Burning-At-Both-Ends

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You’ve been hanging around trying to make yourself invisible behind your fragile little fuck-up routine but you can’t. You’re anything but invisible. You’re big. You’re kind of a great mess. It’s like a candle burning at both ends, but it’s so fuckin beautiful. No amount of booze or drugs or bad attitude is going to hide that.


You’re incredible babes, I’m glad to know and be able to say so.

Believe in yourself

Burning the Candle at Both Ends

Summary: Y/N finds herself insanely stressed with life at the moment. Between working on hunts and taking some local core classes, she finally has a break down. Lucky for her Dean is always there to make things better, and help her relieve some of that said stress.

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Reader

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Warnings: NSFW, intense stressful situations,some angst, mental break down, dry humping, smut

Word Count: 2,179

Request: This is a little stupid, but if you have time would you mind writing a Dean version of Stressed? If you can’t it’s ok.- @padfootserastartsnow

A/N: Thank @impala-dreamer for the beta read again you’re awesome. I like writing this stressed situation with Dean just to see how different Sam and Dean would react in situations like this. I hope y’all enjoy and feedback is always welcomed!

Originally posted by soluscheese

Your phone kept buzzing, your computer chimed, and your back was killing you. This was no way for a person to live their life. Even as a hunter, there was no way in hell you could take much more of this. You were taking lore classes at a local college, doing research, and you were still trying to hunt, all at the same time. Everything felt like it was crashing around you, it was all so overwhelming.

“Fuck this,” your leaned back in your chair in the library, “I can’t do this anymore.” Unshed tears threatened to escape your eyes as the words on the screen began to blur. You wanted to be strong, to bite this college stuff in the ass. You were a hunter, you’ve researched about stuff some people knew nothing about. But studying in the classes, worrying about MLA and APA formatting bullshit? Every ounce of your being was screaming at you to drop out and leave the normal life behind. You didn’t need to know all this useless information, that’s why hunters kept journals and relied on each other. At the same time however, you knew this was the right thing to do. “What the hell am I supposed to do?” The main door to the bunker opened with a sickening creak, followed by a slam. “What am I supposed to do!?” You screamed at the top of your lungs, flinging all your stuff off the table.

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Me: man why don’t i engage in the fandoms I’m in beyond posting fic, like making meta posts and hcs and just talking with people more would be so much fun

Me: remembers the last time I tried to be active in a fandom and how i ended up being so burned by both canon and the fanbase that i went to great pains to purge the fandom from my life and my blog and how even a year after i officially left it the fandom still managed to cause me enough anxiety i almost had a panic attack

Me: oh yeah that’s why

i just want to let u know if anyone for ANY UNGODLY reason thinks im even vaguely cool that i got drunk on my own the other night and tried to make myself a microwave lasagne and i both burned myself and ended up crying on the kitchen floor because it tasted so bad and i was just really hungry

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also Seth Meyers was the guest last night and I love that adorable man so I had a pretty good day

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