rawmemilk  asked:

pam I am v upset pls tell me a story to make me happy again thank

:( once upon a time a man named rami busted his ass for a majority of his life to overcome stereotype casting in a superficial career and he killed it & won many awards and now he wears Dior condoms.

I hope the feeling passes swiftly, you’re a lovely human ❤️


tv aesthetic → the office

I’m not superstitious, but… I am a little stitious.


My Dearest Jo! (Aka butt url twin) @emilybuttrickards
I thought long and hard (pun intended) about what gift I could possibly give you this christmas and decided that just one otp simply wasn’t enough!! 

Anyways I hope you have an amazing christmas with a whole lotta wine and candy! And a spectacular New Year!!! 

I LOVE YOU MY TRASHY FILTHY BABE!! And may you be blessed with the gift of dick this holiday season!  


Lots of love,

As a part of Spread the Love Day, I want to highlight those that I stalk the most. These people bring me LIFE on this website. Seriously. Let me tell you a little about each of them. 

@saucynewf - I am pretty sure that Pam is determined to remain #1 on my list. She supplies me with as much Dean Porn as a girl could hope. I never know what I’m going to get, and it makes following her that much MORE exciting. If you would like to get your Dean fix on, head on over to Pam’s blog and FOLLOW HER. 

@blacktithe7 - I LOVE Erin. She knows how to write Jensen and SUCK ME IN. I recently re-read her Rockstar! Jensen AU Silk and Rough Velvet. If you, like me, have a thing for Jensen singing, you need to give this series a try. It is SUCH a roller coaster that you won’t regret. Then you need to read her NEWEST Jensen series Forward. It has been absolutely delightful. I’m enjoying every damn second of it. Follow Erin RIGHT NOW. 

@deansdirtylittlesecretsblog - Mimi is absolute fanfic ROYALTY. Just saying. I love pretty much every bloody thing she writes. Let me just lay it down for you. An Unassuming Life Series is a Mechanic! Dean x Reader AU in which you will absolutely lose yourself. Then she writes THE BEST Dean x Donna pairing EVER. It’s my drug, and she is my supplier. I swear. I CAN NOT get enough. Then there is The Arrangement. A Mechanic! Dean x Reader series in which you will LOSE YOUR SHIT. It is so damn good. So, why are you still looking at me, go follow her and read all the things. 

@ravengirl94 - Let’s talk about Emily, shall we? I discovered her blog just a week ago and all I can think is, “Where the HELL has this been all my life?!” Holy Toledo, Batman. This girl CAN WRITE. The first thing I read was her Billionaire! Dean x Reader AU The Arrangement. I’m so in love with it I can hardly function. It brings me life and makes me smile and feel all kinds of things. THIS is like a book. It’s so well written and sucks you in. And it’s way different than almost anything out there. Then the way she writes Jensen is utterly AMAZING. Check out her I Want Crazy Series. It will not disappoint. Then while you’re at it, just FOLLOW HER ALREADY. 

@justjensenanddean - My supplier for EVERYTHING Jensen and Dean. Whether it’s Jensen singing or being an AMAZING father or Dean in all is beautiful glory, this blog makes sure I never go without these two men. Bless you, my friend. Thank you for always creating and reblogging THE BEST stuff. Ugh, go follow this blog, you fools!

@torn-and-frayed - You made the list again, Steph! :p I can not say enough about this woman. She has a masterfully executed Series Rewrite in which she has inserted the reader into now up to FIVE SEASONS of Supernatural. I don’t know how in the hell she does it, dudes. Then there is Daddy’s Little Lovebug. I LOVE It so hard. And we can’t forget her Send the Pain Below Series. It’s a Jensen x Reader, and it hurts so good. She is basically the queen of angst and making your heart HURT. Go follow her. She is bloody brilliant. 

@impala-dreamer - Let me count the ways that Bekah drives me wild. Let’s start with ALL THE SMUT. She sure knows how to drive my Dean fantasies WILD. Enchanted Encounter is a completely wonderful example of that. The reader gets cursed and all kinds of wonderfullness ensues. Goodmorning, Princess and Goodnight, Princess are both PERFECT examples of how I want to wake up and go to sleep EVERY DAMN DAY. Then there was the time that Bekah made me HATE HER with The End of Time. I’m telling you, get some tissues. I was so damn pissed at the end of this one, I cried for a while, then lashed out. Everything Bekah does is GOLD. She also writes Sam, blah blah, and it’s not so bad either. *rolls eyes* Go follow her talented ass. NOW!

