Can we just appreciate the fact that Dan and Phil have been the best of frends all these years? Phil has been there for Dan at his lowest points, and Dan has been there for Phil at his lowest points. And I think that is the best thing in the entire world. They truly are best frend goals. They started off as two separate people, but now it’s hard to not think of them together. I know they have separate lives, but they’re just always together, always there for each other, and always helping improve the other. That’s what keeps me going.

Sorry I’m still shit at drawing Pokemon

I just did this relatively quick, I thought it’d be fun because I’ve been really into PKMN S/M!! These are the starters I think they would have. Kumatora obv would have the punching fire breathing cat, Lucas would have the happy lil water pupper who nobody loved at first but grows up to be a beautiful healing mom poke, and Duster would have the nocturnal birby who sleeps all thwe time!

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.