I think I might’ve inhaled you

Tracks; 

  1. Bloodstream // Stateless
  2. Flowers Bloom // High Highs
  3. Landfill // Daughter
  4. Haunting // Halsey
  5. I Found // Amber Run
  6. I’m A Mess // Ed Sheeran
  7. Out Of My League // Fitz and The Tantrums
  8. My Number // Foals
  9. Bite // Troye Sivan
  10. The End Of All Things // Panic! At The Disco
  11. King and Lionheart // Of Monsters and Men
  12. A Little Death // The Neighbourhood

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WITH MY BROKEN HEART AND MY ABSENT GOD; a mix for kate fuller
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holding on learning to be strong, i’m reading bibles and poets of wisdom, asking why // no one’s laughing at god when they’ve lost all they’ve got and they don’t know what for // the love i let in, it left me so lost // everything i had to give gave out long before // it seems that i have left now all that i could love behind // i’ve given you all of my love, but it’s still not enough // i don’t know how I don’t just stand outside and scream, i am teaching myself how to be free // i have no faith but it is all i want, to be loved and believe in my soul, my soul

a ronan lynch/adam parrish fanmix (I’m not asking him to stay, Ronan thought.)  (listen) (download)

i. new ways - daughter | ii. thousand eyes  - of monsters and men | iii. breathe me / young god (mashup) - sia vs halsey  | iv. bloody shirt (to kill a king remix) - bastille | v. garden - halsey | vi. we must be killers - mikky ekko | vii. smokestacks  -  layla  | viii. I’ll keep coming - low roar | ix.  nightcall - london grammar | x. together - the xx

there will be blood// a seth/kate/ richie fanmix

01.devil’s hands (tempa)- truth// 02. warm- the neighbourhood (ft. raury)// 03. far from any road- the handsome family// 04. psychotic girl- the black keys//  05. sour times- portishead// 06. bruk pocket lament- the heavy// 07. toxic- yeal naim// 08. she’s like herion- system of a down// 09. pagan poetry- bjork// 10. conquest (acoustic mariachi verison)- the white stripes

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YOUR DARK TWISTED GAMES; a 4b mix for being seduced, manipulated, used, and betrayed by your boyfriend who is actually A

you’re writing lines about me, romantic poetry // take my hand, and take my whole life too // so this is the miracle i’ve been dreaming of // i don’t wanna hear your smart alibis, i don’t wanna feel this heartache and fear // that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to, as i paced back and forth all this time, ‘cause i honestly believed in you // asked me which books as of late i’ve read, asked me if i’ve read his own // your words leave your mouth pretty fast, and it sounds like vomit to my ears // don’t you think i was too young to be messed with? // you think you’re smarter than me with all your bad poetry

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good vibes only - listen

13 kpop songs that give off an ambient, dance-y feeling

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I DON’T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS

d r o w n  in a river, crash in a plane
you will turn into water, you will turn into  f l a m e s

i wanna leave but the world won’t let me // real friends are friends until after they die, still i romanticize all this disorder // how many years have i been sleeping? nobody ever said i was alive // all the hurt you nurse inside, you better cough it up, beautiful like shards of glass in your throat that cut you up // i may be wrong, another face without a name, but i’m alive and i can see i’m not the same // don’t track me down, i was born to leave, don’t bother my name, it was never me // eighteen thousand year old soul, midwest shooting star in the place she waits // i’ll kiss you once for life; i’ll kiss you twice for death // i’m a sorry soul in a sinful world (and you don’t get out alive) // looking in the mirror, looking back, a look of wild living bound to crack // let me feel the air again, the talk of friends, the mind of someone my equal // the demons that she hides are all she knows // everyone that i love is in hell here with me // she carries the act so convincingly the fact is sometimes she believes it // was i born to accommodate, i’m so good at playing dead // i feel so foreign: i’m not meant to be in this body i inhabit with these dreams that hang over me

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symphony: [/ˈsimfənē/] - an elaborate musical composition, typically 
in four movements; derived from the greek “σύμφωνος (symphōnos)” 
meaning “harmonious” or “sounding together”

movement i - dipper, “into the unknown” - [link]

movement ii - mabel, “be the stars” - [link]

movement iii - stanley, “make your own breaks” - [link]

movement iv - ford, “see the light” - [link]

(note that these mixes are devised as a unit – each family member shares a song artist on their mix with each other member, and there is one artist that features in all four parts of the symphony)