Hi! So last month I told my cousin I'm asexual and he told me I was broken and tried to "fix me" and he ended up kissing me. That shook me. I had not even thought that something sexual was happening. I often remember him touching me inappropriately and holding my wrist tightly so that I couldn't leave. I don't know what to do or how to feel. I'm so afraid it's going to happen again and that made me feel there's something wrong with being asexual. These days you just want to cry.
I’m sorry that happened to you. It is not acceptable behavior from your cousin at all. I’d really suggest you tell someone. Tell your parents, or tell an adult you are comfortable with. You aren’t the broken one, you didn’t do anything wrong, your ace identity is not broken. Your cousin is dangerously crossing the line. He is the one in the wrong, not you.
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