The truth/TGA/Crystal Leigh/ LA
4 months ago, as you all know I signed a contract with a fellow friend and her company whitelabel.Social not knowing how shitty they are. Me being new to the LA life style. I started with 4 friends and tbh I needed all the friends I could. Now crystal seemed fucking amazing, she was fun, drama free etc.. She insisted we build up my profile online, and that’s what we did. I sit here with over 2k Twitter requests and over 6k followers here. Why? Because everything is lies. Crystal made me take credit for things, bad things such as exposing blogs/Twitter accounts, ones that have/had nothing todo with me. TGA, remember that? Well since I’m living under the name Lauren and not my real name, and the CO of that account is named Lauren, this was the perfect opportunity to get my name ‘Lauren Williams’ out in the open. That’s when my snapchat, Twitter, Facebook, Instagram and tumblr, became centre of attention.
I took credit of a blog that wasn’t mine, to get followers. Not knowing it would end in me being harassed at concerts, my number being leaked, restraining orders, hate and even ‘fans’.. But I was lead to believe all that was good. Because now I have 20+ friends irl, I have free concerts, whether it be 5sos, TSS, Halsey, ALT etc.. Because they’re now my friends. I also now get free products, including makeup, sugarbear hair (which is another post because I’m not aloud to write my HONEST opinion) I even get free meals, drinks at bars, that i get into although I’m 19 because of her.
TGA, WAS NOT ME! I was paid and manipulated to make people believe it was me. Now you may think I’m lying, that’s fine. But all I’ve done the last few days is receive asks, questioning me and TGA being the same person. I guess the real owner, owned up to having that blog? I’ve also proved myself time, and time again. Which isn’t something I want to do for the rest of my Social media life. And that’s going to grow more and more until I get out of my contract (this post will probably help me get out of it)
Being a 19 year old, new to LA with famous friends, a big house and all access to shows and events my life seems great. But my happiness is a lie, I’ve become the person crystal wants me to be, not the person i want to be. And I’m ready to start living as I want to.
Love me or hate me, I appreciate opinions, good or bad. I don’t want to live a hateful life with lies. I want to spread positivity as you all know!! But being under WLS it’s not going to happen.
I’m so sorry I lied about being TGA to get followers, looking back it was a stupid idea, and I hate the person I’ve become. Money orientated, Drunk, unhappy this is not who I am!! I’m unbelievably sorry and I wish there is a way to make it up to you!
I’m ready to live as me, with my friends, happy..
I love you all :)