A/N: YAY FINALLY THE LAST CHAPTER! We wanted to thank all of you for reading this story. It hits close to home for us and we put it all out on our sleeves, so we are glad to get great feedback. If you haven’t hit that follow button, please do so. Our next story will be a Monsta X!Vampire au. This is our longest chapter for this story, so enjoy!
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Character Descriptions: Reader- Chronic Depression, Derealization Disorder and Dissociative Amnesia Jin - Narcissistic Personality Disorder (With homicidal tendencies) Suga- Narcolepsy and Chronic Depression J-Hope- Bipolar II Disorder Rap Monster- OCD and Paranoia Jimin- Explosive Anger Disorder V- Schizoaffective Disorder Jungkook- Agoraphobia
You smile with tears in your eyes and so does Jungkook. You both hug each other tightly, neither letting up.
“We’re all so happy you’re back, Y/N, but we don’t have another moment to waste. We have to get the hell out of here,” says Rap Monster with a smile, but with a hint of concern.
You look around to all the other boys who are happy to see you’re back as well. All of a sudden you had a great idea.
“Alright, I know this deviates from the original plan. But, it’s a guarantee we don’t bump into anyone and get out of here safely…” you say before you became hesitant.
“Please, tell us, Y/N. Anything to get us all out of here safely,” Rap Monster insists.
“W-well, there’s a unit on the first floor that is connected to the stairwell we’re right next to. This unit has been shut down for years apparently, I overheard it from another nurse…” you start to trail off again.
“Y/N, please, go on,” Jungkook puts a hand on your back to reassure you.
“Okay, well, the reason it’s been shut down was because people were mysteriously dying left and right and they thought it was haunted by past patients that used to be here. When they shut it down they had set up a series of traps because they were scared ghosts would haunt other units and they thought they could catch them…”
“I don’t know, this sounds like a lot of work… Not to mention actually more dangerous than our other plan,” Suga says as he yawns.
“No, no, no! Just hear me out. I went there one day out of curiosity. This was like the second day after being admitted. I almost got to the door that lead outside, but I set off the alarm and the nurses came and got me. But, now that I know what set it off, we’re pretty much golden! No one goes there because they’re scared, they don’t actively monitor it, and I still remember where all the traps are,” you say with confidence hoping it sells to the others.
The group looks to their leader. Rap Monster sighs, “well, we’re about to be caught if we don’t head out. We trust you, Y/N. Just lead the way.”
You smile with excitement, “I won’t let you guys down!”
You lead them to the stairwell and quickly rush down the stairs to the first floor. Before you all was a long and dark hallway that lead to several doors. After passing a few you finally stop to the right door.
“T-THE CRIMINALLY INSANE UNIT!?” Jin shouts and backs up a few steps.
“Seriously, Jin? Didn’t you try to kill your girlfriend?” J-hope asks, annoyed.
Jin chuckles awkwardly, “oh yeah.”
“Uh, yeah did I forget to mention that? Heh… Well, it’s empty, and it’s our only way out now. So, the badge?” You eye Jin to swipe the badge.
“You’re lucky you’re cute. But, not as cute as me,” Jin pokes his cheek and winks. He swipes the badge and motions for the rest of you to enter.
“It’s very dark in here, so it’s important we all stay together. It’s time to buddy up. I’ll be with Jin, Suga with J-Hope, Jungkook with Y/N, and Jimin with V,” Rap Monster orders.
Everyone links arms with their respective buddy and starts to walk forward with you and Jungkook in the front of the group.
The unit was very old and eerie sending shivers down your spine. You squeeze Jungkook’s arm and he brings you in closer, “don’t worry, sweetheart. I got you.” He kisses your forehead making you smile.
Behind you two were Jin and Rap Monster.
“Oooo Rap Monie, you got some nice arms,” Jin squeezes Rap Monster’s biceps.
“Please, just focus,” Rap Monster begs.
Behind them were Suga and J-Hope.
“Hey, Suga, when we get out of here I was wondering if you wanted to help me with something I’m working on. It’s my Hixtape. Maybe we can do a collab?” J-Hope asks.
