Crowley fiasco in season 6. 

Dean’s whole personality revolves around taking care of the people he loves. He deals with severe abandonment issues- with Sam, with his dad, now with Cas. All of them leaving him behind. Dean has no doubt in his mind that Cas cares, that Cas will do anything for them, but Dean’s never been allowed to reciprocate. Cas simply won’t confide in him till it’s too late. 

If Cas had stuck around the bunker, Dean would probably have caved. But he isn’t there (and I’m sure Cas never bothered to explain why he had left the bunker), thereby confirming Dean’s belief that Cas doesn’t need him. 

Unfortunately, the angels fall, and when Cas does need him for the very first time, Dean’s forced to kick him out. And he’s clearly torn up with the guilt, considering he apologizes twice for the act, one time when Sam’s getting his head torn open, showing how much he’s been agonizing over it. But it didn’t end there- Dean gets the mark, kicks the shit out of Cas. 

Cas says Yes to fucking Lucifer rather than fight along with Dean and Sam. And Dean doesn’t know what to say or feel, because he half feels he hasn’t really been there for Cas, and contrarily, the resentment that Cas doesn’t open up still exists. 

After Sam’s rescued in 12x02, Dean lets himself hope again. His mom’s back, Sam’s physically alright, Cas is still there. He makes that elaborate breakfast, hoping he can actually get some time with the family again… Only Cas doesn’t even bother to stay for coffee. And leaves again, refusing Dean’s help quite brusquely. 

And now, again. Cas makes a lovely dramatic speech about how much he cares in 12x09. Dean lets himself hope again…

And what I’m guessing is- Cas tries to leave on his own again to fix this. But Dean’s absolutely had it this time and they probably have an argument, Cas wanting to protecting Dean and Sam, Dean chafing at the lack of trust (again). I mean, look at this (gif credit to @codestielckles)-

Sam can’t bear the tension and wants to drown it out. Dean says NO. Dean, the one who tends to avoid difficult conversations by turning up the music. For the first time, Dean wants to talk.. and Cas is not budging. Until he does for Sam. Which leads to this-

Cas will respond to Sam, but not him. Of course he’s pissed. 

Poor Sam though, he needs a dog and a vacation after dealing with this shit. 

You’re Not A Winchester

Title: You’re Not A Winchester

Author: theimpalaiscrying

sister!reader x Sam & Dean Winchester

Words: 2, 619

Warnings: Angst, lil’ bit of blood, swearing, mentions of depression and implied suicide thoughts, tears lol.

A/N: I’ve had this idea on my mind for months, and it feels great to finally share it somewhere. Enjoy! >:)

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shame on you

I know this is a rant in the void, but just as a reminder - killing anyone on a show like Supernatural, where everyone dies anyway, has zero shock value. And killing a character does not grant you automatic glory and grandness and sense of tragedy - that’s not how writing works. Death, in fiction like in life, can be unremarkable and boring, and the fact those two idiots don’t get it - I shouldn’t take it so personally, perhaps, but if you think how many young writers are out there, desperate to work, and if you look at the love and care Supernatural’s new writers have poured into their work this season - I really don’t get why those two have a job at all. Just - enough.

Eileen’s death, like Charlie’s, was unnecessary and, more importantly, badly written. As usual, Buckleming had to bend past canon and characters’ personalities to even get it to work. Like - last month, Crowley assisted Sam and Dean in dealing with a rogue Hellhound, which makes sense, because we know he’s extremely jealous of this powerful weapon only he can control, and also generally likes the Winchesters (or, well, Dean) and wants to feel included. But this week, out of nowhere, Crowley is giving Hellhounds to Ketch, of all people? And why? What possible strategic advantage could Crowley ever have in collaborating so closely with Hess and the BMoL? WTF? Surely he realizes his life is much easier if the American hunters are a bunch of unconnected drunks, and not a network of trained killers 100% devoted to the same evil organization? But, yeah - as usual, Buckleming don’t understand anything about Crowley, or plotting, or pacing, or keeping anyone in character. As usual, their idea of writing a good story is gunning for anyone who’s ‘different’ - man, they must feel real proud of themselves here - killing a disabled woman, what a catch, plus a creepy I’ll raise this thing as my son storyline (fucking again), badly written mind control, badly written women, and their traditional prurient, almost symptomatic, interest in sex and who’s fucking whom. Like, that whole conversation between Hess and Ketch - what the hell does Hess care about Ketch’s sexual partners? She’s apparently at the helm of a very powerful secret society, surely she’s got other stuff to do than taunt Ketch about all the wild sex he used to have with Toni? But, no - this is Buckleming, who still think sex is automatically this forbidden, tantalizing sin, and so we get a front row seat to it all, as usual, including Crowley’s bizarre comment about Cas being the Winchesters’ ‘love slave’, because why not.

