I can, but unfortunately most are smut I think, haha. I don’t really read fics these days aside from searching for specific things tbh. But here are still a few of my favorites, some from FF and some from AO3! :)
Request: “Can you do an imagine based off the song If I Could Fly by One Direction pls??” -Anon
(This song made me feel very emotional and reminded me of when I was younger with all the little crushes and feelings i used to have oh man. Anyhow, hope you enjoy and that it reminded you of the song!)
Dan and I had that type of
friendship that either irritated the heck out of people out of envy or made
them completely fall in love and develop an obsession how a boy and a girl
could act the way we did without dating. We had developed this type of routine
in that Sunday afternoons consisted of scrolling through Netflix and finding
the most poorly rated movies we could and just binge watch as many as we could
with witty critique as the hours went on. It had always been the highlight of
the week for both of us when we could just lounge around without having to feel
guilty that we had piles and piles of work to do. So I had the damn right to
feel a little bit worried that when I left myself in and I wasn’t met with some sarcastic comment or
even Dan at all.
There was no sound or any
evidence of him from the living room as I plopped my bag down on the couch.
“Dan, are you upstairs? It’s y/n!”,
I called out but then hearing numerous cuss words from Dan’s room I knew that I
wouldn’t have to make the climb up to their little gaming cubby.
As I pushed the door open only slightly,
the ‘Ugh Becky’ sign swung against my leg just scraping beneath the hem of my
shorts causing my skin to prick slightly.
At first that may have been in
response to getting a little scrape on my thigh, but rapidly it changed into a
word representing all my messy thoughts seeing Dan massaging his lower palms
over his eyes trying to rid the redness that boiled around his eyes and ruining
the cuffs of his jumper while doing so.
“Hey bud what’s wrong” I mumbled
into his shoulders as I pulled his crunched body into my chest as I reached
over as he still sat on his desk in front of his desktop.
He turned around causing me to
break away from what hug I could give him and stood up. Soon though I was met
with a hug better than I could ever give. Dan gripped onto me so tightly,
almost with an element of terror as if I was about to never see him again after
“This morning I was scrolling
through uh some Facebook photos you tagged me in and just seeing those pictures
from last week-“, he was starting to become teary again and had to break away
from whatever sentimental ramble he was letting out.
“Sorry y/n I jus-just haven’t
felt like this in so long, I almost forgot hey? But yeah seeing a photo of us
just being stupid made me so happy and made me think that besides Phil, acting that
way around anyone else is so rare for me. Oh god this is so fucking cheesy, but
when you’re not with me and I do something whether that be ironically watching
some shit movie, I feel as if the whole scenario is not complete wit-without
He was almost silently sobbing
right now into my t-shirt, leaving sure a mark, but I didn’t really care in all
honesty. Here was a 6ft3 teddy bear completely defenceless and vulnerable needing
someone to love him and that was me and that’s what I wanted too.
“Bud, why are you crying then? I’m
here and going to be here as long as you want me too. We could stay up to 5am if you want fuelled
on Ramen and Energy drinks and we ca-“
Then he leaned down and pressed
his lips against mine. He pulled me in closer as we both deepened the kiss. It
was the most bliss and loved I had ever felt as his remaining tears still
trickled their way down his cheeks and onto both of our lips. He eventually pulled
away to wipe then away and sat down on the edge of his bed and signalling me to
do the same. Wrapping his arm around my shoulders he brought me into a half hug
and I could see from the edge of my eye a small little smile painting itself
onto his face again.
“I was and I guess am still
crying because I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want you to come to me saying
you’ve got a date that isn’t me. You cheer me up when I’m feeling like shit and
you don’t even know it half of the time. You’ve healed so much resentment out
of me to people in my life and you’ve taught me it’s not worth expending energy
on negativity, even if it may be tempting. I was just worried in thinking that one
day you’d just run away from me because of the downer I can be”
I looked up properly at him now
and now I realised how fixated he was on me. I had not realised how much I had
meant to him. Yeah sure I had been there for him for difficult times like he
had for me but while looking at me I could feel this almost urge inside of me
to just pull him as close to me so I could feel his pulse even to tell myself that
he was mine like I was his.
“I would never run away from you
Dan. We all have our moments and you should know that I will always be there
for yours. I’ll force you to go to those meetings and to make a video if I have
to, you know that. Please don’t ever think otherwise Bear”
His smile was full now and he
looked gorgeous. Although still puffy and emotional, he was Dan. He leaned down
in for another kiss, letting it be much more delicate and lingering on my lips.
It was almost as if he had exasperated all the words that big head of his
contained and was saying thank you through such a small movement.
Whispering slightly, “this is for
your eyes only y/n; you’re the only one who can see me this cheesy and corny”
I laughed and ruffled my head
into the cress between his neck and shoulder and smiled big just like him. Boy
were we both happy.