“Yeah, man! Maybe we can get some churros while we’re at it,” Suga says excitedly.
The last two following were Jimin and V.
“When we get out of here we should go to an amusement park and ride rollercoasters!” V exclaims.
“Yeah uh, remember the last time we went? Hobi and I didn’t do so well…” Jimin starts to feel queasy.
You stop. “Alright guys, this is one of the first traps, now all we need to do is -”
Suddenly a stray chair moves towards you.
“D-did that just…” Jungkook’s voice shakes.
The chair falls over and all of you hear ominous sounds from all different directions. Windows were breaking and lights were flickering on and off.
All of you scream in terror and unlink to run off to various doors to hide except for you and Jungkook who stayed together.
You and Jungkook went into an old patient room and hid under the desk. The both of you clung onto each other so tight you felt each other’s heartbeat.
Finally the noises stopped and the lights were back off. “You okay? You’re not hurt are you?” Jungkook asks anxiously.
“I’m fine, just a little shook is all. We should try to find the others.”
He grabs your hand to get you up on your feet and you two head back into the hallway.
“Hey, glad you two are alright. I just found Jimin. However, we’re missing a big chunk of the group,” Rap Monster says with worry.
“I think it’s best we stick together while we go find the others,” you say to the boys whom all agreed with you.
You all head door to door trying to find the others. Upon entering one of the rooms you hear some clanking. In the corner was a dark body crouching.
You gulp, “V-V? P-please tell me that’s you…”
V turns on a flashlight illuminating his face, “MUAHAHA!”
You and the rest of the boys sigh in relief.
“I also found a crowbar. You know… Just in case one of the ghosts try to pull a fast one on us.”
“I don’t think you can knock out a ghost, V,” Jimin laughs.
Continuing your search you guys start to hear sounds of ruffling. V gets in front of the group and starts to wave his crowbar at random. “Feel the wrath of Tae!”
J-Hope pops out from the darkness, “It’s just me! And look, look! I found a shark hat! It must of been a patient’s belongings at one point. Hehe, it looks like it’s eating my head. Ahhhh!” He dances around.
The group giggles. “Okay, two more to go.” Rap Monster says.
You all continue to go through each room hoping to find the rest. You lost track of how far you all advanced through the hallway and just realized one of the traps was near.
“W-wait, I know one of the traps is near here… b-but I just can’t remember where and which one it is. My memory is kind of fuzzy right now. So, just be-”
J-Hope’s foot sets off a tripwire and the alarms start blaring.
“We have exactly two minutes before they’ll reach us here. We need to find them now and fast!” You say to the others. The alarm is giving you a headache and your vision is starting to blur. You shake your head trying to get rid of the sensation.
“God damnit, where are those other two!?” Rap Monster grinds his teeth. “Alright. I’m going to find them, you all get to the exit safely and wait for us there.”
You, Jungkook, Jimin and V nod in agreement and head for the exit.
Rap Monster runs door to door screaming for Jin and Suga. Out of breath he finally reaches a room where one of the boys were in.
“Mirror, mirror on the wall… Who’s the finest of them all? Me? Well, I can agree with you there, Mr. Mirror,” Jin says completely infatuated with himself.
“Are you freaking serious right now!? Again?! Do you not hear the alarms!?” Rap Monster says trying to catch his breath.
“What’s alarming is how dashingly handsome I am!” Jin blows a kiss to a reflection of himself.
Rap Monster grabs Jin’s wrist and pulls him to run. “Look, Suga is still out here somewhere. We don’t have time, we need to find him quick.”
A couple rooms further down the hall was an infirmary. Jin was struck with an idea, “I know exactly where he would be. Follow me.”
They run into the infirmary and there were several beds, which one of them so happens to have a soundly sleeping Suga.
“How is he sleeping through these ridiculously loud alarms???” Rap Monster was perplexed.
“I don’t know, but I’m not waking up the beast… I found him, now you wake him,” Jin pushes Rap Monster forward.
