MUSIC: Röyksopp & Robyn – “Every Little Thing” & “Do It Again”
This collaboration is nothing short of a perfect sonic bomb waiting to explode on the pop music industry this year. Set to surface in its entirety next month, Röyksopp & Robyn’s Do It Again EP is already sounding fantastic.
Summary: The reader and Jensen are co-stars and
are having an affair
Pairing: Jensen x Reader, Jensen x Daneel
Word Count: 1,700 ~ ish
Warnings: Language, angst, cheating… some other
things but I don’t want to spoil anything!
A/N: I was challenged to write a fanfic based on the song Every little thing by Louisa Wendorff, didn’t plan on making
this into a series but when I finished the first one I my mind kept it going.This
is no disrespect towards Daneel and Jensen or their beautiful family!! This is
just a story and does not in anyway reflect how I feel about Daneel, she is
queen and I love her and Jensen together!
Please constructive feedback as always!
It was the morning after the
event, you tired to contain your excitement.
You knew today would be hard for Jensen and it wasn’t like you expected
him to do it first thing in the morning but you knew today was the day he was
going to end his marriage and you’d be able to finally be with him. After the dance the two of you shared the
rest of the night was pretty boring. You
and Jensen stole some glances and went on stage to accept your award but all in
all it was uneventful.
You tried to find some tasks
to to occupy your mind when your phone began to ring. Your heart skipped a beat
as you thought it could be him. With a
little disappointment you saw it was just Y/F/N. Not only was Y/F/N your best friend but she
was also your manager and the only person who knew about you and Jensen.
“Hey girly, whats up” you
“Y/N we need to talk about some
business opportunities and changes, are you home? I’m around the corner” she
“Yea that’s fine, everything
ok?” you ask a bit concerned
“Oh yea just some good
changes, I’m pretty excited for you. Ill
be there in five.” she hung up.
Shortly after hanging up
Y/F/N arrived and let herself in “Y/N… Y/N where are you?”
“In the kitchen” you called
back. She walked into the kitchen to see
you scrubbing the grout of the tiled floor, which she knew you only did when
you needed a distraction. “Does this have to do with Jensen?” she waved her
hand at you. You sigh and began to fill
her in about everything that happened last night and what Jensen told you.
“Y/N/N, I think you are
getting way to invested in this and if I’m being completely honest I think your
making a mess of your life.” You knew her words were coming from a good place
but that didn’t make them hurt any less.
You got very defensive “I’m
not messing up my life” you say with maybe a little bit more attitude than you
“When you were first asked to
be on Supernatural, it was a great thing for your career and now you’ve been on
the show for four years. You’ve
generated enough interest in you… I have scripts being sent to me for you to
audition for the lead role in movies and you’ve turned them down because your
too wrapped up in Jensen to leave.” She sighs and placed her hand on her
temple. “You have put your life on hold for him and at first I could understand
because you were hopeful he was going to choose you, but I’m here to give you
the reality check you need; he isn’t going to leave her, Y/N/N you need to move
“You don’t know that” you
“Listen your contract with
Supernatural is up for renewal after filming the finale and I don’t think you
should you should resign. I think you
need to move on with your career and personal life, I’m saying this as your
friend and manager.”
You knew Y/F/N was right, but
this time was different, Jensen was going to leave Daneel and after laying low
for a bit you two could be together with no reservations. You need to be with Jensen you are ready to
start your life with him.
“Look, I know the producer of
a new Ryan Reynolds movie, they are looking for their leading lady and they are
interested in you.” She steps forward and wraps you in a hug “Just think about
it and let me know. I love you girl, you
know you’re like my sister and I want only the best for you.” You hug for a few
moments and whisper “Thanks”
She turns and walks towards
the front door “Give me a call later, Ill see you soon.” At the door you hear
her say bye.
Y/F/N gave you a lot to think
about on one hand you wanted to advance your career, become more successful,
but on the other you loved Jensen. You
loved him more than you loved anyone in your life and just felt whole when he
was around. It was all too much to think
about… you didn’t know if it was the bleach you were using to clean or this
whole situation but you felt sick to your stomach. You had to practically run to the bathroom
before your breakfast ended up all over your clean floor.
