Getting-Faded

I disappear a lot, it’s getting easier. I fade into the background, keep my mouth pressed into a tight line, try to pretend that no one can even see me. I know there’s better ways to spend my time, but lately, I prefer making myself disappear. If you wanna see a magic trick, keep your eyes wide open, I’m about to vanish.
—  Lacee Rains, vanishing

Uh oh, guys.

After @invaderjj sent me that screencap, I went back to rewatch the scene from my own stream where Henry shakes violently and hallucinates inside the pentagram at the end of chapter 1.

So you walk in, and the room looks like this.

Floor is clean, save for the circle, and the candles are lit, right?

Then we see this.

That’s the ink machine, obviously.  Seems self-explanatory enough.  Once this flash is gone, though…

…we’re back in the room.  So why is the floor covered in ink?  Why are the candles blown out?

(BTW, that’s not Boris’s face next to the coffins – that’s the bottom of a The Dancing Demon poster.  It caught me off guard, too, because there are actually two posters placed in almost the same spot, and their textures constantly glitch back and forth, making it look like the damn thing is moving.)

The next image flash we get is this:

A wheelchair.  Why?  Who’s in a wheelchair?  Or, rather… who WAS?  The chair is empty, and there are splotches of ink here and there.

Something happened here.  You hope it was a miracle… but probably not.

Especially considering the inky frame of this image is the same as what you see when you’re being attacked by those ink ghouls later in Chapter 2.

After that flash fades, we get this:

This image is from my stream…

…and the second image is from this person’s stream, because it shows a clearer view into the room.  What you can’t see in a still image is that Bendy is slowly leaning towards you in this shot.

What’s more, look closely at the layout here: Henry is not in the pentagram room right now.  He’s close to a corner of a room, and the open doorway is right there, with boards all over it, right?  Look again at the pentagram room’s layout:

The only door this could be, if it IS the same room, is the one you did NOT enter through… which is closed, and boarded up in different positions.

Finally, we get this flash:

Bendy.  That’s the ol’ Bendaroo right there, and it’s the same model of Bendy that later chases you at the end of Chapter 2.

And once that nonsense is over, we’re finally back here…

…and we promptly faint.

What the Devil happened here?  Are these flashbacks?  Suppressed memories?  Possibly even premonitions?

Guess we’ll find out later on.

Thoughts on Nursey’s Parents

So a while ago in the stream chat, the “Nursey has two moms” headcanon came up, and N was like, “That’s wild. I mean, it’s always been that Nursey’s dad is white and his mom is black, but okay.” (That’s paraphrased.) And obviously his parents have never appeared or even really been mentioned in canon, so headcanon away with the 2-4 moms, etc., but I’ve been thinking about how the more canon-based version of his family could give us the character we see enter Samwell as a frog.

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quicker than lightning, whiter than bone
if you can erase it then I can atone
oh these days, oh these days get heavy
I get older and life fades but you remain

I’m sitting on the floor and crying my eyes off. I feel so alone, does anyone even realise my struggle is real? that i’m in so much mental pain, standing on the edge of the cliff. Thinking about jumping, ending it all.
Not a medication or therapy can make me better. I hug my mom and say nothing, I can’t hurt her again, I just want to be with her a little longer.
I’m so scared, so physically and mentally exhausted. I sit under the shower because my legs are too weak for standing.
I’m so full of bad thoughts, full of anxiety and pain. I let part of it out with the blood, but it’s not helping. I’m trapped and so lost.

And again this writing will just fade away, get lost between other messages. And it will mean nothing

Kinks With: Bangtan

Recommended: Dirty Talk With Bangtan, Oral With Bangtan

Warnings: Kinks.


If you don’t like smut, don’t read this. 


Jin: Frilly –Pink- Lingerie. He loves to see you in lingerie. You can get him to cum just by wearing a cute set of lacy, frilly, pink lingerie. He loves to fuck you wearing his favorite set. Your tits look perfect, the lace framing your thighs beautifully. He truly believes you’re a work of art.

