I don't think he ever stopped

Bellamy stoic-and-calm-in-the-face-of-impossible-situations Blake loses his shit oveR LOSING CLARKE AND I AM NOT FINE.

Please stop saying that……

It really bothers me that some people even think such a thing about him, it’s one thing to hate him, call him a slut, whore, or a spoiled brat. But, saying that Alois Trancy is a villain….is the most hurtful thing ever…..

I’m not sorry. 

But, I honestly don’t see how he even would be a villain. Yes, he wanted to get rid of Sebastian in order to “have” Ciel. But, in the end, what did he do? He got a new wish. That wish? For Ciel and Sebastian to be together forever. As he would spend eternity in nirvana together with Claude, Hannah, and Luka as a family. 

I don’t know about you. 

But, that really doesn’t seem like something a “villain” would do. 

whatever you do don’t imagine clarke sitting with the nightblood children trying to learn from them and asking them lots of questions. and definitely don’t imagine clarke sitting with titus bombarding him with questions behind closed doors, or studying with lexa to learn all the ambassadors and what lexa knows about them, or listening to aden talk about the games he and his friends play. and defnitely don’t ever ever imagine clarke sparring with lexa, the nightbloods, indra, or anyone because clarke knows she will never stop learning how to fight like these people, now her people, and always always trying to learn so she can make her people and lexa proud

evil-queens-rule asked:

Imagine that Adrien cannot stop modeling. Ever. Ugly faces selfie? Nah. Super bad candid picture? Lol nooooo. Alya and Nino find out quickly and try their HARDEST to get a bad photo (Marinette doesn't think any of them are ugly, of course). It becomes a game that spreads to their other classmates. //Meanwhile, Alya shows the squad photos of Chat Noir, and he always has the WORST poses, expressions, and timing. 😉//

//oh my god this is such a thing now. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY A THING NOW. Because Adrien’s a model. He’s a celebrity model and his dad is a celbrity fashion designer so no, all social media and picutres must live up to a standard. Nothing goofy or unpecoming of someone of their class and it’s been drilled into Adrien for so long that he can’t help but give the most photogenic poses everytime there’s a camera directed towards him (it’s almost like an instinct. Not even secret pictures where there’s no WAY he could know that there was a camera present come out looking like he’d been prepped for a shoot.

anD IMAGINE WHEN THEY GET TOGETHER MARINETTE’S JUST LAUGHING HER HEAD OFF BECAUSE NINO AND ALYA ARE STILL TRYING TO GET HORRIBLE PICTURES OF ADRIEN BUT MARI JUST KNOWS THAT ALL THE AWFUL PICTURES ALYA HAS OF CHAT ARE EXACTLY WHAT THEY’VE BEEN WANTING ALL ALONG.

OH GOD CAN SOMEONE PLEASE DRAW THIS?//

If Beth is gone, dead, I will be so disappointed in how they chose to do it. She goes through hell and no one will ever know! Did she know that Maggie had made it!  Did she know that Daryl had never stopped looking for her? Did she think they had come for Carol and she was just an extra!  I know this is the apocalypse and shit happens, but, Bob and Tyreese got to reunite with the family before they died, even Hershel looked into the faces of his daughters before he died.  And why is Grady still standing, are you telling me they wouldn’t have razed that place to the ground after Noah  told them what went on

If she died because someone else in the cast was meant to die and they didn’t want  to or they just wanted to use a character to create manpain, then this show is crap because that makes all their bleating about serving the story bullshit!

Beth was a great character, she was human not some superhuman badass, she was right she wasn’t Carol, or Michonne or Maggie, she was fallible, weaker but she was a fighter, she never gave up and she would never have risked all their lives trying to stab Dawn with tiny scissors in a  stabvest! She would have trusted that Rick and Daryl would have a plan. She didn’t even argue with them or look at them, what the hell was going on#!!

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           ❛ i hate you. ❜ she says it with so much conviction that she might believe it herself if she wasn’t so sure that it’s the furthest thing from the truth – that she hasn’t been able to sleep through an entire night properly since that stupid confession, that she can’t seem to stop thinking about what he said ( it’s all she ever does these days ) while he’s doing a perfectly great job of acting like it never happened at all. except it did, damn it, it did, and now she’s at his doorway practically charging at him ( at way too early in the morning ) because she can’t stand it anymore. ❛ you don’t get to do that. you don’t get to say things like that to me and then just expect me to forget about it. you don’t get to mess with my head and pretend like everything’s fine when it’s not. you don’t– ❜ and she’s suddenly aware of how close they are as she exhales in utter frustration. her jaw tightens, brows knit and there’s anger in her eyes when she looks at him right before her hand fists on his shirt and her lips crash against his.

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I did really care about him though and i still do and i hope he’s okay. I still worry about him but i can’t let myself be where i was before mentally because it’s a hard place to come crawling out of. I know he was hurting but i was hurting too and i felt like one day together we would both stop hurting. But i suppose two broken halves don’t always make a whole. 

When I stopped waiting for that one ~misunderstood brooding asshole~ to ever figure out what he felt towards me, it was a 4 year old weight lifted off of my shoulders.

He didn’t like “sluts” because he had ~preferences~ and ~standards~ and he didn’t like chasing after the “acceptable” women because he found that to be some gender norm bullshit and he wouldn’t be wrong, exactly, except for the fact that he whined constantly about never being able to find someone and didn’t even try, because in reality, it was too much work for his poor, fragile soul, and he hated everyone in general, really, and never shut up about how the world had wronged him somehow, because that’s just how lovely of a person he was.

Not to mention, he was more or less unfaithful to his wife for an ongoing period of a year and stayed up all night every night for that year to talk to me, yet denied it being anything serious and blamed me for it when I learned about his wife and called him on his bullshit.

YO MAYBE IT’S NOT REALLY A SURPRISE WHY YOUR WIFE SAID SHE WAS UNHAPPY AND DESERVED A BETTER LIFE, AND LEFT YOU TO FIND IT.

My stupid 17 year old self thought I saw something ~beautiful~ in him. And maybe in the beginning, I did. I don’t know. But that fake deep shit is usually always a thin veneer for the gross shit inside that eventually leaks out.