@jacklesonmymind - Constantly reblogging ANYTHING and EVERYTHING Jensen and Dean. Bless her for making sure I don’t go anytime without seeing his beautiful face on my dash. I don’t know what I’d do without some of these wonderful trashy rebloggers. They bring me LIFE. You are AMAZING. 

@misswhizzy - Liz, Liz, Liz… You make sure that if I missed it the first time around from someone, that I’m going to see it once you reblog or post it. I feel like there are so many wonderful gifsets that I would have missed out on if it weren’t for you and your wonderful eye for beauty. You have a wonderfully run blog and it fills my dash with joy. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. 

There are SO MANY MORE great blogs out there, but today these are the wonderful souls I am featuring. What are you doing still reading this!? Go Follow their wonderful asses!

To my fans...

Coming Fall 2017
Falling Into Her
By Erin Zak

If you had the chance to grab on to happiness and not let go, would you? Kathryn Hawthorne, local Chicago celebrity, thinks everything in her life is just fine. She has friends, money, a job—everything she needs to survive. Except, of course, love, which, after getting her heart broken, she avoids like the plague. Pam Phillips, on the other hand, just buried the love of her life—her husband of twenty-one years. The last thing she wants is a new friend, let alone a new love interest. When the two women meet and swap witty banter, things start to change. Kathryn can feel that familiar tug of desire in her chest as she suggests—in a smooth-as-silk way—that they meet up again someday. In a moment of pure insanity—or desperation—Pam decides to take a chance. What happens next changes Pam’s life forever.

My first work of original fiction is being published!! I CANNOT EXPLAIN TO YOU HOW EXCITED I AM!!!

Do you forget? (SPOILEZ)

Kilgrave IS a bad guy. Like… He didn’t just “try to show Jessica” how much he loved her? Like naw, sorry bruh. I really don’t like getting riled up on fandom shit, but it’s the Marvel fandom that just pisses me the fuck off when they try to apologize for clearly bad people

Like, he raped and manipulated a college girl who had a promising Athletic career. He impregnated her unknowingly, and used the fetus to grow his power. He had her kill her own parents, and let her rot in jail. To the point where she killed herself as a means for Jessica to kill Kilgrave. 

How he turned a promising young religious man into a junkie, as a means for getting pictures of Jess. I mean he turned him into such a junkie, that he didn’t even need to manipulate him anymore because he was so hooked.

How he forced a man, a man that lost his wife to Kilgrave, to almost beat the life out of a woman he had grown to have feelings for.

How he had a cop, try to kill a woman, and scar him so much that he pushed him to the brink of insanity (well Will wasn’t stable enough to begin with).

How he forced a heartbroken woman to attack her ex and get killed in the process, as she was killed by her exes lover in an act of self defense, but is facing murder charges.

How he forced at woman to try and continuously try a bullet in her head, to the point where she tried to shove it into her brain. 

 How, after forcing Jessica, (the woman you romanticize him with), to kill an innocent woman, after months of rape and manipulation, he comes back into her life. Toys with her as a sick form of love, toys with the people she cares about, creepily rebuilds her whole house, deludes himself into thinking Jess feels something for him. 

So really, I wanna know, fictional or not, how can you look at this dude and think he has some good in him?

irinalovsyou  asked:

Worth the risk is amazing and I just wanna thank you for sharing your story with us! I have so many feelings in my chest right now and I probably need to watch a few cute animal videos later. I hope the misunderstandings end soon cause we're both so miserable without one another. I'm just really mad Pam did that >_> lowkey I'm thinking she's a double agent but that's just my jealously talking LOL I also read your other works and I love your writing so much 💖

Thank You!!!!! Like honestly I couldn’t do it without all of you lovely people supporting and encouraging me <3 so thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!
And it will get resolved soon, i promise ;) Looks like there’s only going to be a few more parts (i’m thinking 4) so things’ll have to start wrapping up soon anyways haha
Plus, I want to squeeze some fluff in to make up for the emotional damage i’ve done lmao

also.. pls enjoy these cute animals. it’s the least i can do LOL

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moving blogs!

in regards to this post, i have ultimately decided to move clara over to my multimuse blog,@knownhistory, in an attempt to clean up my tumblr presence and make roleplaying less stressful for myself. i will leave this blog up, but with a theme that redirects you to my new blog instead. any threads i have here will be transferred if you so choose them to be, just give me a reminder, i’d love to keep our writing up!

if multimuses aren’t your thing, i’ll also be keeping @dundied up & running as a one-muse blog for pam beesly ! it’s been real fun here guys, i love you all, & i hope to see you around on @knownhistory or @dundied!