Yoongi (Suga): Orgasm Denial. Watching you near tears from the burning feeling of your orgasm fading away gets him so hard. The way your pretty lips beg for his cock, fingers, tongue to make you cum after hours of being denied is something he won’t ever tire of.  

Hoseok (J-Hope): Mirror Sex. He loves nothing more than to make you watch youtself gets fucked in front of the mirror. He wraps his and around your throat as he fucks you from behind, making you keep eyecontact with yourself in the mirror.  He can cum so hard watching the pink spread across your cheeks from seeing yourself so fucked out.

Namjoon (RapMonster): Daddy Kink. Wearing his collar with the words “Princess”. Calling him Daddy while he lands reddening slaps onto your ass. Calling you his dirty little slut. Hearing you scream out “Daddy” while you cum all over his cock buried inside of you.

Jimin: Thigh Riding. The way your body trembled from the feel of his thick thigh pressing against you is something he finds so fucking sexy. His jeans get soaked from your juices. His skin sticky from the cum you’re constantly leaking out. He loves it.

Taehyung (V): Oral Fixation. Honestly, he could eat you for hours. He could live off the feeling of your hard nipples in his mouth. He loves to bite you. He loves to lick you. Any taste of your skin gets him hard. He could cum in his pants from one single taste of your cum on his tongue.

Jungkook: Toys. He loves tying your down with a vibrator buried inside of you. Your body trembling and shaking as you try desperately to get out of the binds. He stands there and strokes his cock as he watches you beg to cum. After an hour he finally, finally…reaches out and touches your clit and watches you explode in orgasm over the toy buried inside of you.


Thank you to those of you who enjoy this…series type thing! Next up is Oral with BAP for all you Babyz!

2

As she steadied herself on the desk, conscioussness fading, we get our first look at her face: it’s covered in lesions, a mask of puss and death. We’ve seen this horrific look before - in Abby’s vision. She stands there for another minute, fighting, fighting, before collapsing in a heap. Unconcious or worse. No sign of life. Dying on a dying planet.

Yes Sir Part 2

Yes Sir by evansrogerskitten

Part Two: You’re Mine 

Professor John Winchester x Reader

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Reader’s affair with Professor John Winchester develops. Emotions run hot and so does the smut.

A/N: This is for @roxy-davenport‘s Birthday Challenge. Happy Birthday dahling! My prompts: Jealous sex. Horror movie: Psycho. Quote: “You heard me. Take. It. Off. Now. ” This is also for @mrs-squirrel-chester‘s Album Fanfiction Challenge- “Lonely Star“ by the Weekend. Prompts and lyrics are bolded. Gifs aren’t mine. WC: 4977 | On AO3 

Warnings: NSFW, Explicit, Smut, Oral sex, Anal play, minor breathplay, language, alcohol, so much dirty talk, unprotected sex, fluff- so basically, my usual. Enjoy! xoxo


“C’mon, go out with us on Friday.”

“Yeah, we’re gonna hit up a friend’s birthday party and then the bars. Get in a little trouble maybe?”

I giggled at my two male classmates who were lounging on desks across from me. They were flirting, coaxing me to go out with them that weekend. I flirted back, smiling even though I knew I probably wouldn’t go. I’d known them all year and they were both cute. And a girl has to have a little fun, right?

Problem was I didn’t really want to go out with them. I already belonged to someone else.

I was having an affair with my college professor. Might call it foolish, perhaps even illegal. But the only trouble I wanted to get into was with Professor Winchester.

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Everything That Could Go Wrong...