(Too bad their obsession with sex doesn’t stretch to discussing issues of consent, or even acknowledging the inevitable-as-death-and-taxes presence dubcon and noncon in their episodes.)

Seriously - this episode was completely and utterly unredeemable. And, again - I get this is Supernatural and people die - I don’t give a shit about that. Let them die, whatever. But again, if you’re going for pathos and tragedy, killing someone is not enough. That’s not how it works. Eileen’s death was all wrong. It made zero sense for her to come back to the US, the one place where we know for a fact the BMoL are active and dangerous. It made zero sense that the BMoL could track her so easily. It made zero sense that she could not warn the Winchesters on the phone - or are you telling me the BMoL wiretapped every single motel and phone booth in America? It made zero sense for Crowley to give Ketch a Hellhound (also, if all you need to control them are tailor-made dog whistles, doesn’t that have huge consequences on, like, everything?). It was outrageous that they used an invisible monster against a deaf hunter - not because it couldn’t happen ‘IRL’, but because by having the Hellhound kill Eileen they sent a clear message about the ‘limitations’ of disabled people - they suggested, quite clearly, that Eileen had trouble fighting back because she couldn’t hear that thing coming, when in reality we know very well a Hellhound would be too much for almost anyone. And finally, it was beyond humiliating to have the Winchesters examine Eileen’s body - because in order to make sure, they would have checked the wounds, right? and to deny her a hunter’s funeral to boot.

Honestly - this entire episode was so very bad and illogical and very nearly unwatchable, and I don’t get why Supernatural keeps doing that - they’ve got the material, the actors, the writers and the crew to turn this show into a fucking masterpiece, and instead they keep doing this awkward thing - how can the people responsible for Baby, Stuck in the Middle (With You) or Lily Sunder Has Some Regrets accept to even consider filiming such filth? What’s the rationale here? What’s their excuse? It’s like they’re selling boxes of stuffed donuts and Hey, only one of them’s filled with dog shit so why is everyone complaining - don’t they get it? This whole thing they keep doing, how they deal with their audience - it’s beyond insulting. 

Seriously, we need to do something here, because enough is enough.

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Favorite Sam & Dean moments per episode: 3x10 “Dream a Little Dream of Me”

I mean, where you’re going… what you’re gonna become. I can’t stop it. I’m starting to think maybe even Ruby can’t stop it. But really, the thing is, no one can save you.

That’s what I’ve been telling you.

Gone (Part 1)

“Can I have a request about dean and his wife the reader are fighting about whatever and dean says something about regretting marrying her and she says fine and leaves. He’s devastated and it’s up to Cas and Sam to save the day and reunite them”

“It can be a two part if you’d like”


Requested by: @nervousmemzie

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester

Warnings: Angst

A/N: Here I am! For one thing, I’m sorry it took me so long to write your request; anyway, there you go. I hope you like it, and how you asked, is divided into two parts. The second part I will publish it in a few days. Promised. So .. have fun to read!

Word Count: 1234

*flashbacks in italics*


4.35 a.m.

