I hate your face

||Someday, Someday: The Edit||

I froze, “I hate you.”

Josh employed booming laughter as his method of expressing himself, “Your face just then was priceless.”

“I hate you so much,” I repeated, “You’re the worst cousin in the world.”

He puffed out his chest proudly, “Just doing my job.”

I nodded and gave him a sarcastic look, “Yeah, well, good luck with that when I don’t go to this dinner thing tonight.“

Josh didn’t seemed phased at all by what I’d said, "You forget how well I know you, kid. I’m babysitting you all day to make sure you’re on Harry’s doorstep at half five tonight.”

“Josh—"

“—Rodg was going to,“ He continued, "But then Tom asked me to come tonight as well. So,” Josh clapped his hands together, “After we finish here I’m taking you to your audition, I’ll wait for you and then escort you to Harry’s.”

CHAPTER #11, ‘LOVE YOUR OWN’ UP NOW! 

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“Save Yourself”

I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you’re searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I can not save you
I can’t even save myself
So just save yourself

I know that you’ve been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
I am just as fucked as you
I can not save you
I can’t even save myself
So just save yourself

Please don’t take pity on me
Please don’t take pity on me
Please don’t take pity on me
Please don’t take pity on me

My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
And if I must be lonely, I think I’d rather be alone
I think I’d rather be alone

You can not save me
You can’t even save yourself
I can not save you
I can’t even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself