I want nothing more than to give 100% to someone and get 100% back from that one person. To look into someone’s eyes and see the entire solar system and feel fireworks in my heart when they smile. I want nothing more than to hold someone’s hand and know that for that moment, I am holding my entire world. To wake up and reach for my phone, wanting to begin and end everyday talking to them. I want nothing more than someone who understands my job and is willing to sacrifice 4 months long distance, for the 3 months that I will get to spend with them when I leave the ship. I want nothing more than to sleep with someone in the most innocent sense of the word. To feel their arms wrapped around me or vice versa and to cuddle into them in a dazed sleepy state halfway through the night. I want nothing more than to love and be truly loved back.