This is the time that I see light on my phone; a loud noise woke me up suddenly. I get up quickly from the bed and I go out of my room. I know exactly what causes these strange noises. Indeed whoever. I go into the kitchen, and there it is, my husband Dean Winchester, with his head inside the refrigerator. Dean and I have been married for three years; I would have never imagined that he would make me the proposal, we never talked about marriage, and, with our very ‘busy life’, marriage is not something we think about every day. Instead, Dean asked me to marry him with a ring, and he is kneeling. I will never forget that moment; I thought he was joking.

“Hey, Y/n.”
I raise my eyes from my plate, and I see his eyes fixed on me Dean. This is a special evening; after all this time, Dean and I decided to stay a little ‘alone, and to live a night like a normal couple. And so, he took me to dinner at a nice restaurant by candlelight. Perfect.
“I though .. you marry me?”
The water I’m drinking from the glass I almost go sideways, I begin to cough; without giving him an answer, I look at Dean, and I start to laugh, convinced that he is joking. Suddenly, Dean gets up from his chair and walks over to me. As he kneels in front of me, I’m out of breath. I try to talk, to say anything, but in vain. I am too shocked and surprised by what is happening.
“Y/n, will you marry me?”

I approach Dean, and he, hearing the sound of my footsteps, looks up; when he sees me, a smile forming on his face.
“Y/n!”
Dean comes to me, but he loses his balance, and nearly falls to the ground.
“Dean, what are you doing?”
He tries to kiss me, but I avoid him, and walk away from him. I cross my arms over the chest, and I stare at my husband with angry look.
“Y/n.. come here. We can drink together.”
“You’re joking, right?”
Dean looks up at the sky, and going to one of the chairs at the table, he sits. My husband puts his hands near the head, and began to complain. I roll my eyes, and I get close to him, ready to make him a scolding.
“It’s always the same story with you. You go out, go to drink, and then go home. Heck Dean, by now, you will always smell like alcohol!”
“And do you care what I do?”
I open wide my eyes; the alcohol must have melted his brain. I’m his wife, it is normal that I care for him! It do this a wife who loves her husband? I pass my hand through my hair, and I try not to scream, not to wake Sam.
“For God’s sake, I worry for you. I’m your wife, Dean! ”
“Yeah, maybe I was wrong to marry you.”
I freeze. The breath begins to miss, as I hear the words of Dean that keep buzzing in my head. I look down, and without saying a word, I go striding from the kitchen. I, at first, I headed to the bedroom where Dean and I sleep together, but during my walk in the corridors of the bunker, I change my mind, and I go to my room. As the door closes behind me, the tears start to fall on my face. At first a few sobs, but in the end I burst into tears. I feel my legs weaken, and slowly I sit on the floor, my back against the door. I can’t believe I heard those words from his mouth. Yes, we had some disagreements, and sometimes we fight, but all married couples do. In the end we could always forgive each other. I need him by my side, and not locked up in some seedy bar to drink always. But he really thinks what he said? Dean regretted of marrying me?


When Dean wakes up in his bed, the first thing he notices is the severe headache. Right now, it looks like someone is hitting him with a hammer, just behind the center of the head. Dean turns in his bed, and the second thing he notices is that his wife Y / n is not at his side. The part of the bed where she normally sleeps at the moment is empty. The hunter leans on his elbows, and rubs a hand over his eyes; his head still hurts. Despite the pain, Dean sitting at the edge of the bed, and tries to remember what happened the night before. Dean remembers that he went into a bar, not far from the bunker, and drinking, and many more. A girl had come to him, and had flirted with the hunter, but Dean had not thought twice about sending her away. He’s married, and he loves his wife. In the end, Dean remembers coming home, and that he had spoken with someone.. with Y/n.

.. you get out, go to drink, and you come home late!
.. you smell like alcohol..
..what do you care..
..I matter, I’m your wife!
..maybe I was wrong to marry you..

Dean opens his eyes, remembering his words.

Fuck.

