Bring the drugs baby I can bring my pain

Random Twitter bios

{name of idol} is my aesthetic

I’m the drug in your veins, just fight through the pain

You’re ripped at every edge but you’re a masterpiece

Lol no I don’t do “love”

No one dies a virgin, {name of idol} fucks us all

But I’m lost in you

Everything is grey

Not all beautiful things are real

S/he wanted tea, I was coffee

Love doesn’t hurt, expectations do

Bring your love baby, I can bring my shame

Sometimes quiet is violent

Peace will and win fear will lose

Crying out to ears that never listen

A black glass heart filled with sorrow

A black year and a black heart

It fills with hatred and leaks with blood

Inhale the love exhale the fire

Those who are heartless, once cared too much.

I’m lost. Show me to your heart

I’m lost

Silence is better than bullshit

Are we awake

What if

Bring the drugs, I’ll bring my pain

No miracles here

More lost than the lost boy from never land

take my hand and I’ll throw you back into hell

You are my sunshine

Sing me to sleep

I cried tears you’ll never see

Love is perfectly destructive

It’s too mainstream to have a life

I could look into your eyes until the sun comes up

my mind chooses the worst moment to reminisce

and I am just a fallen star trying to put myself back in the sky

and if you fall, I’ll make sure that you fall hard

lol no

and your blood stains my heart

love is bs. Stick to food

like/reblog if use or credits to @httpmisfitx

the signs as the weeknd lyrics
  • aries: i ain't playing with your heart, it's just a habit to let bitches know the truth.
  • taurus: i'm falling 'cause i'm numb from the neck down.
  • gemini: now my madness, is the only love i let myself embrace.
  • cancer: you taught me how to feel, when nobody ever would, and you taught me how to love what nobody ever could.
  • leo: i ain't scared of the fall, i've hit the ground before.
  • virgo: seems like pain and regret are your best friends.
  • libra: bring your love baby, i could bring my shame, bring the drugs baby, i could bring my pain.
  • scorpio: i ain't lied to nobody but me.
  • sagittarius: baby i'm a pro at letting go, love it how they come and go.
  • capricorn: well baby i've been alone for almost all my life, what makes you think that you can ever do me right?
  • aquarius: they don't want my love, they just want my potential.
  • pisces: for a dreamer, night's the only time of day.

Aries ♈: “ Ain’t nobody gonna care enough, to catch you fall. So don’t you fall in love. Don’t make me make you fall in love. ”

Taurus ♉: “ Ain’t the kinda girl you’ll be seeing in the morning. Too damn raw ain’t no nigga worth her holding. Ain’t no nigga that she holding man her love is too damn foreign.”

Gemini ♊: “ I’m not a fool, I just love that you’re dead inside. I’m not a fool, I’m just lifeless too. ”

Cancer ♋: “ Promise me you won’t regret me like the tattoos on my skin. Let the wrong doing come to me. One day I’m hoping that you will remember me. When you fuck them you’ll see my face. ”

Leo ♌: “ You probably thought that you’d break my heart. You probably thought that you’d make me cry. But baby it’s okay. ”

Virgo ♍: “ So baby love me…before they all love me…until you won’t love me…because they all left me ”

Libra ♎: “ You can meet me in the room where the kisses ain’t free, you gotta pay with your body. Not really into kisses leading into nothing, I’m into shows every night. ”

Scorpio ♏: “ Sandpaper kisses, papercut bliss, don’t know what this is, but it all leads to this: You’re gonna leave her…You have deceived her. You’re just a bird. ”

Sagittarius ♐: “ Bring your love baby I could bring my shame. Bring the drugs baby I could bring my pain. I got my heart right here. I got my scars right here. ”

Capricorn ♑: “ It’s gonna end how you expected girl you’re such a masochist and I ask why…And you reply… I like the thrill. Nothing’s gonna make me feel this real. ”

Aquarius ♒: “ Your unshackled boy, unrestrained touch. So immune to love. And it feels so priceless to me. ”

Pisces ♓: “ La la la la la la la la I’m so gone, so gone ”

anonymous asked:

i have a song rec for you! wicked games - couer de pirate sounds very tianshan to me

oh my god a weeknd cover?????? :o

i’m loyal to the original, but her voice is beautiful & gives it a rawness that is probably more how i imagine tianshan, so 👌👌👌. 