Lafayette X Reader

Warning: Secondhand embarrassment, swearing (bad habit sorry), fluff, a little bit of Lams

Modern

You are going on your first date with Laf and Alex and the squad show up to watch

Note: The POV switches back and forth from yours and Alex’s. It’ll tell you but just a heads up :)


(Your POV)

You stood in front of the mirror nervously. You were going out with the most attractive man you had ever met. When you saw him in the coffee shop, you honestly could not comprehend how someone could be that handsome. Your thoughts were interrupted by a sharp rap at the door. You answered it timidly and you smoothed down your outfit. Damn, he was a gorgeous as you remembered. How you were going to get your blush to fade, you weren’t sure.

“Hi”

Oh fuck, he said something. You quickly thought of something witty to say, but his gaze distracted you

“I, um, uh, hi.”

Goddamn it.

“You ready to go? I hope you like French cuisine! I know the best place. When I lived in Chavaniac…” He babbled
You smiled at how passionate he was, and took his hand. Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad after all…

You arrived at the restaurant and you gasped. The place was beautiful, with luxurious seating and sparkling chandeliers.

“Do you like it?” He asked nervously.

“Oh Laf, I love it!” You squeezed his hand reassuringly.

A finely dressed waiter escorted you to your seats and placed menus in front of you. After he left, conversation flowed naturally between you two.

(Alex’s POV)

“Laf is getting laid tonight boys!” I shouted from outside the restaurant. John whooped and high fived Herc. I zoomed in the binoculars. “Looks like they just sat down, and the conversation is flowing. Let’s see if we can, ah, ease the tension a little bit more.” John looked confused. The man was gorgeous, but he wasn’t the brightest at times. “Just follow me.” I sighed.

(Your POV)

Laf sat directly across from you, the only thing dividing you was the almost empty plate of bread. You both shared so much in common, including your passion for politics and food. The only thing you had disagreed on was fast food.

“Burger King has a crown for a reason!” He argued

“Oh please, the Big Mac was the original 1000 calorie burger, Burger King copies.”

While you argued, three men approached your table. One look and you saw Laf’s face go sheet white.

“Hey, Laf!” The shorter one said, dripping with innocence. “We just came by to let you know your test results came in, sorry dude, you tested positive for an STD, although we aren’t sure which one.” He smiled sweetly, then turned to you brightly.

“You must be the date! Hi, Alexander Hamilton, pleasure.” Alex shook your hand like a salesman, never breaking his smile.

“The lovely men to my left are John and Hercules, but don’t talk about Herc to Laf. They’ve got a history, if you’re picking up what I’m putting down.” He stage whispered. You saw Laf’s face go furiously red when Hercules winked at him, and he became suddenly very interested in the table cloth.

“So!” Alex exclaimed, putting his elbows on the table. “How did you two meet?”

“We met at a coffee shop called Central Perk.” You said, nodding at Laf reassuringly. The poor boy seemed embarrassed out of his mind.

“Ah, Central Perk! Laf, wasn’t that the place you went to stare at the hot blon-”

“OKAY!” Laf yelled. “I think it’s time for me and [Y/N] to order now!” You saw a bead on sweat trickle down his forehead. “I’ll see you guys at home!”

“Can’t wait.” Said a flirty John, who then winked at his latest victim. They all turned and strutted towards the entrance.

You turned back to your date, who looked as if he wanted the floor to open up and swallow him. “I, uh, don’t have an STD and I didn’t have a relationship with John or Hercules and the only person I’ve ever met at Central Perk is you and-” He babbled.

You giggled. “Laf.” He looked up and his eyes softened. “I know they were your roomates. I saw them with binoculars before they even walked in.” A look of relief swept over him.

“Oh thank God.”

“Still pretty embarrassing though.”

“Don’t remind me.”

You laughed, and the rest of the night went smoothly. After dinner, he walked you home and kissed you goodnight after making plans for another date. “I promise I won’t tell the boys about this one.” He joked. You walked in your apartment feeling like you were floating. You couldn’t have asked for a better date!

(Alex’s POV)

I was lying with John under my arm when we heard the door open. A few second later we heard a heavily accented voice yell:

“YOU FUCKERS”

Uh oh.