Sighing Rap Monster shakes Suga awake. “Yoongi, you need to wake up! We’re going to get caught if you don’t get up!”
Suga yawns and rubs his eyes, “remind me when we get out of here to lock the doors to my room so none of you can wake me.” He glares right at Rap Monster making him scared for his life.
The three finally catch up to you guys at the exit. “We literally have seconds left before this unit is on lockdown. Jin, the badge.” You motion for him to swipe it, holding your head in one hand.
“Yes, ah… They’re right… Um…” He pats down his shirt and pants.
“JIN!!!!” Rap Monster screams.
“I’m kidding, it was in my back pocket,” he sticks out his tongue and swipes the badge.
You push open the doors and you all run into the cold night air. Running into the nearby forest and never looking back.
“Hold on, I need a second,” you slow down and hold your head with both hands. Your breathing becomes heavy and your vision is getting worse.
“Baby, are you okay?” Jungkook scans you over, trying to hold you steady.
You shake your head. “I-I don’t know what’s wrong. My head’s killing me.” You go to take a step but your legs give out.
“Y/N!” Jungkook catches you and sits you down gently.
“Y/N, are you okay?” V asks, worried.
You raise your head and look straight forward. Your vision fades in and out.
“Y-Y/N?” Jungkook squeaks out, panic setting in.
You don’t answer. Suddenly your mind is blank, there are no thoughts or recollection about what’s going on.
“Earth to Y/N,” J-hope waves a hand in front of your face.
“W-Why isn’t she answering?” Jungkook asks, his voice shaking.
Rap Monster looks at you worried. “I wonder…” he nudges Jungkook out of the way so he’s right in front of you. He snaps his fingers in your face.
You blink from the action and look around. Suddenly you see yourself in…a forest? “W-What’s going on? Where am I?”
Jungkook’s eyes widen, “Y-Y/N? Are you okay?”
You tilt your head in confusion as you stare at the strange boy. “Who’s Y/N? And who are you?”
Jungkook falls back on his butt in shock. His anxiety shoots through the roof. ‘She forgot me again?’ Jungkook stands up and walks a little ways away, his whole body trembling.
Jin notices Jungkook walking away from the group. He makes sure the rest of the boys watch you before going after the youngest.
“Jungkook, where are you going? Y/N’s over here.”
Jungkook turns to Jin, his eyes wide with fear. “S-She forgot me again.” He covers his ears with his hands and shakes his head. “I c-cant do this again.”
Jin narrows his eyes, “what are you talking about Jungkook? You better not be saying what I think you’re saying.”
The only thing Jungkook wants to do right now is scream. The air around him feels thick. He can hardly breathe. He keeps shaking his head as a panic attack officially sets in.
“She forgot about me. For the third time in less than 48 hours. I can’t keep doing it. I can’t keep being forgotten!” Jungkook let’s go of his head and turns to walk away.
Jin growls and grabs his arm, “so that’s it, huh? There are a few bumps and suddenly you’re done?”
Jungkook tried to yank his arm away but Jin held tight. “ I don’t want to be, but it’s not fair! Why does this keep happening to me?!”
Jin raises an eyebrow, his temper rising. “Are you serious right now? 'Why does this keep happening to you?'” Jin pulls Jungkook harshly. “What about her, huh? Everything that she’s been through in the last two days? She’s the one who had EST twice in one day! How the HELL does this affect you more than her! She’s scared out of her fucking mind!”
Jungkook shakes his head, his eyes closed. “I can’t stay to see her like this. It hurts too much. I’m sorry.”
Jin let’s go of Jungkook, his arms dropping to his sides. “I can’t believe you, Kook. After everything she’s done for us? Every single one of us, you just want to leave her? You want to abandon her just like everyone else has? You promised her you wouldn’t leave her!”