Dimed Out (Yoongi request)

Request: Yes Ma’am Pam. Here —-> Request

A/N: As usual I got carried away haha I just loved where this was going ^_^ Hope it’s good


“So enough talk about your comeback. What has been going on for you boys beyond the work?” Hyung Don asked.

Today’s schedule was a semi-live taping of Weekly Idol with BTS, APINK, Exo and f(x) to celebrate Hyung Don’s return to tv. BTS was second to last. You had settled in at your friend’s house to watch.

Suga started. “Well, mostly catching up on sleep and writing-”

“Ahh, Suga, not that!” Deffcon whined. “Fun things.”

All except Yoongi exchanged glances and smirks.

“What was that?” Hyung Don pointed an accusing finger.

“What?” Yoongi was oblivious.

“They all look like they know something.”

Jin shook his head quickly. “No, we just know that is interesting for Suga.”

Both hosts looked unconvinced but moved on to other members.

A few minutes later, as they were wrapping up Deffcon added, “Be good to your girlfriend even during the comeback.”

All of their eyes went wide and 6 glanced over to Yoongi in the middle. His eyes went wide as well as he noticed the eyes on him.

“Wait!-” He started.

“Aaahhhhhh!! Min Suga is the taken member!!” Hyung don yelled.

The others looked back as Yoongi rubbed his neck nervously.

“Can we have her name?”

He hesitated and sighed before he told them your name.

“That sounds beautiful. Well you heard it on Weekly Idol Live first: MIN SUGA HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!” Animated confetti was blown across the screen with a close up on his stunned expression.

Your face held the same expression. Your friend stared at you in disbelief. “Y/N?” She asked carefully. Your face scrunched in guilt. You hadn’t told her about Yoongi, in fact no one but the other members and their managers knew.

Before you could utter a weak apology, your Twitter began to blow up.

“It has begun.” She said.


“Noona, we are SO sorry.” Jungkook said the moment the video chat connected. From behind him the others were yelling similar apologies. You signed and told them it was fine. It wasn’t like they meant to after all.

From the side of the screen you could Yoongi trying to push his way to the screen but he couldn’t. Instead he picked up the laptop, moving to his room and shutting the door. He sat it down at the edge of his bed as he sprawled across it on his stomach. You stared at him with a sad smile. He ruffled his hair and sat his cheek in his hand. “…I’m-”

“I know.”

It was quiet again. Your phone lit up this time going crazy with follow requests on your recently privatized Instagram. He watched you scowl at your phone. “I can guess what is happening.” He spoke quietly.

You avoided looking at him. “Yeah.” For a second you twisted the phone in your hands before placing it face down.

The next question was one he obviously hesitated on. “What have they been saying?”

You shrugged. “I haven’t looked. Plus I turned off my Twitter notifications.”

“How did they find you?” His brows furrowed.

“Remember when Jungkook and I took that picture together before his solo stage? He posted it on my Twitter. My Twitter handle has my name in it too. It doesn’t take long for some fans to put two and two together.”

A forced puff of laughter came from him. “Trust me, I know.”

In another round of silence, curiosity got the best of you. Unlocking your phone, Twitter was the first thing you clicked on. There was an insane amount of notifications. Drawing a deep breath you began to look at them. Tons of new followers along with new retweets on the photo of you and Jungkook. As expected.

A pang of hurt went through your chest as you read some hurtful comments. But soon your eyes widened.

“Y/N?” called Yoongi, softly.

You looked up and smiled, eyes still wide. “Wow.”


Sitting up straight, you place your phone screen in front of the camera. The camera slowly adjusted for him to read the surprising comments.

“She is so pretty.”

“It looks like her and our Kookie get along.”

“I bet her and Yoongi look good together.”

“He must really like her after what he said about having no interest in dating.”

Bringing it away from the screen, you could see his amazed look. The smile on your face was wide as you read more comments. Of course there were still some negative things but with a majority of ARMY on your side, it didn’t get to you as much.

