“Some nights, Rain wipes away my tears… and kisses me goodnight.”

-DY // eleven words for 11:11 thoughts // rain showers me with love you’ll never give

Stop romanticizing the past. Forget the “good parts” you keep torturing yourself with. See them for what they really are and not for what you wish they would’ve been. Stop and think about the pain; she left you. Remember that part. Don’t sugarcoat your relationship to make yourself feel better and fill your heart with false hopes. She was a lesson.. not the one that got away.
—  Good advice from a good friend
Some things are forgotten once you’ve moved on, but this one’s different. It’s addictive. Just like what drugs do to my mood, I keep going back for more. It does more harm than good, but it feels so right.
—  LA // excerpt from a book I’ll never write
PLEASE MAKE IT STOP…I CAN’T GO ON ANYMORE…MAKE IT STOP…I DON’T WANT TO LISTEN ANYMORE…ALL THE BAD THINGS…ALL THE SAD STUFF…MY DEMON IS HUNTING ME…MAKE IT STOP…SCREAMING INTO MY HEAD…CUTTING MY ARMS…CRYING WITH MY EYES…LYING WITH MY MOUTH…DYING IN MY SOUL…PLEASE…MAKE IT STOP…MAKE IT stop…MAKE it stop…make it stop…