I feel so emotional right now

Nico Rosberg Announces Retirement from Formula 1

This morning, at a FIA press conference in Vienna, newly crowned Formula 1 World Champion Nico Rosberg announced that he will be retiring from F1. 

Along with the press conference, Nico had this to say on Facebook

Since 25 years in racing, it has been my dream, my ‘one thing’ to become Formula One World Champion. Through the hard work, the pain, the sacrifices, this has been my target.And now I’ve made it. I have climbed my mountain, I am on the peak, so this feels right. My strongest emotion right now is deep gratitude to everybody who supported me to make that dream happen.

This season, I tell you, it was so damn tough. I pushed like crazy in every area after the disappointments of the last two years; they fueled my motivation to levels I had never experienced before. And of course that had an impact on the ones I love, too – it was a whole family effort of sacrifice, putting everything behind our target. I cannot find enough words to thank my wife Vivian; she has been incredible. She understood that this year was the big one, our opportunity to do it, and created the space for me to get full recovery between every race, looking after our daughter each night, taking over when things got tough and putting our championship first.”

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Wish I could turn off that voice that tells me how worthless I am; how I’m not good enough.

Wish I didn’t get so affected by other’s unwarranted anger. Or, disparaging words.

I know they don’t matter. I know they’re not true. Why can my mind not ACCEPT that though? It’s so heartbreaking and painful.

Grieving

Because I am an emotional mess™ with everything that’s going on right now in my life, I’m going to write it out. That seems to be the only healthy way at the moment because I absolutely hate crying when it comes to serious things and I hate talking about my feelings, so this is a win for me and hopefully a win for you as well. Anyway, rant over.

Word count: 508
Warnings: Death, Sadness, Angst
Pairings: Bucky x Reader 
Summary: Things suck. Life sucks. People are dying. But Bucky’s there to help you through it all. 

Originally posted by loveviral

Your phone is always ringing, and it’s usually family or old friends on the other line. All of them call to ask you how you’ve been? How’s work? What’s happening in your life right now? How’s Bucky? 

You look forward to your grandmother’s calls in particular; they come every Wednesday. She always has the best things to tell you about her recent trip to some far away country you wish to see. Her latest trip was to Rome to see the Vatican. She must have sent you hundreds of pictures that she took with the iPhone you got her for her 82nd birthday.

You pick your phone up for the third time, eyebrows bunched together in confusion, “Hm.”

Bucky lowers his book an inch, eyes peeking out over the pages, “What’s the matter?”

“She hasn’t called.” You simply say, turning to rest your head against his bent knee.

His hand comes down to tangle in your hair, massaging your scalp gently, “Nana?”

“Yeah, she usually calls by now.” You sigh, not quite worried, but curious to know where she’d run off to this week.

“She’s probably on a flight to, like, Scandinavia, or something…” He murmurs, brushing hair away from your face.

You laugh through your nose at Bucky’s joke, fingers tracing patterns over his jean clad knee, “Yeah, she’s probably just eating lunch with the Pope.”

“Or swimming with the president.”

“Having tea with the queen.” A loud laugh breaks from your mouth, “Or getting a facial with Oprah Winfrey.”

The laughter between the two of you is interrupted by your ringtone.

“There she is!” Bucky exclaims, swatting your rear as you run for your phone, but when you flip it over, it’s your aunt.

Again, your eyebrows furrow, but you answer the call, “Hi, Aunt Donna, how are you?”

“Baby Doll, it’s Nana,” She sniffles and your smile immediately falls.

“What happened?” You wheeze out, as if you had been punched in the gut.

Her next words sound muffled, and your entire world feels like it was suddenly turned upside down. The tears are immediate and violent. Your entire body trembles with sadness and you hear your aunt apologizing, telling you that the family will meet tomorrow at your Nana’s favorite restaurant.

“O-okay, I’m sorry.” You whisper shakily, wiping your nose with your sleeve.

“No, baby, I’m sorry. I’ll see you tomorrow; I love you.”

“Love you too.”

You hang up, turning on your heel to go to Bucky, but he’s already standing behind you, pulling you into his chest.

“Oh, god, Bucky, she’s dead. Oh my god-d.” You sob, clutching his shirt in your hands tightly.

“It’s alright, it’s okay.” He whispers against the shell of your ear, pressing you closer to his body when he feels your knees give out from beneath you. He sinks to the ground slowly with you on his lap. “I’m sorry, baby, so so sorry. You’re alright; it’s gonna be alright.”