“Stop,” Jin interrupts. “Just stop. I can’t believe you right now. She’s been there for all of us when we needed it. She didn’t judge me about my past. She was patient with Yoongi when he would fall asleep randomly and Namjoon when he would go through his OCD habits and his clumsiness. She understood Jimin and J-hope when they were having their episodes, Jimin even assaulted her twice. She listened to V when he just needed to vent about the voices during his breakdown.” He glares at his friend. “She let you in to her heart, she took her walls down for you. After everything she’s fucking been through, I wouldn’t blame her if she didn’t want to let anyone in. But she let you in, Kook! She trusted you enough to let you into her life and now you’re about to walk away?!”
Jungkook stands there, his mouth open, speechless. Jin takes this as an invitation to continue.
“You know,” Jin’s voice gets quieter. “When you find that one person who you care about the most, you cherish them. You make it so they never want to leave. You show them how much you love them and how much you want to be with them.” Jin gets a faraway look in his eyes, like he’s somewhere else. “It is so painful when you lose that person. That one person you cared about more than anything, maybe even at times you care about them more than yourself. But once you screw that up, once you make them lose their trust in you, it’s all over. It’s all over and it’ll never be the same again.” Jin blinks back tears and comes back to reality.
He pulls Jungkook closer to him and points to you. “Look.” Jungkook looks over at where you’re sitting. Rap Monster and Suga are crouched done in front of you, trying to get you to remember. “Do you really want Yoongi and Namjoon to be the first two she sees when she wakes up from her episode? What is she going to think when her boyfriend, the one that she loves, the one person she wanted to see more than anything, is gone? Do you really want that?”
“Love…”Jungkook breathes to himself, taking in everything Jin has said. He watches you, your eyes wide as you’re looking around frantic. He sees how terrified you are and it hurts him. He looks back at Jin. The look on Jin’s face pleads for him not to leave you, not to give up. Jin knows if Jungkook doesn’t, he will regret it for the rest of his life.
Jungkook takes a deep breath in, trying to calm his anxiety. He clenches his shaking fists and turns towards you, walking over slowly.
“Y/N, please try to calm down. We aren’t going to hurt you,” J-hope tries to reassure you. You shake your head, eyes shut tight.
“I d-don’t know who you are or w-where I am, just please, take me home.” You sound like you’re about to cry.
Jungkook pushes his way past the boys and squats down in front of you. He gently reaches over to grab one of your hands. The sudden touch of someone else jolts your eyes open, you stare wide eyed at the man in front of you.
“Y/N, please, you need to trust us.” Jungkook tries to smile. It’s hard to pretend to be calm when the women he loves is terrified out of her mind right in front of him.
You freeze when you see the unknown boy right before you eyes. Suddenly, your body becomes calmer and you’re breathing starts returning to normal. Something about this boy is taming your anxiety.
You reach out to gently touch his face. He turns his head slightly to let you. “Wow, you’re really cute.”
Jungkook’s face turns red as the other boys chuckle at the comment. Jungkook smiles shyly at you. “T-Thank you.”
“What’s your name?”
His smile disappears when you ask that question, but he answers it anyway. “My name is Jungkook. But you usually call me Kookie.”
You tilt your head at his words. “Kookie? I like cookies…” You furrow your eyebrows. “Kookie…” You repeat. Jungkook looks at you with a mixture of confusion and concern. “Kookie… That sounds familiar…” You trail off, your eyes becoming unfocused.
V nudges Jungkook. “She’s remembering but I think there needs to be something to push her over the edge.”
Jungkook immediately knows what he has to do. He reaches up to grab your cheeks, caressing them with his thumbs. Without hesitation, he brings his face to yours and gently kisses your lips. After a few seconds, he pulls back and stares at you.
You blink, your vision coming into focus. You shake your head to try to rid yourself of the headache. Opening your eyes, you look around to all the boys staring at you with anticipation. You quirk your brow.
“What are you all staring at? Do I have something on my face?”
All the boys sigh with relief when they hear your humor once again. You look around with confusion but eventually shrug it off. Lastly, your eyes fall on Jungkook who is staring at you wide eyed.
“Kookie, are you okay?” You tilt your head.
Jungkook lets a few tears fall before tackling you with a hug. “Hey, it’s okay. I’m right here.” You rub his back and hug him tightly as he cries.
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I’ll never leave you again. Please forgive me.”
