I don't know anymore

I feel so detached from myself, I’m so exhausted. I feel like I’m repeating the same day over and over, the same routine, same feelings, same meaningless drama. I’m so sick of it, I just want to feel alive and be happy but I’m constantly drained and everything feels so pointless. I just feel dead.

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Me: I’m feeling down, I don’t have energy to draw
YOI StaffYuri Plisetsky GPF in Barcelona EX “Welcome to The Madness” PV feat. Otabek Altin
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Day 1291

we’re still on tarmac

i’m trying to figure out why Damien had a cane or whatever that thing was.

was it just for him to be even more extra than he already is?? did he actually need it, did he have a limp or something? did he use it to whack people (the colonel) when they did something that they weren’t suppose to do? or is it some keepsake from something???

why did he have that i need answers