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A Sun Rises Even After The Longest Of Nights

My contribution to Day 3 of @seungchuchuweek
Late night thoughts, pining, communication


Seung-Gil is staring at his ceiling, one hand curled in his dog’s hair. She is snoring quietly, but that’s not what’s keeping him from falling asleep. It’s not the loud ticking of the clock in his room. It’s not the fairly loud sounds of the cars passing by outside of his apartment. It’s not even the arguing from his neighbours that he can hear through the wall of his bedroom.
It’s him. His thoughts swirling inside his head, the words he said echoing and getting louder with the seconds ticking by. Seung-Gil squeezes his eyes shut and curls in on himself. He needs to go to sleep. He needs to be up in five hours and go to practice. But it’s not possible.


                                   Chapter 1 – Seoul, 2.22 AM

Seung-Gil is staring at his ceiling, one hand curled in his dog’s hair. She is snoring quietly, but that’s not what’s keeping him from falling asleep. It’s not the loud ticking of the clock in his room. It’s not the fairly loud sounds of the cars passing by outside of his apartment. It’s not even the arguing from his neighbours that he can hear through the wall of his bedroom.
It’s him. His thoughts swirling inside his head, the words he said echoing and getting louder with the seconds ticking by. Seung-Gil squeezes his eyes shut and curls in on himself. He needs to go to sleep. He needs to be up in five hours and go to practice.

But it’s not possible. Not after what happened. Not after what he said. Naree, his Siberian Husky snuggles closer as if she senses her owner’s internal turmoil. They had argued. Seung-Gil and Phichit had argued. Badly. And it had all been Seung-Gil’s fault. He can feel a sob build up in his throat and tries to force it down. And then he realizes it’s one of the reasons their argument had started. The sob rings out sharply in the almost quiet room and Seung-Gil clutches at his shirt. Only that he doesn’t own it .It’s his. Phichit’s. It’s an oversized pastel green shirt with a stitched pug on the front in golden and white thread. It smells like him, still, like something warm and a hint of hay.

Seung-Gil pulls the collar up to bury his nose in it and let’s out another shaky sob. He’s not used to showing his emotions this much, which is what Phichit mentioned.

“It throws me off, Seung-Gil. I never know what you really feel.” he had said.  And at that Seung-Gil had snapped at him.

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thandasoruqueen-deactivated2017  asked:

Do you have a list of your fav feel good Malayalam movies? ☺️

Hi! I just reblogged my feel good rec list for you :) Also check out all recs that the people in @ideallaedi‘s comfort movies tag have posted (a mix of Malayalam/Tamil/Telugu). But for the people that don’t need subtitles, I’ll also include some of my ~personal~ feel good Malayalam movies that people may or may not have heard of/may think is weird (the older stuff); 

