in light of chester bennington’s death i just wanted to take a moment to ask you to reach out if you’re struggling. reach out again if the first person you try doesn’t have the time to help you the way you need. we’re all on this planet, living this life, together, and you deserve to live a full life too. i love you, please don’t give up. 

Don't give up 10

Prompt: You loved your life. Until one night where everything changed, now you have to fight for what’s right. The only problem - you don’t know it. And when you decide for what’s wrong , your friends are in more trouble than before.

Warnings: slight violence, confusion, betrayal , cliffhanger

Pairing: avengers x reader (mostly nat in this one)

a/n: Its finally here !!!!

It was a flicker.
A bright flash like a lightening speeding through your mind causing a light headache.
“What are we gonna do with her?” A male voice asked, it was confusing to hear voices like that.
Voices the reminded you of something even though you didn’t know of what.
“Well we definitely shouldn’t leave her here to die”
Another voice said, female and soft.
“That’s what I thought of thanks nat.” The first voice said again “tony we’re heading out with a girl, she’s been a prisoner.” It continued and suddenly you were lifted of the ground.
“Copy cap”
You slowly opened your eyes to look at your savior.
“You are going to be alright.” He smiled down at you and you returned the smile, sighing in happiness as he kept on walking.

You were walking down the hallway, two other persons on either side of you, and guards infront of you but you didn’t really care.
You just stared ahead thinking of nothing in particular as you stepped into the cold and dark room.

The three of you stood in a row and glanced at the people that you were about to get a kill order on.

You didn’t know anything yet, you just heard some chatter.
“We can let them kill ‘em, they’ll do it once they’re out cold.” One of them said.
“They won’t even know what they’re doing until they wake up and see their doing.” He continued and the other one laughed. That’s all you had heard.

And here you were now.

A few of the hostages probably knew what was going on, as they carefully went down in fight position, once you entered the room but you just stood straight, looking over them. They wanted to say something, a few of them were close to speaking but the situation was so full of tension that they knew they couldn’t.

A guard yelled over at the redhead on your side.
“You ! Take the girl!” He yelled but she didn’t move.
You frowned a bit but you kept looking at your targets infront if you.
“Take her now!”
He yelled again but she didn’t move.
Your mind didn’t know what was going on, how was she able to control what she’s doing ? How was she able to just stand there doing nothing? You thought as you looked over to her.

The guard walked over and stood in front of her for a second before he slapped her across the face, making it whip to the side and you had to keep yourself from gasping in shock.
Your eyes widened, and the other side of the room had to fight to stand still as well.

“Go. Get the girl” he told her again but she just stood straight, her stare directed straight ahead.
The guard sighed and walked around her to the door.
He knocked loudly for three times before it was opened.
“Take the widow and blend her again”
He told him and walked back in, followed by the guard who yanked her arm away.

They left the room and closed the door.
It was silent for a moment before loud yells and thuds interrupted the silence.
You frowned again and the man next to you looked down and nodded and both of you and the soldier ran to the door opening it and storming out.

The ground was plastered with knocked out agents, some of them even dead but the read head was nowhere to be seen.

Suddenly you heard a voice behind you.
“Black widow escaped everyone be on high alert and search her.” He said and pushed both you and the man next to you forward, your cue to start looking.

Its been a long day , you looked everywhere but couldn’t find her, in the meantime your mind was running miles per minute as you thought of questions that you couldn’t answer.

How was she able to dismay orders ?

How could she escape?

Where was she?

And who was she?

You thought, trying to find answers but you couldn’t.

Suddenly your arm was yanked away and before anything else could happen you cursed yourself for not being cautious.

You were pushed against a wall inside a room and a hand on your mouth kept you from speaking as someone infront of you shushed you.

Suddenly you recognized her as the black widow and yanked her hand away from your mouth.
“What the hell are you doing”
You whispered.

“We need to get out of here you are not thinking straight.” She whispered back and you frowned at her.
You didn’t know what was going on.

“Look, these people , they’re our friends. You don’t know it yet but you will.”

“How do I know you are not lying” you asked and she stayed quiet.

“I know you are not able to think straight but you need to trust me. They use a drug on you that gets you confused and changes your memories, the good ones get bad and the bad ones even worse, then they wile you and turn you into something you’re not.” She said after a while. “But I know you” she whispered.