The hunter quickly gets up from the bed, and heads to the kitchen; he hopes to find his wife there while is drinking coffee. She will be very angry with him, maybe she does not even speak with him. How the hell has thought Dean to say such a thing? He loves his wife more than anything else, and he never repent of marrying her. She’s his life.
Dean finally arrives in the kitchen, but the only person he sees is his brother Sam. The smaller of the Winchester brother is sitting at the table with a book in his hands; when he feels the presence of his brother, Sam looks up from the book, and frowns, not understanding why Dean is so upset.
“Did you see Y/n?” asks Dean breathless. Sam gets up from his chair and walks over to his brother. He tells to Dean he doesn’t see the girl from the night before, and suddenly, Dean feels the panic and fear invade his body. The hunter tells what happened with Y/n to Sam, and without thinking twice, both Winchester brothers begin to look for the girl down the bunker. Dean and Sam look for in any room, as long as Dean can’t think of a place where Y/n may be hiding. What a fool not to think about her old room from the start. Arrived in front of the door of the room where slept Y/n before, Dean knocks a few times, but no response is received.
“Y/n? Please, answer me! I’m sorry.. for what I said.”
..silence.
Dean decides to force the doorknob to enter, but he realizes that the door is not locked. He comes quickly into the room, but it soon becomes clear that it is empty. There is nothing in that room, just him.
“Dean.”
Dean turns to his brother, he feels the tears filling his green eyes; is not really happening, Dean thinks to himself.

This is just a bad dream.

“She’s gone. Y/n is gone.”


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12x10- THE Destiel Episode

Jesus Christ in heaven. This entire episode was pure magic. Normally I write a post called ‘Destiel bits on episode xyz.’ This episode? No need because every single second was Destiel. So this post will be more of a recap and screaming about every scene. 

And before we proceed, Steve Yockey… Marry me. 

Warning for long post ahead with a metric ton of gifs. SPOILERS AHEAD.

(gif credits to @yourfavoritedirector​, @subcas @some-people-call-it-tragic​, @angvlicmish​, @codestielckles)

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I Won’t Say I’m In Love

Pairing: Castiel x Reader
Word count: 1,079
Warnings: Fluffish
Challenge: This was written for @wildfirewinchester’s Meg’s Birthday Challenge. My song is “I Won’t Say I’m In Love” by Susan Egan and The Muses from Disney's Hercules

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postmodernmulticoloredcloak  asked:

These last few days I've seen you mention multiple times Bobby's knowledge of Dean's feelings in season 7 and how he must've been aware of what Cas meant to Dean, and I was thinking about it and I realized an obvious thing - Bobby is the one who basically directs Dean to Cas in 7x17, and I don't remember if it's said or implied that he knew that 'Emmanuel' was Cas all along but either way it's symbolically very relevant that Bobby allows their reunion...

Heyya :)

Yeah I love it, there are so many times where Bobby looks like he knows, it’s too many to ignore even if he never came out and said it, which of course he couldn’t because that is part of Dean’s subtextual story which isn’t supposed to be divulged before endgame, so we just get snippets here and there.  

Originally posted by thejabberwock

Bobby treating Dean like his son, caring for him, telling him to toughen up when he needs to, Sam and Bobby not even batting an eyelid when Dean’s siren is a guy, them both talking about how depressed Dean is due to Sam’s head being broken (which he immediately says is not that bad, so, its clearly not the main issue), and Dean losing CAS… with Sam’s facial expression as he says his name… literally the scene right after the first thing Dean says the thing he’s glad to be not caring about right now (ie. that he cares about DEEPLY when he’s not drugged up), is about Cas and the black goo…

Sam asks Bobby if he also feels like Dean is just going through the motions, that he’s not the same Dean and Bobby is like “how could he be?”…

Which just is a total reminder of:

Originally posted by thefanaticallife

and Bobby when his wife is resurrected even though he knows its wrong:

Originally posted by sparkling-lucifer

Which has now made me watch that episode, with Karen telling Dean he’s never been in love if he doesn’t understand omission of truth to bring peace not pain, which only a few episodes later is exactly what Dean does for Cas, which Cas even says textually to bring our attention to it *sigh*.