  • istham- a son tries to set his aged father up with a long lost love. lots of sweet, simple cuteness.
  • harikrishnans- mammootty and mohanlal in the most hilarous bromance disguised as a detective film. also *ing juhi chawla as ‘third wheel’.
  • kilukkam- an ootty guide thinks he’s lucked out when he meets a rich tourist girl who turns out to be crazy. or so it seems. classic mohanlal-priyan feel-goodness with revathy the queen.
  • mr.butler- a chef woes all the ladies with his amazing cooking skills and innocence. dileep at his comedic best. 
  • kalikkalam- mammootty as the robin-hood thief who is a master of disguise. dhoom 2 can go home.
  • ee parakkum thalika- a bus owner and his friend live in a broken down bus and their world is changed completely when a girl crosses paths with them. absolutely hilarious (except for the gross dark skin/fair skin transformation)
  • kilukkampetty- a guy falls in love with an architect but has to impress her daughter first, leading him to become the ‘nanny’. jayaram and baby shalini!!!
  • oru cbi diary kurippu- the entire series actually- yes a man solving gruesome murders is a feel good movie for me. only when that man is mammootty. don’t judge. 
  • chandralekha- mohanlal faking being married to a lady he helps get to the hospital while she is temporarily paralysed. again, mohanlal-priyan magic.
  • meleparambil aanveedu- shobana sways hearts as the housekeeper in a house where all the men are forbidden to marry.
  • akasha kottiyile sultan- sreenivasan needs money, has a huge house to which he is merely the caretaker, and much to his disdain, is forced to entertain a slew of wacky renters.
  • summer in bethleham- a bunch of relatives (including a bunch of kick-arse cousins headed by manju warrier) come to see jayaram’s estate that is actually owned by his friend suresh gopi. a little sad towards the end, but still great fun.
  • ramji rao speaking- 3 desperate friends decide to fake a kidnapping for money. the original of hera pheri or whatever that bakwas was.
  • aanaval motharam- sreenivasan is a scaredy-cat cop who decides to screw it and do whatever he wants when he thinks he’s about to die. 
  • godfather- a boy and a girl from feuding families fake fall in love then real fall in love and it doesn’t turn out like romeo-juliet *thank god*. an absolute classic.
  • cid moosa- dileep the aspiring inspector tries to find the culprit behind an attempted murder with his trusted dog and plenty of comic charm.
  • sandesham-  a politically divided family. again, a satirical classic- what great writing
  • junior mandrake- a non-religious family acquire a cursed sculpture which they toss back and forth between their rivals to rid of it. 
  • pattanapravesham- the second part of nadodikattu- twice as many smugglers, yet dasan and vijayan are still as dorky as they were before.
  • chintavishtayya shyamila- a family drama about a whiny, escapist husband and his all too forgiving wife. 
  • nakshatratharatthu- a young couple of orphans decide to adopt parents. shalini and chackochan have the most amazing chemistry- them as a married couple is everything.
  • cid unnikrishnan ba.bEd- another hilarious cid film, except this time there’s three of them competing for the most stupid final position in a detective firm.
  • kilukil pambaram- jayaram and jagathy are care-takers to a palace that has a bit of a history. back when jayaram was in peak entertainer form.
  • vadakkunokiyanthram- sreenivasan’s inferiority complex after getting married to his beautiful wife gets pretty terrible, but in a very entertaining way.
  • chattambinaadu *and pokkiri raja- honestly i am trash*- mammootty as the kannada speaking rowdy that goes back to a town in kerala filled with rowdies and unfinished business. and pokkiri raja is long lost brothers or some thing like that. they’re both masala movie fun if you leave logic behind.
  • puthukotiyile puthumanavalan- two poor singer/story-tellers follow a very pretty rich girl to her home town where they are pulled back and forth between two warring families.
  • swapna lokathe balabhaskaran- again, jayaram and annie- in which jayaram is a sleep walker that gets into all sorts of trouble while annie is the wife that has to deal with it all.
  • udhayapuram sulthan- dileep is the muslim son of a muslim father/hindu mother who finds himself pretending to be a hindu poojari/singer in his orthodox hindu grandfather’s home. much less complicated than i made it seem.
  • thalayanamanthram- urvashi manages to persuade he husband sreenivasan to buy a bunch of things that he technically can’t afford. for all the laughs it’s a little anti-woman unfortunately. 
  • kakkakuyil- mukesh and mohanlal masquerade as the body and voice (respectively) of the grandson of an elderly deaf/blind pair. mohanlal-priyan yet again (before they completely lost it)
  • rajamanikyum- mammootty is a highly successful, yet uneducated cattle dealer who returns to his home town to reunite his feuding step-siblings. anwar rasheed in all his family love goodness!
  • hello my dear wrong number- just the first half actually :P mohanlal is accused of a murder he didn’t commit and has to find the real culprits. that era of slapstick comedy can make anyone laugh.
  • mookkilla raajyathu- four nutcases escape their mental hospital and reek some thoroughly enjoyable havoc in town.
  • golanthara vartha- charliechiyan’s more family-orientated, less nomadic baap. lol. shobana and mammootty being all ideal couple like ^__^  
  • sanmanassullavarkku samadhanam- middle class man mohanlal has 99 problems, and the tenants that refuse to vacate his house so he can sell it is definitely 1 of them.

I basically just searched ‘Malayalam movie’ on youtube and added my favs to this list- all the titles are youtube links. No subtitles unfortunately. But this is for my Malayali brethren (and Tamil- if you can understand the language sufficiently without subs), because the world is a dark place and we all need some happy time.

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it’s touchy .. if I can sing this to you .. :3

First Not-horrible day on campus thus far!

I’m like seriously hyper because of the irrational giddiness I have at things not going horribly wrong. I had a good breakfast, buscuits and gravy (though with how hard the biscuits were it was more like crackers and gravy, but the gravy was good enough to make up for it). I’ve figured out the exact location of all my class buildings and walked into most of them. I haven’t been called to any stupid orienation thing. AND I’ve already taken care of a little bit of business ^_^

I’ve just got one more thing that I want to take care of and then one last thing for Orientation, and then a History Dept. BBQ thing that actually sounds cool.

So if my luck holds, today might be pretty nice. (I’ve totally just doomed myself, haven’t I?)

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Alice Nine 30 Day Challenge

Day 22: Your favourite live performance.

It’s hard to answer this question since I’ve only seen Hello, Dear Numbers concert and some various clips of other lives but… Oh well…

I picked Shunkashuutou performance from Hello, Dear Numbers because it’s fun to watch! XD I love the song and it makes me happy and it makes me even more happy when I’m watching this performance!! :D