I did not notice this at first

Andreil Massages Turned War Turned Aaron will Never Enter The Columbia House Again.

This was a hc u thought up today some major help from @cabeswaterexy they are the best human i have ever met and i love them to death.

of course Neil starts this because he just likes being allowed to touch Andrew and to make Andrew feel good, so after a really hard game where Andrew did as Neil asked and shut down the goal,  Neil notices that he’s favoring his right arm. So when they get back to the dorm and they’re sitting in bed, both without shirts, Neil hovers his hand above Andrew’s shoulder and asks yes or no. Andrew thinks that Neil just wants to touch so he says yes. And at first, yeah that’s all he does: touch. He gets a bit lost in the hard muscles, and he starts thinking about how strong and solid Andrew is and how safe he feels. So he ends up with that stupid fucking idiot smile that makes Andrew flick him in the forehead. And then he presses down, gently at first in case this  isn’t okay bit harder when Andrew doesn’t tell him no. And Andrew is confused for a minute because Neil is giving him a massage??? Why??? This has never happened before but Andrew can’t even be mad because he is melting. Neil switched between the arms for a while before he notices that Andrew has slumoed forward and fallen asleep on Neil’s shoulder. Neil is freaking out because Andrew fell asleep??? On him??? He’s trusted??? But as much as Neil doesn’t want to move, he also doesn’t want to fall asleep sitting up so he says Andrews name quietly and urges him to lay down. The way their bed is, Neil is on Andrew’s left but because Andrew sleeps on his side, Neil still has access to Andrew’s right arm, which he takes after he’s given permission and starts to massage again until Andrew falls asleep. Neil doesn’t stop smiling for a few days.

In Andrew’s mind, there can only ever be an equal exchange so he feels the need to pay Neil back somehow. Which is how he finds himself kneeling between Neil’s legs after practicing with a pissed off Kevin and asking Yes or No? But Neil has already said yes before Andrew can finish which makes him scowl. But he’s not going to argue so he just puts his hands on Neil’s thighs and starts to knead. It is a very good thing that Kevin sleeps like the sea because Neil is not quiet. At all. Which is a bit of a problem for Andrew, who is sitting between Neil’s thighs and looking down at his flushed face as he whimpers and moans and shakes. And when Andrew gets to a particularly sore spot, Neil let’s out a breath “There. Right there” and it makes Andrew hate him more.

This leads to a lengthy make out session

Obviously. Because when Andrew finally works out any knots he’s been focused on Neil’s legs and not his stupid face so he looks up and Neil’s cheeks are flushed and his hair is a mess and his eyes are glassy and he’s all relaxed and it punched all the air out of Andrew’s lungs so he hovers over Neil and asks yes or no. Neil says yes and it’s all relaxed and soft and breathy and Andrew fucking hats him but he kisses him like he doesn’t and at some point Neil pulls away and cautiously raises a leg while asking yes or no. Andrew says yes so Neil brings his legs up and hooks his ankles behind Andrew’s back and you’d have to fight me for literal years to convince me Andrew doesn’t have a thing for Neil’s thighs and Neil doesn’t have a thing for Andrew’s shoulders so anyway Andrew’s is all for this and making out and Neil is def not quiet and he’s already soft and pliant from the massage so he just keeps making little noises against Andrew’s mouth and Andrew would kill him but he thinks if those noises stop it would be an epic tragedy

One of Neil’s favourite things is when Andrew has casual displays of strength, so when Andrew hooks his hands around Neil’s shoulders and pulls him up as if he weighs nothing?? Neil is gone

Their kissing is soft and unhurried and eventually Andrew moves onto Neil’s neck while Neil kisses his shoulders and slowly falls asleep and Andrew has to carry him to bed