Your tears didn’t stop until you had fallen asleep, face kept hidden in the crook of Bucky’s neck.

6

“Since 25 years in racing, it has been my dream, my ‘one thing’ to become Formula One World Champion. Through the hard work, the pain, the sacrifices, this has been my target. And now I’ve made it. I have climbed my mountain, I am on the peak, so this feels right. My strongest emotion right now is deep gratitude to everybody who supported me to make that dream happen.”

anonymous asked:

OUR BOYS WON ARTIST OF THE YEAR. Album of the Year and now Artist of the Year. Words can't even begin to explain how insanely proud I am of all of them, for working so hard to reach their dreams. Kookie & Suga crying...I can't...

I’m– I can’t even imagine how overwhelmed they must feel right now?? Like holy shit I’m legit shaking and so emotional rn and I can’t even express how happy their success makes me, to see them rise so high and to see them stay humble through it all.. AND TO SEE YOONGI BREAK DOWN LIKE THAT ;;;; they deserve all of this and more and goddamn I am just so proud of being their fan I could scream it to the entire universe

anonymous asked:

please ms. sai answer "bakugou vs. his inner conflict" you come up with such good meta about kacchan and i want this precious child to be happy and emotionally healthy

i did in the tags, but sure i’ll elaborate a bit

Bakugou would win that in the end, because the entire manga is about him growing and maturing, and eventually he will become the sort of person who can express their emotions in a healthy, positive way, but right now he’s just not there yet

he’s never actually expressed his emotions like this before, he’s never had so many conflicting feelings bubbling up inside of him. i’ve said it before, but he has the emotional range of a teaspoon–and by that, i mean that he has no idea how to express emotions, not that he doesn’t feel them. he’s one of the most emotionally complex characters in the series

one day he will win that battle, and while today is not that day, in the future Bakugou will come out victorious, and he’ll stand proud and confident and without the shame and guilt and emotional demons that haunt him today. 

one day he’ll stand with his head held high next to Deku, and not feel an ounce of inferiority or superiority towards him, but equality, because they stand as equals and as heroes in this brand new world and it’s new generation of pillars that each hold up society without putting too much burden on one singular person alone

they’ll be equals and balanced and without regret or shame or fear, but it’ll take a long, long time to get to that point, and for Bakugou to finally be at peace with the conflict that rages inside of him

I FEEL SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW

-Namjoon can barely start his speech because it was too much, he’s crying AND HIS FIRST WORD IS ARMY. “LETS FLY WITH OUR BEAUTIFUL WINGS IN 2017”, he said
-Jungkook was crying, so much YOU’VE NEVER SEEN HIM CRY LIKE THIS PLS COMFORT OUR BUN
-Jin is crying again, gone are the flying kisses SOMEONE HUG HIM RN
-Taehyung is crying, he couldnt hold it SOMEONE HOLD HIM
-Yoongi just lost it, you know he doesnt cry often, BUT HE DID. HE’S SO EMOTIONAL RN SOMEONE GIVE HIM A BIG HUG
-BASICALLY BANGTAN HUGGING AND COMFORTING EACH OTHER

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I keep deleting this… It’s hard to voice my opinions, especially online but I feel like I need to say this… Here goes nothing… How do you guys even like the stuff I put on here? How do you put up with it? Like my writing is complete trash, yet today I see I reached 500 followers. I don’t deserve any of you like holy fuck. I’m grateful for each and every one of you but I just feel like you all deserve better than some trashy writer like me who barely posts due to multiple health issues that she’s experiencing. I want to give you guys so much better but I feel like I’m half-assing what I need to do. I feel like you would all like it if the blog ended I guess? I just feel worthless right now and I’m really insecure. I’m going through a bit of a patch in my emotions and I guess I’m just rambling. I just feel like you all deserve someone much better. Like, there’s so many other writers who make content better than me and I guess I’m just insecure maybe. I’m not sure what I’m feeling, I just know you all deserve better than me. I’m not usually one to voice my opinions but I suddenly see myself typing out my bottled up emotions. Heh, I’m not sure what I could label this feeling or this post. Doubt you’ve read this far to be honest, I’m just rambling at 10pm while I try and sort out my feelings. I apologize for wasting your time with this post guy’s. I’m just gonna go and think.

