HE-HAS-SOMETHING-TO-LIVE-FOR

anonymous asked:

I don't think she actually made it for him... if you look in her twitter she has that video made for someone else who asked for it. I think he just dubbed a voiceover with the miniminter part... idk. Glad you're back! 😘

Idk either. It just wasn’t a wise decision on his behalf. I personally think he loves winding the crazy fan girls up. In my opinion I think he lives for the reactions that putting that in his outro is going to get, because surely no one’s that stupid to think something like that wouldn’t get a reaction because he’s well aware of the amount of fan girls he has and how many of em that will piss off. But thank you doll! Irrespective of everything that i’ve come back to I’m glad to be back 😚

anonymous asked:

Do you think UI might fight kaneki in the future ? Do you think UI could live to his hype in battle ?

Oh, definitely. Ui’s conflict with Kaneki is something that has been building for a long time.

Spurred on mostly by the combined fear and jealousy he felt towards Haise, for being Arima’s favorite and also for being a person who could turn into an out of control ghoul at any time, that as canon has shown us at those times only Arima could stop him.

This is further complicated by the recent revelation that Ui actually does regret the way that he treated Sasaki. Before this point Ui only ever saw Sasaki as somebody dangerous who was going to get promoted and surpass him, but after this point he realizes that all this time Sasaki was just trying to fill the distance between them that Ui himself created because of his complicated feelings towards Sasaki. 

As to whether or not Ui could stand a chance against him, he definitely could. Of all the characters in the manga who could threaten Kaneki after Kaneki literally made a point of killing the strongest character in the manga Arima, I can only realistically see the two special classes who have been built up as equivalent strengths to Arima posing a threat to him (that being Juuzou and Ui, the next reaper and the hope of the Arima squad respectively). Canon also backs this up, of all the veteran special classes the only character able to hold Owl off for a few minutes before Arima came, and live was Ui Koori.

In the Rueshima arc we see him effortlessly holding off Tsukiyama, Naki, and Irimi all at once without breaking a sweat, and also while picking off other ghouls that are running away.

All of the other characters were beaten and exhausted by this point, and even had their quinques broken but Ui defended himself and kept attacking relentlessly without breaking a sweat until the other ghouls basically just fleed. I do believe he has the physical capability to be a threat to Haise. The question is though, if he mentally would be able to fight with as much confidence as he did beforehand.

anonymous asked:

Hello! I'm looking for this fic wherein Hermione has been looking for Draco for a long time (a year or more maybe?) then she finds him in a forest in some country. He's a werewolf in the story and Hermione has to set-up a warded tent outside his house because Draco likes her "smell" or something like that. It also involved Hermione bathing Draco. Thank you in advance! :)

This:

Not To Me by naarna - NC-17, 6 Chapters - The War is over, Voldemort defeated, and everyone settling into their post-War lives, with Hermione taking up a position at the Department for the Regulation and Control of Magical Creatures. Yet, when she comes across Draco’s name in the confidential register of creatures, she leaves everything behind to go off on a search for him…

- AgnMag

So, today; my dad admits to having an affair for the last 6 months WITH HIS SISTER IN LAW, asks to move her in, says he’ll just live in his car with her then, i realize we’re going to lose our house, my mom and I agree that we’ll probably have to live in a motel or something, I’m looking for jobs now I don’t have experience or a car but I do have crippling social anxiety. My life has completely gone to shit in the span for 57 hours. 

Very Funny Story From My Daughter!

My 8th grade daughter just told me something hilarious. A boy in her grade was suspended today because he yelled…
“THERE IS ONLY 1 GENDER BECAUSE WOMAN ARE OBJECTS!!!” during recess. LMAO

My daughter thought it was very funny but didn’t laugh because she noticed her friends were not amused. I’m glad my kid has a sense of humor and knows when someone is just pushing buttons for a laugh. The boy did receive a 1 day suspension which I think is harsh but considering the over PC era we live in it could have been worse.