They get an apartment together and Neil “accidentally” ends up with everything that goes in the bottom cupboards and at first Andrew thinks Neil is making fun of him or smth (which doesn’t makes sense bc he’s short too?) he can’t figure it out until he catches Neil staring (again) at his shoulders as he lifts a bag of flour and Neil doesn’t even noice Andrew watching him back as long as Andrew’s shoulders keep moving and flexing

When they go shopping for clothes Andrew keeps buying Neil running shorts and of course Neil is an idiot and thinks that Andrew keeps buying a particular brand because Neil likes it, but really it’s because that brand hugs his ass the best and shows off so much thigh and Neil doesn’t even notice when Andrew does his weights right in front of Neils treadmill when they in the gym

They’re both basically in a race to kill each other with choice body parts but they’re the ones making it worse for themselves because Neil is always getting Andrew to lift things and Andrew buys the shorts and really, it’s going to build up to a very epic outlet of these pent of feelings cough sex montage cough

It gets to the point where Neil starts to hide Andrew’s shirts until all he can wear are muscle tees. And Andrew starts buying Neil leggings because holy hell his legs look so Fucking delicious in leggings

Nicky has walked in on Neil staring at Andrew’s shoulders and Andrew glaring at Neil’s thighs

And since Neil’s thighs looks great bc of the running so does his ass and when Andrew discovers that and leggings the world basically ends

Kevin walks in one day to them standing in the living room with handfuls of each other’s clothes just glaring at each other because Neil tried to wear loose sweats and Andrew tried to wear a sweatshirt and they’ve been threatening to burn everything for about an hour

When Andrew takes a shower, Neil will go in and take his shirt, and when Neil’s showering Andrew  switches his pants

It gets ridiculous at one point but they still won’t talk about it and people are starting to notice these two losers so what else is there to do but pack each other’s bags and go to Columbia where Neil finds t shirts and leggings as his whole bag and Andrew has all tanks (there’s even one of those ones that shouldn’t even count as a shirt because the arm holes go to like the bottom of his ribs) and jeans and sweats and they’re alone which means the tormenting gets worse until Neil comes back from a run and Andrew has had enough okay and he is Neil flushed and sweaty and mischievous looking and his legs and his ass okay Andrew can’t take it anymore

They take multiple showers that day

They get clean in none of them

They try… once or twice

They aren’t too mad

And then someone’s on their knees or shutting off the water to drag the other to somewhere easier to do Whatever

There are trails of water all over

They have to come to an agreement about clothes because they love it, but Nicky has been giving Neil looks and it’s Andrew’s fault

There are hickeys in only kind-of easy to hide places

Nicky gets them those sex dice and will never know that they’ve used them

Aaron would die if he knew what had happened everywhere in that house

They definitely have done some things in Aaron’s room out of spite

Nicky did it for a prank. Aaron makes a comment once about “lets eat somewhere where you two haven’t had sex” but he’s joking except suddenly Neil can’t look at him or anywhere

Neil is blushing hard and Andrew is smirking. All he says is “good luck with that one”

And then Aaron snarls in disgust and mutters about taking his food to his room and it pisses Neil off so he says “you might want to clean it” and Aaron’s like it’s clean I saw it earlier but Neil just smirks and Aaron is horrified and Nicky is /cackling/

Aaron refuses to sleep in his room now and demands to know where they haven’t had sex and Neil just points to the front porch

Aaron is pissed, Nicky is proud, Neil is embarrassed and Andrew is smug

Late night cuddling (Seungkwan)

ok so I had the worst nightmare the night before writing this and I was a m e s s afterwards and really just needed warm cuddles and someone calming me down so… yeah I’m sorry if this is similar to Minghao’s, but they should still be noticeably different ♥ (I wanted this to be very cute and happy and cuddly but this will do, I’ll do that another time)

S.Coups | Jeonghan | Joshua | Jun | Hoshi | Wonwoo | Woozi | DK | Mingyu | The 8 | Seungkwan

