Never done it, will not do it. Scared of it. Think it’s trashy in a very bad way. My dad used to work in the ER in the 80′s and he said to me many times in my life “I don’t condone drugs, but I understand responsible experimentation. But never with cocaine. I’ve seen people come in dying from their first time using it, I’ve seen their heart health vastly deteriorate from one use. Cocaine is like playing Russian Roulette, that shit can kill you.”
Also as someone who takes stimulant meds and has had panic attacks trigger from being over-prescribed/ over medicated on those, I have no interest in party uppers. When I go out to party I like to NOT feel like I’m analyzing everything, talking too much, chemically hyped and shaky. I party to let loose, chill out, and just get out of my brain! And when I’m tired, I bid the party goodbye and go to sleep. I spent basically all of my college years forcing myself to stay awake when my body was tired, I have no interest in doing it unnecessarily while I’m “out”. But it does take a lot to tire me out when I’m having fun– secret is taking a nap before, drinking lots of water throughout, and being with people you don’t wanna leave, doing stuff you don’t wanna stop doing!