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Anyway, yes, I don’t know how I feel about Bobby leading them to Emmanuel knowing it was Cas, it feels a bit ghost ex machina tbh, how could Bobby have possibly known before he died, and why wouldn’t he have mentioned it before, I feel like he probably just thought it was worth a shot that they tried Emmanuel and was lucky that it turned out to be Cas… but heck, I’ll go for it :)

SEASON 7 IS THE MOST DESTIEL ANGST RIDDEN SEASON OF THEM ALL AND I LOVE IT!

12x11 Episode Review - What a Ride That Was!

Having just completed my second watch of this episode I have to say I am slightly stunned. I guess the best way to put it is ‘not what I expected’. But then what did I really expect? I was expecting pain, heartbreak, drama, interspersed with some humour and a big “no homo” scene to counteract last episode. I was expecting some dudebro Dean to appease certain types of viewer, along with a nice helping of deep subtext into Dean analysis for us to eat up that would go straight over that type of viewers head. I was certainly not expecting… Larry.

I haven’t looked at tumblr yet, except to glance at my askbox. I assume that you are all suitably going mad over Larry. Over the implications of Larry. Over the sheer insanity of the episodes biggest innuendo fuelled moments and probably laughing about it. I expect a hundred gifsets. I want to reblog those gifsets. I am also sure that Larry has already been meta’d to death… But what’s the harm in a little more meta to add to the massive pile gonna do? Because I wanna meta the FUCK out of Larry.

But there is a lot more to this episode than just Larry. We did get heartbreak. We did get drama and we did get some really nice character moments. Rowena particularly was amazing this episode (who am I kidding though she is always amazing) and I loved learning more about her thoughts. Overall I think it was entertaining, though not one of the best episodes, but that could be because the writing was a bit sloppy and sometimes the story didn’t make sense. I’ll get to why in a bit. Let’s just say that Meredith Glynn isn’t my favourite of the new writers by any means. I didn’t even review The One You’ve Been Waiting For because I didn’t feel particularly inspired by it at all.

But having said that she gave us Larry, and for that I will forever be thankful… even if she didn’t intend for us to take it the way I have (and I am guessing most of you reading this have too).

Anyway, main points to take away under the cut:

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I sincerely don’t understand why some people think that making destiel canon will ruin the show. Destiel isn’t a forced relationship; the genuine feelings and deep emotions between Cas and Dean have been there for years now. Everything they have done for each other and the words they have said to one another or of the other to Sam/Mary or others scream romantic.

We Destiel shippers aren’t saying we want them to be all over each other kissing, holding each other or having sex, we just want destiel to be officially confirmed, for it to be validated, recognized. They will still go hunting, be badass, care for Sam/Mary and other people. Destiel isn’t about excluding their family and friends and responsibilities, it’s just about the pure, fierce, unadulterated love between two adults who fell in love without planning to do so.

At least that’s how I see it.

Off Limits - Part 1

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 2,966

Summary: Sam tells Dean that the reader is off limits. Dean’s never been one to follow the rules…


“Shit. I’m stuffed!” Dean says walking lazily out of PF Changs with his younger brother.

“Yeah me too. I feel like I need to go for a run.” Sam groans looking uncomfortable.

“A run?! The rest of the world takes a nap when they eat too much!”

Dean scratches the scruff on his chin while he wonders how the hell they are related. Talk about friggin opposites.

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I have no idea if I’ll actually get to finish the chronological picspam, so I’ll just keep spitting stuff out the stuff that’s still taking up room in my head.

Taking a look at what we know about the rest of the season, I’m pretty sure we’re in the run-up to the finale. I mean, we obviously are; I mean to say that it’s likely that the time elapsing between 12x19 and 12x23 is likely going to be a matter of days at most. One night passed between 12x19 and 12x20, and 12x20 is running straight into 21.

Which means I am once again eyeballing an episode towards the end of the season and wondering why the fuck its right THERE (just like I did with The Chitters last season).