My life has been anything but ordinary, far from perfect. When you have a father that beats the idea into you that you are worth nothing, you try your hardest to prove you are worth something. That’s what I’ve done. He left bruises on my wrists and scars on my mind. He left tears rolling down my cheeks and hateful yelling in my ears. He trapped me in my own head, filling me with doubt. How can you fight a demon who lives in your house? You don’t, really. You grow up trying to be a hero. You let yourself bleed and fall apart because you’re never sure if you can handle it or if you’re good enough. At the end of the day, you let the nightmares pull you into sleep. You let broken memories cloud up until you’re stuck in a fog. You become a writer who sits alone in the quiet of their own room, screaming silently with their fingers pulling at their hair. Eventually, you grow up. You try to forget about the trip to the hospital and the drive down to the police station. But it never really leaves you. The sound of a fist slamming into a kitchen counter, the feel of your hands shoving him back, and the trembling of your entire body as you lay on the bathroom floor with the door locked. It doesn’t leave you. When you see dads laughing with their little girls, you try not to cry. When you think about how much you would’ve loved to have had a dad to count on, you stop yourself. We do not all get lucky. We are all unlucky. Life isn’t meant to be fair. It’s meant to make us into heroes. You need a villain to show you how to be a hero.
—  here’s to my defeated villain

somewhere-in-ambrose-asylum  asked:

Why is everyone so upset about the whole Vegan thing? They are acting like he did something horrible. Everyone has right to do what they want with their lives. He is mot harming anyone. You're Vegan? Great. You're not a Vegan? Great. Its a simple as that. Just let it be people. There are much bigger things happening in the world to worry and rant about. I'm just so confused by the anger.

Preach sis. 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

I’m guessing anon may have felt attacked.

Pete’s tweet was about people who profess to be cruelty free, but still support business that perform animal testing.

Do with that as y'all would.

anonymous asked:

Please explain something to me: How is it possible to see how badly Regina's family need to accept the EQ as a part of Regina, but not see how incredibly abusive and toxic Belle has been to Rumple since 5B? She has rejected a part of Rumple, something that has been part of him for 300 years, something that he finally learned to accept and live with (and I think it's important he managed to do that while he wasn't near Belle in 5B) and she kept punishing and belittling him for that, even tho

he didn’t hurt her or anyone since she’d gone back to him and they slept together. Please look at Rumple by the end of 5B. He is finally at peace with himself. He only wants to keep his family safe, but fully accepted himself (something Regina still struggles with). And Belle wakes up and makes a mess of him. She keeps hurting him, is trying to get him to deny who he is. Then Rumple becomes abusive too because he is afraid and feels unlovable and alone (thanks to Belle). So many people recognize            

their abusers in Belle, and this fandom viciously attacks them for it. Because Belle is the female in the relattionship, and because she is tiny and cute and all that shit. Because Rumple has more magical power, no one talks about the emtotional power Belle has over Rumple (and keeps using that against him). Please tell why does this show suddenly want to sell this relationship as cute and sweet? Where are they going with this? Think about it this way: if a hetero girl, who doesn’t understand    

bisexuality dates a bisexual guy and she wants to turn him into a hetero guy and she keeps yelling at him and calling him a monster or something ubnormal until he becomes a shell of himself that is not romantic. So why would Rumbelle be any more romantic? And how can this whole fandom not say anything about this and keep painting Belle as a saint? I only hope that not only Regina, but Rumpe will learn to accept himself again by the end of the series and they can both undo all the damage.    

Oh boy Nonnie I wasn’t even sure if I should answer this ask with just a gif showing my utter shock at what you just said but I figured …let’s better talk about it.

Even though before we get we get into that whole Rumbelle thing I want you to know that this straight/bisexual comparison you brought ..besides that its a weird example choice in this matter.. this is not how the Rumple/Belle relationship is presented

So to Rumbelle…

Rumple didn’t accept his darkness he embraced it fully. And this time not to protect or find his son but because he couldnt let go of his oh so loved power.

Rumple promised Belle, promised his son to be better, to do better. Just like Regina did. And they both - understandably - struggled. But Regina found her way, she fought hard for her family to be a good person, to redeem herself. And she still fights every day no matter how much it hurts.

