The worst kind of loneliness is not from isolation, or because you are away from people, it is when you are between all the people you know and still feel lonely as fuck, when the people around you don’t understand, when you are scared of trusting anyone, when you don’t feel anything, when everyone seems fake, your heart wants to trust and love but your mind screams to stay away, when the fear of being hurt and being broken and being crushed away because of your expectations wins your willingness to make connections. When you don’t want to be lonely but you are because that’s what is keeping you safe from being broken again.