The rest of your day dragged on
with no word from Jensen. You were just
about to turn in for the night when your phone buzzed
Your heart was in your
throat, was this it? Did he leave
Daneel, was he finally going to be with you?
Those ten minutes flew by and
next thing you knew Jensen was knocking on your door. As soon as you opened the door Jensen grabbed
your waist pulling you into him pressing his lips against your own. You pull
away smiling “So I take it you finally told her and your getting a divorced?”
Jensen’s face fell and your
heart dropped “You didn’t tell her did you Jensen?” you pulled away looking
into those jade eyes.
“I was going to Y/N; I really
was… As soon as we got home I told her we needed to talk and she even agreed
with me, I thought she was on the same page as me and wanted to talk about how
distant we were and agree we should divorce.” He says as he rubs his face “why don’t
we go sit down and talk.”
“No Jensen, tell me what you
have to say here.” You plant your feet pissed off at the situation.
He looks at you longing to
just touch you. He reaches out to you
and you can see the tears fill in his eyes.
Your concern turned to fear he was really starting to worry you. “What
happened Jensen.” It was more of a statement than a question.
“We began to talk and I was
about to tell her and she…” he paused tears threatening to spill over.
“You are starting to worry me”
you pull him closer
“She is pregnant Y/N… she is
pregnant and wants to make our marriage work and go to a marriage counselor.”
You pull away as if his skin burned you.
“What are you saying, so you
love her now?” beginning to get angry “Did you ever want to leave her or were
you just stringing me along and going home to your wife. Did you want to have your cake and eat it
too?” you were full on pissed and you spite your words out like venom.
“Don’t say that, of course I
love you and want to be with you.” He pleads “But what can I do? She is having
my child, it’s not just about what I want now, I have to worry about my child
now” He was full on crying “I was selfish before thinking my actions didn’t have
consequences… I have to be a good father which means I have to stay with
Daneel. I hope you understand.”
Your whole world was
crashing, you couldn’t breath and you felt light headed “You need to leave,
goodbye Jensen.” As he stands in the doorway you shake your head closing the
door and turning away, turning your back on your whole world, but only because
it turned it’s back on you. You couldn’t
stand anymore as fall to your knees, sobs wrenching your body, laying in the fetal
position you sobbed until it went black.
You must have cried yourself
to sleep right there in front of the door, when you first woke up there was a
moment where you didn’t remember everything that happened and was still
happy. But as all things do your
memories came rushing back and you felt your stomach heave as you rushed to the
bathroom throwing up anything that was in your stomach. After cleaning yourself up you pulled out
your phone to reveal six missed calls from Jensen, shaking your head you dial
“Hey Y/N/N whats up” she
answered sounding like she just woke up
“I’m ready to move on from
Supernatural and Jensen.” You say trying to keep it together
“What happened?” She was
completely awake now and you spilled the whole story holding it together for
the most part until the end when you completely lost it.
~Six months later~
You woke up in your new bed,
that was in your new house back in your home town San Antonio. You think back to that day in Vancouver, the
image of Jensen’s face as you closed the door burned in your memory. After you told Y/F/N everything she got in
contact with the writer and producers and they planned on a way for your
character leave the show in the finale.
They decided that your character should be killed off and filming those
scenes with Jensen was hard and of course he kept trying to talk to you between
take but you completely ignored him. After
filming you decided you couldn’t take the limelight anymore and that you needed
some time away from acting and moved back to Texas. You fell off the face of the earth, at least
when it came to paparazzi.
You peeled yourself out of
bed and made you way to the window looking out to your backyard… placing your
hand on your belly you say “At least I have you baby girl, I’m going to give
you the best life ever.”
oh my gosh, justin sang crazy little thing
it’s probably the cutest song ever
“From day to night my troubles disappear when you hold me tight
And I know I’ll never find another like you
So I promise that I’ll never let you go
You’re all I need, ‘cause baby without you I’m just not me”