Rumple has stopped trying to be better in season 4.

Where he constantly lied to Belle.
Where he was ready to help Ingrid kill all the people in Storybrook
Where he trapped the fairies and ripped out Hook’s heart.

And Belle did the one thing she could - she broke up with him and banished him from her life. Because there was no way she could trust him again after he betrayed her like that - for heaven’s sake the woman was afraid of him.

But of course Rumple finds his way back into town and at the beginning of season 5 he even starts to be better again to be worthy of the woman who stood by him for years…

Only to become the Dark One again. Only to lie to her again. Only to screw her over again. And not to forget that tiny detail that he sold their child. And even if I can understand why he did it…Jesus that’s Belle’s kid he put in danger there. Oh yes and the lovely part where he tells her that he wont try to be a good man, she should take the darkness or leave. Are you seriously telling me you would be okay with that if your husband tells you he will keep doing fucked up things, learn to deal with it? This is not acceptance this is giving up.

That’s not a love that’s insanity. So yes I guess we agree that post season 3 Rumbelle is not a healthy relationship but not because of Belle but because of Rumple.

And then we start season 6 were he completely loses it. Instead of giving her space instead of proving to her that he will be better for her and their child he trapps her, puts a tracking bracelet on her and wants to speed up her pregnancy. And you call this “not hurting her?” And he hurt the Queen just fine thank you very much.

You know what this kind of behavior leads to in the real world? A fucking restraining order.

It is not Belle’s job to accept and support Rumple’s decision to stay in the darkness, its not her job to give up all she stands for and believe in for him. Its not Belle’s job to give herself up for him.

And if there is one thing I can’t hear anymore than it’s - Why do you Evil Regals don’t understand Rumpe he is just like Regina “

No Nonnie he isn’t. Rumple and Regina don’t have much in common anymore. Regina is making the right, the hard choices while Rumple still chooses the easy way out.

If Regina would still behave like the Evil Queen did and instead of trying to do better (and yes i’m talking about the actual EQ not Split Queen her case is different) I wouldn’t want Robin to be with her. Hell Regina wouldn’t want it. Because he deserved better. Belle deserves better

He seems to realizes that he is on the wrong way, 6b looks very promising but he has been far off this way for the last few seasons. And you know I get why Rumple does what the does and in certain moments my heart breaks for him but it doesn’t justify what he has been doing to Belle and a lot of others during his life time. It just doesn’t. He is not the victim in this relationship.

So to sum up Nonnie…I disagree on practically everything you said and i’m not interested in continuing this conversation.

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No, it’s you.

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cheesy metaphor for freedom aside, look, they have plenty in common and would be adorable friends, dont look at me

LOOK AT THESE BOYS. OUR PODIUM FAMILY WHILE LIVING AND TRAINING IN ST. PETERSBURG.

YUURI TRAINING IN THE SAME RINK VICTOR USE WHEN YOUNGER…

AND THIS LAST ONE HAS TO BE AFTER PRACTICE. Yuuri looks so comfortable talking, while Victor has this loving look, while listening to his fiancé ramble about something we know victor finds to be completely adorable, with an arm around him, he just can’t seem to keep his hands of the other boy. HE’S JUST TOO HAPPY AND IN LOVE.

Yurio listens, while leaning against Yuuri, with a serious face, but concentrated on what the other is saying. NOW I CAN PICTURE YUURI RETURNING WITH VICTOR TO HIS APARTMENT, AFTER A LONG DAY OF TRAINING.

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Here’s how ‘Power Rangers’ addresses Trini’s sexuality

  • The Power Rangers movie will do something the original live-action series, and no major superhero film, has done before it: feature the first LGBTQ superhero.
  • The news comes from Power Rangers director Dean Israelite, who spoke with the Hollywood Reporter. The Yellow Ranger, Trini, played by Becky G addresses her sexuality while still “questioning a lot about who she is.”
  • “She hasn’t fully figured it out yet,” Israelite tells the Hollywood Reporter. “I think what’s great about that scene and what that scene propels for the rest of the movie is, ‘That’s OK.’ The movie is saying, 'That’s OK,’ and all of the kids have to own who they are and find their tribe.”
  • The news of Trini’s sexuality was quickly praised on the Twitterers. We have a description of the exact scene in which Trini talks about her sexuality (spoiler warning): Read more (3/20/17 6:51 PM)
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you’re gonna be the guy who tells people what’s good for them? of course it’s my job. it’s physically my job. that’s why i do it.

