Severely and repeatedly drugged and raped by a sociopath. Today will mark almost five weeks to the day that my life was so very closely taken away from me. Under the influence and struggling to maintain any scraps of any logical or cognitive function due to drifting intermittent consciousness. I was force fed multiple pills of valume, crystal meth and god knows what else while spiked with Flunitrazepam also know as Rohypnol the date rape drug.
Kicked out and abandoned of the location of the attack I was left wondering the streets for hours dishevelled and barely clothed without an ounce of dignity or recollection of what and for how long occurred prior. I had NO shoes on, NO wig my trousers were half way off, No bag which I later found bits and pieces of further up the road. I could NOT speak English, I didn’t even know my own NAME. But I knew something was severely wrong. I didn’t even know how to order myself an uber home to safety.
Each and everyday I see videos pictures and read about people like me transgender people, black people black men women and children black Trans women beautiful women being attacked raped brutally killed and slaughtered and I’m SICK OF IT!!! YES I AM SICK OF IT, yes you can say ALL LIVES MATTER because you choose to be more than less WELL informed of the facts but when it comes to HATE CRIMES, HATE CRIMES SPECIFICALLY due to your RACE, YOUR GENDER EXPRESSION and the FACT that our lives to most meaningless and worth nothing simply due to the just how common place it has become to take our lives that they are thought of as DISPOSABLE, AND THAT IS NOT OKAY!!!!! I am not reading off statistics or something i read up about on tumblr three minutes ago I’m speaking SOLEY from EXPERIENCE. I AM NOT A VICTIM AND I REFUSE TO BE JUSTICE HAS TO BE HAD AND HAD FOR US ALL, FOR THOSE WHO HAVE UNFORTUNATELY ALREADY PASSED!!! When severe life changes occur you realise that NOTHING MATTERS existence is solely about education, raising consciousness and improving the human condition FOR ALL!!!! #BLACKLIVESMATTER #BLACKTRANSLIVESMATTER
Chemistry is something you can't force, it just happens, and we're particularly adept at spotting it because we're a generation of shippers (haha). We can see when a director is trying to force multiple romantic moments on two characters with no chemistry, we can see raging chemistry between two characters that 'hate' each other. All this is to say, people who think TH/TS have chemistry? Um, there's nothing there. Not only that, they think these two people are having sex? Yiiiiikes.