“Leave me again? What do you mean?” you look around for help. Your eyes fall on Jin and he mouths ‘I’ll tell you later’. You nod in understanding, you just hug Jungkook tighter.
Rap Monster clears his throat, catching everyone’s attention. “Now that we’re all finally calmed down, it’s time to really get out of here. We need to move further away. Much further.”
“But where are we supposed to go? We don’t even know where we are,” Jimin asks, worried.
“Well, I’ve taken care of that situation already,” he grins, proud of himself. There’s a moment of silence, waiting for Rap Monster to continue. He doesn’t.
“And what would that be?” Suga asks impatiently.
“Oh right. Well, yesterday during free time, I kind of snuck into the office and made a phone call to a friend. He says we can stay with him and his family as long as we would like.”
J-hope scoffs, “who is this person that would be willing to take in eight mentally ill patients from a fucking mental hospital?”
Rap Monster chuckles. “Well, his name is Jackson Wang and it just so happens that he pretty much has six practically insane brothers as it is.”
Your mouth drops open, “you mean THE Jackson Wang? One of the assassins of the gang Got7? Are you crazy?”
“Don’t worry, Y/N. They’re all amazingly nice people and would do anything to help friends in need.”
Suga gets a thoughtful look on his face. “I remember someone who used to be in this hospital with us. His name was Bambam. I think that’s the gang that took him in. If that’s the case, then I have no doubt we will be fine.”
The rest of the group nods in agreement, not really having much of a choice. They all stand up and follow Rap Monster out of the forest. You grab Jungkook’s hand and stand him up as well.
“Kookie, thank you for everything. I wouldn’t have made it through this place if it weren’t for you or the rest of Bangtan. I really hope we can be together for as long as I live.”
Jungkook smiles and kisses your lips gently. “Me too, Y/N. I’ll always be here, no matter what. I promise.”
BTS | Their s/o Wears Glasses Around Them For The First Time
can you pls do the “seeing their s/o with glasses for the first time” reaction for bts ???
Jin: ‘Why does the universe hate me today????’ you thought as your last contact tore. It had been a horrible morning to begin with, what with your coffee pot dying and then the hot water going out in your apartment and the landlord saying he would ‘get around’ to fixing it. Then there were the neighbors who were constantly fighting….
Having to wear your glasses was probably the last thing you really needed to be complaining about at that point. But what with the stress at work and now all the stress at home…this was not working for you.
“When you got the job I didn’t think you would change your look too,” Jin said when you walked into BigHit.
“What are you talking about?” you questioned.
“You know, becoming a PA and doing the whole slacks, blouse, and…well the glasses are a nice touch,” he replied.
You sighed. “I didn’t do it to change up my look Jin, I normally wear contacts but I ran out.”
“Oh….well it looks good…lemme take a picture cause this may never happen again.”
Suga/Yoongi: Because of the fact that Yoongi wears glasses when he reads you figured that for the most part when you showed up at the dorm with your glasses he would be indifferent about it.
“Why are you wearing glasses?” he questioned as you walked into the living room where he was lounging on the couch.
“I’m out of contacts,” you said, “I ordered some but the doc said they won’t be in until next week. So unless you want me to start bumping into things…”
He was silent as he stared at you, trying to take in the fact that you were wearing glasses. “God we’re both gonna be blind by the time we’re eighty, aren’t we?”
J-Hope/Hoseok: “Why would you hide this from me Y/N you look so adorable!” Hoseok said when he saw you in your glasses.
“I wasn’t hiding anything…I just never ran out of contacts and needed to wear my glasses,” you said.
“You never even told me you wore contacts…”
“It never really came up…why are you staring at my like that?”
“I just…you look so cute and adorable…you should wear your glasses more often,” he said.
“Another reason I didn’t say anything is because I knew my ball of sunshine would do this…” you said, “They get in my way Hoseok…please stop with the look….”
Rap Monster/Namjoon: “This is why you’ve been avoiding me the last couple of day?” Namjoon questioned as he walked into your apartment, seeing you wearing glasses for the first time in your two and a half year relationship, “And how did I not know you were glasses this whole time.”
