DON'T LIE TO ME. DON'T LIE TO YOURSELF

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Guitar Man’s self-introduction on King of Mask Singer

Feel free to say “i don’t trust this person and this story sounds weird to me so i don’t believe it at all”, calling it a lie when you simply can’t know if it is or isn’t a lie is bullshit tho. just like people who spread stories can’t provide proof (for multiple reasons) you can’t prove that they are lying, simple as that.

Why do I feel that I care more than you do? I’m always there for you and I always want to be. But it’s hard for me to continue when I don’t receive the same. I panic and find it hard to breathe when I think about ever losing you… When there are signs I want to kill myself or that I’m about to try it, you give up so easily. You don’t want to get involved with me anymore because I depress you. Because I intrude on your happiness. I could’ve been dead that very moment and you continue to kiss and laugh and could care less about me. Yet you tell me you worry. If you care, show me. Don’t tell me you do if you don’t prove it. Don’t lie to me to make yourself feel better. Don’t lie to yourself saying you’re a good friend and will always be there for me. Don’t try to act like you do if you don’t. I’ve had enough of that.

  • fanfic writer: *writing* Oh wow, they are going to love this. This is by far my best work!
  • fic: *witty lines* *perfect love making* *fluffy enough to kill us all* *a dash of angst, a smidgen of hurt/comfort*
  • fanfic writer: Oh man. This is it. This will be my legacy! *sweats into fic* *bleeds into fic* *cries into fic* *spends days perfecting the grammar and verbage and sex scenes* *has 15 betas look over it*
  • fanfic writer: Okay. It is finally time to release my baby on the world. Here you go fandom. You're welcome.
  • fandom: Ha, cute. *like* *kudos*
  • fanfic writer: :/
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  • same fanfic writer: *writing* Whatever. This is shit, I don't even care right now. A singing squirrel? Sure, let's do it. Haha, cheesy lines that make no sense, sure. Grammatical errors out the wazoo? Why not. No one's going to read this piece of crap anyway, I literally wrote it on a scrap of 1 ply toilet paper with a broken yellow crayon.
  • fanfic writer: LOL *post*
  • fandom: OMG THIS IS THE BEST THING YOU HAVE EVER GRANTED US WITH, WHERE HAS THIS BEEN ALL MY LIFE, OMG, I NEED A SEQUEL IMMEDIATELY, PLEASE. WHAT THE. I'M NOT EVEN WORTHY. *kudosrebloglikereccomment*
  • fanfic writer: *sigh*