I won’t be here tomorrow so…

Louis, I know that you will never read this but I just felt like I had to write this, I wouldn’t feel good with myself if I don’t write this so… Here it goes! :)

It’s finally your birthday today! :) You’re turning #tweenteen and I’m so happy that I’ve had the chance to meet you before this birthday. You don’t know how much you have changed my life Boo Bear, I never thought that I could love someone as much as I love you. You make me smile, you make me feel stronger, you make me believe in myself, you make my heart shake like anyone else does… You are my light when I’m feeling weak :) I will always be thankful with you for everything Lou, you have changed my life in so many different ways. I’m not afraid to be myself and to let people know the real me since you are in my life <3

I used to be one of those persons that left others attack her and didn’t say anything because I didn’t want to cause trouble, but you have taught me to stand up for myself and to face everything with a smile on my face :) You’re my little angel Boo Bear, you have saved me <3

If I have the chance to meet you someday, the first thing that I’ll do (if I don’t freak out LOL) will be give you a hug and thank you for giving me strength when I was feeling how my world fell into pieces, I will thank you for being the reason of the smile on my face while I was dealing with my problems and I will also thank you for showing me that there’s always a reason to everything that happens to us.

Thank you so much for everything Boo Bear, I wish you the best today, you deserve the best and I’m sure this will be a great day for you, your friends, family and whoever has the chance to share it with you :)

I love you so much, thanks again for everything and…

Have the best birthday/Christmas ever <3 :)