Calling Hours
Calling Hours

Bane- “Calling Hours feat.  Pat Flynn (Have Heart), Walter Delgado (Rotting Out), David Wood (Down to Nothing) and Reba Meyers (Code Orange Kids)

“Don’t grieve for your own end before you have finished it,
I’m only heading to the ground.
I’d rather feel rage than apathy,
You know that it breaks me slowly.
There’s endless promise in this,
This being infinite,
So take the twisted love for it with understanding,
I’m not ready.
This will only leave me losing more,
When I follow it down,
To a place where no one knows what we have done,
Bleed out to feel.”

This is a perfect sendoff.
On repeat for the rest of the day.

Watch Me Rise
Have Heart
Watch Me Rise

Watch Me Rise by Have Heart

he said, i promised myself i’d never feel this fucking way again
this world has got me praying on my knees
for one peaceful thought

in my mind
my stride
my life
my time
is consumed with a thousand thoughts
flying free like a flock of birds
with no direction or intention of finding home

it’s so hard to think
it’s so hard to change
when this world doesn’t see you any other way

in this world, they choose to see me
they choose to see me
like a setting sun
so it’s up to me
i have to see me
i have to see me
like the rising one

in my days somebody told me that the rain would always come
always come to wash away the pain
but nothing changes and this world still wants me down
wants me on my knees praying in that rain

born this way, die this way

i’d rather die on my feet
than live on my knees
i’d rather die on my feet
so you can watch me
so you can watch me
so you can watch me

the loss
the scars
the weight of heavy hearts
the things we carry

so i say to the slaves of depression
carry on
and sing the sweet redeeming song
about living this life
free and long

watch me, watch me
watch me rise

for miles and miles