i feel really guilty that whenever i feel like shit i post about it and then all of you, who are sweethearts, try to cheer me up but then i just feel too shitty to appreciate it in the moment and end up wasting your time and springboarding off that into even more self-pity i’m sorry i promise i still do feel grateful for the effort you put in to trying


It’s been 4 days and now I’m feeling like this just might happen.  I’ve been eating right, eating proper meals, and making an effort to enjoy food again.  I’ve also been active and making an effort to work out.  On Monday I went for a run, and the past 3 days I’ve done the first workouts of Jillian Michaels Body Revolution.  I’ve feeling a little sore but it’s worth it.  I feel like the more effort I put into this, the better these habits will form. 

merry christmas from nina and benny!!!

(((alternatively, if youre not celebrating, heres benny using a seasonal plant to get kisses from his favourite lady)))

Guys we’re not far from 3rd place in SMA. You heard VIXX, they want a Daesang for 2017. But we can start off the year by giving VIXX a Bonsang award for SMA. If you have the time, it’s actually very fast. Please charge votes for them on the SMA app and vote for them on the MAIN/ BONSANG award. 

We’re only 0.5% behind and we need all the votes we can get. Please help us, we only have about 10 days left. 

Our mass voting starts at 11pm KST everyday, I hope you to see you there.