Okay so as basically every other person out there I am blown away by the latest Yuri on Ice episode and in a state where I just have to rant about it to even think about calming down. Prepare for lots of Viktor, and also both our precious Yuri’s.


 With just one look and one line of dialogue, the whole show turned on its head and we can now watch it from a completely different perspective, more correctly, Viktor’s.

FOLLOW ME UNDER THE CUT TO READ A MEGA RANT I PILED UP IN SOME HOURS ABOUT VIKTOR NIKIFOROV AND A LOT OF REFERENCES TO THE FUTURE 

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you ever look back on your friendship with someone and realized you were never their friend the whole time
at least, they never cared about you as much as you cared about them
maybe i love too intensely or im too clingy or i trust too easily
but i have a lot of those past friendships to look pitifully back on

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some stuff i posted on twitter about my upcoming oneshot/possibly-twoshot-bc-it’s-way-longer-than-i-was-expecting verkwan fic!! it’s set in a modern magic world and loosely inspired by beauty and the beast, and it’s about half-demon vernon befriending a blind boy called seungkwan and their little adventure to find a spell for him to gain his eyesight. 

(read the captions on the pics for lil biographies)

I think a lot about Chris Argent and how he’s changed and if he regrets what happened with his wife. In the end though, I don’t think he regrets it. I mean of course he’s not happy with her death, but he doesn’t “wish things were different.” His wife was strong willed and he doesn’t think she would have changed her views as much as he had. It may have even caused a rift between her and Allison at some point and he certainly would never want that. And in the end, Victoria died by her code. Just like Allison died by hers. He can’t regret that.

anonymous asked:

somebody told me i was being too oversensitive about liking fs and seeing her erased for rf because it gives me rep as an autistic girl and i'm wondering if they're right? fs and smackle just mean so much to me :(

No! Autism is a part of you and you have the right to feel whatever you want regarding the erasure of a character/ship that gives you hope/you relate to. They don’t know your situation and they have no right to make you feel bad for standing up about Smackle/FS. I understand that seeing some of the ableist comments/edits can be really sad, and the best advice I can give you about that is to just block people that make you feel bad or trash your ship. There are some really rude people in this fandom, but there are also wonderful people that will be there for you every step of the way when rude people do bother you. And despite what some people say, representation, especially representation in a children’s TV show is important, and it’s not wrong to partially ship something because it gives you representation. I’m sorry you had to go through that, and I want you to know that my ask box/messages are always open if you want to chat (I’m dying from finals for the next week, but after next Saturday, I’ll respond a lot more consistently). 

Also, @friarlucas answered a similar question a while back which you can read here in case it brings you comfort. I really hope this helped you feel a little better and again, please come talk to me anytime if you want!

So. Not. Artistically. Motivated.
Ugh.
I have so many ideas for my webcomics but I can’t get over the stupid fact that no one seems to read them?? People just like only the fanart I guess
I know it’s stupid
But that doesn’t make it any less frustrating
It’s hard because I feel like Tumblr and the world is just so saturated with art right now why would anyone pay attention to my individual comic
But then again that’s the whole point, right? I have to write/draw it well enough that people CARE about it like *I* care about it..
but honestly I feel so unmotivated
like, for real
I have the stories in my head, I guess, and if no one’s gonna love my stupid characters like I love them, I won’t share
ugh…………….
But people won’t ever get the chance to like them if I don’t share
idk I’m really frustrated right now and I’m a jealous turd who’s dealing with a healthy piece of self-loathing atm
idk I’m gonna go take a stupid shower