Bring your love baby I can bring my shame
Bring the drugs baby I can bring my pain
I got my heart right here
I got my scars right here
Bring the cups baby I can bring the drink
Bring your body baby I can bring you fame
And that’s my motherfucking word too
Just let me motherfucking love you

Listen ma I’ll give you all I’ve got
Give me all of this
I need confidence in myself
Listen ma I’ll give you all of me
Give me all of it
I need all of it to myself

So tell me you love me
Only for tonight
Only for tonight
Even though you don’t love me
Just tell me you love me
I’ll give you what I need
I’ll give you what I need
Even though you don’t love me

☆ random lyrics sentence starters ☆
  • "I was praying that you and me might end up together"
  • "The big, big bang -- the reason I'm alive"
  • "Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel"
  • "Here in the end , it's just me and you"
  • "I drink too much and that's an issue but I'm okay"
  • "I'd rather stand tall than live on my knees"
  • "Yo, this song will never be on the radio"
  • "My mind's a kaleidoscope, it thinks too fast"
  • "Bring your love baby ,I could bring my shame"
  • "My demons are begging me to open up my mouth, I need them mechanically make the words come out"
  • "Bring the drugs baby ,I could bring my pain"
  • "Oh, I never done this before ,never wanna do this again"
  • "A pretty picture but the scenery is so loud"
  • "My touch is black and poisonous"
  • "I'm the last one that you'll ever remember"
  • "Put on the glitter that your soul hides behind"
  • "You're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece"
  • "And I was thinking to myself, 'this could be heaven or this could be hell' "
  • "Just take my hand, I'll make it feel so much better tonight."
  • "It won't be in vain to swallow all your pain"
  • "Faces in the crowd will smile again and the devil may cry"
  • "I dodge the blast, and apologize for collateral damage"
  • "You don't know what that means because a kitchen sink to you is not a kitchen sink to me, ok friend?"
  • "I'm searching for something that I can't reach"
  • "I like the sad eyes, bad guys , mouth full of white lies"
  • "Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore"
  • "I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold"
  • "You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor"
lbpqs followers wlw music recs

girls - beatrice eli. rec’d by mod naja. nsfw. 

there she goes - sixpence none the richer. rec’d by anon. “there she goes again, racing through my brain, and I just can’t contain, the feelings that she makes.”

two little girls - ani difranco. rec’d by anon. “it’s very explicitly about a dysfunctional relationship between two women who were lovers and still living together/ she still loves her”

one more hour and buy her candy - sleater kinney. rec’d by anon. 

sister - kate nash. rec’d by anon.

she’s so lovely - the butchies. rec’d by anon. 

viz - le tigre. rec’d by anon. 

chloe in the afternoon and your lips are red - st vincent. rec’d by anon.

caravan girl and thea - goldfrapp. rec’d by @cinemvs

shine - sarah bettens. rec’d by @cinemvs.

then if i’m weird i want to share - tender forever. rec’d by @cinemvs.

josephine and caroline - brandi carlile. rec’d by @cinemvs.

marsh king’s daughter - eisley. rec’d by anon. “has a rly nice quirky fantasy feel bc its about a girl trying to run away with the marsh princess”

summer in the city - regina spektor. rec’d by @keats-and-yeats. a little nsfw. “my favourite line is “and i tap on their shoulders, and they turn around smiling but there’s no recognition in there eyes”, i loved this song when i was 12 but somehow didn’t realise it was gay, then while i was discovering that I like girls i also realised my old favourite song is about loving a woman and so it means a lot to me.”