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So I was rewatching YOI again and then I got to think…

In Episode 7 when Yuuri cried:

  • He’s always been an anxious fellow; he gets extremely nervous before important events
  • Now his anxiety and nervousness doubled because he thinks that his mistakes will reflect badly on Viktor, too, and of course he of all people doesn’t want the living legend to look bad in front of everyone - especially on Viktor’s debut as a coach
  • He’s trying his best to man up and hold himself together
  • But then Viktor said “i will resign as your coach if you fail” like testing him, so Yuuri gets extremely upset because it feels like Viktor has so little trust in him
  • Thus he reaches his limit and breaks down in tears

And then in Episode 12 when Viktor cries, at first I was like “well of course he cried, who wouldn’t be sad suddenly listening to yuuri saying something like that?”

But when I tried to put myself in his shoes:

  • He has been fascinated by Yuuri since the banquet last year; he was lonely and at the brink of losing inspiration, but then Yuuri came and brought colors to his life
  • His relationship with Yuuri has made him extremely happy; Yuuri taught him “life and love”, they have just recently exchanged engagement rings
  • They have been practicing for the Stay Close to Me Duet; that night Viktor must be looking forward to tomorrow’s exhibition when he could finally show their love to the whole world while skating to this program - the program that represents his desperate plea for love which was answered by Yuuri
  • But suddenly Yuuri said he would retire after this final, making that Duet he looked forward to the last time they skated together

WHO THE FUCK WOULDN’T CRY NOW THIS SCENE JUST GOT TWICE AS SAD

161109 BTS JAPAN OFFICIAL FANMEETING VOL.3 in Fukuoka - Quiz Game

1. Q: What makes Jungkook think he has really grown up? (500 points)

Taehyung: Carrier billing
Namjoon: Body
Yoongi: Age
Jimin: Driver lisence

Hint: Something changed about it

Jimin: Physically growing up
Jimin: Mentally growing up

2. Q: If Jungkook were an ARMY, whose fan would he be? Why? (5,000 points)

Jimin: It has to be me right?
Yoongi: J~~~~Hooopeee~~
Taehyung: Can I answer it? It’s V.
Jimin: It’s Rapmon-hyung, because he’s smart. 

Namjoon said he would be Jungkook’s fan too.

3. Q: The most embarrassing moment of Jungkook this year? (50,000 points)

Yoongi: Falling down while riding a scooter in front of our house?

Hint: During live performance

Yoongi: Drooling while perfoming live?
Taehyung: Having stomachache while perfoming live
Hoseok: Pants ripped
Jimin: Dropping his mic

Hint: During live perfomance, something happened and the two got something

Jimin: This one surely is V
Seokjin: During ‘BS&T’ pre-recording, I blew hand kisses to ARMYs
Taehyung: During ‘BS&T’ pre-recording, Jin-hyung…
Jimin: Laughing when seeing Jin-hyung’s dance?
Yoongi: Jin-hyung really can’t dance!
Seokjin: Before the pre-recording, while positioning, I touched Jungkook’s butt
Jimin: Jungkook farted when Jin-hyung touch his butt?
Taehyung: Jin-hyung messed around with Jungkook during the pre-recording? 

Correct answer: During the performance, Jin-hyung messed around with Jungkook and both got scolded

Seokjin: Ah… Yeah
MC: You don’t remember it at all.
Jimin, Taehyung: I do remember.
MC: How was the situation like?
Jimin: I scolded them.
MC: Jimin-ssi scolded them? For messing around?
Jimin: They kept hitting each other… I told them to stop..
MC: That’s really cool.

