It’s been a while since we’ve spoken to each other.
The flowers under our favourite tree have withered and turned into blankets of snow, burying the places we’d call our own.
I know you cheated on me with that girl who gets you drunk every time you try to talk about your past. Our past.
I know you don’t really love her.  At least, not as much as you seemed to love me. I can see it in the way you avoid the places we used to go to together or the way you keep wishing you could hold her the way you used to hold me.
Please, honey. Come back to me.
It’s killing me inside to see us like this. 
I want to start over with you. 
I know it won’t be the same if we’re back together and all the resentment we can’t weed out of our chests will turn into the cold distance between us but I promise I will try harder to forget. I will love you so much that you’ll forget the space between us ever existed.

You ruined me and I don’t know how to mend my broken parts again and I hate this desperation but I need you now.
I am ready to crumble just to be with you.
Please just come back to me.

—  Tamarind Fall; Writing prompt: A girl writing to a boy who cheated on her but she still loves him and wants to start a relationship with him, but it’s changing her for the worse. She loves him so much but he doesn’t seem to care.

Me after I finished CoHF: Ahhhhh twins!!! AND OMG LIVVY!! I really hope she’s in TDA quite a bit

Me after I finished LM: omg I love livvy!! SHE’S MY FAVOURITE BLACKTHORN! I really hope we see more of her and that she becomes more important to the story

Me after LoS: NOT LIKE THAT!!!

Best friend.

There’s this hole in my chest when I think about you lately. You’re not there anymore… well, you’re there, but you’re not you. We’ve both changed, I can’t deny it. But change is inevitable, so we just have to accept it.

You used to be my rock; the light in my life when everything else was dark, and now I can hardly see where I’m going. The one person that led me through one of the toughest times in my life, the one who held the torch and hit away the demons, she’s run off into the distance and now all I can see is a mere speck of light. So far that I don’t know if I’m ever going to reach her again. I want to. Believe me.

I’ve tried. You’ve tried. But it’s like we don’t fit anymore. Like we’ve both changed and molded so much into people that were not meant to be - people that no longer fit together like we used to. Someone once told us that they could only dream of having a friendship like ours, and now that’s all it feels like it was. A dream.

I don’t know what to do. And I don’t think you know what to do either. All I know is I don’t think I can handle this hole in my heart any more. Please come back and fill the cracks that you once filled before.

It’s not that I need you in order to be me anymore. I’ve learned who I am, and who I’m not. I know what I want, where I’m going. I no longer need someone to guide me through life, protecting me from the harsh ways of the world, I just want my best friend back.

anonymous asked:

Shance au where Lance is a hitman and he's given a hit on garrison poster boy Takashi Shirogane


ok oko ko k o KAY. lance is still a sniper because you can pry that from my dead cold hands. imagine he has the shot lined up but something blows his cover and shiro sees him and instead of running shiro starts to run over to where lance is to apprehend him and lance knows hes a great shot but this guy can probably deadlift him, his gear, and his car in one hand ok so he books it 

and imagine shiro catching up and the hand to hand that comes from that. shiro getting in pretty good hits but lance is an assassin; he knows how to fight unfair and how to use his leaner frame to his advantage by being slippery and using shiro’s weight against him. also imagine lance has a concoction that knocks people out and him using it on shiro after telling him it’s nothing personal and winking at him 

and shiro wakes up in the hospital sore and REALLY FUCKIN PISSED. hes assigned a security detail and he knows the hitman isnt gonna be coming after him for a while because hes hurt too and because security is gonna be the tightest at the start so in the meantime he does research. he remembers the armour and mask he wore and he remembers that the sniper was custom made and extremely high end. he also finds out that the thing in his system was unique, too, so he gets his own friends (matt and keith) to help him investigate it further to find out where, at least, this person might be located so he can find him first. in the meantime, matt makes him special bulletproof vests and keith tails him wherever he goes lmao (”keith he’s not gonna attack me in the urinal” “YOU DONT. KNOW THAT”) 

this is an important question tho: did lance have a special connection to shiro? maybe not having met him before but maybe he looked up to him at one point or another and was actually upset to find out that he had to kill him. 

(hey also it would be cool if the trio were all in it together. like hunk is the engineer, pidge is the tech specialist all while matt is oblivious to it all. only lance is the only one who’s actually killed)