is there somewhere - halsey. rec’d by @keats-and-yeats“and I promised myself I wouldn’t let you complete me”

senorita - chloe howl. rec’d by anon. "Señorita, I feel for you/You deal with things that you don’t have to"

wicked games (the weeknd cover) - coeur de pirate. rec’d by anon. “Baby bring your love I can bring my shame/Bring the drugs baby I can bring my pain”

ain’t no sunshine (bill withers cover) - coeur de pirate. rec’d by anon. “And this house just ain’t no home/Anytime she goes away”

jenny - lily sevin. rec’d by anon. “Jenny take my hand/‘Cause we are more than friends/I will follow you until the end”

electric lady - janelle monae. rec’d by anon. “sounds pretty gay and is really great to dance to”

strange love - halsey. rec’d by @mmyths.

girls like girls and cliff’s edge - hayley kiyoko. rec’d by @mmyths

riptide (vance joy cover) - taylor swift. rec’d by @mmyths.

dorothy dandridge eyes and mushrooms & roses - janelle monae. rec’d by @euchroma. 

fool’s gold (troye sivan cover) - tara nome doyle. rec’d by @akasharani. “literally like. divine”

4 walls - f(x). rec’d by @akasharani. “impossibly mystical and gorgeous.”

parentheses - the blow. rec’d by @lucyinthesoupwithcroutons. 

best song ever (one direction cover) - gabrielle aplin. rec’d by @lucyinthesoupwithcroutons.

i don’t know - lisa hannigan. rec’d by @lucyinthesoupwithcroutons.

harbor - vienna teng. rec’d by @lucyinthesoupwithcroutons

feel free to add on! all links go to youtube and songs i couldnt find on youtube not included.


I left my girl back home

I don’t love her no more

and she’ll never fucking know that

These fucking eyes that I’m staring at

It’s almost like he knew you were just thinking about him. About the time you’d shared together, about the way his hands would make you feel. You reminisce on times you spent with him, wondering what his secrets were while he sat with you happily talking about nothing and almost everything. Everything but those secrets. You knew nothing about them until the day your whole world went dark, when you felt his hands in a way you didn’t want to, shoving you away from him in every way. He disappeared and it left you like a junkie without their drugs, wanting, needing, not sleeping, thinking of nothing but him. A sound on your window brings you back to reality and you shake the thoughts of him, your eyes widening when you turn to the glass.

The hum of the music fills the room, the only thing in sight the silhouette of Harry. He stands by the window he just snuck in from, watching you watching him. The sound of his knock on the glass startled you, and you hesitantly nodded for him to come inside, both of you silent. You reach over to flick on the lights that line your ceiling, your eyes meeting his as soon as the room is brightened. You gulp, a scream building in your body when you see his eyes. Black. No green that reminds you of the sun on new leaves, no white around them- just pure, deep black. He sees the fear in your eyes and he wishes you could see the hurt in his. He doesn’t want to be like this, but he is. He slides down the wall, covering his eyes with his hands. You’d always known there was something dark in him, something scary and unknown. And here it was, in your room, showing itself, fighting with the other side of himself. 

Bring your love baby I could bring my shame

Bring the drugs baby I could bring my pain

I got my heart right here

I got my scars right here

You crawl off your bed, slowly making your way over to his crumpled form. You hear his breathing above the soft music and you sit in front of him, reaching out to him. Before you can touch him, he throws his hands down and screams “DON’T”, his voice rough and deep, like it’s not him. You jump back, his black eyes becoming darker, his sharpened teeth glinting from his open mouth. You move closer again and he speaks now.

“Don’t come near me. I just wanted you to see.”, he says softly and you swallow your fear.

“I want to see, too.”, you reply and he looks up. He blinks and you reach out to stroke his face, wincing when his lips part and a fang peeks out. You stroke his cool, smooth skin and he closes his eyes, his lips coming together, pursed slightly. For a second he looks like the boy you thought he was. His eyes flutter open when you pull your hand away and you just watch him again, at a loss for words.

He reaches forward and grabs your hand. You tense up in his grip, trying not to cringe and softening when he plays with your fingers the way he always did, lining them up with his and comparing the sizes, kissing the tips before twining them together. 

Just let me motherfucking love you

He pulls you into him and you let him, nervous but curious. His shining, black eyes blink at you once before closing and he leans forward. His gentleness makes you forget about the dark sight in front of you and you accept his lips on yours, your tongue flicking over a pointed tooth when he parts his lips against yours. You break the kiss and he pulls away slightly, his arms keeping your body close to his.