Sandwiched between 12x19 (Lucifer/nephilim mytharc) and 12x20 (BMoL mytharc), 12x20 seems slightly out of place – but it’s way more seamless than The Chitters was in S11. Literally one night after Cas is given the nephilim kool aid, the story immediately turns a magnifying glass on codependency in a way it hasn’t done since the previous season, which is immediately rolling into the showdown with the BMoL. Max and Alicia’s story honestly could have been played out at any point in the season, so why is it RIGHT THERE?

Well, it was pretty much a MotW episode. I’ve ranted about this several times now, but one thing that has remained fairly consistent throughout the entire series (no matter the showrunner) is that the MotW eps are where the big character development is, or where the the subtext for the overall season is hiding. Yes, it’s entirely possible that Dabb is breaking that pattern (as its been pointed out countless times, he’s been doing exactly that all season), so I just want to toss out two possibilities:

1. This was setting up something for next season, where Max and Alicia will come back.

2. This is foreshadowing for the finale.

So what I’m about to speculate here is something that I actually kind of hate, but also just makes sense to me.

Dean and Cas have an emotionally driven storyline that is going to come to a head this season. I don’t think there’s really much argument about that. However… I hesitate to say this because it’s become such a prevalent theory, but I really don’t think that where it’s heading is Dean saying “I love you” back to Cas. I just don’t see it as a part of Dean’s character (as much as we all like him shedding his prickly shell and actually using his words), “I love you” might be something a few steps beyond what I feel like he’s ready to take. (I could be dead wrong. Maybe an upcoming conversation with Mary will change my mind.)

What I can totally see is Dean falling back into old habits, and expressing his love and care in the way that Dean always has for Sam: by making a dumbass decision, or a dangerous sacrifice, on behalf of Cas.

He’s never truly done that before, at least not for Cas. He’s certainly been willing to die for Cas (12x10, 12x12), but he has never said, “I am saving Cas no matter the cost.” But Cas has seen Dean do that for Sam time and again, and Cas did exactly that for Dean (and Sam and Mary) in 12x09.

Through Cas’s eyes, that is how Dean says “I love you.” Dean’s said over and over and over again that Cas is family, but actions speak louder than words (even when those words include the big ‘L’). (Hell, it’s because Dean has done this over and over for Sam but not Cas that I think a lot of people are convinced that Dean doesn’t love Cas at all. A stupid-ass sacrifice might actually carry more weight than an “I love you.”)

But this would also actually serve another purpose: it was by Sam doing the same thing for Dean that Dean finally started to learn that his life shouldn’t be currency for Sam’s (I think he’s still learning that, really). He knows what it feels like when someone does that for you. Cas has not learned this lesson yet, as he blatantly stated in 12x10.

I get why this would probably be unpopular (I hear cries of “I’m tired of seeing the same story” already), but I remain convinced that it’s the actual end of codependency that is the endgame of the series. I don’t think Dean has fully conquered it yet, and I really don’t think he’s going to until the last fucking episode, or at least the last season. It’s been an inherent part of his character since the very beginning, and it is his biggest struggle.

I’ll admit that this could also be me projecting: I have been in codependent relationships. I have codependent tendencies. I will likely always have those tendencies. They don’t just disappear; it takes years to work through, and even now I feel like I will have to keep myself in check for the rest of my life in all current and future relationships. (But hey, this is WHY I’m a Dean!Girl.)

So Dean doing the same thing for Cas that he’s done over and over and over again for Sam wouldn’t be a surprise to me at all. It would hurt like hell because I want Dean to be past this part of him, but it would also be so completely in line with who Dean is.

Oh Baby....

Hi guys! Okay so I finally have some time to write since I didn’t have work the past couple days!

Deanxreader

Warnings: talk of miscarriage, cursing, angsty Dean.

Request: Can it be a Dean imagine that has angst but a happy ending? Maybe something with the reader being pregnant or something


She sat there silently not knowing what to do. She sat in their room holding the test between her shaking fingers. She didn’t know what to expect from Dean. 

What would he say?

