All I Ever Was

Summary: A hunt goes wrong, and you’re left with only one choice. 
: SamxReader
: 1685
: angst (I hope o.o), suicide
AN: This here is my contribution to @nichelle-my-belle‘s angst challenge!!! I kinda enjoyed writing this, and this version is far better than the one I started writing out… it was a good thing I scrapped that first copy. It was so bad…
My prompt is bolded in text!
Constructive criticism welcome!


“Y/N! MOVE!”

Sam’s shriek startled you, making you spin on the spot, gun flying up to try and defend yourself too late, but something large and powerful collided with you.

Pain radiated through your body as you hit the brick wall behind you, and you heard a shard crack as your shoulder blade fracture. You collapsed to the floor, unable to keep yourself up as your head span and eyesight blurred horrifically.

Move, move, move. That was all you could think, but your body wasn’t cooperating. It was as if there was a connection error between your brain and everything else, sluggishly trying to push yourself up.

Gunshots rang out, followed by a slew of curses as both boys pelted down the alley.

Just as you started to shake the dizziness, you felt something land on you, and a scream escaped your lips as long, sharp teeth clamped themselves to your shoulder, terrifyingly close to your neck. The pressure continued to build, pain, like fire, pumping through your veins as you became convinced that the skinwalker would shatter your collar bone with its jaw.

One last gunshot went off, and you whimpered as the husky became a dead weight before slowly shifting back into the man you’d been chasing just hours before.

Seconds later, the stocky guy was hauled off of you, causing you to wince, and Sam gently wrapped his arms around you and tentatively pulled you to him.

“Sam,” Dean started, tucking his gun back into the waistband of his jeans, watching you tremble in Sam’s arms with nothing but shock and fear in his eyes, “Sam… she was-”

“I know” Sam said, cutting his brother off, he didn’t want to hear him say it out loud. He held you a little tighter, resting his cheek lightly against the top of your head as you buried your face in his shirt. “Dammit, I know…”

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Song Title Meme

tagged by @littleshechan  thank you!!

1. Write down every letter of your name or username vertically
2. Write a song that pops into your mind beginning with each letter.
3. Count the number of letters and tag that many people.

okay so:

I Lived - OneRepublic
Closed Eyes Still Look Forward - Chiodos
Human Legacy - Ivan Torrent
Alive - Superchick
Immortals - Fall Out Boy
Car Crash - Three Days Grace
Hopeless Wanderer - Mumford and Sons
All I Need - Within Temptation

Like the Dawn - The Oh Hello’s
Immaginary - Evanescence
Venomous - Hypnogaja
Innocent Sorrow - Abingdon Boy School
Neptune - Sleeping At Last
Giving Up the Gun - Vampire Weekend

Let it die - Starset
Emperor’s New Clothes - Panic! At the Disco
Gasoline - Halsey
All of Everything, Erased - Kevin Devine
Ce Que l’on s’aime - Tryo
Yami ni Furu Kiseki - D’espairsRay

and I have to tag 18 people omg okay so:

@braxtonmonek, @rooadoodle, @ttachibana, @loveless-rhapsodos, @roadkamelots,
@prinxe-puri, @neahdcampbeii, @the-backwater-experts, @nadejdaro, @snowball-n-mittens
@the-lotus-cchi, @undonesam, @halfnakedshitty, @wolfinthemaze, @madeoficeandfire
@allenwalkerhatesyou, @monochrome-pierrot, @melodiesofstrife


If you wanna of course <3 Take care!

keeperoftheliars  asked:

Asha listened to him, her lower lip between her teeth as she took on what he said. "It doesnt work like that when you're a girl. You're the lowest of the low and crawl your way up. These guys pick up guns and think they are God himself." She stated before moaning as he pulled her hair. "I'd say forgive me. But right now I'm seconds from dry humping you like a horny teenager." She whispered harshly, rocking her hips to get her point across. Holding his cheeks in her hands she kissed him roughly.

“Even though you’re a girl, doesn’t mean that you have to set your standards so low. I mean look at you, I truly believe that you could be just as powerful as me. All you need is some training,” the clown prince chuckled. “what did I say about us being in public?” Joker growled as he returned the kiss, then gently moved her to sit beside of him. “Asha, if you want to do stuff like that then wait until after work.”

*At Starbuck’s*

Pidge: *standing in a long ass line*

Lance: *walks up to Pidge and grabs her hand* This is crazy.

Pidge: *looks at Lance* Um

Lance: *looks at Pidge* You’re not my boyfriend.

Keith: *from behind Pidge and Lance* You’re holding the wrong hand, Lance.

Lance: You sure?

Pidge: Yeah, we’re sure.

Lance: I feel compelled to finish this Starbuck’s experience with you.

Pidge: I’m not paying.

Lance: Nevermind, I’m going back to my boyfriend.

Keith: I’m not paying either.

Hunk: *from in front of the line* Come hold my hand, man. I’ll buy you anything you want.

Lance: *goes to hold Hunk’s hand* At least somebody cares about me.


get to know me meme
↳[1/5] favorite male characters: spencer reid (criminal minds)

I don’t believe that intelligence can be accurately quantified, but I do have an IQ of 187, an eidetic memory, and can read 20,000 words per minute. Yes, I’m a genius. 

anonymous asked:

I sometimes want to shove a nail gun up my ass and say cowabunga because space exists and we exist

That’s not how I react to my innate human curiosity and awe of the cosmos, but cool