4. Q: What’s the first thing Jungkook do after waking up in the morning? (60,000 points)

Hoseok: Hope! Going to the bathroom
Jimin: Opening the fridge
Seokjin: Drinking water
Jimin: Getting off the bed
Yoongi: Honestly…
Namjoon: (Doing the) laundry
Hoseok: (making stretching sound)
Taehyung: Corn Frost (cereal)
Hoseok: Thinking about ARMY?
Seokjin: Drinking milk
Jimin: It’s a thing he really does.
MC: What is it?
Jimin: Opening the fridge. It’s true. I see him do that everyday.
Yoongi: First thing after waking up, going back to sleep.

Correct answer: Finding something to eat

(giving out the Jungkook Master award)

Taehyung: I present this certificate to Jimin for his vast knowledge of Jungkook.
MC: Jimin-ssi, please tell us how you feel.
Jimin: Jungkook-ssi, please look after me in the future as well.
MC: Jungkook-ssi, Jimin-ssi won 1st place.
Jungkook: Jimin-hyung really knows me well. And I want to say thank you to our ARMYs for answering many questions too.

© mondomizel1

“It’s terrifying, isn’t it?”
     "What?“ he asked.
     "That we’re all so small,“ she said, turning her face to the stars. "And that we live such complicated lives. Do you ever think about that? The fact that every person in rush hour traffic has a first kiss and a favorite person and something that makes them cry on the spot. I mean, there’s billions of us on this one little speck overthinking what the hell we’re doing with our lives. Constantly planning and worrying and discovering. Knowing all along we’re just a dot in the universe. A tiny little crumb. Practically invisible.”
     She paused to take a breath, her lungs expanding until she could hold no more, and then she whispered, “It’s terrifying to me that we can be so small and so enormous at the same time.
—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write // 27

He asks me about you while I’m chewing a celery stalk. I shrug a little. I say I’m happy that you’re happy. My voice doesn’t shake. I sound professional and adult, like I peeled off all the parts of me that cling to you. He asks if I’m over you and I chew until my jaw hurts and I say, yeah, I think so. It doesn’t sound like a lie, even to me. It sounds like someone is shouting those words from the other end of a tunnel, like I’m not living in my throat anymore. He asks if I ever think about you. I say, well it’s hard not to when other people ask questions, ha ha. He doesn’t find that funny. I swim in the silence left over and then I catch the answer at the bottom of the pool like when I was seven and plucking river stones from murk. I say, I don’t unless something reminds me. It sounds diplomatic. Appropriate. I try to calculate the amount a normal person would think about you, dividing how much time we spent together by how much we are spending apart. In the new world, you’re not supposed to love deep, it’s creepy and offensive. People are supposed to fold in and out of your life like leaves; you’re never supposed to love hard enough that you get road rash from falling. Love doesn’t look good on Facebook, I mean. You took plenty of Instagram pictures carefully excluding me. I guess it was so when you went there would be no evidence. Nothing to delete.

He tucks his feet up. He asks how much I’m reminded of you. I blocked you on everything only to unblock you while I was drunk. I scrolled page after page thinking about how much the Internet killed love. Time was that if you were done with someone, you were done for good. The only way you could rip the wound open was by following them across countries. Snail mail doesn’t burn like seeing you happy, dancing with other girls. I’m saying the world was a worse place to be but I wouldn’t think of you as much, maybe. I say to him, ever think about how the 1950’s are super racist and sexist but people still fall for the aesthetic? He asks me what that has to do with the conversation. You would have got it. Some stuff is only pretty until you open it, like how pears go rotten once they touch air. I feel like that a lot, like my core holds onto little black seeds. And he asks me what I’m talking about. I say, oh, nothing.

A HOME FOR ANGELO

UPDATE!

Thanks to everyone sharing information, Angelo is now trying things out in a new home! It’s still early days to see how he gets on with the other dog in the house, but he has been adopted! We will hope that everything goes smoothly! 

Here he is, tired after a game of ball.

Angelo got a home in 2016.




This is Angelo.