  • so first of all, Seungkwan’s cuddles would be the best, he’d be the softest whenever you cuddle
  • like he’d hold you so nicely and he’d be so giggly because he really loves having you close to him and he never wants to let you go, and honestly neither do you (did I mention he’s the softest)
  • and because his cuddles are so amazing (and he’s the most understanding person), when you wake up in the very early morning hours from the worst nightmare you can recall, you don’t hesitate to wake him up gently
  • you’re so shaken up that you’re borderline crying, and if Seungkwan’s having a tough time waking up, he opens his eyes immediately when he hears you sniffle while whispering his name
  • “Y/N, are you okay?”
  • “I… I had a nightmare, and…”
  • and with the moonlight coming in through the window, Seungkwan can see just how distraught your expression is, so he gets you in his arms and holds you close
  • “Shh… Everything’s okay, it was just a dream.”
  • he’d repeat those words softly time after time, with his chin resting on your head and his hand stroking your back slowly, as soothingly as he can
  • and his voice would be just what you needed - it’s so calm and soft that eventually the anxiety starts to leave you
  • like you’d been clinging onto Seungkwan tightly and all while he shushed you, and when you slowly start to loosen your grip, he smiles to himself and chuckles softly
  • he pulls away and looks at you, your features somewhat visible in the moonlight, and dries your still slightly damp cheeks with his thumbs
  • “Whatever it was, it wasn’t real, okay? Just a dream.”
  • and you’d nod and place your hands on top of his on your cheeks and probably even smile a little
  • you contemplate on thanking him verbally, but you end up just cuddling closer to him and pecking his neck
  • “…Do you think you could help me fall back asleep?”
  • there might be some tiny part in his mind saying that he wants to sleep, too, but he would never tell you no in such a situation
  • so with you cuddled up to him and him on his back, Seungkwan lulls you to sleep (and smiles happily when you mumble “I love you”), and falls asleep soon after, too

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anonymous asked:

How would bts react if their gf had motor/vocal tics?

Ok so I did some research and I found out some info on this type of thing and I hope that what I write is fairly accurate! For those of you don’t know motor tics are little things that you may do randomly like excessive blinking. Vocal tics might be like random words or noises. 

If I didn’t get this correct I apologize! This is what I got from reading about it. 


At first: 

Jin strikes me as the kind of guy that will straight up ask you about it when he notices it. I don’t think it would bother him; he would just be curious. After explaining it to him I feel like he would not feel a need to bring it up again.

After dating for some time: 

Before he introduces you to his friends and family I feel like he would let them know of the situation to avoid people from reacting awkwardly or maybe asking about it (in what he fears may be in a rude way). He just wants you to be comfortable and not have to feel awkward. 

Originally posted by bangtannoonas


At first:

Suga seems like the type of guy that would not notice right away. If you were talking to each other and he was interested in what you were saying he would just sort of forget everything else. He would be so into you and what you were saying that the little things you did would not matter. Once you point it out I feel he would acknowledge it and maybe ask some questions but then just kind of put it in the back of his mind because he is so into you that it does not bother him. 

After dating for some time:

He’s strikes me as the type to get offended for you. Like you would be meeting some of his friends or something and one of them would be like “hey what’s with the blinking and noises?” and before you could tell them your situation and educate the person Yoongi would be like “liSTEN HERE!1!!!1″ because he does not want you to have to deal with it even though you know that not everybody is aware of the type of disorder (is that the correct terminology?) that you have. But bless him because he cares.

Originally posted by jeonbase


At first:

I feel like he would notice the tics but not say anything in fear of offending you. You could probably tell he was hesitant in asking and just sort of brought it up in conversation to save him from feeling awkward. He would appreciate you telling him and would ask questions and such because he is a curious lil bean. 

After dating for some time: 

When you guys are dating he barely notices it. Maybe if you are nervous or stressed it might show a bit more and I think he would take that as a sign to extra attentive and he would want to make sure that you were happy and would do little things to take the stress away. Lots of aegyo to make you smile. 

