“i look at the moon but i don’t see the moon.
i see your voice over text saying
“god, have you seen the moon tonight?”
no, i have not seen the moon tonight.
but i’ve seen god.
i’ve seen him. really.
he was playing the trumpet just yesterday
on the corner of an east london street.
he played a song from the godfather because
he’s somebody who knows about love and death.
the closest i’ve come to death is
when i think of the time you came
closest to touching me.
maybe touching is overrated.
the closest i’ve come to love is when i imagined you
kissing my throat while it was sore.
i always imagine your mouth on my throat.
i imagine my throat tap dancing on the moon.
i imagine god holding out the moon
in his palm.
i imagine god telling you that if you’re
going to believe in anything, let it be this
person and their question-mark-shaped neck.
ask them everything your teachers shrugged at.
but then i hear your voice and i’m not imagining it.
‘nothing exists. nothing exist. not even god. not even you.’
and so the moon disappears, and you
disappear, and your mouth on my throat
turns into a forged novel that’s been found out.
look. listen. it’s over.
the sea of tranquillity is already
halfway down your oesophagus.
you can’t expect anything to save this now.”
Finally was able to get pictures, BUT GUESS WHO CAME IN THE MAIL A COUPLE DAYS AGO!!! I’m so happy I was finally able to snag one of beezeeart’s adorable batties! <3 I think I’ll name her Daisy. Pudding now has a new friend :3
Every time Tony Abbott opens his mouth, he manages to make me hate him even more. Tell me how can the Rohingya people come through your front door when they’re not even being acknowledge by their own country???
I have a black & white house cat, who likes to chill with me when i’m on the computer, and every time Jensen comes up on my dash she stares at the screen really intently, with her ears up and her eyes all wide, and starts purring at him. I’m not even kidding you right now. She just put her head down on my keyboard while I was putting a gif of Dean into a reply, and did that dreamy-eyed stare thing while purring at the screen. This experience has been so cute that I might actually explode.