Bit more complex than that but yeah |D

“He was lost, Cas. Our last hunt, he almost didn’t make it back and said he saw Billie.”

“He saw Billie?” Castiel parroted. They were both still in the war room in the bunker, the aftermath of recent events still fresh and new in their minds as Sam recounted what happened while Castiel had been “away.” 

“Yeah, and it wasn’t great.” Sam bit his lip. “Cas, When Mom disappeared…when you died. I think it broke him to a point where he couldn’t come back from it and deal with his grief. More than one night he’s had nightmares where I’d have to get him out and it’s always your name that’d he’d scream.”

“Grief is a complex emotion that is difficult to understand. The both of you have suffered with it greatly, but I have passed before.” Castiel paused, cognizant the statement should make no sense to anyone else except for the three of them. “He had been in grief then but had managed to find a way out. What made this time different?”

“I saw your wings, Cas.” A voice interrupted them from the threshold of the war room.

It clicked in Castiel’s head then. Understandable. "Dean.”

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Not A Ghost (pt.2)

Pairing: Kylo Ren x You
Summary: Kylo Ren’s departure left you tormented by your desires. With his return, you were motivated to see beneath the mask.

Time failed to be of little importance to you following Kylo Ren’s departure from the base some odd months ago. Just as he had entered your life a specter, he left much the same way. There was a bitterness in your heart that you couldn’t fathom; a dull ache in your chest that made it hurt to think about. He left without a word, without a glance, and without being seen. You thought yourself petty to expect anything else from him. The notion crossed you mind that perhaps he viewed you with more contempt than anyone, and the memory of cold metal against your fingertips was nothing but a fragment from your desires.

In the end, he was still a ghost that you couldn’t reach and couldn’t touch. 

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