Honestly the aphmau fandom is turning really toxic and thats sad,aphmau did work hard on this channel for so long,it feels like you have no freedom to ship what you want,if you ship something other than aarmau you'll be attacked,same goes when you dont draw aarmau,like let sebi do what she wants you need to learn people have different tastes,,i'm happy that i kinda left the fandom
honestly all fandoms are toxic, you just are more prone to see the toxicity when you’re openly interactive or more involved in said fandom.
That however doesn’t excuse it, it explains why we feel its toxic but doesn’t say “ye its normal and ok” because in all honesty? a fandom thats down to hunt you down over everything you do or don’t do isn’t the best place to be in
if you left and feel happier thats good tho sweetie! its important to always keep in mind your health comes first, and if the environment does you more harm than anything ain’t no shame in taking a step back <3