Would he hate me?

Suddenly she heard someone opening the door. She quickly hid the test under the mattress and stood up to greet Dean.

“Y/N I’m home!”

“In here”, she yelled out.

He followed the sound of her voice to the their shared room and opened the door to see her standing there with her hands at her sides.

“You okay babe?”

“Dean can we talk?”

“Yeah of course”, he says slightly confused as he takes a seat with her at the edge of the bed.

She sits quietly for a moment before taking a deep breath and turning to look at Dean.

Okay here goes nothing

“Dean, you know how lately I haven’t been feeling to well?”

“Yeah of course. Is everything okay? Is something wrong?”, he said growing concerned.

“No! Nothings wrong, everything is fine actually”, she said with a nervous chuckle.

She stood up and went to the side of the bed where she hid the test. She grabbed it and walked back to Dean slowly before handing it to him.

He grabbed the test from her before observing the results.

“What is this Y/N?”

“Dean I know it’s not-”

“No Y/N get rid of it!”

“What? No Dean this is ours I’m not going to kill something so innocent! It didn’t want this! We did this! Together!”

“I don’t give a damn about who did what! Get rid of it now!”

“Tell me why Dean!”

“Because this isn’t a life for a child! We’re not fit for this!”

“So lets leave this life then! Lets settle down and have our baby!”

“There is no ‘our baby’ Y/N! Get rid of it.”, he said through closed teeth.

Y/N stood there and took a deep breath in.

“I’m leaving. I’m going to settle down and having this baby with or without you. If you don’t want anything to do with us then don’t follow me and don’t try to contact me in anyway cause I won’t answer”, she said through angry tears.

“Y/N wai-”

“Don’t fucking talk to me Dean”, she said as she walked out the room, slamming the door in his face.

Dean sat back down, letting out a deep sigh while running his hand over his face. 

————–

 Later That Night

Y/N packed her bags that night after the fight with Dean and left while he and Sam were out on an easy hunt. She sat down for a minute and looked around wishing she didn’t have to leave what has been her home with her favorite boys.

She stood up deciding that now would be a good time to leave before the boys got back. 

She walked towards the door before she heard fluttering. She stopped in her tracks knowing exactly who it was. 

“Hey Cas”, she said as she slowly turned to look at him.

“Y/N I understand why you’re leaving, but I believe Dean knows he’s making a mistake and you should give him a chance”

“Me give him a chance?! Cas he’s the one who walked out on me when I told him that I was leaving and going to have OUR child! He doesn’t care Castiel! I wish he did, but he doesn’t! He doesn’t love me like I thought he did! He doesn’t want this family with me!”, she sobbed.

“I’m truly sorry Y/N”

“Goodbye Castiel”

————–

Dean and Sam walked into the bunker later that night to see Cas standing there. 

“Hey Cas, whats up?”

“Dean, Y/N left”

“What?”

“Y/N left Dean. She left so that she can have her baby and raise it. She left the life”

Realization crossed Deans features. He dropped everything a booked it the their room. 

He pushed to door open and noticed immediately how empty everything felt and looked. He stood for a moment taking in the emptiness before sitting down on the chair close to him. His rested his elbows on his knees before dropping his head in his hands, letting all the tears fall. He sat there for what seemed like hours sobbing. 

Why did I tell her to get rid of our child?

Why didn’t I show her that I’m actually so happy?

Why was I raised in this life?

Dean got up off the chair determined to look for Y/N. Ignoring the fact that she told him that she wanted nothing to do with him.

“Sam get your stuff we’re going to look for Y/N”

“Dean I don’t know-”

“Shut up and pack your stuff Sam”

Sam let out a huff knowing that nothing would stop his brother. 

Sam just hoped his brother wouldn’t do anything stupid when they get her back.


Hi guys! I know I took a while to write this but I wanted it to be good so I planned it out a little before I wrote it. And yes there will be a Part 2 to Oh Baby! @lizwinchester16 I hope you love what I’ve written so far! Let me know what you think and keep sending your requests!

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