“I told you I wore contacts and you kinda gave me a ‘that’s great’ and continued on what you were doing and so I figured you would either remember or you wouldn’t,” you said, “Anyway…I wasn’t ‘avoiding you’ I was avoiding my glasses getting broken.”
“….I would’ve been careful,” he said.
“I know Joonie…anyway my new contacts just got here so I’m gonna go put them in, then we can head to lunch,” you said, setting your glasses in their case and heading to the bathroom.
‘I wonder how bad Y/N’s vision really is?’ he thought, carefully picking up your glasses and holding them up to try and see out them.
“Namjoon, what was that sound?” you questioned.
“Um…well…Y/N, don’t be mad at me….”
Literally my worst fear
Jimin: You were actually comfortable in your glasses, to the point where most of the time when you wore them you actually forgot they were even there. However, when working at a restaurant when going from the cooler front of house to the warmer back of house, the constant fogging up of glasses was not very helpful.
That in mind you really only wore your glasses when you were home alone or out of your contacts. So when your boyfriend Jimin Facetimed you late one night you didn’t even think about the fact that you were wearing your glasses.
“Whoa, Y/N did I tell you the them of our photo shoot?” he questioned.
“What?” you asked.
“Glasses….you’re wearing glasses,” he said.
You reached your hand up to your face and felt that in fact you were wearing your glasses and you laughed. “No Jimin…I wear glasses when I’m not wearing my contacts.”
“Oh…well they look good,” he said smiling, “Hey Jungkook, come look at Y/N…”
“Now you’re just gonna embarrass me.”
V/Taehyung: “You do not look weird,” Tae said after he saw you in your glasses for the first time, “You are the most beautiful creature on the face of this planet and you should know this by now.”
“That’s sweet of you, but you’re only saying that cause you’re my boyfriend,” you said, “I’ve always looked weird in my glasses…that’s why I wear contacts.”
“I’m serious Y/N, you don’t look weird,” he said, “If anything you should wear them more often.”
“That is not happening….”
“I already told you.”
“Y/N…if you want weird, I’ve worn weirder things than your glasses could ever possibly be,” he said before leaving the room and returning with a shark hat on his head, “Now this is something that’s weird. Your glasses don’t come close to this.”
I want that hat
Jungkook: “You can quit staring,” you said, looking up from your food. After a horrible turn of events that included; your bag, the small child you were babysitting, and your contact case…you were stuck wearing your glasses. And apparently the fact that you were wearing glasses was intriguing to your boyfriend.
“I just never expected to see you in glasses…I mean you had told me once that you were contacts, but never that you had glasses too,” he said.
“That’s because I don’t like wearing them and they’re only back ups and I’m only wearing them because I’m tragically out of contacts,” you stated, “I know I look awful so-”
“You look great in glasses,” he said, “Jagi, you look hot.”
“I do not look hot…for me…this is not hot,” you said.
“Well…it’s your decision not to wear glasses but…I still think you look hot.”
The ladybaby had to go to the vet today for a hot spot. 😣 She’s gonna be OK, we caught it stupid early, and her booty fur will grow back eventually. Here she is rocking her Shark Hat because lady corgs cannot be stopped.🦈 #PrincessSharkBun #knivesthecorgi
- buying matching shark hats and cute fish flip flops “your head is too big for the shark to eat lOL” “your skull is too thick for the shark to bite into LOL” “you’re so mean”
- yelling at him because he wants to take off his shoes every time you stop at an exhibit “it feels like i’m at the beach” “thAT DOESN’T MEAN YOU SHOULD TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES”
- making funny faces at the clueless fish inside the tanks and pointing at squid to tell you that you look like that “my eyes aren’t at the side of my head” “but you have a big head like a squid”
- complaining throughout the entire time in the aquarium because he wants to feed the fish but the two of you forgot to buy tickets to do fish feeding “i want to feed the fish” “we can’t this time” “do you think the sharks will eat you if i throw you in” “tAE” “true, you wouldn’t taste that good”