we call it a good day if we don’t think about the pain or it’s source 
we pretend to smile at the appropriate places
we nod when needed and shake our head when wanted
we sleep sleep sleep because that’s what drinking a bottle of cough syrup does to us
we laugh reading our old words because we saw the pain, how did they not
we call it a day when we cry because crying helps to put us to sleep and that’s what normal people do at the end of the day
we don’t have a schedule and even if we do, we don’t care because we care too much 
we call it a good day if we don’t think about them or us 
we call it a good day if we don’t think at all
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have a good day // @justscribbledwords