Originally posted by autismgirl1

anonymous asked:

Men are pressured into bottling up our emotions, and it can lead to some really weird situations. For example, right before I sat down to type this, I was home alone washing dishes and listening to Christmas music. Paul McCartney's "Wonderful Christmastime" started playing, and I just wept all the way through the song. I couldn't pinpoint one specific thing I was crying about if you put a gun to my head. Gotta admit, I feel very relaxed now though.

I find this to be true. Being forced or pressured into bottling up emotions can sometimes lead to things like crying at random times, or breaking over the smallest things. So I’m not surprised that this happened to you, if you’re not a typically emotional person!

But I’m glad that you feel better about it now, it’s always good to find healthy ways to release pent up feelings!

All The Admins Are Crying

And I’m just sitting here like…

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

I don’t do emotions well.  I feel very awkward right now.  
I mean, yay but still I gotta go to work and shit. 

Originally posted by a-bulletproof-mind

Also, I’m really hungry.  I was gonna stop and get breakfast before work but I couldn’t find my wallet so I went to work.  Found my wallet in my desk, now I can’t leave work.  -_-

~Admin Winter

  • Me: why do I feel so sad right now
  • My brain: you're a human being with emotions and a lot of stuff going on in your life, on top of that you have a known history with depression which means sometimes you have moods that don't necessarily reflect your situation, and you've just got to be patient through the times when your contentment lies fallow
  • Me: no that doesn't sound right
  • My brain: oh shit then maybe we should buy like ten dollars worth of candy
  • Me: that seems right, that feels right, I'm glad we had this talk

I’m starting to think that Victor is not planning on returning to the ice. Yes, it’s still not conclusive at this point, but with the release of Episode 9? It’s getting to the point where I believe that maybe Victor is thinking about retiring.

Remember this scene from Episode 8:

When Victor was interviewed regarding his return to skating, this was his answer. He wanted to wait for the GPF to be over before making any announcement regarding his own career.

Being a coach, Victor turned the subject towards praising Yuuri’s skills and promoting the skate during the interview, which prompted one reporter to ask:

Victor doesn’t actually answer the reporter-he just smiles and even uses Yurio to evade doing so, which is successful. And while the reporters were thrown off the scent, it has left us fans to wonder:

What does Victor plan for the future-for that time when the competition for the Grand Prix Final is finally over?

It reminded me of one scene from Episode 2. It was during Yakov’s, Victor’s former coach, interview.

Now, Yakov may just be saying this out of disappointment from Victor leaving, but it also got me thinking if this was some kind of foreshadowing of the end of Victor’s career as a skater.

We do know he was in a slump by the time the anime rolls around from this commentary by Yurio in Episode 2.

Victor himself is aware that his achievements are nothing new anymore. He’s won competitions so many times that I guess people aren’t expecting any surprises from the Russian skater. He had slowly been losing his inspiration with regards to skating, about what he could do to thrill the audience.

But then, Yuuri came into his life. 

Recall what Minako had said in Episode 1:

And I think Victor realized it when he watched Yuuri’s rendition of the program.

Something about Yuuri caught Victor’s attention, and it gave him a new idea, an inspiration, if you will. It was something that made him try a different path than that of a skater: being a coach.

In the onsen, Victor had offered to coach Yuuri to help him win the Grand Prix Final. Looking back now, I guess Episode 1 gave us a deadline from the very beginning. That the story of Victor being a coach ends once the GPF is over. Maybe, Victor thought that by being Yuuri’s coach for a while would help him get some motivation to get him back into skating.

But, something changed along the way. As Victor and Yuuri went through their journey as student and coach, a different aspect of their relationship also bloomed. We were there to watch as they both fell in love with each other.

Victor never saw Yuuri as merely a skater. Please bear in mind that from the beginning, Victor tried to get to know everything Yuuri by asking all sorts of questions. That enabled both of them to support each other, even if they had fumbled at some attempts.
And yes, I’m talking about Victor making Yuuri cry on Episode 7.

Whatever they went through though, their relationship came out stronger together. And I believe Victor realized this as well. They were not merely student and coach, what he and Yuuri share had now become something more. Which, in turn, affects whatever he had been planning for himself when the GPF finally comes to an end.

And that ending, it’s right around the corner. Yuuri was thinking of it too.

Like I said in this post:

“and…” what? Was Yuuri thinking about them separating, going different ways?

after watching this again, Yuuri didn’t sound sad or depressed about his thoughts at the time. It was more like, “I have something I want after the GPF; I’ve made up my mind”. Which somehow made it more positive for me.