Originally posted by pjmjjk

Rap Monster:

At first:

Okay I straight up think that if he noticed it he would already have an idea of what it is or he would research it. Just to make sure he’d ask about it and then would continue to educate himself about it so that he knows what the tics would entail. He would also ask a lot of questions so that he knows what you go through and how you handle it throughout daily life.

After dating for some time:

Knowing Namjoon after being made aware of the situation he would kind of just push it to the side. He’s the type to not really mind and once you guys start dating all he wants to do is make you comfortable. If you wanted to talk about it I’m sure he’d be all for it but if you wanted to just leave it alone I think he would respect that. 

Originally posted by chyogi


At first:

If you met through mutual friends I feel like instead of asking you about it he would ask your friends. He wouldn’t want to be rude or offend you so he avoided talking about it around you. When one of your friends told you about how he asked you thought it was sweet. I think if you brought it up it would alarm him but he would like to know more about what your tics are. 

After dating for some time:

Being together so much would sort of put it in the back of Jimin’s mind. The only time he would notice is when other people would point it out. He would explain what it is and ask them to be kind and to not be rude. He wants you to be happy and comfortable.

Originally posted by bwipsul


At first:

Ok so don’t be mad, but I feel like Tae would sort of like… not mock but maybe copy it without knowing the situation. Like he wouldn’t try to be rude but because he hasn’t ever encountered it before he would take it as you being nervous and he’d think it’s cute (like does that make sense?). If you took offence to that I feel like he would apologize right away and then ask you to explain because he does not want to offend you and he wants to be educated about it. 

After dating for some time:

If he ever saw people doing what he did when he first met you he would explain to them what he knows. I don’t think he would get mad or offended, he would understand that some people don’t know any better and he would want to help them understand and would want you to know that he has your back and that he truly cares. 

Originally posted by mvssmedia


At first:

I feel as if Jungkook is similar to Hoseok in the sense that he would notice but would be too afraid to ask. When you notice I feel as if he would be relieved that you explained it but worried that you thought he disliked you because of it. He would reassure you that he does not mind and just wants to know more about it. 

After dating for some time:

I feel as if he would still notice it after dating for so long, but not in the bad way. He would still ask questions and would still always tell you how much he loves you and how it does not matter to him if you have tics. It doesn’t bother him because he loves you so much and he has so much respect for you and what you go through on a daily basis. 

Originally posted by hohbi

Just saw lego batman

First did any one see music mister, my sister wants to know if he was in the background of the movie, but I was to busy looking for other character to notice?

So great. Spoilers ahead?
Batman rouges, daleks, and Dino’s from Jurassic park
“Those nerds in cosplay” followed by crane prepared to beat up the joker.
You get a signal, you get a signal, everybody gets a signal.
Man-bat is cute
Scarecrow is so cute
No hatter?
Riddler gets one line.
Killer moth standing in the background for most the movie.
Mentions of older batman episodes
Uses “The Batman” penguin hence girls.
So much batjokes

I just had to scribble ‘em. He Tian and He Cheng are gorgeous, holy genes XD

Btw… did anybody notice He Cheng has got the same hairstyle as our Mo Guanshan…? Cuz he does. Bet He Tian was like “That redhaired kid is acting like that fucker of my older brother, gonna beat the shit outta him for stress relief” when he first saw Momo. Little did he know he would ignore the hairstyle later and fall in love with the ginger XDD

(Damn, why does He Tian actually look more dangerous in the manhwa although he’s younger and not as highly ranked as He Cheng… I bet my ass that He Tian will be one brutal man in the future, holy shit )