I saw Angelo one day a few weeks ago when I was going through Union Square here in NYC, where I live. He was sitting on the sidewalk at a dog adoption event with a volunteer. He was wrapped tight in a blanket and was resting on his friend’s lap. I got my own dog from the same adoption event three years ago. For some reason, I stopped and sat down next to Angelo and started asking about him. There was just something about him.

The volunteer with him said that Angelo has been in foster care ever since he was found tied to a tree in Brooklyn. When found, Angelo was neglected and afraid. That was five years ago. Angelo has never had a good home. He lives in shelters and foster homes, and spends his weekends at dog adoption events. Other dogs come and go, and Angelo remains. 

Angelo was very eager for scratches and was giving a lot of kisses.

He has been well cared for by Mighty Mutts and a series of dedicated volunteers, but he has never had owners to love him. The volunteer I spoke to had been working with Angelo for a year. Every Saturday, he comes and sits with Angelo and people walk past him. He said, “I’ve been doing this for fifteen years and Angelo is one of the greatest dogs I’ve ever worked with.”

I got that right away. There was a reason I stopped.

So I sat there for a little while. At one point, one of the puppies got his tail stepped on and yelped. Angelo immediately stood up to check on the puppy, and then checked every other dog on the adoption line.

There is something about Angelo.

This year has been terrible, but I’m not letting 2016 go without making something good of it. So I am determined to get Angelo adopted to a good home. I tweeted about him, and some great people were interested in Angelo, but they were either too far or already had dogs. So here are the details on Angelo:

Angelo lives in New York, so he’d have to be adopted in the area so that Mighty Mutts can do a home visit before adoption. He should ideally be the only dog in the house, though he is good with other dogs. (I had my dog with me, and the two got along great and gave each other kisses. There were a lot of kisses involved in this whole affair.) He would be best suited with someone who has had experience with dogs, because he is a big, lovable guy. He is about eight now, so he is mellow. He has a lot of energy, but loves a cuddle and will likely sleep snuggled up with you if he can.

His volunteer said that for the right application (really make the case, maybe send a video?) he would be willing to drive somewhere within about a five hour radius of New York to do the home visit himself. 

Angelo has spent his life without a real home. If you are in or around NYC and have been considering a dog, consider Angelo. If you can’t adopt him, please spread the word to anyone you know in the area. 

I will sponsor the $275 adoption fee for Angelo, and you’ll be my hero.

To make an application for Angelo, contact Mighty Mutts. (And if you apply, let me know so I can follow up!) If you spread the word, please use the hashtag #ahomeforangelo

2016 has sucked. Let’s do this thing and get this awesome guy a home. 

oh by the way i also noticed something about yurio

did yurio tell mila to let him know when yuuri was about to perform?! that’s so sweet ok. you’re not convincing me otherwise. yurio gives so many shits about yuuri. he wants to see him do well. live. oh wow.

and also, after yuuri skates a flawless routine:

LOOK AT THAT LIL SMILE CREEPING UP THAT FACE. LOOK AT IT. my small child. i know you don’t want to smile but this is exactly what you’ve been waiting for, give yourself a break for once.

this. this is the golden one:

he forgets to watch the free skate, but thankfully he rushes back in time to watch yuuri do something insane:

i know everyone was shocked, but i’m thinking yurio has watched enough of yuuri’s performances to not expect to see that coming. he’s probably like, “since when did katsudon learn to land a quad flip??? what??? did i just see that???”

meanwhile, when it comes to his own teammate:

mila: hey, georgi’s about to start

lmao they’ve been giving us clues… yurio cares so much about yuuri, you have no idea.

Imagine buying Newt a new bow-tie before he leaves to go back to England.

Imagine the hurt on his face when he takes it from your hand, because he never thought he’d mean that much to anyone before. Living in the shadows of his brother has injured his self-confidence so much that he starts crying when you give it to him. Some moments felt like maybe only his creatures could care for him so adoringly.

Imagine him staring at it before tearing up, and he has to explain, “You didn’t have to. I—” He stops and clears his throat. What he wanted to finish was with, ‘I don’t deserve such gratitude.’ Wiping his eye with the back of his hand, he looks around for something to distract his train of emotions.