And you looked at her suspiciously, but with a frown before sighing out and replying “how do you know these things?” You asked, wanting to be sure.

“I have this” she told you and showed you a little electronic chip. “I was able to shut the chair with it so that it didn’t affect me” she said.

You didn’t say anything for a while, carefully thinking through all your options but you knew you didn’t have another chance if you wanted to get out of here.
“Okay” you said “I’m in”
The rest of the evening was spent planning how you’d get the winter soldier to help you and how you’d escape.
The plan was to wait a few days so that bucky was easier to convince, and then fight to get out of here.
Plain and simple.

You wondered if it was true, if they really changed your memories and your whole mind. She told you about what she said were your friends. About all the things you’ve been through together.
But you were just confused, nothing else.

But you knew you had to work on all this.
You had to remember even though you you didn’t believe anything of it.

You then left the room, suddenly wondering how she was planning on hiding but you didn’t turn around, just kept walking straight ahead, debating with yourself if what you were about to do was the right decision.

You stepped into an office, seeing rumlow and a few agents standing at his desk.

They all muted down looking at you with a dismaying look as they waited patiently.

And then you spoke up, deciding against Natasha.

“I found her”

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Someone will always be there to catch you if you fall. Even during the times whom everyone you know seems to be busy with their own life; you will have none other than yourself. You don’t need a hero. YOU are your own hero.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin
There will always be one of us fighting for our relationship when the other person can’t.
—  Poets Love Her
No te rindas / Don’t give up

No te rindas, aún estás a tiempo 

De alcanzar y comenzar de nuevo, 

Aceptar tus sombras,

Enterrar tus miedos, 

Liberar el lastre, 

Retomar el vuelo. 

No te rindas que la vida es eso, 

Continuar el viaje, 

Perseguir tus sueños, 

Destrabar el tiempo, 

Correr los escombros, 

Y destapar el cielo. 

No te rindas, por favor no cedas, 

Aunque el frío queme, 

Aunque el miedo muerda, 

Aunque el sol se esconda, 

Y se calle el viento, 

Aún hay fuego en tu alma 

Aún hay vida en tus sueños. 

Porque la vida es tuya y tuyo también el deseo 

Porque lo has querido y porque te quiero 

Porque existe el vino y el amor, es cierto. 

Porque no hay heridas que no cure el tiempo. 

Abrir las puertas, 

Quitar los cerrojos, 

Abandonar las murallas que te protegieron, 

Vivir la vida y aceptar el reto, 

Recuperar la risa, 

Ensayar un canto, 

Bajar la guardia y extender las manos 

Desplegar las alas 

E intentar de nuevo, 

Celebrar la vida y retomar los cielos. 

No te rindas, por favor no cedas, 

Aunque el frío queme, 

Aunque el miedo muerda, 

Aunque el sol se ponga y se calle el viento, 

Aún hay fuego en tu alma, 

Aún hay vida en tus sueños 

Porque cada día es un comienzo nuevo, 

Porque esta es la hora y el mejor momento. 

Porque no estás solo, porque yo te quiero.

Mario Benedetti
No te rindas


Don’t give up, you still have time

to reach up and start anew,

Accept your shadows,

Bury your fears,

Free your burdens,

Fly again.

Don’t give up, that’s what life is

Continue the journey,

Follow your dreams,

Unstuck time,

Move the rubble,

And uncover the sky.

Don’t give up, please don’t give way,

Even if the cold burns,

Even if fear bites,

Even if the sun sets,

And the wind goes silent,

There is still fire in your soul

There is still life in your dreams.

Because life is yours and yours is the desire

Because you have loved it and because I love you

Because wine exists and love is true.

Because there are no wounds that time doesn’t cure.

To open the doors,

Take away the locks,

Abandon the walls that have protected you,

To live life and accept the challenge

Get back laughter,

Practice a song,

Lower the guard and extend the hands

Open the wings

And try again,

Celebrate life and take back the skies. 

Don’t give up, please don’t give way,

Even if the cold burns,

Even if fear bites,

Even if the sun sets,

And the wind goes silent,

There is still fire in your soul

There is still life in your dreams.

Because every day is a new beginning,

Because this is the hour and the best moment.

Because you are not alone, because I love you.

Don’t Give Up
by Mario Benedetti