     EXCUSE ME WHILE I JUST TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE NNOITRA. Okay, so WHY is Nnoitra my favorite character? I don’t even know. I remember when I first watched bleach, I didn’t really notice him, and neither did I the second time around ( though at least then i remembered his name lol ) — And then, for some reason in april 2013, I was drawing a bit, and then IDK WHY, but I decided to draw Nnoitra. And it’s not like i really showed off my art to anyone, so I was just drawing for myself, and holy shit, I got SO much muse to draw when I drew him, so, basically at the end of that year I was only drawing him ( still haven’t recovered from this, since 99% of what I draw is nnoitra ). And since I was drawing him so much ( just for his aesthetics, really ), I got more interested in him as a character. I guess I got pretty obsessed with him??? Because I was making a ton of HCs that I drew out ( never gonna show this trash art tho lmao ). And then, late 2014 when I made my blog for him, I finally got to know what it was like to actually ENJOY writing a character. I had been roleplaying for about a year on tumblr, as two other muses, but when I picked up Nnoi, I got a lot of inspiration to write, just like I got with drawing. basically nnoi is literally my muse like LITERALLY. Aaaaand from then on it was a wild ride with getting to explore Nnoitra’s character and share in all his hardships. Some stuff happened in my personal life so now it’s pretty much ALL about Nnoitra and I just ??? really ??? need this blog ??? And to interact with everyone and have fun and have a GOOD TIME. Plus Nnoi is really inspirational because he never really gives up even if he so wants to. Without Nnoitra I really don’t have the inspiration to do anything at all so i guess that’s why I love him SO GOD DAMN MUCH. — And to see him happy makes me happy ( luckily for me, I don’t get upset when he’s upset, we’re not the same person after all ). I am just fucking BLESSED to have found this muse and to have a platform where I can let him inspire me. So I’m super grateful to everyone who writes with us! THANK YOU!

anonymous asked:

when and how do you think did isak start noticing he's not straight? like it's clear that deep down he knows already in s3, even before he has something going on with even. but when do you think did the realisation first hit him?

oooo I think Isak has known that he was not straight since pre-season one. Probably when he was younger and hanging out with Jonas all of the time he started noticing that- he didn’t like girls the same way. He didn’t talk about them like Jonas did or his other friends did. But he did notice Jonas and like Jonas and I think Isak is a smart guy and knew what that meant.

What I think alot of people have to remember is that Isak was already watching gay porn and hatching plans to break up Jonas and Eva’s relationship- those aren’t the actions of a boy lying to himself about his sexuality. 

I think he knew well and good he liked boys- but he was refusing to submit to the image of a “gay person” fem, outlandish– the type of gay (who is completely lovely and valid) that the media perpetuates and tends to get the most hate–> a la Eskild. Which makes Eskild’s speech so so so important, because Isak was able to identify himself as ‘not straight’ early on, but wasn’t about to identitfy himself as the image of being gay. 

I actually think that season 3 is unique in the way that it doesn’t necessarily just have a person coming to terms with their sexuality, but becoming comfortable in accepting themselves as a member of that group. Idk if I’m making any sense but I think season three hits on so many more issues than just Isak figuring out he likes boys

anonymous asked:

when did you first realize that you actually "like" girls? like when did you notice? and HOW did you notice that you like that person in a romantic sense? like I think it's hard for a woman to realize that she has feelings for another woman, I mean we women also naturally admire other women as well so it's kinda hard...?

It could definitely be difficult for some people. Personally, I just knew that I liked someone when I’d feel incredibly nervous or flustered by their presence. Like if they touched my hand I’d have a fucking heart attack lol. I remember once this guy tried to put his arms around me in some awkward ass backhug and I swear my heart started beating slower LMAO. So from my experience, I have very strong tangible reactions towards people I actually like.

Romantic love can be hard to define, because it might be different for every individual. Some people equate wanting to be intimate w/ being romantically attracted, some people associate sexual attraction w/ romantic attraction, and other people might have a completely different definition of what romantic attraction is.