“Do I frighten you?”, he asks, his voice low. 

You swallow before you speak, tracing his familiar lips with your finger. 


He sighs and although his expression is hurt, his eyes hold nothing, just dark emptiness. 

“But I still…”, and you trail off, meeting his eyes again, searching for the light beyond the dark. You almost do, a hint of green shining through the darkness. “I still see you.”, you say, and his shoulders pick up. 

“It’s still me, love. It’s me.”, he says pleadingly and your eyes well with tears at his voice, at the hurt and the need for you to be with him, to stay. 

“I know”, you whisper into his hair, running your fingers into the long curls and dragging them across his shoulder, to his face. You hold his face so his eyes are forced to look into yours. “I know.”, you repeat, leaning in for another kiss. His tongue parts your lips and you don’t feel his sharp fang this time. You lose yourself in the touch you’ve missed, in the feeling of protection he gives you. You shriek softly when you feel yourself lift off the ground, Harry effortlessly lifting you into his arms. You wrap your arms tighter around him as he holds you against him, deepening the kiss.

Listen ma, I’ll give you all I got

Get me off of this,

I need confidence in myself

He gently breaks the kiss and sits you down on your bed, sitting in front of you. He grabs your hand again and places it on his cheek, his hand above your own. You watch as he parts his lips and his incisors grow, protruding slightly from his mouth, and the blackness of his eyes grows darker.

“I’m still me.”, he repeats.

You nod, taking it all in. He leans forward and you instinctively lean back as his mouth gets closer to your exposed skin. He pauses and looks up at you.

“I need you to trust me.”, he says softly and you nod, trying to control your fear as he gets closer. He nuzzles your neck with his nose, tickling you softly the way he always would. You bite your lips to hold back a smile that fades rather quickly as you feel his lips on you. He kisses gently, his lips leaving warm sensations on your neck. His tongue swipes at the skin and you arch back, granting him more access to your neck. He sucks the spot softly and his sharp teeth graze your skin. You’re afraid and you tense up in his grip, but you relax when you feel his continued kisses and no pain, just pleasure. 

He lifts his head from your neck and rests his forehead on yours. 

“Do you trust me?”, he asks, eyes glinting in the orange light of your room. 

“I trust you.”, you reply and a smile plays at his lips, his eyes making the grin appear evil. He uses his body to gently push you onto the mattress, pinning you underneath him. He laces your fingers together and holds your hands above your head, his lips like a ghost, just barely touching yours.

So tell me you love me

Only for tonight

Only for the night

His lips meet yours gently at first before your tongue parts his lips and he accepts enthusiastically. You want to hold him, to push your body as close to his as possible, but his hands keep your arms restrained. You use your leg to hold him to you, dragging it along his as it bends and wraps around him. He moves one hand, using the other to keep your arms above your head, rubbing your thigh as your lips express the desperate need to feel one another. He lets go of your hands, only to pull your shirt over your head. His black eyes scan your body, barely covered now only by your bra and a pair of pajama shorts. He pecks your lips softly, trailing his lips along your jaw and to your neck, leaving a fire to spark along the trail his lips left on you. His tongue flicks across the sensitive spot on your neck, making you squirm under him, a small moan escaping you. You hear his soft chuckle muffled by your neck and you smile at the familiar sound, your smile fading slowly as his lips play at your neck, sucking and kissing, marking you as his. He lifts his head from you, admiring the red mark he’s left on you. 

He straightens up so he’s kneeling in between your legs and you watch as he starts to lift his shirt over his head. You stop him and sit up so your right in front of him.

“Let me.”, you say and he nods once. You peel his black shirt over his head, tossing it behind him and curiously admire his body. It’s not different, covered by the same tattoos you’ve always loved, except for his veins. They’re more noticeable, somehow darker so you can faintly see the outlines all over his body. You trace one and he catches your hand.