Fenris Theory

You guys…

So I was recently watching party comments/reactions for certain thingies for DA2, and I came across a very crazy realization.

So when the whole party is being blood magicked by Idunna, the craziest things happened. So like - when Hawke asks these guys what the hell is wrong with them because they’re telling him to take it easy on her, all of the party members are like - naaaahhh just be gentle, she’s nice and we shouldn’t be hard on her - ALL EXCEPT for the mages…

…and FENRIS.

So I was like - DA FUCK. All the mages are like - “Woah, what the hell am I saying, this lady is doing something weird, Hawke.” And everyone who isn’t a mage is like - “take it easy, she’s had it rough blah blah”, EXCEPT for Fenris! When Hawke is like, “what the hell is wrong with you?” Fenris is like “I-I don’t know, be careful.”

WAT.

Why is he the only non-mage who doesn’t get fooled or enchanted (all the way) by this blood mage?

Obviously the answer is because he has those markings - BUT do you realize what this means!? You guys - this means Fenris’s connection to the fade is as strong as a mage’s.

Those lyrium markings don’t just affect his physical abilities, but his entire body is wired like a mage’s. He’s just as connected to the fade - Fenris just isn’t marked by lyrium - he IS lyrium. Woooaaahh. So basically - because lyrium exists in the fade just as much as in reality - his abilities actually give them the ability to phase into the fade.

THAT’S WHAT HE’S DOING WHEN HE PHASES.

He’s phasing in and out of the fade!

SOOOOOO.

That also means that if he basically has that ability, then he should be able to physically travel between the two worlds. HEHEHE.

This also means that if he is lyrium, he should be able to hear and understand the song of both blue and red lyrium. (I’ll get to that significance another time).

What this also means, that if you for some insane reason, chose to have your Hawke “die” in the fade (the creators said that whoever was left in there isn’t necessarily dead) then Fenris is actually the only person (now that the Inquisitor had their arm chopped off) that is capable of saving him.

If Fenris is this perfect blend of a living lyrium catalyst, he could successfully enter the fade and get Hawke out of there. I firmly believe that if that was studied more than he would be able to do it. As Danarius had wanted of his slave, Fenris was basically a limitless supply of lyrium for his magic.(Again, how this is done I will get into another time).

Another thing that made me stop and turn to look at Fenris a couple times is his insane ability to feel the veil. Though they could be just offhand comments, I somehow doubt that. The example I’m referring to here is his comment as you walk on the Bone Pit for the first time. Fenris says: “Many slaves died here, their cries linger in the stone.” But if you recall from any Dragon Age lore, we all know that the veil is thin where great tragedy struck, such as war, murder, and of course the slaughtering of many innocent slaves. It’s obvious that what Fenris is “hearing” is the cries of the spirits who are mimicking the deaths of those slaves that were slaughtered. But the only way one could hear that, would be if they could actually feel the veil, much like any other mage who is attuned to the Fade. Fenris is just as attuned to it, and he shows this time and time again.

Of course he could just be being epic, but again, I doubt that, as that’s a pretty amazing comment for someone who isn’t a mage.

I’m also piecing this together in the aspect about this - after Fenris sleeps with Hawke, he says he’s was able to recall his memories. I think by now that us FenHawke shippers have a canon that Fenris’s markings light up during “intense” moments, but think about this. What if the reason why Fenris is able to recall his memories at that time is because his lyrium is allowing him to brief the fade? What if those markings bring him ever closer to the fade, to a point where spirits would begin to take the shape of his memories that he so desperately wants back? That would explain why he was able to recall those memories, even though his mind had been wiped, and also why he immediately forgot them once they had stopped.

Now, I know you must be thinking “wait - wouldn’t that mean that Fenris would be able to recall his memories every time he lit up to tear someone’s heart out?”

No, not necessarily.