But I don’t like girls in general just because they’re girls, I like the person for who they are. So I never had a moment where I was like “Ah yes, I like girls”, it was more like “I like this person and they happen to be a girl”. Like I admire some of my female friends, but I couldn’t imagine ever being in a relationship w/ them in a million years because I don’t feel any sort of attraction towards them.


“When I was 6, my family had almost no money. My parents had both lost their jobs, and they had separated from one another. My mom was not yet getting any government assistance and we barely had cash for staple groceries. At that point, we were poor enough that my brother and I were probably not going to get much in the way of Christmas presents. And then, a mother of a boy in my first grade class somehow noticed our need and gave my mother $100 to buy gifts for us. She wasn’t a mom who had a lot of money herself, but it was a very generous gift and made a huge impact on us. Not only did we get some material delights that Christmas, but I’m still talking about this gesture more than three decades later. I’m still moved by the kindness of a woman whose name I can’t remember. And more than that, when I was working on founding Random Acts and thinking about what I wanted its mission to be, I couldn’t stop thinking about this small act and how it had stayed with me. I couldn’t shake the feeling that small acts of kindness can have a huge and lasting impact. So here I find myself: A well-to-do grownup with two little kids, having to be gently reminded to stop and notice those struggling around me.” -Misha Collins


Okay, fuck it. I’m doing my analysis because I think this fandom is amazing and they deserve it. BUT MOSTLY BECAUSE I NEED TO CALM MYSELF DOWN AFTER THE SHIT DAY THIS EPISODE MADE ME HAVE. I’m serious. I talked to my coworkers about it and they bought me cookies to calm me down. I left work early. My heart was doing awful things while I was trying to work- it was pathetic. I’m pathetic. 

SO. Let’s get one thing out of the way: KATSUKI YUURI FUCKED UP.

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I tried to draw my cabbage and eggplant bois in Rui’s style…. the rest looks- urg so I cropped the parts that had taken most of time ;;

nửa tiếng ngồi chần chừ ko biết nên up hay khôngarggggg

bless this Guy


“allura, keith was there too”




(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WmiOaFDN0GE)

The only video you ever need if someone says to you, “Sherlock and John are just friends, there is no reason to believe otherwise”. These are just clips of the show. I honestly don’t blame people who haven’t noticed these things – I didn’t notice them the first time I watched the series and I am gay. It’s because I didn’t expect to see it, so I unknowingly put my blinders up and consumed the media without a second thought. I saw but I did not observe. However, the moment I realized it on my own, I felt the metaphorical glass shatter and I was overcome with shock. How did I, a gay person, miss this? How?? But now that I’ve seen it, feel it with every fiber of my being, I cannot “un-see” it. It’s like looking at the moon every night and then one day noticing it looks like there’s a face in it. You will see the man in the moon every time you look because you can never go back to that moment when you didn’t know it was there. That’s what BBC Sherlock is to a lot of people when it comes to queer readings. You either see it or you don’t. You’re either open to the idea or you’re not. But once you see it, you will never go back. So regardless of what the BBC, the writers, or strangers online say, this queer reading of Sherlock is felt by viewers around the world and that experience will never be taken from them.

I was watching Supergirl and I couldn’t help but notice this building for both seasons…..

That tower right there next to CatCo….does…anyone not notice it? Like, I can’t help but think it looks really, really familiar…..

I mean, it’s missing one thing, but considering that this is 2017, there’s roughly 30+ years until the supposed apocalypse….So here’s how it looks 140-ish years from now..

I don’t know if I’m the first person to point this out, I’ve tried searching for anyone who did but I guess not. 

You can start your crossovers if y’all like. 