“I don’t know why it happens. It just does.”, he says, referring to the new marks. You bring his hand to your mouth and kiss his fingers, then his wrist where one vein is particularly dark. You look up at him, at his soulless eyes and lean forward, pressing your lips to his, twisting your fingers into his curls. He wraps his strong arms around you, and you wrap your legs around him, straddling his lap. You pull away from his lips and kiss his neck, peppering his skin with soft kisses and working your way to his shoulder. You kiss him there and nip gently at the skin, smiling when you feel his lips on your neck again. He kisses more, and sucks a little harder and you bask in the feeling his lips give you, He holds you in his arms as you arch back, wanting his lips all over you. He gets your message and slowly changes his course of kisses to the middle of your neck. He kisses in between your collarbones and then lower, leaving a warm, wet spot in between your breasts. He slowly pulls your bra straps over your shoulders and reaches behind you to unclasp it completely. You giggle when he struggles slightly and you watch black slits peer from his eyelids, his eyes squinted in focus. He gets it undone and he smiles, pulling the black lace off of you. He kisses in between your breasts again, running his tongue across and over one nipple, then the other. You hiss in pleasure at the feeling and your fingers press into him, keeping him close as his mouth teases you, leaving warm kisses all over your body.

Let me see you dance

I love to watch you dance

Take you down another level

Get you dancing with the devil

You let Harry gently lower you onto the bed, taking his place in between your legs again. He guides you to lift your hips and you do, letting him pull off your shorts. Your underwear come down with them a little, and he admires how they sit below your hips. He tugs at the lace with his teeth and kisses you above them, pulling them down. He kisses his way up your body and whispers against your neck.

“You’re so beautiful.”, he says and you gently stroke his curls, smiling when he brings his lips to yours, his breath fanning over your lips when he speaks.

“And you’re mine.”, he says, his eyes darker than before, his voice possessive and dangerous and very, very hot. You place your hand on the back of his neck and hold him there.

“Yours.”, you breathe, and he catches your breath with his lips.

His tongue mingles with yours, your hands lost in his hair and his holding your hips, his body trapping you in between him and the mattress. He straightens up and pulls his dark jeans down, kicking them off. You watch his lean body over yours, your eyes tracing the patterns of his veins before you meet his eyes. The soulless black diamonds watch you as you watch him. You pull him down for another kiss and he hikes your legs up himself now, helping you wrap them around his waist. You tug your bottom lip back with your teeth as his muscles flex with his movement. He adjusts himself and lowers his face to yours. His necklace dangles in the space between you, the charm resting on your neck, leaving a cool spot against your warm skin. He kisses your forehead and then your lips as he pushes inside you. You arch against him as he moves slowly against you, your hips meeting as his length fills you. He moves slowly at first, pushing in and out gently until he finds his rhythm. Your hands reach out, looking for something to hold onto, twisting into the blanket below you or digging into his shoulders. His hips move against yours, pumping in and out and you moan his name, biting your lip to hold yourself back from being any louder. He slows down and pulls you into his arms, your naked bodies molding together as you straddle him. Your lips come together again, moving sloppily, desperately together. He breaks the kiss to fix himself under you and he lifts you up, easing you gently onto his length. You moan softly against his lips when you feel him inside you and his hands hold your hips firmly, helping you move up and down on him. You drape your arms over his shoulders and lean forward, kissing him as he moves with you. Your hands move to his face and you trace his lips with your thumb, whispering “I love you.”, against his lips. His eyes flutter open at the words and you see it. The bright green unlike any color you’ve ever seen before. You kiss him then, your tongue swiping at his, his hands still gripping your hips, moving you up and down a little harder than before. He gently lowers you back against the mattress, your bodies staying connected. 

Just tell me you love me

I’ll give you what I need

I’ll give you all of me

“I love you.”, he says and his eyes meet yours again, the green that you missed still there. You keep him close, needing to feel him and he thrusts against you once more, harder than before. Your fingers dig into his shoulders and one hand leaves your hips, gripping the headboard. His thrusts are unyielding, filling you and making you want to scream his name. His lips catch your moans and the sound of his name leaving your lips repeatedly. He pounds into you, his own low, gravelly moans muffled by your neck. You feel yourself start to lose control, your hands clawing into his back as he pumps into you, relentless in the way his body collides with yours. Your molded perfectly with him and you bite into his shoulder again when you tense up. Your muscles clench and you hit your climax, a high moan crossing your lips as you come. Your muscles relax, but he continues to pound into you, bringing you to the border of pleasure and pain until he reaches his own climax. He does finally, your name leaving his lips just before his body tiredly falls against yours.