Needless to say you went to sleep worry free that night.


The following morning you awoke to text messages , calls, and emails. A few messageswere from friends who were typing in all caps about the news then Jungkook and Hoseok asking how you were and once again apologizing. But one from Yoongi made you curious.

Yoongi: Yah why is your Instagram login so easy? That is something you should change now.

Why was he interested in that? Wait…

Why was he logging into it?

You sat up on your bed, blinking away the sleep. Quickly you opened the app and noticed the orange tab at the bottom show a huge number of likes, comments, and follows. This left you completely confused. Your instagram was private. Or at least it was supposed to be.

Going to your page you noticed a new video. it wasn’t fully loaded but you knew you hadn’t posted a video in a while. You tapped it and read the caption as you waited for the grey circle to load.

“Take care of her.”

‘What?’ you wondered.

Soon Yoongi’s face popped up.

Everyone…as you know something shocking was just revealed. I appreciate you all being nice about this. This is not the way I wanted this to be revealed but I care about her. I took her instagram off of private to post this. Do not abuse this.’

He ended with a small smile. You couldn’t help but giggle at how cute he is and how obvious it was that he had just woken up. There were so many cute comments.

Going back to your page you noticed another new upload.

It was a picture of you and Yoongi the last day of his most recent concert with the only caption being an emoji heart.

He was extremely sweaty and his nicely dyed hair was everywhere but you hugged him tightly with your forehead against his chest. Despite how tired he was he looked content with one hand wrapped tightly around your back and the other gently placed on the back of your head.

Jin had taken the picture after you ran into Yoongi, exclaiming how much you missed him and how amazing he was on stage. All Yoongi did was hold you like he would never let you go. Though people began to flood into the room and he had to.

But not anymore.

anonymous asked:

You are right I didn't think about that about Pam i just got lost in the story and hate on her, sorry for hating on you Pam and i think it will be interesting if we get to see her POV in this story❤️

this is literally the most satisfying message I’ve ever received lmao I love you, anon <3
but yeah!! I’m hoping to put more of her in soon to really show this and get it across.. but also i don’t blame you guys??? because i’m the one who’s set you up w a certain POV lmao

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(not only is this me overwhelmed w Pam hate but this is also me trying to finish the next few chapters lmao)

High Waist

By The Girl from Panama

Follow The Girl from Panama on Instagram and on her blog

Photos by Lisa Richov 

I’m very into high waist pants, not only because they are very flattering but also because they look extra chic! One thing that I love about this pair in specific is the fabric. It’s actually made from “super soft high stretch denim”. Which means it’s very forgiving and comfortable. Just the way high waist jeans should be! What are your thoughts? Are you a fan or aren’t you? Hope everyone has a fantastic weekend, xo Pam this pair


Me gustan mucho los pantalones de cintura alta porque además de que quedan muy bien se ven súper chic. Una cosa que me encanta de estos jeans es la tela. Están hecho de una tela de jeans super suave y elástica, lo que significa que son súper cómodos. ¿Qué te parece esta tendencia? Dime que opinas en la sección de comentarios. Espero que tengan un fin de semana lindo. Besos, Pam. estos jeans

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During the RedBubble Black Friday sale, I got a few things from my shop for myself partly to check out the quality. Some thoughts:

Stickers: As you can see I got most of my pieces in the small sticker form. The paper feels like it’s good quality (I don’t know how well they stick yet), the resolution is not quite as sharp as I was hoping for, and the reds and oranges (like Pam’s mom’s sweater or the background of the Dundies) are very saturated. But for the price (if you buy 6+ small stickers they discount them by 50%) they’re pretty nice.

Notebook: The notebook is 6″x8″, you can choose ruled or graph, and there are two pockets in the back. I love how the cover came out! It almost looks like it’s printed on kraft paper, and the card stock is nice and study. I will say for the price, I wish the paper inside was a little better quality, it’s kind of typical notebook paper.

Posters: These came out awesome! You never know how a print is going to come out but the colors are actually pretty close to my original drawings. They’re on nice quality semi-gloss paper and the detail is great (maybe too good, you can see every pencil stroke, including the ones I intended to erase better ;-) ). If you want a print and don’t want to spend a lot, the posters are the way to go!

I am still waiting on a tote and a studio pouch, but these all got to me only a week after ordering and overall I’m pretty happy with RB’s products.