How MM Characters React to Finding Out You're Pregnant


  •  He already noticed slight changes to your mood and body before you did. 
  •  At first he thought it might be the flu, but that thought changes when you are too tired for your usual love fest in bed.
  • “I’m sorry, Jumin. I’m too tired tonight.”
  • Elizabeth 3rd also becomes extra clingy to you. 
  • Jumin makes you go to the doctor and they can’t find anything wrong. He insists to do further tests but you beg him not to.
  • “It’s probably stress, Jumin. I’ll be fine.”
  • Wrong answer. Jumin has cleared your schedule until he feels like you’re feeling better. 
  • A week later you realize your period hasn’t happened. 
  • Jumin knew this before you and scheduled another doctor’s appointment after asking Jaehee to research information on missed periods (poor Jaehee.)
  • He makes you go back to the doctor for blood work. Suddenly this all makes sense: The fatigue, your bras no longer fitting, and feeling sick. 
  •  The doctor walks in with the good news. “Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. Han. You’re going to be parents.”
  • Jumin doesn’t say anything at first. His face loses color. The news is a surprise. 
  • “Sweetheart, are you okay?” You ask. You’ve never seen him this way before.
  • He nearly faints from processing all the emotions he is feeling on the way out of the doctor’s office.
  • Jaehee cancels all of Jumin’s meetings for the week citing “exhaustion” as the cause.  
  • Jumin holds you close to him later on that night, confessing he is both terrified and delighted at the news. He wonders if Elizabeth 3rd will feel jealous. omg really jumin. 
  • “I’m sure she’ll be happy too,” You whisper in his ear as you accidentally fall asleep on his chest. 
  • He admires the glow your face is beginning to show as you sleep peacefully. 


  • You’ve been much more emotional lately. 
  • Every time Zen had to leave on set you find yourself crying, but why?
  • You even beat yourself up about it. “Why am I acting so strange..?”
  • Zen invites you to come on set with him one day and you’re immediately say yes! 
  • You couldn’t help but keep refilling your plate with cakes from catering. Zen tries to crack a joke “You are what you eat, huh babe?” 
  • But it backfires.
  • It backfires BAD. 
  • You walk away sobbing. This is entirely out of character. 
  • “Wait! BABE! I’m so sorry!” He runs after you and pulls you in for a hug. 
  • You sob into his chest for a few minutes and then go silent.
  • He pushes you in front of him to see what’s wrong. “Babe…?” 
  • Your face turns white and you go limp in front of him. 
  • Zen FREAKS out and immediately yells for someone to help. 
  • He carries you himself to the ambulance and he demands you get rushed you to the hospital. 
  • The paparazzi outside of the set take photos of the incident. A video is uploaded to Youtube.
  • You regain consciousness when arriving to the hospital. “What’s…what’s going on?” 
  • Zen cries with joy seeing you’re awake and hugs you. “Shh. Just rest, my princess. We’ll find out. I love you.” 
  • He refuses to leave your side as the hospital runs a bunch of tests, but, you tell him he should get something to eat while they do an ultrasound. 
  • The doctor comes in a couple hours later and tells them it was a combination of exhaustion and dehydration.  “This is a common symptom in pregnancies. She’ll need to make sure she drinks more fluid and get rest.”
  • Wait. What? Both you and Zen look at the doctor with confusion.
  • The doctor informs the two of you that you’re already 13 weeks pregnant. He gives Zen a picture of the ultrasound showing a little baby bean! 
  • You start crying at news. It’s happy tears. Eventually Zen starts crying too. He’s just as happy. 


