I just can't

Y'know that warm, floaty feeling that envelopes you when you kiss someone you really like? The feeling that makes your gut swarm with butterflies, your spine tingle, and makes it hard to breathe?

That’s how I feel every time I watch Chloe and Rachel kiss, and that’s fucking magical.

Things that turn 10 years old this year

Wizards of Waverly Place
Super Paper Mario
The Orange Box
Team Fortress 2
Half Life 2: Episode 2(the most recent installment in the Half Life series)
Chowder(the cartoon)
Total Drama Island

Think about that for a second.


Carmilla in three words / Carmilla in one body movement

being a shakarian fan, i’ve never really gotten to see how garrus acts in the extended cut when he’s not the one holding shepard’s plaque, and wow, it hurts how sad he’s meant to look but can’t because turianess (or maybe it just wasn’t adjusted for him) and thAT FUCKING VISOR’S IN THE WAY

but i did notice some ways he does express his greif -

his brow plates lowering, his jaw clenching and his manibles shifting around. that alone hurt too see and i thought that was it, just that expression as he pays tribute, but there’s more

he looks like he’s trying to keep a respectful posture as opposed to everyone else, to stand strong and proud in a moment of greif. my poor baby LET YOURSELF MOURN

but then i looked a little harder, and

LOOK AT HIM CLENCHING HIS FISTS! that’s where it all is! when we try to hide our emotions from our face, its often directed to our hands, instead. he’s trying so hard to keep it all in, but he’s struggling.

there’s no shepard without vakarian