I learn more and more that you can’t force shit. No matter how much you want it. And if you feel like you have to - then it’s not worth the time it took to make it happen. What’s meant to be will always be and it won’t take you doing anything extra when it’s time. If it seems too hard then you’re fighting the tide. Go with the flow. It’s supposed to be simple.
—  9:46pm | thoughts after shots