  • It’s not secret you and Yoosung wanted to have kids immediately.
  • You two tried every month for six months. 
  • You have a bulk stash of HCG strips in the bathroom, an ovulation 
    tracker on the your phone, and have read every article online on how to improve your chances at becoming pregnant.
  • Every month your period came, Yoosung started to doubt himself. 
  • “Is.. Is there something wrong with me?”
  • You’d hold him and reassure him. “Don’t say that. There’s nothing wrong with you! Sometimes it just takes time, I guess.” Deep inside, you wondered if there was actually something wrong with you instead.
  • After a year of trying, you both go to a fertility specialist to have tests done. 
  • The specialist tells the both of you there is a problem with your ovulation. They immediately start on you a treatment plan with fertility drugs. 
  • You act okay with the news, but in reality you are the opposite of okay. 
  • Yoosung finds you crying underneath the covers and panics. 
  • “Please don’t cry! It’s not your fault!”
  • Soon he’s crying too. 
  • By the third treatment cycle you start to notice changes in your body.
  • You start doubting your feelings. You try to remain calm. 
  • Every day you and Yoosung talk about all of your different things happening with your body.
  • When you take one of your test strips at home you notice a second faint line, causing your heart to skip a beat.
  • “Yoosung! LOOK!” 
  • Each test on each day has a darker, and darker second line. You two get hopeful. It’s been a hard two years, but it feels like you two are getting to the light at the end of the tunnel. 
  • You two are SO nervous at the fertility specialist. Yoosung can barely breathe.
  • The fertility specialist confirms what you two have been dreaming. You are pregnant!
  • Yoosung sobs tears of joy at the news.  You two are so happy to finally become parents. 
  • The fertility specialist interrupts the celebration with even more good news.
  • “There’s just one thing…”
  • He shows on the screen there are four baby beans. 
  • FOUR.


  • Remember that one time he wanted to leave evidence he existed on you?
  • Well he wanted to do that again on your honeymoon. And then some. 
  • A couple months later you notice you are craving Honey Buddha Chips and Doctor Pepper more than normal.
  • At first Saeyoung thinks it’s really cute how much junk food you’re eating.
  • And then he realizes an entire giant box of Honey Buddha Chips are gone. 
  • He asks Saeran first if he knew what happened to them.
  • “Why would I eat all of your chips? I saw your wife with the box. Ask her.”
  • And then he wonders if maybe you’re emotionally eating.
  • What if she regrets our marriage? 
  • Later on in the day you visit Saeyoung in his computer room where he’s playing LOLOL. “Hey… Saeyoung.. we need to talk.”
  • Your voice makes him immediately spin around. He has tears in his eyes. “I.. I knew this day would come.” 
  • Your heart immediately sinks. “I’m.. I’m so sorry Saeyoung!”  You feel even more guilty at eating his precious Honey Buddha Chips as you add “I’ve been so hungry lately and they just taste so good. I’m so sorry for eating them I will never do it again!” 
  • Saeyoug looks at you confused. “Wait? You’re not leaving… me?”
  • “I WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU.” omg you stupid idiot i love you. 
  • Suddenly you feel hot and sick. You run to the bathroom covering your mouth.
  • Saeyoung panics when he hears you vomit in the bathroom. It’s enough to get Saeran out of his room too. 
  • He’s never heard you this sick before and makes you go to bed. This goes on for a week. 
  • Soon he’s starting to search for answers online. He even goes to WebMD.
  • When you’re sleeping he calls Jaehee in a panic, worrying you might be dying and because you both are girls maybe she would know how women things work. 
  • Jaehee calmly explains to him that you’re not dead and dying. She suggests to him that you may be pregnant and should take a test. (I guarantee she facepalmed at the convo.)
  • A week later, you’re start having suspicions too. You look at the calendar and realize you haven’t had a period in two months.  “Could it be..?” 
  • You go to tell Saeyoung you think you’re pregnant and He confesses he already purchased a bunch of pregnant tests for you.
  • You think that’s the most romantic thing ever and hug him to pieces. 
  • He waits outside while you figure out how to use to use the test. How do girls pee on this thing omg. The test immediately comes back as positive. 
  • You rush out of the bathroom with the test in hand. You both are sobbing tears or joy together. 
  • You lean in to kiss him when you’re stomach starts to growl again. 
  • “Can.. Can I have more Honey Buddha Chips?” 
  • He’ll be glad to give you anything for you and the baby. 

so when are we going to talk about the fact that Crowley reads comics? ⚡