Yuuri has decided to make Victor stop being his coach. But the tone of his voice didn’t give me the impression of negativity, the opposite actually.

Was Yuuri thinking that once Victor was not his coach anymore, once he had retired from skating, could he and Victor start something new, together albeit in a different aspect? I would like to believe so.

Episode 9 also told us that Victor was thinking about what happens next too from their reunion at the airport.

And Yuuri…

Yuuri’s unintentional proposal,

which Victor points out and accepts,

that Yuuri does not negate.

We were all very happy at this point, weren’t we? So were the both of them. Until YOI hit us with more feels.

Victor: I wish you’d never retire.

From my earlier post:

Since Yuuri wanted Victor to stay with him until he retired, Victor expresses the sentiment of not wanting Yuuri to do so.

Victor wants to stay with Yuuri forever, to never leave the skater’s side.

He was not expecting that, not at all. He was thinking that Victor agreed to stay until he stops skating. But Victor, the goner, doesn’t want it that way

Yuuri is finally realizing and getting it into his head that Victor doesn’t want to leave his side. I think he was so overcome with emotion that he gets tears in his eyes.

Yuuri is finally starting to believe that Victor will stay with him. That Victor wants to stay with him and never leave.

This is made all the more poignant by the reminder that their time as student and coach is coming to a close. Some may think of it negatively, but I don’t believe we should view it as so.

Just before that line, they were hinting at a marriage proposal. Victor himself expresses his wish of not ending their time together, that he wants to stay as Yuuri’s coach.

Which brings us full circle to why I am posting this in the first place.

Victor, a legendary skater, who everyone is waiting for to come back on the ice, is willing to stay as a coach for Yuuri so that they can stay together.

It hits me now that maybe the time they had apart, that one or two days that separated them, made Victor realize how much he wants to remain beside Yuuri. So much so that he was willing to leave his skating career behind.

He left the ice to find inspiration, but he found someone he now wants to protect. He found someone he loved so much he was willing to give up skating professionally.

This doesn’t mean that Yuuri didn’t love Victor with the same intensity, with the same capacity for sacrifice. No.

Yuuri was thinking of making Victor step down as his coach and return to skating, return to Russia, after the GPF, whether he won gold or not. He was willing to be separated from Victor if that was what Victor wanted, what would make the other man happy.

So, what happens when the Grand Prix Final ends?

Yuuri may yet change his mind about retiring, or Victor may choose to retire with Yuuri. whatever their future holds, I want to believe that they will do it together as a unit and not as separate entities.

That marriage proposal was put there for a reason. Let’s believe in the power of love that Victor and Yuuri has taught and shown us.

What else could you call this kind of ability to sacrifice, to think of the other person more than yourself? They have set the standards high for any kind of love story, in my opinion. I can never look at any sort of romance the same without comparing them to these two. And this is from a sports anime.

Thank you for reading this. And remember:

LOVE WINS!

“May I have this dance, my queen?”

Have I mentioned how much I love seeing Jack in prince suit? Plus, I also love it when he looks at her so lovingly. No, scratch that. I love it so much when they both look at each other sooo lovingly.

Jack’s suit is based on this amazing cosplay

The fact that Kishimoto made Sasuke narrate this chapter meant so much. The way he asked for sincere forgiveness, the way he’s returned to Team 7, the way he wants to journey and find truth after everything he’s been through to finally see with unclouded eyes. I’m speechless because of this beautiful chapter, and I’m speechless because of Sasuke’s words…

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school just ended today and i’m feeling so relieved (but i also have a club workshop tomorrow though!!) right now :’-) i haven’t updated in so long but i haven’t been feeling motivated to do so; so instead i’ll upload the few spreads that i really liked in the past few weeks ;; the week of the last picture was probably my most stressful week and i decided to worry less about the color scheme and focus more on expressing my emotions- it extended to the next to pages but i did not include it here!!

i was blessed with amazing teachers this year and supportive classmates and kind close friends and a wonderful best friend (wink @studiix) 💕 and now that my junior year is over, senior year is quickly approaching and i need to prepare for the stress and anxiety it may bring! but for now, i’ll enjoy my short break before i go off to the otis summer of art program in july :’-) it’s great to be back honestly!! i’m excited to update more often this summer ^^