You can see the words on his facial expression, and you take a step forward. Hesitantly, at first before standing in front of him. He shuffles from foot to foot before glancing up at you, his fingers tracing the fabric of the bow-tie. For such a mundane exchange, he was getting far too emotional. You smile gently, cupping his shoulder, “I wanted to. It’s a gift… And if you ever wear it, I want you to remember what you did for us, for…” You took a deep breath in, and the chilly dock air stung your lungs, “For me… As sentimental and selfish as it is, I guess I don’t want you to forget about me.”

Those words rattled inside of him as he snapped the small box containing the bow-tie shut before shuffling into his beautiful jacket. Newt smiled at the object as it disappeared there, before directing his grin at you. “I’ve nothing to thank you with, that seems inconsiderate now…” You shrugged your shoulders, watching him reach down to grab his case before snapping one of the open prongs shut. He laughed quietly to himself, before feeling the sudden roll of sadness, “I’ve nothing for you but a few words. Those being, you’ll see me again someday. When my book is done, I’ll come visit you. Now that I’ve encountered New York, I doubt I could stay away for much long. The excitement sort of… Grows on you.”

“I look forward to it, Mr. Scamander.” You chuckled, “Don’t be too long.”

“Heavens no, I’d miss it too much.” Newt joked back, taking a few steps backwards to step onto the ship. 

“Good luck.” You said loud enough for him to hear. Something crackled in your voice as you spoke, something that Newt had caught onto and made him pause his motions.

“And to you, (Name).” Newt replied and reached into his pocket to trace the thin box you had given him only minutes ago. He had always hated saying goodbye, because some where more permanent than others; whether intentionally or unintentionally. He turned, his back now facing you. But alas, it was only a few paces forward he got in before turning around to look at you once again. As if in this very second, he needed one more glance to remember what you looked like, what your expression was, what your eyes appeared to be showing. He needed to remember these things. 

He falls, defeated to his emotions and takes the few paces forward once again to stand in front of you. Surely, it was an action you weren’t expecting and the physical closeness of his body was greater than it was before. “I couldn’t leave without asking something, (Name).” You raised your eyebrows, “It’s nothing bad!” He defended to your surprised face, “I just wanted to know if… When-” He changed his words quickly, “When I come back to New York, may I repay you for buying me a new bow-tie?”

This question made you laugh. Throwing your head back, tears finally trickled from your eyes and cascaded down your cheeks as you nodded in response, “That sounds fair.”

“I look forward to it.” Newt gave you a half smile, reaching a hand forward and wiping away your tears. You relished in the last bit of slow affection he dared give you before whispering quietly to you, and only to you, “Only a little while. I’ll pay you back, I do promise. and I am quite good at standing by promises I’ve made.”

Originally posted by sweetly87


I hope you guys liked that, because I had fun writing it! Reblogs and likes as always, are appreciated! Thank you, have a good one!

Little Acts of Resistance headcanon: Fashion edition

There is no way around a fact that the First Order concept and culture is deeply and uncritically inspired by Nazi imagery. I am still pissed off at creative decision to use Nazi chic IN SPACE! like you wouldn’t believe. I am also very spiteful, hence this headcanon.

Every person with vaguest idea about history of fashion knows that while Nazi uniforms were admittedly very stylish, they were also incredibly uncomfortable for the wearers. I like to imagine it’s the same case for the First Order uniforms. They certainly look like they could be.

So, imagine: at one of the deeply First Order worlds lives a fashion designer. He doesn’t really have a means to actively fight a regime. On the other hand, he has mouths to feed and workers that depending on him.

That doesn’t mean he can’t make nuisance of himself, though. And he can do it without the First Order noticing that something is amiss, even.

He gets a contract for designing and producing uniforms for officers and civilian dignitaries.

And then he gleefully makes them the most uncomfortable things ever conceived by fashion. All in the name of ~aesthetics~, of course. Of course.

(I like to think it’s generational tradition. The Empire’s boner on capes isn’t very practical, either.)