I’m a huge fan of the idea that spirits of compassion, though rare, tend to seek those that are searching and looking for something. While Fenris fights, that’s obviously not pleasurable, and his mind isn’t focused on the things he wants.

However, I believe that while he and Hawke slept together, that was a moment of intense want. He wanted something, and his mind was in a place where coupled with that intense emotion, his lyrium linked to the fade. In this instance, it wouldn’t be too surprising that a spirit came along and generously allowed him to recall his memories.

I like this theory, and I think that, out of some of the ones I’ve heard, this is nicely simple and would explain a lot of his power.

I’ll keep adding to this if I find more proof!

(Also, if you’d like, I’ve posted a theory on how this plays a part in Hawke’s rescue. Check it out)

anonymous asked:

Bath Bomb *Treat yo self gif* anon back at it again :) - I kinda messed up my phrasing with my last request lol but I still loved your reply so thank you! What type of bath bomb do you think the inqusition's inner circle member + advisors would use?

DISCLAIMER: This post is not sponsored by Lush, Mod Vic just really likes them!

Blackwall: What better scent for the man you found wandering the forest than Blackberry? This cozy bomb is perfect for winding down after a hard day and forgetting your troubles, right Thom?

Cassandra: If you tell anyone, she’ll deny it then kill you for good measure, but just like those trashy romance novels of hers, Cassandra loves a good Sex Bomb every once in a while. Even battle-hardened Seekers need to relax every once in a while!

Cole: Even spirits of the fade get tired, and Cole needs to show himself some compassion, and what better way to love yourself than with the beautiful hues of Twilight? Tonka and lavender come together to have Cole becoming a wisp of soothing scents breezing through the halls of Skyhold, providing an extra comfort to those he passes by. 

Cullen: Andraste’s Holy Tits this man needs a break. And do you know what goes well with a break? The simple, calming feel of the Butterball bath bomb. The soothing cocoa butter and vanilla scent are guaranteed to relax even the most tightly-wound warriors. 

Dorian: This magical Avobath bomb is perfect for Dorian, it leaves the user feeling soft, relaxed, and absolutely sparking. He’ll be positively glowing on even the harshest winter days in Skyhold, and you’ll be left green with envy. 

Iron Bull: Oh he would, without a doubt, LOVE Dragon’s Egg. I mean, the second he sees the name he’s GONE. Plus, the refreshing citrus scent is sure to awaken even the most tired individuals after… eventful nights. 

Josephine: This simple, exhilaratingly scented bath bomb is perfect for the romantic Ms. Montilyet. Tisty Tosty is a beautifully sophisticated combination of rosebuds, jasmine, and citrus. The only thing more romantic would be dueling your lover’s fiancé for her hand! Oh wait…

Leliana: Leliana’s had a tough life, and becoming the spymaster of the Inquisition isn’t making things any easier. Sometimes you just need to take a breath and enjoy the simple, frivolous things in life, like shoes and bath bombs. Leave time Frozen for a moment and just remember, the Maker has plans for all of us.

Sera: Although it may have a rather plain exterior, Fizzbanger is perfect for Sera. Swirling colours, the scents of apples and cinnamon, a plethora of little fizzy pops, like Sera this bath bomb is an experience. 

Solas: When the feelings of stress and dread are just too much, and finding abandoned ruins to meditate in is out of the question, the next best thing is to run a warm bath and experience the Guardian Of The Forest. Includes the calming scents of the forest without the risk of wolves!

Varric: Every writer comes across it: writer’s block. But when the world’s got you down, there’s nothing like a Metamorphosis to get you going again! The deep earthen scents and bright colours are sure to get anyone’s creativity flowing again. Now if only water-proof parchment existed…

Vivienne: For such a refined and classy lady such as Vivienne, the obvious choice would be Rose Bombshell. The relaxing scents of rose and lemon giving way to real rose petals? This is perfect for the Orlesian Mage.