He rests his head on your chest, his sweaty curls leaving your already damp skin a little wetter. He looks up at you, his green eyes meeting yours once before they blink closed. You stroke his curls and his fingers trace patterns on your skin, up and down your arms and on your chest and stomach. He looks up at you again, his eyes back to their abnormal darkness. You smile sadly at the boy on top of you, at the soulless eyes. 

“It’s still you.”, you whisper and he lifts his head up at the sound of your voice.

“Yeah, love.”, he says reassuringly, pressing a kiss to your damp skin. “And you’re still mine.”, he says after the kiss.

“Always.”, you reply, smiling as he rolls you over so your body rests on top of his. He covers you both with a blanket and pulls you down for a kiss. You let your body get the best of you and drift off into a light sleep, your body not leaving Harry’s. He watches you sleep, a dangerous smile darkening his features when he whispers to himself, “Always.”. One look into those deep, black eyes and that was it. You were his. You are his and you always will be. 

The Signs as Songs from The Weeknd

Aries: Coming Down “I forget what you mean to me, hope you know what you mean to me.

Taurus: The Knowing “You probably thought that you’d make me cry, but baby it’s okay.”

Gemini: House of Balloons / Glass Table Girls “This is, a happy house, we’re happy here.” 

Cancer: Wicked Games “Bring the drugs baby, I could bring my pain.”

Leo: Loft Music “A chance like this, you may never get to show off.”

Virgo: The Zone “I left it all behind, baby, I didn’t need no-one, but I’m here tonight baby.”

Libra: What You Need “Does he touch you here like this, this, this?”

Scorpio: The Party & The After Party “I got you girl, Oh I got it girl.”

Sagittarius: Thursday “I’ve been here for too long, baby don’t cry.”

Capricorn: The Morning “Order plane tickets, Cali is the mission.” 

Aquarius: Life of The Party “You can follow me if you want.”

Pisces: High For This “You don’t know, what’s inside.”

Tesfaye seemed a bit nervous - not surprising for an artist who initially kept his name a secret, and even now banned cameras from the show. Though finally front and centre, he wore a camouflage jacket and remained strikingly still as if to be as unobtrusive as possible. Still, he confidently opened with High for This, causing the lit-fuse crowd to go off. At times he seemed taken aback by the reception, standing there, mike in both hands, staring out as the crowd sang his words back to him. It was an emotional night, and that came through in his voice, whether weaving through slow jams like The Party and the After Party or (relatively) upbeat romps like House of Balloons/Glass Table Girls.

During Wicked Games, the show’s epic peak, arms raising unironic lighters filled the air as his emotion-ravaged voice crooned “Bring your love baby/I can bring my shame/Bring the drugs baby/I can bring my pain” amidst a roiling rhythm and grinding guitar. The sing-alongs turned his abject loneliness into a communal catharsis. But the edge remained, be it the unrelenting dirtiness of Loft Music or the encore cut The Birds (Part 1) which used martial drums and strobe lights to amplify the implied threat: “Don’t make me make you fall in love.”

On new song Rolling Stone, Tesfaye sings “Baby I got you/Until you’re used to my face/And my mystery fades” which could’ve been his career epitaph if he’d faltered here. Until now, the Weeknd has existed as almost a figment of our collective imaginations, his ascent fuelled by anonymity, his communications coming via Twitter and Tumblr, his music existing only as web-distributed ones and zeroes. He could’ve dissipated like a dotcom bubble. But by bringing his aching digi-laments out of the Internet’s shadows and onto the stage, Tesfaye triumphantly proved that the Weeknd has no end in sight.

—  The Globe and Mail about Abel back in 2011